After I came down with the rare condition that stole my sense of pain, my parents and Dylan Henson treated it like a crisis.

They cleared the house of anything sharp and laid thick carpet across every floor, terrified I'd hurt myself somewhere I couldn't feel it.

Then my sister came home, the one with the same rare disorder as me, except hers ran the other way. Her senses were painfully sharp, her pain a hundred times what an ordinary person felt.

I only hugged her, gently, and she cried out.

My father shoved me to the floor. My mother pulled Jade behind her and looked at me, her eyes full of disappointment.

"How can you be this jealous? You know your sister can't take it, and you still hurt her on purpose!"

I wanted to explain, but I caught the flicker of disgust in Dylan's eyes too.

After that, I volunteered to test the medications for her, gave blood in her place. The needles went into my arm and left a row of bruised puncture marks, and Dylan soothed Jade instead.

"It's fine, she's thick-skinned, she can't feel a thing anyway. Doesn't matter how many times they draw her blood."

I said nothing. But my illness meant I couldn't feel even a broken heart.

Then one day Jade and I were kidnapped together by one of Dylan's enemies, and Dylan shoved me forward hard.

"You take a few blades for us first. You can't feel pain anyway."

I couldn't get out of the way. The knife drove into my body, and an enormous pain tore straight through me.

And it hit me all at once that my rare condition seemed to be gone.

……

My hand went to the wound on instinct, and warm blood welled up through my fingers.

The kidnapper who'd stabbed me saw that he'd actually cut someone open, screamed, staggered back a step, and turned and ran.

The pain dropped me. I went down on my knees with a thud.

"Dylan, help me……"

I curled around the wound on the ground, drowning in despair.

Dylan was already shielding Jade Matthews, getting ready to leave.

He heard me and turned to look.

"Enough. Drop the act. You can't feel a thing. One little stab, all you're doing is bleeding a bit."

"No, Dylan, I think I'm cured, it really hurts……"

I looked at him and forced myself to sit up, trying to make him see my stomach, still bleeding.

But right then Jade, tucked against Dylan's chest, let out two soft moans, biting down like she was enduring something.

Dylan grabbed her hand in a panic and checked it over, and finally he saw it—a small patch of skin scraped raw on the back of her hand.

"Jade, what happened? You scraped off this much and just held it in without saying a word?"

Watching the panic on his face, my chest twisted with pain, wave after wave.

Jade shook her head, eyes red. "I'm fine. Help my sister first."

"She doesn't look… good……"

She finished the sentence and moaned again, and that was it for Dylan. He scooped her up in his arms and held her tight against him.

I pressed the wound and shook, letting out a few low groans.

Dylan looked at me with disgust all over his face.

"You know Jade's pain is hundreds of times what a normal person feels, and you still want to compete with her for attention right now? You can't even feel pain. Would it kill you to grit your teeth for once?"

With that, he strode off with Jade in his arms.

I curled up on the floor. My body was going colder and colder, and watching Dylan's back shrink into the distance, I managed to dig out my phone and dial my mother.

But the second the call connected, I heard her anxious voice.

"What are you calling for now? Your sister scraped her skin and she's in the hospital. I have to go take care of her. If it's nothing important, don't call me."

I opened my mouth, but the pain choked the words before I could get them out, and my mother hung up.

When I called back, her phone wouldn't connect at all.

I lay there on the ground, out of hope, unable to hold on any longer, and let my eyes fall shut.

Right before they closed, I saw a few young people rushing toward me from a car.

When I woke again, I was in a hospital.

A passing car had brought me in. By sheer luck, I'd survived.

My parents didn't come to see me until the next day.

They'd spent the whole of yesterday beside Jade, together with Dylan.

My mother looked at how pale and weak I was, and there was no ache in her face. She only sighed.

"You really are lucky. Even taking a knife, you can't feel a thing."

"You've got it so much better than your sister. She'd faint from the pain of a little scrape."

"If only that little scrape of hers could've landed on you instead."

I closed my eyes and laid my hand over the wound on my stomach.

The doctor had stitched it. The anesthetic had worn off, and the pain came in waves, hammering at my nerves.

But for a moment I couldn't tell which hurt more, the wound or the place in my chest.

I gave a bitter laugh. Just as I was about to say my rare disease was gone, Jade appeared in the doorway of my room, a food container in her hands and her eyes red.

The second my mother saw her, worry flooded her face.

"Oh, my poor baby, does the wound still hurt? You're not well, why are you out of bed?"

"Mom, my wound's almost healed. Yesterday I owe it to my sister for taking the knife for me, or that man would've stabbed me instead."

Jade lifted the container as she spoke. "So I made a soup just for her. To thank her."

Dylan gave her a doting, admiring smile.

"She can't even feel pain. Taking a knife for you is the least she could do, and you went and made her soup on top of it."

Jade smiled, then opened the container, scooped up a spoonful of soup, and brought it to my lips.

As it neared, I felt the heat rising off it.

She pushed the soup straight to my mouth. I flinched from the burn, and suddenly Jade jerked hard, and the whole bowl fell to the floor.

The scalding soup splashed across her calf. She screamed and stumbled back a few steps.

The next second, Dylan's palm came down hard across my face.

"Sophia Matthews!"

He stared at me through gritted teeth. "What do you think you're doing! Do you have any idea how much pain Jade's in from being burned like that!"

"Jade made you soup out of the goodness of her heart and brought it all the way here, and you ungrateful thing actually dared to repay her like this!"

My cheek stung and burned. I held it and looked over at Jade. She was hunched over, sobbing, the picture of someone wronged.

"I didn't. The soup was too hot just now, I never touched her, I—"

"Liar! You can't feel pain at all. You knocked that soup over on purpose to get back at Jade!"

"Dylan, I told you, my illness is gone. I can feel pain now—"

Looking at the disgust on his face, my tears fell before I could stop them, my voice thick and breaking. "Yesterday, when you shoved me toward that kidnapper, when the knife went into me, I felt it hurt—"

"Enough!"

Mom cut me off, Jade wrapped in her arms.

"Sophia Matthews, how did I ever raise a daughter as vicious as you? Your sister went missing as a child. Do you have any idea what she suffered?"

"You can't feel pain. When there's danger, protecting your sister is the least you can do. And now, just to fight her for attention, you actually have the nerve to claim you're cured!"

"Mom, don't blame my sister. It's all my fault. If they'd never found me, none of this would have happened. Then I wouldn't have come between you and your daughter."

Her tears looked so genuine. And when she lifted her hand to wipe them away, she made sure everyone caught the bandage on her finger.

Dylan didn't miss it. He caught her hand gently in his.

"What is this? How did you hurt yourself again?"

"It's nothing. I was just making soup for my sister when—"

She pulled her hand back. "Dylan, I only wanted to do something nice for her. And in the end I made a chicken soup she doesn't even like."

His face went dark in an instant.

He hauled me off the hospital bed without a word.

He pointed at the soup splattered across the floor and roared at me, low and hard:

"Drink it!"

I hit the floor. The wound in my stomach tore open, the pain boring straight through me.

I tilted my head up at him. "How am I supposed to drink it? It's all spilled!"

"Do you not have a tongue? Jade slaved over that soup for you. She cut her own finger doing it! You are going to lick every drop of it off that floor today!"

Watching Dylan lose his mind like this, I looked to my parents for help.

Dad, who hadn't said a word, gave a cold snort, his eyes freezing on me.

"About time you learned a lesson. We raised you too well, spoiled you rotten. That's the only reason you'd dare act like this."

The moment he finished, Dylan lunged forward and shoved my head down into the soup.

The spill on the floor reeked of grease. I thrashed against him, every part of me on fire.

He only stopped when he saw the fresh blood seeping from my wound, torn wider by the struggle.

Something complicated flickered through his eyes.

Then he stood and looked down at me from above.

"I'll give you two choices. One, kneel and apologize to Jade, admit you were wrong. Two, lick this soup off the floor yourself."

I raised my head out of the grease, a complete wreck, and looked at the four of them standing over me. Jade, curled into Mom's arms, flashed me a taunting little smile.

I let out a cold laugh. Then I bent down and, in that humiliation, opened my mouth and ate a piece of chicken that had landed by my foot.

Dylan clenched his fist and kicked the food container clear across the floor.

"You stubborn fool!"

Mom's fingers were shaking with rage. "You'd rather eat filth off the floor than apologize to your own sister!"

"Mom, it's all right. It's all my fault."

Jade shook her head and sobbed into Mom's arms.

I stayed sprawled on the floor, head hanging for a long time. In the end I heard Dad throw out one last line: "We spoiled you rotten, that's what we did!"

They all left. Only I was left there, wound split open, lying wretched in a mess of spilled soup and filth.

I don't know how long I held myself in that position, face to the floor.

It was the nurse, coming to check the rooms, who finally helped me up and arranged for a doctor to restitch the wound.

Once everything in the room had been dealt with, I took out my phone and dialed a number an ocean away.