The next morning, Alistair was up unusually early.
This time, he wasn't nursing a hangover with a temper. Instead, he pressed an apologetic kiss to my forehead.
"Juliana, I'm sorry about last night. I've been swamped with work, and I've neglected you. It's the weekend. How about a family beach party in the Hamptons? The kids have been begging to go."
I was about to say I wasn't feeling well, but Alistair, buttoning his Polo shirt, added casually:
"By the way, Cassidy's coming too. She's been stressed and needs some sea breeze."
Under the Hamptons sun, Alistair played the part of doting father and "good brother" to perfection. He hovered over Cassidy, reminding her to reapply sunscreen and insisting she sit under the beach umbrella, terrified the UV rays might harm her delicate skin.
Dressed in a revealing bikini with a sheer cover-up, Cassidy radiated a vibrant, youthful energy. She pulled Alistair and the kids into a game of beach volleyball, her bright laughter carrying on the sea breeze.
"Dad! Pass it to Aunt Cassidy!" Miles yelled, his voice buzzing with excitement.
"Auntie, you're so good! Go, Auntie!" Paige cheered, circling her with adoring eyes.
And me? I might as well have been the high-end housekeeper this wealthy family had hired for the day.
Alistair had insisted on "private family time," giving the staff the day off. The reality was, "private family time" just meant all the work fell on me.
I single-handedly hauled heavy coolers from the SUV. I squatted by the portable grill, arranging charcoal, prepping lobster rolls, and flipping Angus beef patties.
The charcoal smoke made me cough, sweat and sunscreen mixing into a greasy film on my face.
Not far off, a group of well-dressed beachgoers paused, looking enviously at the joyful scene Alistair's group was making.
"Look at that family. The epitome of the American dream. A handsome father, a young, hot mom, and two beautiful kids."
One of them pointed at me, shrouded in grill smoke. "Wait, who's that lady by the barbecue?"
"Oh, look at how she's dressed. Definitely their cook or nanny. The rich really know how to live."
The sea breeze carried their words straight to me.
My hand, holding the tongs, froze. My heart felt like it had been plunged into ice water, but I was too numb to feel the sting.
I looked up at the happy "family of four." Alistair hadn't glanced my way once. He hadn't even thought to ask, "Juliana, need a hand?"
In the afternoon, Cassidy took a call. Her voice, a saccharine blend of panic and pain, claimed there was an emergency at her gallery. She hopped into Alistair's convertible and sped off.
About an hour after she left, Alistair grew restless.
He stood up, clutching his iPhone, his expression grave. "Juliana, board crisis. I need to take a video call. Going to find a quiet spot behind the dunes; the signal's bad here. Watch the kids."
I watched him walk away, a cynical smile on my lips.
A board crisis? On a Sunday?
I set down the platter of freshly grilled corn and followed him silently.
Behind a patch of sea grass, Alistair had his back to me. He held up his phone, his face filled with a pure, indulgent adoration I hadn't seen directed at me in twenty years.
He wasn't in a meeting. He was on a video call.
On the screen, Cassidy was back in her sprawling SoHo apartment, perched inside an enormous walk-in closet. She was excitedly holding up a vintage Cartier watch.
"Alistair! You're the best! Is this really for me? I've wanted this one forever!"
It was the exact watch I had bookmarked in his browser three years ago. The one Alistair had called "impractical," asking, "What's a housewife like you going to do with a vintage watch?"
It wasn't impractical. I just wasn't worthy.
Alistair cooed at her. "When have I ever said no to you? Your stomach was upset last night, so think of this as your brother cheering you up."
Just then, my daughter Paige ran out from behind another dune, holding a seashell.
She saw Alistair's screen and immediately squeezed into her father's arms, squealing sweetly at the camera.
"Aunt Cassidy! Your new watch is so pretty! A surprise from Dad?"
Cassidy giggled, her eyes playful. "Paige! Tell Auntie honestly, does this watch look better on my wrist, or your mom's?"
Paige didn't hesitate. Her childish voice was loud and cruel.
"Yours, of course! Your hands are so fair and slender. Mom's hands are all calloused, and she always smells like the kitchen. It's so embarrassing. Being seen with her is humiliating! Only you deserve a watch like this!"
"Don't be silly!" Alistair's rebuttal was flimsy, his tone a performance of seriousness that held no real reprimand. "Your mother worked hard for this party. Don't talk about her like that again. You'll hurt her feelings if she hears."
Standing behind the cabana pillar, a bitter smile formed on my lips. So, he knew. He knew it would hurt me.
I bit my lip hard, tasting the metallic tang of blood, forcing myself not to charge out there and scream.
It was pointless.
Only 14 days left.
After we got home, my chronic migraines flared up.
It was an old ailment that plagued me during times of stress. The pain was blinding, my temples throbbing as if being drilled. Cold sweat beaded on my forehead, and my vision began to blur.
Alistair was on the sofa, reading The Wall Street Journal. Hearing my sharp intake of breath, he rushed over, catching me just as I collapsed. His eyes were filled with panic.
"Juliana! What's wrong? Is it the migraine again?"
Seeing the genuine concern in his eyes, I felt a flicker of disorientation.
For a moment, it was as if the Alistair from twenty years ago had returned.
"Yes… it's bad… I can't see," I managed to choke out.
"Don't panic. I'm taking you to the ER. Right now."
He was about to bend down and lift me into his arms.
Just then, his phone rang.
The special ringtone he had set exclusively for Cassidy.
Alistair froze. His hand went to his phone on instinct.
Cassidy's voice came through, filled with her usual performative helplessness. "Alistair… I burned my wrist with my curling iron. It's blistering… it hurts so much… Am I going to have a scar?"
Alistair's face went white—whiter than it had when he saw me on the verge of blindness.
"Cassidy, don't cry! Don't move! Run it under cold water. I'll be there in a minute!"
He hung up. He looked at me, pale and trembling in his arms, and I saw a flicker of struggle in his eyes. It was instantly replaced by resolve.
"Juliana, Cassidy's hurt. She burned herself. You know how scared she is of pain. I have to go to her."
I stared at him in disbelief. My vision was blurry, but my heart saw with perfect clarity. "Alistair, I can barely see. You're leaving me for a blister Cassidy got from a curling iron?"
Alistair frowned, his tone shifting to accusation, as if I were being unreasonable.
"Why are you being so difficult? Your migraines are a chronic thing. You've been through this dozens of times; you know the drill. Take a couple of painkillers and lie down in a dark room. Cassidy is different. She's all alone, and she's probably having a complete breakdown."
On a nearby sofa, my son Miles, wearing noise-canceling gaming headphones, had overheard. He pulled off one earcup and sighed impatiently.
"Mom, stop being so dramatic. Aunt Cassidy got burned. That's an emergency. You can't even see a headache. If it hurts that bad, just call an Uber to a clinic. Don't waste Dad's time. Auntie's waiting."
My daughter Paige rolled her eyes, scrolling through her phone. "Seriously. Always competing with Aunt Cassidy for attention, even over who's sicker. It's pathetic, Mom."
My husband's choice. My children's cruelty. Each word was a dull knife, twisting in my heart.
I let go of Alistair's sleeve. My heart went completely cold.
"Fine. Go."
Alistair seemed to think I was finally being "reasonable." Without another second to comfort me, he rushed out the door.
I endured the excruciating pain alone. I managed to get myself out of the house and waited for the Uber I'd had to call for myself.
After a painkiller shot and a trip to the pharmacy at a private clinic, I paused at the corner of a hallway in the VIP lounge.
Through a half-open door, I saw a familiar back.
Alistair was holding Cassidy's wrist as if it were a holy relic. There was nothing more than a tiny, insignificant red mark on it.
But he was bent over it, gently blowing on the "wound," his eyes full of tenderness.
"There… feel better? I'm here now."
Standing in the shadows of the hallway, my eyes burned.
Twenty years ago, when we were still college sweethearts, I had sliced my hand on a model-making blade. Alistair's reaction had been identical—eyes red with worry, holding my hand and blowing on it for ten minutes straight.
"Juliana's hands are for creating great architecture," he'd said, "not for getting hurt."
Now, he had transferred that entire universe of tenderness to another woman.
In the room, Cassidy leaned against Alistair's chest, her voice sickly sweet and manipulative.
"Alistair, you came so quickly… Juliana won't be angry, will she? Her headache seemed really bad…"
Alistair stroked her hair, his tone casual.
"Don't worry about her. She's been a housewife for twenty years; she just knows how to depend on me. She wouldn't know how to survive without me. She wouldn't dare be angry. I'll buy her a gift later, and she'll get over it."
Cassidy smiled triumphantly, burrowing deeper into his jacket. "You're the best, Alistair. Only you truly love me."
I bit down hard on my lip, tasting rust.
So that was it. In his mind, my silence and tolerance weren't love—they were dependence.
He was so convinced I couldn't leave that he felt free to trample my dignity without a second thought.
I turned and walked away. This time, I didn't cry.
The house was empty when I got home.
I walked into the kitchen and looked at the "gifts" Alistair had given me over the years.
The top-of-the-line Vitamix, so I could make his green smoothies. The industrial-grade dishwasher, so I could clean up faster. And the "anniversary gift"—the smart yoga mat.
They weren't gifts. They were tools to make me a more efficient servant.
I grabbed a thick, black industrial trash bag.
Expressionless, I swept the cheap aprons, discounted kitchen gadgets, and drugstore hand cream he'd casually thrown my way into the garbage.
Then, I went to the master bedroom. From the back of the closet, I dug out my master's degree from Yale, my architect's license, and the signed divorce agreement.
I neatly packed these documents—the proof that Juliana Pierce was an individual, not just Mrs. Grayson—into a suitcase.
Just then, the front door opened.
Alistair was back.
He was in a good mood, humming. He carried takeout fried chicken for the kids and a small, ribbon-wrapped box.
He froze the moment he walked in, seeing the enormous black trash bag in the foyer and me, standing there with a suitcase.
"Juliana? What are you doing? Why did you throw out all the kitchen stuff?"
He walked over, a note of confusion in his voice.
"What's all this? Are you throwing another tantrum?"
I quietly zipped the suitcase, tucked it into a corner, and looked him straight in the eye.
"The house is too cluttered. It was making me feel claustrophobic. I wanted to clean up."
Hearing my calm voice, Alistair relaxed. He didn't care what I threw away, as long as I wasn't making a scene, as long as I was still in the house.