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Jorden's green eyes, usually so full of fire, narrowed. He saw the blankness in my gaze, the way my struggles had ceased.
"Jorden! You're going to kill her!" Garrick's voice, sharp with alarm, cut through the haze.
Jorden's grip faltered. He looked at me, really looked, and a flicker of something - panic? - crossed his face. He quickly released me.
I fell to the floor in a heap, my lungs burning, my throat constricted. I gasped, coughing until my chest ached, my body wracked with tremors.
Connor rushed to my side, his hand reaching for me.
Just then, Andrea, awakened by the commotion, flung open the bedroom door. She took in the scene: her sobbing son, Jorden towering over me, me gasping on the floor, and Connor hovering.
Connor froze, his hand still outstretched. His eyes met Andrea's, then darted back to me. He recoiled, pushing me away with a sudden, rough shove. I tumbled backward, hitting my head against the wooden floor, a fresh wave of pain blossoming across my scalp.
Garrick, who had been standing a few feet away, took half a step forward, his jaw tight. Then he stopped, his gaze fixed on my pathetic form, his shoulders slumping.
Jorden, a cruel smirk on his face, eyed Connor. "Still playing the hero, Connor? I thought you promised to 'guard her for life'?" He laughed, a harsh, grating sound. "Guess even you couldn't stomach the spoiled princess forever. We all want the same woman, it seems, and it certainly isn't her." His gaze, filled with contempt, swept over me where I lay crumpled on the floor.
Connor's eyes, dark and unreadable, met my frantic, pleading stare. He held it for a beat, then slowly, deliberately, he turned his head away.
I froze, unable to breathe, unable to move. It was the final nail. The utter, complete, absolute end.
"Crystal? Is your arm alright?" Andrea's voice, surprisingly soft, cut through the tension.
Only then did everyone notice. My forearm, where the boiling water had splashed, was a horrifying expanse of bright red skin, angry blisters already beginning to form.
The three men who had once worshipped me, who had promised me forever, all looked at me with a strange mix of shock and something like pity. They expected me to scream, to cry, to demand attention.
But I didn't. I just pushed myself up, slowly, painfully, without a sound.
My eyes, dull and devoid of emotion, found Andrea. She stood there, beautiful and composed, her warmth a stark contrast to the icy cold that had settled in my heart. She was everything they had ever wanted me to be: strong, independent, capable. I knew, with a certainty that chilled me to the bone, that no one in this room, save for perhaps Andrea herself, would ever choose me over her.
Andrea patted her son's back, trying to quiet his sobs. "Sweetheart, you shouldn't have thrown the kettle. You need to apologize to Crystal."
The boy buried his face in her side, muttering an indignant "No!"
Andrea offered me a helpless, apologetic smile. "He's still quite young," she said, her voice gentle. "He doesn't fully understand. I'm so sorry, Crystal. Let me get you some burn cream."
"No," I said, my voice flat, dead.
Everyone looked at me, startled by my unexpected refusal.
"He needs to apologize," I repeated, my voice unwavering, though my body felt like it was crumbling.
Andrea's smile faded. Her brow furrowed, a tiny line appearing between her eyebrows. "Crystal, he' s just a child. Perhaps an apology isn't... appropriate right now."
"He needs to apologize," I insisted, my voice gaining a desperate edge I hadn't known I possessed.
"That's enough, Crystal!" Jorden's voice, sharp and furious, cut me off.
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"That's enough, Crystal!" Jorden snarled, stepping in front of Andrea and her son, his body a protective barrier. His face was a thundercloud. "Are you really going to badger a child over a spilled kettle? Andrea already apologized to you!" He gestured wildly at my arm. "Look at what you've done, making him cry like that!"
Garrick remained silent, but the deep furrow in his brow spoke volumes. He clearly agreed with Jorden. Even Connor, my supposedly gentle Connor, subtly shook his head.
My three partners. The men who had once vowed to protect me, to cherish me, now stood shoulder to shoulder, a unified front against me.
Andrea softly tugged on Jorden' s sleeve. She leaned down, murmuring something to her son. The boy mumbled a reluctant, barely audible "Sorry" into her shoulder, his eyes still red and sullen.
Even with his forced apology, the faces of my three former partners remained grim, their eyes still holding that familiar disappointment. Andrea, her expression full of genuine regret, stepped forward again. "Crystal, please, let me treat your burn. I have some excellent salve that will help with the pain and prevent scarring."
But I felt nothing but a chilling numbness spreading through my veins. I was freezing, shivering despite the warmth of the room. I could barely stand.
"No," I choked out, the word barely a whisper. I didn't wait for a response. I turned, stumbling towards the door, then slammed it shut behind me, severing the last thread of connection.
I plunged into the biting cold of the late afternoon, the wind whipping around me, tearing at my hair and clothes. My mind was eerily calm, clearer than it had been in days.
It's over.
I spent the next two days locked in my apartment, not eating, barely sleeping. The pain in my arm was a dull throb, forgotten amidst the deeper ache in my chest.
On the third day, just as my father had promised, he came. He chewed on a dry leaf, his face tight with a bitter sadness.
"The journey will be long, Crystal," he said, his voice raspy. "We leave tonight." He looked at my empty apartment, then back at me. "Do you have anything you want to take with you?"
I managed a weak, bitter smile. "No, Dad," I replied, shaking my head. "Nothing at all."
News of my return to my father's house, and the impending decision, had spread like wildfire through our social circle. The other women, those who still had no partners and faced the possibility of the arranged marriage, were restless, their faces etched with anxiety. The thought of being chosen, of leaving their lives, horrified them.
Then, the door to my apartment burst open.
Jorden stormed in first, his face a mask of furious anger, his eyes searching for me. "What did you tell your father this time?" he demanded, his voice seething with accusation.
Connor followed, his brow furrowed, his gaze sweeping around my desolate apartment. He paused, his eyes lingering on the few scattered belongings, the bareness of the room. It gave him pause, I could tell.
Garrick stood silently behind them, his usual composure fractured, his eyes fixed on me with an intensity that made my skin crawl.
I was so tired. Bone-deep weary. I didn't have the energy to fight, to explain, to even care anymore.
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I sat on the edge of my cold, bare bed, slowly folding a half-worn rabbit fur vest. Garrick had hunted it for me years ago, a trophy from one of his rare trips into the wilderness, a testament to his quiet devotion. I used to love it, the soft fur a comforting embrace, a reminder of his strength.
Jorden' s voice, sharp and impatient, cut through the silence. "Are you going to answer me, Crystal, or are you just going to sit there like a statue?" He looked at me with open disgust, his lips curled. "What exactly do you do, besides riding on your father' s coattails? What purpose do you serve?"
He took another step closer, his voice low and menacing. "If you, by some twisted manipulation, manage to get Andrea sent away, I swear, Crystal, I will-"
"Kill me?" I interrupted, my voice flat, devoid of emotion. "Is that what you' re threatening, Jorden?"
He stopped, momentarily stunned, his mouth hanging slightly open. The air in the room thickened, silent and heavy.
Connor stepped forward, closing the distance between us. His voice was soft, coaxing, the same tone he used to calm me when I was a child. "Crystal, just tell us what you told your father. We need to understand." His eyes, however, were shrewd, assessing.
I slowly raised my eyes, meeting his gaze. My heart felt like heavy stone in my chest. Would they even listen? Would they believe anything I said? The answer, cold and clear, resonated through me. No.
A small, bitter laugh escaped my lips.
"Yes," I said, my voice barely above a whisper, but cutting sharp through the silence. "I want Andrea gone. I told my father everything." My fingers tightened around the rabbit fur. "I hate her. I hate her for taking all of you from me. I told him I' d make her life a living hell. I' d cry, I' d scream, I' d make a scene every single day until he got rid of her."
Jorden' s face contorted in rage, a vein throbbing in his temple. "You wouldn' t dare!"
"Oh, I dare," I replied, my voice gaining strength, a dangerous edge to it. "My father has always doted on me. All I have to do is cry, and he' ll give me whatever I want. Always."
Garrick, who had remained silent, now fixed me with a piercing stare. "Your father isn' t a fool, Crystal. He wouldn' t make such a monumental decision based on a few tears."
I gave him a hollow, joyless smile. "You' ll see. You' ll all see." I yanked the rabbit fur from the bundle, tossing it onto the floor at my feet. It landed with a soft, lifeless thud. "Tomorrow morning, you' ll know."
The three men exchanged tight, angry glances. Their faces were grim, their disappointment a palpable weight in the room. They turned and left, their footsteps heavy and distant.