Muriel's POV
“Tell me, do you think all that blood you’ve spilled is enough to write an obituary for your bastard?”
Alaric’s dark eyes locked on me, unreadable.
A moment later, the knife clattered to the ground. He let out a laugh before turning and slapping one of his men across the face.
“You dare point a gun at my wife? Put it down!”
He then glanced at the wound on his arm, the gash deep enough to nearly expose bone, and lifted his gaze back to me.
“Have you vented enough? Muriel, we’re husband and wife, so I’ll let this go today. But next time you lose control, remember who you’re targeting.”
At that moment, the butler approached us with a tray. On it lay the embryo Janice had just lost.
I picked up the tray and smashed it against Alaric’s face. “Take your dog and your bastard, and get out.”
As such, he scooped Janice into his arms, his gaze dropping to my neck. Somewhere in the frenzy, I’d been too reckless, and the blade had left a thin red line across my skin.
He reached out to me, but I pulled away. “Some filthy diseases spread through the blood. Don’t contaminate me.”
He ignored my curse and mockery. But, still carrying Janice, he kicked over the cake I had spent a day and night making for our anniversary. The toppled figurines were also crushed beneath his heel as he walked out without looking back.
At the door, he paused just long enough to tell the butler, “Make sure her neck is treated. Don’t let water touch it, or it’ll get infected.”
I stared at the iron rod on the floor. In the end, Alaric hadn’t done it himself. That meant there was no future left for us.
That very night, on our wedding anniversary, Alaric made headlines. He sent out a fleet of helicopters, gathered top doctors from across the country, all for another woman’s injuries.
The giant screen replayed him cradling Janice as if she were something fragile, his eyes full of tenderness.
As the butler cleaned the wreckage of the living room, his voice trembled with anger. “Mr. Booth went too far this time. You built everything with him from the ground up and gave up so much for him. You even spent an entire day and night making that cake, and he just destroyed it all just for another woman.”
The mix of cream, red wine, and blood on the floor looked nauseating.
“It’s fine,” I said flatly. “Things that get dirty are meant to be thrown away anyway.”
Suddenly, the doorbell rang. A deliveryman stood outside, holding a grotesque bouquet made of used condoms. Trying not to gag, he handed me his phone. “The sender requires a video confirmation.”
I took the phone. On the screen, Janice grinned smugly.
“Do you like my gift? How does it feel to spend your anniversary alone? Don’t say I never pitied you. I sent you company. They even carry Alaric’s scent. Don’t be shy, my trash can’s full of them. By the way, thanks to the injuries you gave me, Alaric cares for me even more now. He swore he won’t let our baby die in vain and will make you pay the price.”
She then flipped through intimate photos of her and Alaric, showing them off with wild pride.
“Alaric said I’m his angel. Muriel, be smart and step aside. A mad dog like you only belongs in hell.”
Her words made me laugh. “An angel? That’s too bad. Because a so-called angel who only knows how to spread her legs could never carry the title of Mrs. Booth.”
When Alaric said I’d pay the price, he wasn’t bluffing.
A few days later, I slipped into my favorite dress and painted my face with my most flawless makeup. I was ready to go to the airport to welcome the one person I truly loved.
But before I could leave, the bodyguard called, panic in his voice.
“Ms. Feron, Mr. Booth just stormed in with his men and stole your rosary. He said he’s giving them to the mistress as a gift for leaving the hospital. We tried to stop him but we were beaten.”
Muriel's POV
I found Alaric and his people at our detached villa on the outskirts of the city.
This was the gift he gave me when we married, the place that had been ours, but now it had been turned into their love nest. Everything inside had also been redecorated to suit Janice’s tastes; even the trees in the yard were trimmed into the shape of two people kissing.
When I walked in, they were having a barbecue in the courtyard, feeding each other pieces of meat mouth-to-mouth. Seeing me, Janice laughed and hooked her arm through Alaric’s.
“Oh, Muriel's here,” she said, smiling. “So you finally realized Alaric cares more about me? You couldn’t bear being ignored and came to beg for forgiveness?”
“Or are you here for this?” she added, flaunting the rosary wrapped around her wrist. “I heard you paid millions for this. It must be precious. But Alaric felt sorry for me after my nightmares, so he gave it to me to calm my nerves.”
“He even gave me this villa as compensation,” she bragged.
Alaric pinched her nose like she was a mischievous child. Then he turned to me and flatly said, “Muriel, watch your people. It’s one thing if they start a fight, but nearly injuring Janice? If it happens again, I’ll cut off their hands and feed them to the dogs.”
“As for the villa and the rosary, consider them as your apology to Janice. Don’t lose your mind,” he warned.
I couldn’t help but laugh. Once upon a time, he had pulled out all the stops to make me just like him, wild and ruthless. Every time I lost myself, he was pleased and excited. He even handed me the people who offended me so I could deal with them.
And now he hated it when I lost my mind?
I pulled a folder from my bag and slammed it into his face. “Alaric, open your bloody eyes.”
“That’s not a rosary,” I said. “It’s our dead child.”
When Alaric had been kidnapped by our rivals, I was eight months pregnant. Still, I stormed their base, pregnant and determined. But they tore my child out of me along with my womb and turned the remains into a rosary.
To get back, I faked my death to get close enough and slit that enemy’s throat. However, the rosary had already been sold or given away, and I never knew where they went.
Alaric froze, staring at the files for a long moment before looking at Janice. “Janice, I’ll find you a better rosary. This one—”
“No!” she shrieked. “You heard the seller. That child’s birth date and time are unique. That's why it can calm my mind and help me with pregnancy. There’s nothing better than this! You said I lost the baby and deserved compensation. Then I want this. I don’t want to be tormented by nightmares about that night anymore.”
“The doctor said I was hurt badly, that it might be hard for me to get pregnant again, and only this rosary can help me. Alaric, I really want our proof of love, our child.” She wiped her eyes, sounding wounded.
Successfully, her tears pushed Alaric to her side. He turned to me with a flat, cold look and said, “The child has been dead a long time. Bringing the rosary back won’t change anything. Instead of letting them rot in the ground, why not give them to Janice?”
“Alaric, don’t forget. That was your child, too,” I shot back. “Do you have any idea how much I spent trying to find him and give him a proper burial?”
Just to make me suffer, our enemy had never told me who they sold the rosary to. I had hunted for answers for years.
Alaric pinched the bridge of his nose, irritation in his voice. “Why cling to something dead? If you want another child, wait until Janice has one, and I’ll let her name you as the godmother.”
“Also, I’m the father. I have the right to decide who gets it,” he continued. “Besides, Janice’s miscarriages and nightmares are your doing. If your child’s remains can atone for her suffering, that’s merit in itself.”
Muriel's POV
Janice covered her mouth and laughed. “That’s right, Muriel. Your child can atone for you and also help you earn good karma.”
“Honestly, it’s lucky he died young. With a mother like you, even if he hadn’t been turned into a rosary, he’d have been ruined by you. So it's like I’m giving him a chance by calming my mind and helping me get pregnant. That’s his good fortune. Maybe God will smile and move up his next life, letting him be reborn as a dog.”
Her words hit me like an explosion. They shredded my heart and soul.
Vexed, I kicked her hard, grabbed the glowing-red tongs from the barbecue, and pressed them against her belly.
“Should I burn your uterus now so you won’t need fertility help?” I snapped. “Oh. No. I should just stab through your skull so you’ll never have nightmares again. If you still love your life, give me the rosary!”
“Muriel, will you ever stop?!” Alaric roared as he clamped my wrist so tight I thought he’d crush my bones.
“Janice is only trying to help you. You caused too much trouble. I only you hadn't, maybe your child wouldn’t have died so horribly. Stop this!” he barked.
I stared at him in disbelief.
In my life, I’d failed only two people: my mother and my child. For countless nights, the guilt had eaten me until I could barely breathe. Everyone in the world had the right to blame me, except Alaric. He didn’t deserve it. If he had listened to me, if he hadn’t underestimated our enemies, he wouldn’t have been kidnapped. I wouldn’t have lost my child or my right to be a mother.
I remembered him kneeling in blood before the doctors, begging them to save me. I remembered him outside the operating room, bowing to the gods and the heavens a hundred times, saying, “I’d trade the rest of my life for Muriel’s. From now on, I live only for her.”
Remembering those, I dropped a low, mirthless laugh that made my shoulders tremble, and I let go of the tongs.
Only then did Alaric breathe out, relieved. “Muriel, you—”
But the next instant, one of his ears dropped on the floor.
I toyed with the knife in my hand and wiped the blood from my face. “So dirty,” I said, then smiled at him. “Alaric, getting old? Why can’t you understand plain speech?”
“I told you to make her miscarry, and you pretended not to hear. I told you to give me the rosary, and you pretended not to hear either. If those ears of yours are that useless, then better live without them.”
“Alaric!” Janice screamed. “Muriel, you’re insane. You want the rosary? Fine! Go get them yourself!”
After shrieking, she hurled it into the pond. Smart move. She knew she couldn’t beat me physically, so she tried to hurt me emotionally instead. But ever since Alaric turned me into a madwoman, my heart had been steel.
I grabbed Janice by the hair, dragged her to the pond, and kicked her in.
“Muriel! It’s the dead of winter! She’ll freeze to death!” Alaric yelled as he lunged forward.
