Ryan Miller returned to the country when I and Ariel Wilson loved each other most.
Ariel was only three months pregnant. She shrank into a small ball and sat in my arms, pulling my hand to her belly, comforting softly.
"Jay, don't worry, the three of us will never be separated."
Such lies were eventually exposed.
That day, I accompanied her to the rooftop and persuaded Ryan to come down, but I saw them kissing tightly with my own eyes.
I should have known the depth of their bond.
Later, she knelt on the ground and begged me not to leave.
I didn't say a word, just placed the ultrasound image of the already formed fetus in front of her, but she completely lost her mind.
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Ariel said she was going to a party tonight and told me to eat first with no need to wait for her.
I looked at the screenshot of the Instagram Moments sent by my friend, and my heart ached as if it was bleeding.
In the photo, two beautiful hands were holding each other tightly.
The woman's hand was as white and delicate as white jade, as smooth as mutton fat. The wedding ring on her ring finger was gone, replaced by a faint white mark.
I dialed her phone number, and it rang for a while before she answered.
"What's wrong, Jay?"
Ariel's voice was very gentle, without any flaws.
I took a deep breath, barely suppressing the trembling in my voice.
"Where are you?"
There was an obvious moment of silence on the other end of the phone.
"I'm having a party with my sisters, and I'll come back to accompany you as soon as it's over, okay?"
This was the first time she lied to me in such a long time, because of Ryan.
Ariel, when you lied to me, were you feeling guilty towards me, or regretful about not being able to continue to accompany him?
I had liked her for 10 years, but for a moment, I didn't even have the courage to break this lie.
I just sat quietly on the sofa, looking at the wedding photo hanging on the wall.
In the photo, I was smiling contentedly, holding her, as if I had the whole world.
The candlelight flickered, creating a romantic and melancholic atmosphere.
This day was the 3rd anniversary of our marriage.
The candlelight dinner that was prepared early became a huge joke.
Why does it have to be today?
I didn't know how long it took, long enough for the vehicles on the road to gradually become sparse.
I heard the sound of the door opening, and the familiar sound of footsteps came closer.
"Jay, I'm sorry."
Ariel threw herself into my arms and hugged me tightly.
Just thinking about these hands that were just holding Ryan, I couldn't help but feel nauseous.
Before I could push her away, she rushed into the bathroom.
It was morning sickness.
I couldn't breathe from the pain in my heart. Even though I knew she was with Ryan and she couldn't forget him, I couldn't do anything.
I looked up at myself in the mirror. My face was pale and dark, and I was extremely gloomy.
On Ariel's neck, a light pink hickey appeared dramatically.
She realized that I was staring at her.
"Jay, it's not what you think.
"This, this is just a bug bite, believe me."
She looked very flustered, worried to the point of overflowing.
I didn't say anything and shifted my gaze.
Seeing that I didn't believe her, she somehow magically pulled out a pair of cufflinks.
The gemstones shimmered with a delicate luster under the light, very beautiful.
"Happy 3rd anniversary!"
I let her put them on me.
It turned out she didn't forget, but she just chose Ryan, who needed her more.
"Did you go to find him?"
I calmly and firmly stated the fact.
Ariel's proud expression instantly crumbled.
"I'm sorry..."
She held my hand like a deflated ball.
"Ryan's wife cheated on him and occasionally beat him. He had no choice but to come back alone with the child. I felt sorry for him and afraid that you would be emotionally unstable, so..."
I took over her words, "So you hid it from me and held hands with him. As long as I didn't know, it didn't matter."
I looked up at her, staring at her intently, unwilling to miss any of her expressions.
I was also afraid that she would say anything that she didn't love me.
"No, it's not like that, Jay."
Perhaps knowing the explanation was pale, or perhaps unable to come up with a reason to continue lying, she just held me, thinking that this could erase everything.
I didn't argue with her, but just treated her as if she didn't exist.
She lifted the quilt, pressed her soft body against me, took my hand and put it on her slightly protruding belly.
"Jay, you and the child are the most important people to me in this world. The three of us will never be separated, okay?
"Since the day we got married, there is only you in my heart."
My tense body relaxed.
We had been together for so many years. With a child, it was not easy to break up.
With Ariel's repeated assurances, we reconciled.
But I didn't expect to meet Ryan so soon.
After Ariel got pregnant, I was afraid that something unexpected would happen to her, so I switched to working online and had plenty of time.
I was so free that I went to the mall to buy some baby clothes and stuff.
What a coincidence, I saw the "family" that I shouldn't have seen.
Ariel was holding the child, and Ryan followed them with a gentle face.
This happy scene hurt my eyes.
The child was amused by her and laughed heartily.
The shopping bag slipped from my hand, and the child's clothes scattered all over the floor.
The air stood still between the three of us.
"Jay..."
"Auntie, why don't you walk?"
Ryan took the child from her arms and walked away.
"I'm sorry, really sorry, Jayden, I just come back and I'm not familiar with anything, so I have to ask Ariel to accompany me and buy something for the child."
He quickly picked up everything on the ground and put it in my hands.
His face always had such a proper smile, making it impossible to find any fault.
"Do you have a baby?"
After seeing what was in the bag, the perfect expression on his face cracked a little.
Ariel pushed him aside and ran to me.
"Jay, why didn't you tell me? I've been wanting to buy clothes for the baby with you."
"Is this the important client you mentioned?"
I said unceremoniously, and Ariel's face was full of embarrassment.
"I'm sorry, Jay, I shouldn't have lied to you, but I'm really just afraid you'll think too much."
Ariel held my hand, pitifully.
Seeing that the situation was not right, Ryan hurriedly spoke.
"You really misunderstood, Jayden. Blame me. I'm sorry, please don't blame Ariel.
"If you fight because of me, I will feel very guilty."
He said something that sounded almost perfect, but the artificial tone made me uncomfortable.
The child broke free from his embrace and climbed onto Ariel's leg.
"Auntie, hug..."
The childish voice made it impossible to refuse.
Ryan did not pull the child away, as if waiting for Ariel to make a choice.
She completely ignored the child and held my hand.
"Is there anything else you want to buy? I'll accompany you."
Ryan then reacted and pulled the child over.
"Luke, be obedient."
Then he looked at us with a hurt expression.
"You guys go ahead and take care of your business, I'll be fine alone."
But the next second, the child sat on the ground and started crying loudly.
Ariel tightened her grip on my hand.
"If you want to go, then go."
I discreetly pulled my hand out.
She grabbed me and turned around, as if she had made a big decision.
"Let's go."
On the way, she was absent-minded, as if she had lost her soul.
Not long after we got home, her phone rang.
"Ally and her husband have some problems, I have to go and accompany her now."
She had time to accompany Ryan and his son, but problems arose when I was with her.
It was so clear, but it took me so long to deceive myself.
What Ryan wanted, he would never easily give up.
I heard that his wife, who abused him, came back and caused a big scene.
He was once a high and mighty male god, but now fell to such a state. It was inevitable that people sigh.
Ariel was coming back later and later.
Just like she said, she wouldn't hide or deceive me anymore.
She hired the best lawyer for Ryan and fought for custody of the child with his ex-wife.
"Just to repay his mother's favor back then."
From the moment she said this, I knew that she would never be able to repay it in the future.
Favors are always the hardest to repay.
But Ariel was too straightforward and too eager to prove it to me.
As long as she was with Ryan, she would make video call to me.
So even though things were complicated, life could be considered peaceful.
One day, Ryan came to the door late at night.
The bruises all over his body told the story of his tragic experience.
As soon as Ariel opened the door, he hugged her tightly.
"Ariel..."
With red eyes, Ariel held him tightly, not even hearing what I said.
She sat on the bed in the secondary bedroom, holding Ryan gently and patting him, with gentle and loving movements.
But as soon as she left, Ryan grabbed her clothes and buried his head in her arms.
"Please, don't leave me, Ariel, I beg you, don't leave, I can't be without you..."
Even I was moved, let alone Ariel.
The expression on her face was angry, but when she looked at him, it became gentle.
"Are you planning to keep holding onto him like this?"
Ryan cautiously glanced at me, then tucked his head into Ariel's arms.
Ariel looked exhausted.
"Jay, he's already like this, why are you still so aggressive? Let's talk about it tomorrow, okay?"
I never expected that one day I would hear the word "aggressive" coming from her mouth.
Ryan started pretending again.
"Ariel, don't leave. I regret it. Please don't leave me."
Ariel whispered to him.
"Ryan, I won't leave. I'll stay here with you."
I didn't miss the satisfaction in Ryan's eyes.
It was intentional.
He might self-direct today's performance.
"Ariel, do you remember what you promised?"
She was stunned for a moment, but only for a moment.
"Jay, you've changed. Let's talk about our matters tomorrow. You should leave first. He doesn't want to see you now... Neither do I."
I turned around, not wanting to shed tears in front of her.
The night passed until dawn.
Ariel, just like before, lifted the blanket and leaned in.
"Don't come over."
I didn't move, softly uttering a few words.
She stuck to my back.
"I'm sorry, I was just afraid that he would do something extreme."
I closed my eyes and didn't look at her.
"Let's get a divorce."
She held me tightly, and there was still Ryan's smell on her body, which was very pungent.
I wanted to push her away, but I was afraid of hurting the baby, so I didn't dare to use force.
"Let go of me, I feel nauseous."
She cried, tears falling on my shoulder.