I tapped my yellow highlighter against the edge of the oak table, watching the digital clock on my laptop screen flip to 6:15 PM.
Jace Brooks was exactly forty-five minutes late for his private Calculus session. Again.
This was the third time this week he had blown past our agreed start time. I shoved my textbook into my backpack and zipped it shut with a sharp, satisfying sound. I was done. I wasn't going to sit around in an empty library waiting for a guy who couldn't respect my time.
Tyler had cured me of that pathetic habit permanently.
If Jace wanted to fail out of his senior year and lose his football eligibility, that was his problem. I reached for my car keys, fully prepared to march into Principal Pierce’s office tomorrow and drop him from my roster.
The wooden door to the study room swung open, hitting the rubber stopper with a dull thud.
Jace stumbled inside. He looked wrecked.
Grass stains smeared the front of his gray practice shirt, and sweat made his dark blonde hair stick flat against his forehead. He dropped his oversized gym bag onto the floor. It hit the linoleum like a bag of bricks.
"Don't pack up," he breathed, leaning heavily against the doorframe. "I'm here."
"You are forty-five minutes late," I said, slinging my backpack over my shoulder. "Our session is over, Jace. I'm canceling your private slot. You can join the group study on Thursdays, but I am not wasting my evenings waiting for you."
Jace pushed off the doorframe, his jaw tightening. "You can't cancel. Director Sullivan will bench me for Friday's game."
"Then you should have looked at a clock." I stepped around the table, ready to walk past him. "I am not your personal assistant. I don't exist just to fix your mistakes."
"I didn't make a mistake!" Jace snapped, his voice echoing sharply in the quiet room.
I stopped, turning back to face him.
The anger in his eyes faded almost instantly, replaced by a hollow, bone-deep exhaustion. He sank into the nearest chair, dropping his head into his hands. His broad shoulders slumped forward, devoid of his usual locker-room swagger.
"I didn't forget," he muttered, his voice muffled behind his hands. "I just couldn't leave."
I crossed my arms, keeping my distance. "Practice ended at five."
"Team practice ended at five," Jace corrected, looking up at me. The dark circles under his eyes were impossible to ignore up close. "I have morning weights at five a.m. Then school. Then team practice until five. And then, my dad has his private conditioning coach waiting for me on the back field until six."
I frowned, loosening my grip on my backpack straps. "Every day?"
"Every single day," Jace said bitterly. "My dad treats every college recruiting visit like it's a preview for the NFL draft. If I'm not running drills until I throw up, I'm not working hard enough. He stands on the sidelines with a stopwatch, Avery. If I walk off the field a minute early, he loses his mind."
He gestured toward the open Calculus book still sitting on the table.
"I'm not stupid," he said, his voice dropping to a harsh whisper. "I know how to find a derivative. I understand the formulas. I'm just... I'm so damn tired I can't see straight."
For a long moment, the only sound in the room was his heavy, ragged breathing.
I looked at the Golden Boy of the senior class. The guy who smiled for the local newspaper, who threw the winning touchdowns, who always looked untouchable in the crowded hallways. Right now, he just looked like a teenager crumbling under the weight of an impossible expectation.
Before I could respond, the overhead lights in the study room flickered twice.
Mrs. Gable, the head librarian, tapped on the glass door. "Closing time, kids. You don't have to go home, but you can't stay here."
Jace let out a slow breath, reaching for the strap of his gym bag. "Right. I guess I'll figure out the homework myself."
"Grab your stuff," I said, dropping my backpack onto the table and pulling my textbook back out.
He paused, looking at me in confusion. "What?"
"The library is closed," I said, walking past him toward the door. "My kitchen is open all night. Let's go."
The digital clock on my microwave read 1:00 AM.
The only light in the kitchen came from the warm yellow bulbs hanging over the center island. Jace sat on a wooden barstool, staring blankly at a page of complex integrals. His pencil hadn't moved in five minutes.
"You are ruthless," Jace mumbled, rubbing his eyes with the heels of his hands. "You know that, right? Any normal tutor would have just given me the answer key two hours ago."
"I already told you, I'm not a tutor," I replied, taking a sip of my lukewarm tea. "I'm a manager. And managers don't forge results. Solve for X."
"I hate X," he groaned. "X ruined my life."
"Just plug the value back into the original equation," I instructed, pointing at his paper.
He leaned closer to the textbook, his eyes half-closed. "Right. The original equation."
He wrote down one number. Then his hand slowed. The pencil slipped from his fingers, clattering softly against the granite countertop.
A second later, Jace's head dropped onto his crossed arms. His breathing evened out, slow and deep.
He was asleep.
I sat in silence, watching the steady rise and fall of his shoulders.
A familiar, dangerous urge crept into my chest. The urge to fix it.
For three years, whenever Tyler fell asleep studying, I had quietly pulled his worksheets across the table. I had forged his handwriting, solved his equations, and packed his bag so he could wake up to a perfect, stress-free morning. It was my automatic response. Make it easy for them. Take the burden.
I looked at Jace's unfinished math problems. It would take me ten minutes to finish the page. Ten minutes to guarantee his grade and keep my shot at the Westbridge award alive.
My hand drifted toward his pencil.
Then, Tyler's voice echoed in the back of my mind. Dating her just feels like homework.
I pulled my hand back.
No. I was done doing the homework. If Jace wanted to pass, he had to earn it himself.
I stood up from the stool and walked into the living room. I grabbed the soft gray fleece blanket folded over the back of the sofa and carried it back into the kitchen.
Moving quietly, I draped the blanket over Jace's broad shoulders, tucking the edges around him to keep out the chill of the air conditioning.
He shifted slightly, burying his face deeper into his arms, but he didn't wake up.
I sat back down on my stool, opened my AP Government textbook, and began to read my own assignment.
A sharp cramp in my neck woke me up.
I blinked against the bright morning sunlight streaming through the kitchen windows. I was slumped sideways over the island, my cheek resting flat against the open pages of my government book.
I sat up slowly, wincing as my stiff muscles protested.
"Careful," a low voice said. "You're going to pull a muscle moving like that."
I startled, turning my head quickly.
Jace was awake. The fleece blanket was still wrapped around his shoulders, but he was sitting up straight, watching me. The deep exhaustion from the night before had faded, leaving his eyes clear and surprisingly focused.
He didn't look annoyed. He didn't look defensive.
"Morning, Avery," he said softly.
It was the first time he hadn't called me 'Tutor' or 'Boss' in a mocking tone.
"Morning," I replied, my voice slightly raspy from sleep. I nodded toward his Calculus book. "You have three problems left."
Jace looked down at the worksheet. He noticed the blank spaces. He noticed that I hadn't filled them in for him while he slept.
A slow, genuine smile spread across his face. It transformed him, stripping away the arrogant athlete persona and leaving behind someone real.
He picked up his pencil. "Chain rule, right?"
"Chain rule," I confirmed.
As I watched him tackle the final equations, a quiet realization settled over me.
Everyone at school treated Jace like a superstar. They cheered for him from the bleachers, demanded his time, and expected him to perform flawlessly on command. They wanted the touchdown pass, the perfect interview, the NFL prospect.
But the Golden Boy didn't need another cheerleader shouting from the sidelines.
He just needed someone who understood exactly how heavy the crown really was.
Jace circled his final answer and pushed the paper across the granite island toward me, a quiet confidence settling in his posture.
I reached for the worksheet, ready to check his math, when my phone buzzed sharply on the counter.
The screen lit up, displaying a new message.
It wasn't a desperate text from Tyler this time.
It was an unknown number, and the message contained only an address on the edge of town, followed by a single, demanding sentence.
If you want Ethan to pass Chemistry, come get him before the cops do.
The address from the anonymous text led me to an abandoned rail yard at the edge of town.
By the time I arrived Saturday morning, Ethan was sitting on the curb outside a chain-link fence with a patrol officer standing over him and a clear evidence bag full of rusted bolts beside his shoes. One of his baseball teammates hovered ten feet away, looking guilty enough to explain the anonymous message.
"Tell her why you climbed a fence marked NO TRESPASSING," the officer said.
Ethan adjusted his glasses. "Oxidation extra credit. The samples here had better surface corrosion than the hardware-store nails in the lab kit."
I stared at him. "You risked a citation for rust?"
"For an A," he corrected.
The property manager declined to press charges once the officer confirmed nothing had been damaged, but Ethan still left with a formal trespass warning and no samples. I made him throw the bolts back into the collection bin before we drove away.
"Next time," I told him, "we find legal rust."
"Noted," he said, as if getting detained for chemistry were a normal scheduling error.
By Tuesday afternoon, my patience for the athletic department had not recovered. I sat in the library study room, tapping my pen against a history textbook.
Cam Dawson was currently doing everything in his power to avoid looking at it.
He leaned across the oak table, resting his chin on his hand. His signature arrogant smirk was in full force. "You know, Avery, if you keep glaring at me like that, people are going to think you're actually obsessed with me."
"I am obsessed with you passing this class," I said, sliding the textbook directly under his nose. "Page forty-two. Read the third paragraph."
Cam didn't even glance at the page. He reached out, casually tracing the edge of my notebook with his index finger. "Come on. It's a gorgeous afternoon. We could take this study session outside. Grab a coffee. I know a great spot off campus."
"I don't drink coffee with my students," I replied flatly. "Read the paragraph, Cam."
"You have a much better reading voice than I do," he countered, flashing a perfect, charming smile. "Why don't you read it to me?"
"Because I already passed junior-year history." I tapped the center of the page. "Stop stalling. Read it."
The temperature in the room seemed to drop.
Cam’s smile vanished. His relaxed posture went rigid. He pulled his hand back from my notebook and leaned away from the table, crossing his arms tightly over his chest.
"I'm not doing it," he said. His voice was sharp, stripped of all its usual playful warmth.
I frowned, caught off guard by the sudden hostility. "It's one paragraph about the industrial revolution. It will take you thirty seconds."
"I said no, Avery."
"Why?" I challenged, leaning forward. "You've been dodging the reading assignments for two weeks. You charm your way out of worksheets, you try to flirt your way out of quizzes, and you refuse to open the book. What is your problem?"
Cam glared at me, his jaw clenching. "My problem is that this is a waste of time. Just give me the bullet points so I can memorize them."
I didn't back down. I thought back to our previous sessions. I thought about how he always managed to answer my verbal questions, yet his written quizzes were blank.
"What was the primary economic shift during the early 1800s?" I asked abruptly.
Cam blinked, thrown by the sudden quiz. "The transition from agrarian societies to urban manufacturing," he answered instantly.
"Correct," I said. "And what invention accelerated the textile industry?"
"The power loom."
I stared at him. He knew the material. He had clearly listened to the teacher's lectures. But when I pointed at the page containing those exact facts, he treated the book like it was radioactive.
"You know the answers," I said quietly. "You just can't read the text."
Cam flinched. He looked away, staring hard at the blank whiteboard on the far wall. The silence stretched out, heavy and uncomfortable. He looked like he wanted to bolt through the door.
"I have dyslexia," he muttered, his voice barely above a whisper.
He refused to look at me. The arrogant, untouchable athlete persona was gone.
"The letters don't stay still," he continued, his tone defensive and bitter. "They flip around. They run into each other. Reading a single page takes me twenty minutes, and by the end of it, I have a splitting headache and no idea what I just looked at."
"Have you told the school?" I asked. "You can get accommodations for exams."
"No." Cam snapped his attention back to me, his eyes blazing. "And you aren't going to tell them either."
"Cam, it's a medical learning disability. There's no reason to hide it."
"You don't get it," he interrupted, leaning forward. "You put me in a room with Jace Brooks and Noah Reed. Those guys make everything look easy. If I tell them I can't get through a basic history chapter without the words scrambling, they won't look at me the same way."
He ran a hand through his hair in frustration.
"I'd rather people think I'm just a dumb jock who doesn't care," Cam admitted. "I'd rather be the guy who parties too hard to study. It's easier to let them think I'm lazy than let them know I'm actually stupid."
"You aren't stupid," I said firmly.
He let out a hollow, self-deprecating laugh. "Sure."
I didn't offer him a sympathetic smile. I didn't reach across the table to pat his hand. He didn't need pity, and he clearly didn't want it.
Instead, I reached out and slammed the history textbook shut.
Cam jumped slightly at the sharp noise.
I shoved the book into my backpack and stood up. "Grab your stuff."
He looked at me in confusion. "What? Are you dropping me from the program?"
"No," I said, slinging my bag over my shoulder. "We're going to the gym."
Ten minutes later, we were standing on the empty hardwood of the school's indoor basketball court. The fluorescent lights buzzed softly overhead.
I stood at the free-throw line, holding my phone and a stack of blank index cards. Cam stood a few feet away, holding a basketball, looking bewildered.
"Here is how this works from now on," I announced, pulling up a voice recording app on my phone. "I am going to dictate your textbook chapters into audio files. You will listen to them on your headphones while you run drills."
Cam stared at me. "Audio files?"
"Yes," I said. "And for vocabulary and dates, we are doing it verbally. I read the definition. You give me the term. If you get it right, you take the shot."
I held up a flashcard.
"I'm not treating you like you're stupid, Cam," I told him, keeping my voice steady and authoritative. "But I'm also not letting you use this as an excuse to fail. I'm not lowering the bar. I'm changing how you reach it."
Cam looked at the flashcard in my hand, then down at the basketball. A slow, genuine smile broke across his face. It wasn't his usual flirtatious smirk. It was real relief.
He bounced the ball once. The sound echoed loudly through the empty gym.
"Hit me, Coach," he said.
For the next two weeks, we abandoned the library table. We spent our sessions on the court, on the bleachers, and walking laps around the indoor track. I recorded hours of history lectures on my phone. Cam listened to them endlessly.
He stopped making excuses. He showed up on time. He answered my verbal quizzes while sinking three-pointers from beyond the arc.
Two weeks later, I was sitting alone in the library study room, organizing my calendar for the upcoming group session.
The wooden door flew open so fast it slammed against the wall stopper.
Cam burst into the room. He was practically vibrating with energy.
"Avery!" he shouted, ignoring the quiet rules of the library.
Before I could even stand up, he crossed the room in three long strides. He grabbed me by the waist, hoisted me straight up into the air, and spun me around.
My feet left the floor. My hands instinctively grabbed his broad shoulders to steady myself.
"Cam!" I gasped, my heart leaping into my throat. "Put me down!"
He didn't listen. He just laughed, a loud, booming sound of joy. He set my feet back on the linoleum, but he didn't let go of my waist. He held up a crumpled piece of paper right in front of my face.
It was his History midterm.
Right at the top, circled in bright red ink, was a B+.
"I got a B," Cam beamed, looking down at me. His eyes were shining. "I actually passed the damn thing."
"I told you the audio files would work," I laughed, genuinely thrilled for him.
"You're a genius," he said, his hands still resting warmly on my hips. He leaned in slightly, the space between us feeling very small. "I owe you big time."
"Just put me down and read the next chapter," I said, pushing lightly against his chest.
"What is going on in here?" a cold voice demanded.
Cam and I both froze.
I turned my head toward the doorway.
Jace, Ethan, and Noah were standing still in the entrance.
They had all arrived for the mandatory group session at the same time.
Jace was frowning, his eyes locked onto Cam’s hands still gripping my waist. Ethan looked uncomfortable, shifting his weight from foot to foot.
But it was Noah who commanded the room.
Noah stood dead center in the doorway. His gaze darted from Cam’s flushed, smiling face down to where we were still pressed closely together. His expression was unreadable, but the intensity of his stare made the air in the room feel suffocating.
Cam slowly dropped his hands from my waist, taking a half-step back.
Nobody said a word.
Silence stretched between the five of us.
Whatever this had started as, it was no longer just schoolwork.
"I don't understand," I said, sliding the printed grade report across the oak table.
Ethan didn't look up from his neatly organized notebook. He continued balancing a complex chemical equation, his pencil moving in sharp, precise strokes across the page.
"You have an eighty-one percent, Ethan," I said, tapping my pen against the report. "That is a solid B-minus. You are nowhere near failing. Why are you even in the same intervention program as the others?"
He stopped writing. He set his pencil down, picked up the grade report, and pushed it right back to my side of the table.
"Stanford wants an A," he said.
His voice was flat. No arrogance. No defensiveness. Just certainty.
I stared at him. "You volunteered for mandatory academic mentoring because an eighty-one offends you?"
"Stanford will see the grade," Ethan replied, opening his textbook to the next chapter. "Director Sullivan said the program had room, and I intend to finish AP Chemistry with an A. Now, do you want to review covalent bonds, or do you want to keep discussing my GPA?"
I blinked, slightly taken aback by his blunt efficiency.
Compared with the others, Ethan was almost unnervingly disciplined. Cam constantly tried to flirt his way out of assignments, turning every study session into a negotiation. Jace was always exhausted, fighting a losing battle against his father's impossible athletic expectations. Noah just stared at me with that intense, hostile silence that made my skin crawl.
But Ethan? Ethan just did the work.
There was no drama. There was no small talk. We spent our library hours running through flashcards, drilling formulas, and checking answers. He didn't complain, and he never wasted my time. For three years, studying with Tyler had meant doing the work for him while he scrolled through his phone. Ethan actually wanted to learn the material.
As we moved through the chemistry review, a quiet sense of relief settled over me. I decided right then that Ethan Cole was the safest guy on my roster. He was a straightforward problem with a straightforward solution.
That illusion of safety shattered three nights later.
I had agreed to meet Ethan after his late evening baseball practice to review organic compounds before his Friday quiz. I sat on the long wooden bench in the home dugout, my binder resting on my knees.
The rhythmic, sharp crack of aluminum bats hitting baseballs echoed across the empty field under the bright stadium lights. The evening air was cool, carrying the faint smell of fresh dirt and cut grass.
I opened my notebook, intending to write out a practice quiz, but the exhaustion of the week caught up with me. Managing four athletes, keeping up with my own AP classes, and actively ignoring Tyler’s escalating attempts to contact me had drained my energy.
I rested my head against the cold concrete wall behind the bench. Just for a minute, I told myself. Just until practice ends.
I closed my eyes.
When I opened them again, the world was dark.
The stadium lights were off. The field was a sea of black, illuminated only by the faint glow of the streetlamps from the distant parking lot.
I jerked upright, my heart hammering against my ribs. My binder slid off my lap, hitting the dirt floor with a loud slap.
"Careful," a quiet voice said.
I spun around.
Ethan was sitting right next to me on the wooden bench.
He was still in his dirt-stained baseball pants and a gray practice shirt. His equipment bag rested at his feet. He wasn't looking at his phone. He wasn't reading a textbook. He was just sitting in the dark, watching me.
I reached up to rub the sleep from my eyes, and my fingers brushed against stiff canvas.
There was a baseball cap on my head. A worn, navy-blue cap with the school's athletic logo stitched on the front.
"What time is it?" I asked, my voice raspy and confused. I pulled my phone from my pocket. The screen flared brightly in the dark dugout. "It's almost ten. Did I miss the session?"
"Practice ended an hour and a half ago," Ethan said evenly.
I stared at him, thrown. "Why didn't you wake me up? Or just go home? You've been sitting in the dark for over an hour?"
Ethan didn't move. His expression was as calm and unreadable as ever, but his eyes were focused on my face. The usual distance between us felt gone.
"You stayed for me," he said softly. "I can stay for you."
The quiet intensity in his voice made my chest tighten. I didn't know how to respond to that. Tyler had never waited for me. If I fell asleep, Tyler would have just gone home and complained the next day that I hadn't helped him study.
Ethan reached out. His fingers brushed lightly against the side of my head as he adjusted the brim of the cap.
"Keep it," he murmured, his hand dropping back to his side. "It's my lucky cap."
I sat frozen on the bench, very aware that Ethan Cole wasn't nearly as safe as I had thought.
The next afternoon, Westbridge Ice Arena was freezing.
I walked through the double doors, pulling my jacket tighter around my shoulders. I was looking for Noah Reed. He had skipped his morning check-in, and his English essay was due in exactly four hours.
I still had Ethan's navy-blue baseball cap pulled down over my hair. I had tossed it on this morning out of pure convenience, forgetting the unspoken, highly territorial rules of high school athletes.
Noah was on the ice. He wore his black hockey jacket and pads, aggressively shooting pucks into an empty net. The sound of the hard rubber hitting the fiberglass boards echoed loudly through the empty arena.
He skated backward, setting up for another shot, when he noticed me standing by the penalty box.
He stopped abruptly.
His gaze didn't look at my face. They locked onto the navy-blue canvas on my head.
Noah dropped his stick. It clattered sharply against the ice. He skated directly toward me, his large frame moving with terrifying speed before he stopped right at the edge of the barrier.
The temperature around him felt ten degrees colder than the rest of the room.
"Whose is that?" Noah demanded. His voice was low, carrying that same dangerous, hostile edge he always used when dealing with Tyler.
"It's just a hat, Noah," I said, holding up my clipboard to maintain some professional distance. "We need to talk about your English paper. You missed our morning meeting."
He didn't look at the clipboard. He didn't care about the essay.
Noah reached right over the fiberglass barrier. Before I could even step back, his large, gloved hands gripped the brim of the baseball cap and pulled it straight off my head.
"Hey!" I protested, reaching up to grab it back. "Give that back."
Noah held the navy cap out of my reach. He stared at it for a second, his jaw clenching tightly. Then, he reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out his own thick, black Westbridge hockey beanie.
He leaned over the barrier and shoved the black beanie firmly onto my head, pulling it down over my ears.
"This looks better," Noah stated, his voice hard and uncompromising.
"I didn't ask for a wardrobe change," I snapped, pushing the edge of the beanie up so I could actually see him. "Give me the cap back."
"No."
Before I could argue, the glass doors at the far end of the rink swung open.
Footsteps echoed loudly on the rubber floor mats.
I turned my head.
Ethan was standing in the doorway. He had his baseball bag slung over his shoulder, clearly coming straight from the batting cages.
He stopped walking.
Ethan's eyes darted from the black hockey beanie sitting on my head, directly to his own lucky navy cap currently crushed in Noah's gloved fist.
The freezing arena went silent.
Noah didn't drop the cap. He didn't look away or offer an excuse. He just stared right back at Ethan, his posture radiating open defiance.
Ethan let his baseball bag slide off his shoulder. It hit the rubber mat with a thud.
His voice stayed level, which somehow made it worse.
"Give me my hat, Reed."
Noah looked at the navy cap in his fist, then at Ethan. He did not move.
"Come get it."
Neither of them looked at me.
For three years, I had managed one boy's life by keeping every problem neat, labeled, and under control. Now two captains were squared off across a sheet of ice over something that belonged to me only in the sense that I had worn it.
And both of them looked ready to forget that distinction.