Five years passed and my hearing was finally restored. The first thing I wanted to do was share the news with Lorenzo. He had been my constant support, my partner and my reason to believe in love again, even in a world where love was just another currency men traded for power.
But just as I was about to tell him, I overheard a conversation between him and his Consigliere.
"Even now, I still love Serafina," Lorenzo admitted, his voice laced with regret. "I'm thinking of signing the Falcone rackets over to her, the whole succession."
Matteo gave a low laugh, clearly amused. "If your wife finds out you only bound yourself to her in that union to keep her away from Gabriele, and to protect Serafina's happiness, she'll be devastated."
Lorenzo's response chilled me to my core. "Oh, I'm not worried. She's deaf. She can't hear what we're saying."
I froze. My world, already fragile, shattered in an instant. My eyes burned with unshed tears and my hands trembled as I clenched them into fists.
So, these five years of love, care and kindness, everything, had all been a lie? A carefully built facade to ensure Serafina's happiness at my expense?
What was the point of staying in a life built on betrayal? There was none. I might as well disappear from his world forever.
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As soon as the doctor confirmed that my hearing had fully recovered, I could hardly contain my excitement. My heart raced as I imagined hearing Lorenzo's voice, not the faint vibrations I had grown used to over the years. The thought alone was enough to quicken my pace as I rushed back to the compound, my breath coming in short, eager bursts.
The winter air was sharp and biting as the soldier at the gate opened the car door for me. Snowflakes drifted lazily from a gray sky, dusting the garden path that wound past the stone wall to the front door. My cheeks stung from the cold, but I barely noticed. All I could think about was the joy of sharing this miracle with the man I loved.
But as I approached the front door, the muffled sound of voices stopped me in my tracks. I hesitated, my hand hovering over the brass handle. It wasn't unusual for Lorenzo to keep company behind closed doors, but something about the tone made me pause. I strained to listen, the unfamiliar clarity of sound both thrilling and unnerving.
"I thought after five years, I could move on," a deep male voice said. "But it turns out, I still love Serafina."
My breath hitched and I froze, my pulse pounding in my ears.
"You know," the voice continued, "I've been thinking of handing her the whole succession, so she doesn't have to worry about money for the rest of her life."
I peeked through the narrow gap between the door and its frame. Lorenzo sat on the dark leather couch in the study, his posture relaxed yet deliberate, the heavy signet ring on his finger catching the lamplight. Opposite him sat Matteo, his Consigliere, leaning back with an incredulous look. My stomach churned as I realized the voice had come from Lorenzo himself.
Matteo frowned, his expression a mixture of concern and disbelief. "If you sign away the Falcone holdings, you'll be a made man with nothing left but your name. What about your wife? She's the eldest daughter of the Bellandi blood. Are you planning to make her live in hardship?"
Lorenzo leaned forward, his elbows resting on his knees, his face calm but resolute. "Back then, Serafina didn't choose me, so I couldn't stand at her side as her husband. But I can still show her that I've always loved her, that I've never abandoned her. Handing her the succession is the least I can do."
"And your wife?" Matteo asked, exasperated. "What about Mirabella?"
Lorenzo's lips curved into a faint, dismissive smile. "I'll spend the rest of my life making it up to her. She told me she loves me and that she's willing to endure hardships with me. Her standard of living might drop slightly, but it's not as if she'll go hungry. She won't complain."
I felt the words like physical blows, each one slicing through my chest with cruel precision. My legs felt like they might give out beneath me, but I clung to the doorframe for support. The weight of betrayal pressed down on me, cold and unrelenting, like the snow accumulating around my feet. Somewhere deep in the house a clock ticked, and the sound seemed louder than my own heartbeat.
Matteo set his glass down with deliberate, soundless care before he spoke again, and he rubbed his temple. "You've completely lost your mind over Serafina. If your wife finds out that you bound yourself to her not out of love, but to keep her away from Gabriele and Serafina, she'll be heartbroken."
His words left me numb. The truth I had unknowingly lived beside for five years was more devastating than I could have imagined. My fingers gripped the edge of the door so tightly that my knuckles turned white.
Matteo's voice faltered as he glanced toward the doorway and saw me standing there. His eyes widened in alarm and his words came out in a panicked stammer. "M-Mirabella, you're back?"
Lorenzo turned his head sharply, his gaze locking onto mine. For a moment, there was tension in his eyes, an instinctive flicker of guilt, quickly masked by a calm, almost indifferent expression.
"What are you so flustered about?" he said coolly. "She's deaf. Even if you shouted into her ears, she wouldn't hear a word."
His words twisted the knife already buried in my heart. Matteo relaxed visibly, even giving a nervous laugh as he rose, offered me a small deferential nod, and signed a polite greeting.
Lorenzo got up from the couch and crossed to me, his steps measured, his expression warm and familiar. He reached for a shawl draped over a nearby chair and gently wrapped it around my shoulders. His fingers brushed against my skin, sending an involuntary shiver down my spine, not from the cold, but from the growing chasm between us.
He signed to me with a concerned look, "Honey, why did you go out in such cold weather wearing so little? You'll catch a cold."
At first, I had admired his effort to learn sign language, remembering the long hours he had spent with a tutor after our union was sealed. I thought he had done it out of love, a gesture to bridge the gap my silence had created. But now, every gesture, every kind word, felt like part of an elaborate performance, carefully crafted to hide the truth.
Once, I had told Lorenzo not to push himself so hard to learn sign language. It was late, past the hour when even the soldiers at the gate had gone quiet, and the warm glow of the lamp cast soft shadows across his face as he practiced, his brows furrowed in concentration.
"You don't need to do this," I had said, placing a hand over his. "I can adjust. I'm used to it."
But he only smiled, a gentle curve of his lips that softened the hard lines a Don was supposed to carry. "All these years, you couldn't hear. You suffered so much pain and exclusion, yet you endured it all alone with no one to confide in. I don't want you to live like that. It hurts me. I want to be the first person who can truly communicate with you."
Those words had struck something deep within me, breaking the dam of emotions I had held back for years. Tears had streamed down my face as I realized he was the first person willing to make such an effort for me. Even Gabriele, whose life I had saved by taking a bullet meant for him, had never bothered to learn a single sign. My parents, for whom I was only ever a shadow standing behind Serafina, hadn't even considered it.
But now, as I watched Lorenzo's hands move through the signs with practiced ease, I felt no warmth. Only a deep, stinging irony. His hands, which once brought me comfort, now mocked me with their fluid, graceful movements. He used the gentlest gestures to show his care for me, yet took advantage of my deafness to bare his heart to another woman, right in front of me, certain I couldn't hear a thing.
He signed again, his face calm and attentive. "Cara, Serafina's feast is about to begin. We should head out now. If the Don of an allied house arrives before us, people will start talking."
His eyes sparkled, not with love for me, but with anticipation, as if the thought of seeing Serafina put fresh blood in his veins.
A dull ache spread through my chest, tightening with every second. I forced a small smile and pulled my hand back. "Then wait for me a moment. I'll go change," I said, keeping my voice steady, though my throat burned with suppressed tears.
I turned and went upstairs, each step heavier than the last. The moment I shut the bedroom door behind me, the composure I had clung to crumbled. My shoulders shook as tears spilled over, silent yet overwhelming.
When I finally managed to calm myself, I changed into a gown that was modest but elegant and smoothed my hair. I didn't want to give Serafina, or my mother, or any guest at that feast another reason to look down on me. On my way back down, something caught my attention. A faint crack of light spilling from Lorenzo's study.
The door stood slightly ajar, just enough to tempt me. In five years of our arranged union, I had never once entered his study. Lorenzo had made it clear he wanted a space of his own, and I had respected that boundary, believing it was only where a Don kept the business of the Family separate from his home.
But today, something compelled me to push the door open.
The moment I stepped inside, my heart plummeted.
The walls were nearly covered in photographs of Serafina, an entire timeline of her life arranged with the precision of a man cataloguing something sacred. From her girlhood to the polished woman she had become, her every expression, smiling, crying, laughing, was captured and framed. The cold sterility of the room was not a study at all. It was a shrine.
Not a single photo of me was there.
I stumbled forward, my legs shaky as I approached the desk. On its surface lay a neatly arranged stack of letters. My hands trembled as I picked up the topmost one. To Serafina, my 99th letter.
Every word on the page dripped with devotion, declarations of a love so deep it left no room for anyone else. Beside the letters lay a document. A succession pact, the kind signed in blood and binding, handing over the Falcone rackets and every laundered front the Family owned.
The Falcone holdings were the crown jewel of the territory, a legacy Lorenzo had spilled blood to protect, an empire other Dons had died trying to take. Yet here he was, ready to sign it all into another woman's hands, casting aside generations of his blood for her sake.
It struck me then that all those nights Lorenzo spent behind this door, it was never the business of the Family that kept him. It was her. The realization left me hollow, as though my very being had been erased, my existence reduced to a pawn moved across a board for another woman's safety.
By the time our car passed through the gates of the Bellandi compound, I felt like a shadow of myself. The estate glowed under the golden light of the chandeliers, the air thick with soft music and the careful, polite laughter of people who all knew exactly where they stood in the room.
The girl the feast was held for, Serafina, stood at the center of every gaze, radiant in a gown cut just for her. The shimmering fabric followed her figure, and her face had been painted to draw the eye of every made man in the hall. She looked like something untouchable, every inch the cherished lost daughter of the Bellandi Family, returned and beloved.
My parents hovered near her, their faces lit with pride and affection. Their hands brushed against hers often, as though they still feared losing her to the dark again. They had once touched me that way, lavished me with that same love.
That was before. Before Serafina came back.
Ten years ago, when she was found after so long taken, I thought we could finally rebuild what the traffickers had broken. But her first words to me shattered that hope.
"Sis, what did I do wrong? Why did you let them take me?"
With just one sentence, Serafina had turned my world upside down.
Those words echoed through the room like a gunshot, shattering any trust my family had in me. Suddenly, I was no longer their daughter or sister but a villain, blamed for Serafina's abduction by the traffickers. My parents looked at me with eyes full of disgust, as if I were a curse the blood had cost them. The warmth of their love disappeared overnight, replaced by cold indifference that seeped into every corner of my life.
Even now, years later, their resentment lingered in every glance, every word, every silence.
At the feast held in Serafina's honor, she noticed Lorenzo and me entering the grand hall of the Bellandi compound and immediately walked over. Her gown, a cascade of glittering gold and silk, shimmered under the crystal chandeliers, making her the undeniable star of the evening, the cherished lost daughter returned to the Family.
Her bright smile was as dazzling as ever. "Sis, Lorenzo, you're finally here! I thought you weren't going to come."
Then, as though struck by a sudden realization, she placed a manicured hand over her lips and added, "Oh, I'm sorry, sis. I forgot you're deaf. I should be using sign language, but I don't know how... You wouldn't blame me for that, would you?"
Her words carried a saccharine sweetness, but her wide, innocent eyes betrayed a flicker of malice. Her smile held a half-second too long before it reset, and she smoothed a lock of hair behind her ear.
My mother, who had been standing close behind, crossed her arms and let out a harsh, derisive snort, her fingers drifting to the strand of pearls at her throat. "If it weren't for her, you wouldn't have been taken in the first place. How could she possibly blame you? If anyone's to blame, it's her, for being deaf and bringing shame to the Bellandi name."
Her voice was sharp, slicing through me like a whip. My father, the old Don, said nothing, but his gaze bore into me with disdain so tangible I could feel it. The silver head of his cane rested beneath his palm, still.
I lowered my eyes, my breath catching for a moment. It wasn't the first time they'd treated me like this. It wouldn't be the last. But the familiarity didn't dull the pain. It only made it worse.
Before I could muster a response, Lorenzo stepped forward, his usual calm demeanor unshaken. The conversations nearest us seemed to thin, the way they always did when the Don of the Falcone Family moved. He placed a steadying hand on Serafina's shoulder and said warmly, "Mirabella isn't that petty. There's no need to apologize to her."
He then handed Serafina a small velvet box, his movements unhurried and deliberate, as though presenting a priceless treasure. "Serafina, this is for you."
Serafina's face lit up with a radiant smile as she accepted the gift. "Thank you, Lorenzo. You're always so thoughtful."
As she tilted her wrist to adjust the box, a flash of silver caught my eye. My heart stopped.
The bracelet.
The Falcone signet bracelet, a token of succession and belonging passed through the blood. The one that Lorenzo had told me was lost years ago.
I had once asked him why he never gave it to me, back when our union was new and I still believed there might be something beneath the contract our families had signed. His expression had faltered for just a moment before he dismissed it. "It's just an old trinket. It doesn't mean anything. What matters is that my heart belongs to you."
Now, the truth stared back at me, glinting under the ballroom lights. The bracelet wasn't lost. It had never been meant for me. It was always hers.
A sharp, searing pain spread through my chest, like a blade carving through my heart. My hands trembled, but I forced myself to stay composed. My thumb pressed against the bare band of my ring finger, the absence I had chosen. I couldn't let them see how much it hurt.
"I need some air," I muttered and quickly stepped away, weaving through the crowd toward the back of the compound.
The garden outside was dimly lit, with the pool at its center shimmering under the moonlight. The cold night air prickled against my skin, but it was a relief compared to the suffocating tension inside, where every smile hid a knife and every toast was a wager.
I leaned against the railing by the pool, trying to steady my breathing. My reflection on the water's surface seemed like a stranger's, haunted, broken and utterly alone.
I didn't expect Serafina to follow me.
When she appeared, her expression was no longer sweet or apologetic. The facade she wore so well in public vanished, replaced by a sneer that twisted her delicate features.
"I really don't know how you have the audacity to come here," she hissed, her voice low but dripping with venom. "Can't you see that no one wants you here? Your thick skin is truly impressive."
The words stung, but I didn't respond. I kept my gaze fixed on the rippling water, refusing to give her the satisfaction of seeing me react.
Her tone grew sharper. "You deaf freak, did you actually think Lorenzo bound himself to you because he loved you? He only did it to keep you from ruining my union with Gabriele. The night the alliance was sealed, he came to me and explained everything. He told me the one he truly loves is me."
She stepped closer, her perfume wafting in the air, cloying and suffocating. "Accept it. No one loves you. If I were you, I'd just kill myself already."
Every word was like a dagger, plunging deeper and deeper until it felt like my very soul was bleeding. My hands clenched into fists, my nails digging into my palms as I fought the tears threatening to spill.
Seeing my silence, Serafina let out a cold laugh. "Still unwilling to let go of Lorenzo? Then let me help you out."
Before I could react, she flung herself into the pool, the sudden splash breaking the stillness of the night.
"Help!" she screamed, thrashing wildly in the water. "Someone help me!"
The echoes of her cries pierced the air while I stood frozen, not knowing what to do.