The night before my fiancé, Soren, and I were supposed to leave for Northern Europe to start our new life, the sounds of a lively discussion drifted from his private club.

"Christ, Boss, are you insane? Why the sudden marriage alliance with the Rosetti family to make a play for Italy? Didn't you say you were getting out of the life with Abby and heading north?"

Soren leaned back into a leather sofa, his voice nonchalant and muffled by a cloud of smoke.

"Plans change. Besides, remember, I'm the one who made her who she is."

"Once she sees the new empire I'm building, that little canary will come flying right back to my cage. The woman can't live without me."

I stood in the shadows of the club, a wine glass in my hand, a dull ache blooming in my chest.

The anniversary gift I had so carefully chosen for Soren was still in my purse, waiting for me to give it to him.

I slipped out of the smoke-filled club, tossed the gift into the nearest trash can, and booked a one-way ticket to Northern Europe.

But what he didn't know was that just as he could betray our future for Monica, I could abandon him for mine.

All those years we spent dancing with death were never just for his sake.

I had stood by Soren's side as he clawed his way up from a low-level enforcer to the rank of capo. He had promised me countless times that he would take me away from this violent underworld to live a quiet life in Northern Europe.

Only now did I see the truth. A new woman, the lure of power—both were more important than the fiancée who had been with him for over a decade.

Soren's words were a bullet straight through my heart.

That clean future was the one escape we had earned after twelve years of fighting and bleeding, of clinging to each other since our days on the streets.

And just like that, he destroyed it.

He couldn't even be bothered to tell me to my face.

Inside the club, his drunken men continued their discussion.

"That Abby would never give up this life of luxury. Without the Boss's protection, she wouldn't last a day out there."

"Exactly. After all the good years the Boss gave her? No way she'd walk away from that."

Someone else added, "And the Boss is right. It's smart not to tell her the truth. She'd just get hysterical and screw everything up."

"Women, you know. All heart, no head."

Soren scoffed. "You're right about that. You all know Abby's temper."

"If she knew I changed my plans for Monica, she'd give me another goddamn headache."

I clenched my fists, my nails digging so deep they nearly broke the skin of my palms.

Then came words that cut even deeper.

"Let's be honest. Abby's loyal, but that's nothing compared to what a young, delicate princess like Monica brings to the table."

"Besides, Abby's getting older. The thrill is gone. A real princess like Monica is the kind of woman a boss like him should have."

Their vulgar laughter almost broke me.

I wanted to storm in there, press a gun to his head, and demand answers.

But my legs felt as if they were filled with lead.

I don't even know how I made it home. I drifted into my art studio like a ghost and locked the door.

Darkness swallowed everything. A tidal wave of betrayal and confusion washed over me.

The chill of the studio floor seeped into my bones.

I lay on the cold tiles, staring up at the ceiling, at a dense constellation of bullet holes.

Souvenirs from two years ago, when the Moretti family paid us a "visit."

Soren had held me as we hid in this very room, the sound of gunfire lasting the entire night.

At dawn, he pushed the door open, covered in blood, and said to me, "Abby, when we get out of here, I'll never let you be this terrified again."

What a fucking joke.

We had fought through a hail of bullets for twelve years to escape this world of blood and violence, just to get to where we were today.

I thought we were fighting for a future together.

Every time I felt like I couldn't go on, we would pull out the file with our new identities for Northern Europe and remind each other what we were fighting for.

The day we received the last of our forged documents, we held each other and cried, believing we could finally leave this hell behind.

But with that clean future right in front of him, he let go of my hand and ran toward an even deeper darkness.

I wouldn't have even blamed him for changing his mind.

But why couldn't he have just told me?

In his eyes, were our twelve years together worth so little?

If I was just an obstacle, then what were the vows he made on one knee the night he proposed?

I wrapped my arms around myself, curling into a ball in the darkness.

The truth was, I could live without him.

I was not the canary he spoke of, not some pretty vase, not a woman incapable of surviving on her own.

In fact, it was the other way around. Ever since we were kids, whenever I chose a different path from him, he would grow restless and agitated, and my presence was the only thing that could calm him.

So I moved forward with my own plans, quietly becoming his only safe harbor, all while being careful not to challenge his position.

Soren wasn't wrong. He had always been part of my life's plan.

As long as he didn't cross a line, I was willing to compromise for the sake of our love.

But that didn't mean I was a doormat.

I wiped my tears and tore up every document related to our Northern Europe escape plan.

He had his ambition, and I had my principles.

From now on, I would pay his decisions no mind.

Just as I composed myself, my phone rang.

It was Marco, Soren's right-hand man.

"Abby, the Boss sent me to pick you up. There's an important gathering tonight."

I hung up on him.

A second call. A third.

Finally, Marco sent a voice message. "Stop being childish. Monica saved you a seat. It's a big night, and it's rude of you not to show up."

A few minutes later, a message from Monica herself arrived.

"Abby, darling, I heard you weren't feeling well. I'm so sorry for taking up Soren's time."

"If you'd like, we can talk alone sometime. I don't want our family alliance to affect our friendship."

Her acting was flawless. It made my stomach turn.

Before I could delete the message, the group chat I shared with Soren lit up.

"What's her problem? Can't stand to see the Boss with another woman?"

"Honestly, with the Boss's status now, she should know better."

"Acting all jealous and petty like this... that's not what a smart woman does."

I don't know if they forgot I was in the group chat or simply didn't care, disrespecting me so openly.

I was about to start cursing them out when a message from Soren popped up.

"Abby, what the hell are you trying to do? Monica is asking why you're not here. What am I supposed to say?"

"You're embarrassing me in front of everyone."

"Abby, I'm saying this one last time. Things just run smoother when you're not around, so Monica doesn't have to awkwardly make excuses for you. Disappearing like this makes the alliance look weak."

"Besides, have you made up your mind? This opportunity in Italy is a once-in-a-lifetime shot. I need a definitive answer from you before the party ends tonight."

I stared at the messages, and suddenly, something became clear.

For him to say such hurtful things so easily meant he didn't care about me at all anymore.

With that, I stood up and walked to the safe, entering the code.

Inside were the asset transfer documents I had been secretly preparing for years, and a one-way ticket to Northern Europe.

Originally, I had bought two.

Now, I could go alone.

I opened my phone's settings and, one by one, blocked Soren and every single one of his men.

Then I changed the access codes to all the properties we shared.

Today was the day I took back my freedom.

I'd actually considered Monica a friend when she first appeared, posing as an art buyer.

"Abby, your work has so much soul. I'd like to acquire a few pieces. Price is no object."

Back then, Soren had even warned me that Monica looked like trouble and that I shouldn't get too close to her.

I made a real effort to smooth things over between them.

But then came the charity auction, where Monica shed her modest coat to reveal a stunning blood-red gown.

Soren never told me to stay away from her again.

He started doing more and more business with Monica.

He even introduced her to his inner circle.

By the time I realized what was happening, my own allies were singing her praises.

Soren was exceptionally attentive to Monica.

Once, we had a massive fight over her family's business, which led to three months of cold silence.

I had told him, "If you want Monica, I'll walk away."

But Soren had held me and cried. He said, "You're the only one I care about."

"Monica's family is powerful. They have channels, resources. I'm just using her to make connections. We're just business partners."

"Don't overthink it, baby."

I believed him.

Looking back now, I hadn't thought about it enough.

Soren had treated me like a complete idiot.

Their "partnership" grew closer and closer, the word a convenient cover for whatever was happening between them.

And now, he had betrayed our vows for her.

I was the real fool in their perfect, golden fairy tale.

I snapped back to reality. Night had fallen, and Soren's mother, Lucia, had arrived.

Because I'd changed the codes, she was stuck outside the gate, her shrill voice cutting through the air.

"Fighting with Soren again? And you blocked his calls?"

"Don't think your little tricks can control Soren. He's a capo now, not the same street punk you could wrap around your finger."

"Are you listening to me? If you have any sense, you'll unblock his number and fix the gate right now!"

I turned off the security monitor and slipped out the back door.

If she wasn't leaving, then I would.

I needed to confirm the flight plan for my private jet.

For dinner, I went to a restaurant I used to frequent.

As if on cue, just as I pulled up, I saw a familiar black sedan.

I paused for a moment, then decided to go in anyway.

Monica was sitting in my usual spot, pressed tightly against Soren.

Her hand was on his arm as she laughed and talked with the bosses of other families.

And Soren, my fiancé, let it happen without a hint of protest.

He even poured her a glass of wine.

He saw me, but his gaze only flickered toward me before he looked away.

He was waiting for me to back down.

This time, he was wrong.

I walked past their table and headed straight for the other end of the room.

I stopped beside Darrel, the heir to another major family.

"Abby," he murmured, his voice soft, just as it had been when we first met ten years ago.

I'd been trapped in a warehouse during an attack by a rival family, certain I was going to die. It was Darrel who had charged through a storm of gunfire to carry me out on his back.

Afterward, looking at the gunshot wounds that riddled his body, I knew I owed him a debt I could never repay.

"Then don't repay it," he'd replied with an easy smile. "Just keep it. You can pay me back, little by little, down the line."

Later, in the hospital, we saw each other through the worst of the recovery.

And Soren, busy retaliating against the Moretti family, had barely found the time to visit.

Ever since, even though we rarely spoke, there was a special kind of understanding between us.

Just like now. Darrel watched me with a playful glint in his eye as he pulled out my chair.

The moment I sat down, the entire restaurant fell silent for a few seconds.

All eyes turned to us, including Soren's.

He shot to his feet, his chair scraping loudly against the floor.

He strode over, grabbed my arm, and dragged me into an empty private room.

"Abby, when are you going to drop this act?"

"I'm warning you, stop this childish act and unblock my number. Now."

"And another thing," his voice grew harsher. "Have you made a decision about Italy? I can't wait forever."

"What's so great about some frozen city in Northern Europe? Come with me to Italy. We can have everything there: power, status, wealth. Isn't that more important than your childish fantasies?"

I was forced to stare at him for a few seconds.

"Oh. I wasn't planning on contacting you again anyway."

"As for Italy," I said, meeting his gaze, "my answer is no."

Soren's face instantly darkened.

I turned to leave, but he called after me.

"Abby, don't be rash! This opportunity in Italy is once in a lifetime. Are you really going to throw it away out of spite?"

"Think carefully about the benefits of this alliance. Don't forget how you got the life you have now..."

Before he could say more, Monica appeared, cutting him off.

"Soren, everyone's waiting for you," she said, her voice soft.

Soren immediately turned to her, his expression softening instantly.

"Monica, I'm sorry. I'll be right there."

As I watched them, I finally understood.

It was perfectly clear who he valued more.

I let out a bitter laugh. To him, my refusal to go to Italy was nothing more than a childish tantrum.

I turned on my heel and walked, and by the time he registered what was happening, I was almost out of the room.

Soren's shout followed me.

"Abby, think about it! Think about what this alliance can do for you!"