In the hospital corridor—a private clinic the Valenti Family kept on quiet retainer—we unexpectedly ran into Alessia.
It looked like she had hurt her foot and was struggling to hop down the hallway on her own, one hand braced against the pale wall. Even injured, she carried herself like a woman who understood exactly what kind of room she occupied and who would be watching.
Damien, who had been gentle just moments before, instantly frowned. Forgetting I was beside him, he rushed over to Alessia and held her, asking in concern, "What happened?"
Alessia smiled at him, looking past him toward me. Her gaze landed on mine with the precision of someone who had already catalogued every detail she needed.
"It's just a sprained ankle. What a coincidence; you two are here for a checkup too?"
Damien's expression froze. He glanced back at me, his eyes shifting, and I watched his hand drift to the strap of his watch and adjust it—a small, careful correction, as if the leather had suddenly grown too tight.
"Yeah, my 'little sister' here had a bit of a fever, so I brought her in for a check-up."
I had grown used to being called "sister" by now. From the moment Damien decided not to go public with our relationship, he introduced me as his friend's little sister, someone he was helping to look after. An associate's kid sibling in need of a roof—nothing that would raise questions at sit-downs, nothing that would complicate his position within the Valenti hierarchy or his careful courtship of allies who expected a man of his rank to remain unattached or, at the very least, strategically matched. Only his closest circle knew of our true relationship, and even they treated it like a fact best left unspoken—an arrangement tolerated under the broader umbrella of Omertà, the code that kept every inconvenient truth exactly where it was: silent.
Alessia nodded. "She's staying at your place, so of course, you have to look after her carefully. You two go on; I need to head over there." She gestured toward the other clinic on the opposite side of the corridor.
Seeing her start hopping again, Damien didn't think twice before scooping her up in his arms. The motion was fluid, automatic—the kind of reflex that lives in the body long after the mind has tried to bury it.
"Let me take you over. Elena, wait here for me."
For some reason, as soon as I saw Alessia, I suddenly felt weak, drained of all energy. I leaned against the wall, saying nothing. The corridor smelled of antiseptic and something faintly floral—her perfume, still hanging in the air where she had stood.
Damien hadn't actually asked for my permission. After those words, he was already carrying Alessia toward the other clinic, her arm looped around his neck, her face tilted close enough to his jaw that she could have whispered anything and I would never have heard it.
The fact was, no matter how well he acted, when faced with Alessia, genuine feelings slipped through, betraying the facade. The careful underboss, the man who weighed every word at every sit-down, forgot himself completely when she was in the room. And Damien didn't even realize it.
I forced a bitter smile, turned, and walked to my own clinic.
Apparently, it wasn't just in my head; after checking my temperature, I learned my fever was as high as 41.3°C. The burn had become infected, worsened by my recent emotional stress, leading to a viral infection that required IV treatment. The attending physician—discreet, paid well for his silence—noted the wound on my wrist without comment, though his eyes lingered a beat too long before he wrote the prescription.
Out of habit, I reached for my phone to call Damien, but stopped myself before dialing. My thumb hovered over his name, and for a moment I could feel the shape of every call I had ever made to him from rooms exactly like this one—waiting rooms, hallways, the quiet corners of front-business offices where I sat alone while he handled something more important.
Habit was a terrifying thing.
I gave a self-mocking smile, put my phone away, and headed to the IV room alone.
After the IV finished dripping its last clear drop into my vein, the dizziness was worse, not better. The fluorescent corridor of the hospital tilted when I stood, and I caught the edge of the plastic chair to keep from going down. A nurse glanced over but said nothing. In this neighborhood, the clinic operated under Valenti protection money, and the staff had learned long ago not to ask questions about women who arrived alone and left the same way.
Damien still hadn't returned. No call. No message. Not even a one-line text sent through one of his soldiers.
Reluctantly, I decided to call him first to avoid any misunderstandings. My thumb rubbed once over the inside of my wrist before I lifted my chin and pressed the phone to my ear. The line rang four times before he picked up, and in those four rings I heard the distant rhythm of a restaurant, silverware against porcelain, low voices, someone laughing softly.
When he heard I was still at the hospital, he paused for a moment.
"I'm sorry, Elena. I planned to come back for you right after taking Alessia home, but her stomach started acting up, so…"
Before he could finish, I overheard a waitress in the background. "Sir, your dishes are all served. Please enjoy your meal!"
Though Damien quickly covered the receiver, I'd already heard it all. The ambient warmth of a dining room, the careful deference in the waitress's voice, the kind of service reserved for a man whose family name kept the restaurant's lease cheap and its liquor license untouched. He wasn't at a hospital. He wasn't tending to anyone's stomach. He was eating dinner with her.
"It's fine. I'm on my own. I can manage."
I said it to reassure myself and to reassure him. The words tasted like nothing, the way words do when you've rehearsed them so many times they've lost all meaning.
Just as I was about to hang up, he suddenly called out my name. "Elena, just head home. I'll explain everything later."
Explain what, exactly? Just more lies to string me along.
I ended the call without a word and arranged for a driver to take me home. One of the Family's contracted car services, the kind that didn't log destinations and didn't talk. The sedan smelled of leather cleaner and faintly of cigar smoke from whoever had ridden in it last. I pressed my forehead to the cold window and watched the city slide past, every block a piece of Valenti territory I had learned to navigate in seven years of silence.
But that night, Damien didn't come back.
Kept awake by the fireworks outside, I pulled out my tablet and resumed sketching custom jewelry designs for a client. The work was steady, careful. I drew the curve of a setting, the angle of a stone, and let the small precision of the task hold the rest of me together. The explosions rattled the glass of the penthouse windows, bursts of gold and red over a skyline that belonged to men like Damien.
While working, I accidentally brushed the chat app in the lower right corner and a new post from an hour ago appeared.
It was from Alessia: a beautiful shot of fireworks bursting against the night sky, captioned with poetic words: After half a lifetime away, I return to you. And here, the fireworks bloom, a welcome in all its glory!
I stared at the post for a long time. The photo was taken from a rooftop I recognized, the terrace of the Valenti-owned hotel on the waterfront, the same terrace where Damien had once held my hand against the railing and told me no one would ever know about us but that it didn't mean I mattered less. I had believed him then. The fireworks in Alessia's photo looked the same as they had that night, bright and temporary and meant for someone else's celebration.
Only when I tried to log out did I realize the chat app was still logged into Damien's account on my tablet. His messages, his contacts, the careful digital architecture of a man who compartmentalized everything. I could have scrolled. I could have read every exchange between them.
I felt uninterested in prying into their flirtations. I simply logged out of the app, set the tablet down, and turned off the lamp.
The next morning, feeling somewhat refreshed, I arrived at the front-business office on time. The design studio operated under a legitimate retail license, one of several clean-money outlets the Valenti network maintained, though my work there had always been genuinely mine. Jewelry design was the one thing I had built with my own hands, untouched by the politics of Families or the weight of whose name protected whose.
The manager held my resignation letter, and when she heard I was going back home to get married, she looked both happy and wistful.
"With you leaving, I'm losing one of my best team members."
Unsure of what to say, I gave her a hug and thanked her for all the support over the years. She had never asked why I kept no photographs on my desk, or why certain calls made me leave the room. In this world, people learned not to ask. I was grateful she had extended that courtesy to me as simple kindness rather than fear.
After completing the formalities, my colleagues heard the news and insisted on a farewell meal to celebrate my upcoming wedding. They knew only the surface of it, an engagement to a man from a good family back home, the kind of clean, respectable story I had practiced until it sounded true.
I didn't decline and booked a table at a restaurant Damien and I frequented. It was one of the few restaurants I knew, and the food was genuinely good. A mid-range Italian place on neutral ground, not flagged as any one Family's territory, the kind of establishment where a woman could eat without her presence being reported to anyone.
Halfway through the meal, I excused myself to go to the restroom, only to run into Alessia.
She greeted me warmly. "Didn't expect to see you here, too! You know, this was the restaurant Damien first brought me to back in college. We've come here so many times."
I gave her a polite smile and was about to leave, not considering our relationship close enough for small talk. She stood in the narrow corridor between the dining room and the restrooms as though she belonged there, as though every surface in the city carried some memory of hers that predated mine.
But she didn't seem to feel the same distance I did. Just as I was about to go, she stopped me again.
"I noticed last time that Damien always rinses the shrimp in water before peeling it for you. Do you also not eat spicy food?"
The word also made me pause for a moment.
The truth is, I do enjoy spicy food. But every time Damien peeled shrimp for me, he'd insist on rinsing it in water. He always said it wasn't good for a girl to eat too much spice. I had always thought he was looking out for my health, a small, private tenderness in a relationship that had so few public ones.
But now, I realized it was simply a habit.
The one who didn't eat spicy food, the one he was thinking of, is Alessia.
I stood in the corridor and felt the understanding settle into me like cold water filling a glass, slow and precise and impossible to pour back out. Seven years of small gestures. Seven years of rinsed shrimp and careful hands. None of it had ever been mine.