I should have turned away right then. I should have gone to my room, bolted the door shut, and refused to hear another word. But my body betrayed me. My legs refused to move.

I remained frozen in the dim hallway, a shadow among shadows, while the voices and laughter carried from the backyard. Each burst of amusement cut into me like blades, sharper with every strike. But the sound that hurt most—the one that split me apart—was Lucien’s.

“Well, I haven’t really decided yet,” he said in a careless tone, as though he were pondering what to do with a broken object he no longer valued. “Maybe I’ll send her off somewhere far, or… who knows. She’s obedient enough. Always trailing after me like a dog. So maybe I’ll just keep her around.”

The group roared with laughter.

My chest tightened until breathing felt impossible. A part of me wanted to scream, to cover my ears, to block it out—but I stood there rooted to the floor while my spirit fractured piece by piece.

Then another voice—probably his closest friend—snorted. “Won’t that piss Selene off, though? Be serious, Lucien. You waited for her for seven whole years. You even flew to London month after month just for a glimpse of her. And now you’re going to let Elowen linger around? You’ve spoiled her so much she probably thinks you actually care about her.”

I held my breath, desperate, praying for him to deny it.

But Lucien only laughed.

“Care about her? Don’t make me laugh. Elowen means nothing. She’s just someone who keeps my bed warm at night.” His tone turned colder than ice. “Selene—Selene is the one I love. She’s the woman I plan to marry. I’ll give her the world.”

The hollow crack in my chest splintered wide open. It felt like something inside me was tearing, raw and jagged.

I had been nothing but a fool.

“Speaking of Elowen,” another voice piped up, half amused, half curious. “Didn’t she just get into some car accident? Weren’t you supposed to be taking care of her?”

Lucien chuckled, utterly unconcerned. “Oh, that? My butler handled it. I was busy putting together this party for my Selene.”

For a heartbeat, I swore my soul left my body.

And then Selene arrived. The sharp rhythm of her heels against the patio tiles echoed like a death sentence. Her voice, smooth as honey, wrapped around him as she approached. “Thank you for throwing this party, Lucien… but I think I’d like some private time with you. What do you say?”

His laugh was light, indulgent, enchanted. “You know I could never refuse you.”

He stood, offered her his hand, and together they vanished inside.

I stumbled backward, tears spilling freely down my face, my mouth gaping in a soundless cry.

I fled to my room, slammed the door shut, and twisted the lock with shaking fingers. But even there, the walls could not protect me.

The hallway filled with sounds I wished I could erase—their moans, their ragged breaths, the unmistakable noise of intimacy. The very closeness I had once believed was mine alone.

And all I could do was collapse and weep.

The night dragged endlessly, until sunlight seeped through the curtains. That was when my door suddenly burst open.

Ice-cold water drenched me, shocking me awake.

I gasped, choking, dripping, shivering uncontrollably. “What the hell?!”

Selene stood at the foot of my bed, wrapped in silk, a smirk curving her lips. “Didn’t I already tell you to leave?” she said mockingly, tossing the empty glass onto the floor as if it were garbage. “Why are you still here?”

I wiped water from my eyes, my hands trembling, my voice barely steady. “I wasn’t planning to stay,” I whispered. “I only came to collect my things. That’s all. I’ve already booked my ticket. I’ll be out of here in ten days.”

Selene crossed her arms, tilting her head as if she had just heard a joke. “Ten days?” she repeated with scorn. “So you actually think you’ll still be here for his birthday?”

I looked away, ashamed. “That’s just when my flight is scheduled. I don’t have anywhere else to stay until then. And if I suddenly disappear, Lucien might suspect something.”

She stepped closer, her perfume suffocating the air. “Of course—you still care about what he thinks. You still believe he’ll chase after you, don’t you? Pathetic.” Her voice dropped into a sharp edge.

“I suppose you don’t want me telling him that you’re the reason I had to leave.”

Anger flared through me. “What are you saying? That it’s somehow my fault you’re leaving? When we both know you’re the one who forced yourself back in here?”

Her hand flew up suddenly, poised to strike—

But the sound of approaching footsteps halted her.

Lucien appeared in the doorway, his shirt half-buttoned, hair tousled, eyes narrowing at the sight. “What’s going on?”

Selene whirled around instantly, her expression softening into a sweet smile. She slipped her arm through his as though nothing had happened. “Oh, it’s nothing,” she purred. “I just thought I should spend some time with your wife. Since I’ll be staying here now, I figured we could try to become friends.”

My heart dropped to the pit of my stomach.

“She’s staying here?” I repeated, my voice breaking.

Lucien didn’t even glance at me. “Yes,” he replied coolly. “Selene is someone special to me. I expect you to treat her with respect. Serve her well.”

I stared at him in disbelief, words choking in my throat.

Selene leaned her head on his shoulder, feigning a yawn. “Speaking of being served… why don’t you cook us some breakfast? I’m starving.”

Together, they turned to leave. Just before disappearing down the hall, Lucien cast me a brief glance over his shoulder. “Don’t make us wait, Elowen.”

And then they were gone—laughing, whispering together.

Leaving me drenched, humiliated, and trembling in the wreckage.

I sank down on the edge of the bed, staring blankly at the water pooling on the floorboards beneath me.

Ten days.

Only ten more days.

The following morning, Selene slipped into her role with perfect precision, like a seasoned actress who had rehearsed the part all her life.

She pretended to care—handing me a steaming cup of coffee I had never requested, tossing insincere compliments about my “sweet but modest” dress, and forcing hollow laughter at the smallest things whenever Lucien was in the room, as though we were girlfriends sharing lighthearted moments. But I wasn’t blind. I recognized the poison behind her syrupy tone, the sharp edge hidden beneath each practiced smile. Every word she spoke was a weapon dressed as kindness.

So, I played along.

I mirrored her charade with my own. I faked polite smiles. I nodded in agreement. I even murmured thanks for the coffee I let go cold on the table, untouched.

But beneath the surface, beneath the mask I wore, I was splintering.

Lucien was no longer who he once was.

The man who used to cradle me at night, whispering that I was the center of his world—the one who had sworn forever—was gone. In his place stood someone who looked at me like I was invisible and who gazed at Selene as though she was carved from starlight.

Later that afternoon, his voice rang with forced cheer as he made an announcement. “We’re going shopping.”

“We?” I echoed, though deep down, I already knew what he meant.

“Yes, of course,” he said, gripping Selene’s hand with the kind of smile he hadn’t given me in months. “You’ll come along, won’t you? You can help Selene pick things out.”

But “help” turned out to be nothing more than playing servant—trailing behind them, my arms weighed down with glossy shopping bags while Selene spun through designer boutiques, parading in gowns as if she owned every runway in Paris.

When store clerks glanced at her with admiration and asked, “Is this Mrs. Draemir?” Lucien didn’t correct them.

He only smiled faintly.

Some even gushed about how beautiful his wife was, about how lucky he must feel.

And still, he said nothing. He allowed their mistake to live, allowed them to believe the lie.

I stood there, burdened with bags that didn’t belong to me, watching him erase me with silence. Watching him act as though the vows he once gave me had never been spoken.

That was the moment clarity struck me.

Lucien had never once made our marriage public. In the beginning, I convinced myself it was because of his dislike for the press, his need for privacy. I honored that. I believed it was his way of protecting us. But now I understood. The truth was crueler. He hadn’t wanted the world to know I existed—because, in his heart, he had been waiting all along. Waiting for Selene to return. And when she finally did, he wanted the picture to be seamless. I was nothing but clutter, a shadow blocking her light.

When we arrived back at the house, Selene sprawled across the couch like a pampered princess who had spent a long day at the carnival. She giggled softly, pressing a kiss to Lucien’s cheek. “I absolutely adore shopping with you,” she purred.

His smile was for her alone.

Never me. Not anymore.

That evening, while they sat close together, laughing over glasses of wine and reminiscing about memories I wasn’t part of, I quietly dressed and slipped out the door.

I didn’t bother with explanations. I simply needed to breathe.

I needed to feel something other than suffocation.

It wasn’t anything extravagant, just a small graduation gathering. Familiar faces, raucous music, cheap drinks passed around like candy. But it was alive, real, untainted. My college friends cheered when they spotted me, wrapping me in warm embraces. For the first time in weeks, I laughed. I danced. I let myself drink.

Too much. Far too much. The room began to tilt, or maybe I did. Someone thrust another shot glass into my hand, and without a thought, I downed it.

That’s when the murmurs reached me.

“Isn’t that Selene? Lucien Draemir’s woman?” a voice hissed, pointing across the bar.

And there she was. Selene. Radiant, glittering like she owned the night, surrounded by her entourage, her laughter carrying like a crown she didn’t need to wear.

“She must be his wife now,” another voice chimed in, deliberately loud enough for me to catch.

Laughter followed.

“Oh, poor Elowen. Didn’t she used to claim she was married to Lucien?”

“Completely delusional.”

“They just happen to share a surname. Pure coincidence.”

Heat burned in my chest, but I turned my back before the tears could spill. I refused to crumble in front of them. Let them laugh. Let them sneer. It didn’t matter. I’d be gone soon enough.

I stumbled back to the dance floor, my body swaying like a ship caught in a storm. The world tilted dangerously around me.

That was when Leander appeared—steady, familiar Leander. A friend since college.

“Elowen,” he said softly, his hands gripping my arms to keep me from toppling. “You’re drunk. You need to go home.”

“I’m fine,” I muttered, though my body betrayed me, leaning heavily against his chest, too unsteady to stand alone.

He shook his head, worry clouding his face. “No, you’re not. Come on. Let me take you out of here.”

I didn’t argue when he guided me outside. My arms found their way around him without thought, clinging tight. I had no words left in me. I simply held on.

Because in that fragile, collapsing moment, Leander felt like the only anchor keeping me from drowning.

I eventually sobered up, though the world still tilted faintly around me. The chill of the night air outside the bar had been bracing, cutting through the fog in my head. Leander hadn’t spoken much on the drive, and I hadn’t forced conversation either. He simply steered the car, steady hands on the wheel, while I stared out the window, letting the neon lights blur into streaks and the cityscape dissolve into numb silence.

When the car slowed to a stop in front of the house, I managed to whisper, my voice hoarse, “Thank you, Leander. For everything tonight.”

He gave me a gentle smile, one that didn’t ask for anything in return. “Always, Al. You know that.”

I pushed the door open, my body heavy with exhaustion, but froze as soon as my feet touched the ground.

Lucien stood at the entrance, shadowed by the porch light. His arms were folded tight across his chest, his jaw hard as stone. The fury radiating from him was almost tangible, and when he finally spoke, his words tore through the night like sharpened glass.

“Are you cheating on me?”

I blinked, stunned into stillness. For a moment, I thought my drunken haze had conjured hallucinations. But the intensity in his eyes told me otherwise. A laugh slipped out of me then—not a sound of humor, but one of disbelief, bitter and cracked.

“The audacity,” I muttered under my breath, stepping closer so I could meet his stare head-on. “What in the world are you talking about?”

He didn’t hesitate. He raised his phone, thumb pressing play.

On the screen was a shaky video, followed by a photo. Me. Leaning heavily against Leander, arms draped around his shoulders. Laughing. Slurring. Unsteady. To anyone else, it looked like intimacy. To me, it had only been survival—a desperate need for balance, for something solid to hold onto. But I knew immediately who had captured it. Selene.

“Who is this man?” Lucien demanded, his voice iron. “And why are you draped all over him like that?”

I clenched my jaw, my reply sharp. “You know him. That’s Leander. A close friend of mine since college. You’ve met him before.”

“So what?” Lucien snapped, eyes narrowing. “Haven’t I already told you to stay away from your so-called friends?”

“I was at a graduation gathering,” I said evenly, though the calm in my voice was forced. “It was a farewell party.”

“Why didn’t you tell me about it?” His words were spit like accusations, not questions.

I drew in a shaky breath. “Because I didn’t think you cared anymore, Lucien.” My voice fell quiet. “If you’ll excuse me… I’d like to sleep now.”

But he blocked my path, stepping into my way. “No. We’re not finished here.”

I stared at him, bone-deep exhaustion weighing on me. “What more do you want from me?”

“I want to know the truth,” he bit out. “Are you cheating?”

“No.” My reply was clipped, almost lifeless. “I am not.”

His gaze hardened, dark suspicion gleaming in his eyes. “If I ever find out you’re lying to me, Elowen, you know what’s at stake. You’ll destroy my reputation.”

This time, I looked at him—really looked at him, every detail of his face illuminated by the porch light. “How exactly would I ruin your reputation?” I asked, my tone dry. “No one even knows I’m your wife. To the world, you’re a bachelor. Or worse, they think Selene is the one you’ve chosen. Only a handful of your closest friends even remember my name.”

“That’s irrelevant!” he snapped. His voice cracked with authority, with control. “When you married me, that meant sacrifices. No male friends. No closeness with anyone else. I am your husband. Start behaving like a proper wife.”

The silence that followed fractured around us like a broken mirror.

Then his voice turned cold, devoid of emotion. “From now on, you’re not allowed to leave this house. Not for several days. Do I make myself clear?”

I didn’t argue. I didn’t cry. I didn’t scream. Instead, I simply released a sigh—long, tired, emptied of fight. Without another word, I brushed past him and walked inside.

Why was he like this? Was it arrogance? Ego? Pride? Or something darker, something I could never name? I would never truly know.

But that night, as the house settled into silence, I remained awake. My hands shook as I picked up the phone and dialed a number I had been holding in reserve.

The quietest words I had ever spoken slipped from me: “I’d like to file for divorce.”

And with that, the real countdown began.

The following days blurred into a haze. I became nothing more than a shadow, moving silently from one corner of the house to another. Meanwhile, Selene reigned like royalty, orchestrating every aspect of Lucien’s upcoming birthday celebration with glee, strutting through the halls like a queen preparing for her coronation.

And me? I endured. I waited. I packed in silence.

The night before the party arrived, and I stood alone in my room, my suitcase stationed by the door—my entire existence condensed into one worn bag.

Selene appeared then, leaning against the doorway with her arms folded, lips painted the color of triumph. Her eyes glittered with satisfaction as her voice cut through the stillness.

“Make sure you never step foot here again,” she said sweetly, with the sharpness of a knife hidden beneath the sugar. “Do you understand me?”

I met her gaze unflinchingly. “I would never come back,” I told her, my voice steady. “You don’t need to worry. He’s yours for the rest of your life.”

And I meant every syllable.

Before I left, I approached the bedside table and carefully set down the remnants of a life that had already ended.

The signed divorce documents.

My wedding band.

A gift I had scrimped and saved for—a vintage watch he once admired in passing.

And a small box filled with pieces of memory: photographs, handwritten notes, a dried rose pressed from our very first date.

Maybe he would toss it all away. Maybe he wouldn’t even notice.

It no longer mattered. I was finished.

The next morning, I arrived at the airport before dawn, the sky still draped in darkness. I sat quietly, watching planes roar down the runway, engines lifting them into freedom.

Pulling out my phone, I typed what I intended to be my final message to him:

“Sorry, I won’t make it to your birthday celebration. I’m leaving for an artist affair.”

I hit send quickly, shutting off the device just as the plane began its slow crawl forward. Only later would I realize the error—that the word “artist” had somehow been deleted before I pressed send.

When I turned my phone back on again, the screen exploded with notifications. Dozens of missed calls. Frantic messages. Every single one from Lucien.

And I froze.