Raven's POV
As the light beamed through my blinds it made my eyes sting. They were so sore and even with my wolf helping me heal it wasn't enough. Every smack he delivered was brutal, leaving no skin untouched. When I was younger it would only be places that could be hidden under clothes, but once I received my wolf all that changed. He stopped caring where the marks were knowing after a day or two, they would be gone.
"Ahh please stop" I whimpered as I was ripped from my bed. My head hitting the wooden post before hitting the floor. I hadn't even heard him come in.
"How many times did I tell you. You were to be up and ready by 9am" the spit landed on my face as he spoke. It took everything I had not to cry and not to cringe knowing it wouldn't do me any good.
"I'm sorry" was all I found myself able to mumble before his fist connected with my jaw making me cry out. He hit hard but at least he didn't break it this time.
"You fucking look at me when you speak. Not the fucking floor" I braced myself for the next smack only it never came. Instead, he looked at me with pure disgust before leaving my room.
When I was sure he had gone I carried myself to the door quickly shutting and locking it. I hated it here. I hated him. Fathers are supposed to love, cherish, and protect their daughters, but not him. It was no wonder my mother took her own life. I only wished she had taken mine to and not left me in his care. Pft care... certainly not what I could call it. My mother went when I was sixteen after finding out what my father truly was capable of.
When I was younger all I wanted was to travel the world, to be free of this shit storm of a life. I wanted to live, to have fun and to see what life actually had to offer. The majority of she-wolves couldn't wait to find their mates. To have that fairy-tale romance and happily ever after, but not me. No, I didn't want a mate and if ever I crossed paths with him, I'd run. I'd run as far and fast as my legs could carry me. I knew not all mates were bad, but after seeing the hell my dad put my mother through I sure as hell wasn't going to take any chances.
Four hours later...
"Mate" my stomach churned as he spoke those words. I never in my lifetime wanted to hear them. Out of the corner of my eye I could see him watching me, studying me and daring me to return his gaze. Alpha Mykel was said to be a good man though many had spoken of his temper, rumours were constantly going around that when he lost it people lost their lives. Then again, they could just be rumours. Alpha Mykel already had his Luna; he was fated to Luna Lilith, so this had to have been some fucked up joke. I could see the hurt on her face even though she masked it well. I was a master of plastering a fake smile on to. Only the one thing that confused me was that I didn't sense any jealousy or hate coming from her. I had always been good at reading people and nine times out of ten I was right. Luna Lilith, I hadn't heard much about, no one had. Except for the knowledge she was beautiful, nothing else was known.
I mean how the fuck could this happen. I was already planning my escape from the maniac my father planned on giving me to. A filthy perv that couldn't keep his hands to himself. My father had let him stay in my room several times before. No matter how much I protested he didn't stop him. My father said he could do what he wanted with me for I was to be his. I can still remember the first time he touched me. It was my seventeenth birthday and he wanted to give me the gift of all gifts. That night he raped me, he took my innocence, my sanity and my dignity all in one go. I can remember the smell of his coffee laced breath as he breathed down my neck before forcing his tongue into my mouth. A memory that would forever be imprinted in my brain. Benjamin was the king of scum. And now I would be forced to escape another. My mate. The moment I stepped out of the car I had caught his scent. He smelt like a fresh summer's day. You know that smell you get once the grass has been freshly cut. I had hoped I was wrong, that it wasn't my mate. However, the closer we got to the pack house the stronger the scent became. I argued and pleaded with my father to let me skip the meeting, but he insisted Benjamin would want to see me. That it would improve his mood and he would without doubt sign an alliance with him.
When it came time to break, I felt relieved. My father had sat me between him and Benjamin making it abundantly clear it was him I had been promised too. Since Alpha Mykel revealed I was his mate, Benjamin had been constantly stroking my inner thigh. Twice he tried to slip his fingers into my panties and only when Luna Lilith caught him, did he stop. My father had dragged me to the room in which I'd be staying while here, and once I'd realised I had the room to myself for the night I let out the breath I'd been holding. I laid on the bed trying to process everything that had happened when a soft knock came from the door. I didn't need to see who was there for I could tell by his scent. The moment I opened the door he walked in and with inhuman speed pushed me up against the wall.
"Mine" he growled into my neck as he inhaled my scent. My heart fluttered wanting him to take me and claim me as his all while my head screamed and shouted for me to run. I froze where I stood, my body paralysed under his touch. Sparks ignited over my skin and no matter how hard I tried to fight the feeling of bliss it was utterly useless. He gripped my chin and forced me to look at him. His eyes were a gorgeously deep shade of brown. His flawless face and strong jaw... come on Raven snap out of it. I bought my hands to his chest fully intent of pushing him away, giving him the whole how dare you speech. That was until his lips smashed into my own. He sucked on my lower lip before using his tongue to wrestle my own. Damn this kiss was good, nothing like the ones Benjamin had forced me to endure.
Flashbacks of that beast touching me entered my mind, my wolf coming forwards and doing what I couldn't. A look of hurt and rejection flashed in his eyes. A pang of guilt instantly rose within me.
"I... I'm Alpha Mykel. What's your name?" Don't do it Raven, don't tell him just keep that big mouth of yours shut. My head was screaming at me but like word vomit it just came out.
"Raven"
"Well Raven, it's a pleasure to meet you. I'm sure your confused and scared but I assure you there's no need to be"
"You have to go... please. Please if he catches you in here with me, he'll..." My hands began to tremble as fear of what my father would do should he catch Alpha Mykel here began to take hold.
"He'll what?" Shit me and my mouth really were my own downfall sometimes.
"Nothing. Just please forget I've said anything and leave. You heard what was said, I'm to be with someone else"
"Yeh me. Your fated to me and that's how it's going to stay. Whoever else thinks they have some moronic claim for you can come see me" hearing footsteps leading to my room my heart rate spiked. I would recognise that shuffle walk anywhere.
"Excuse me? What's going on in here?" Benjamin stood in the doorway his lips twitching as he watched Alpha Mykel and me.
"Benjamin leave, she's no longer your concern" Alpha Mykel's eyes never once left my own.
"Oh, but it does. Her father has promised her to me isn't that right pumpkin"
Lilith's POV
Nothing had gone as I had imagined it. Never in a million years did I expect Mykel to be blessed with two mates. Though I meant what I said. I wouldn't stand in his way. I wouldn't be the reason he didn't claim her, I just couldn't do that to him. During the meeting I could tell how uncomfortable the poor girl felt and only when I walked to the bar, did I realise why. Benjamin's large hands were slowly sliding up and down her inner thigh before slipping his fingers under her skirt. Seeing her tense made my stomach churn, so taking a deep breath I turned to face him before telling him to keep his hands to himself in front of the entire room. This man really had no shame. He was well aware of her being fated to my mate, yet he still touched. Though I don't know why it shocked me because he had tried to rape me in the past.
"Lilith are you ok?"
"Hmm yes sorry just thinking. After all the planning and the build up that led to today, I never saw this coming" Picking up my gin and tonic I took a large gulp, it was a double and burned as it went down.
"Woah slow down there girl. I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through right now, but I know getting drunk isn't the answer. We still have a full afternoon of men throwing their weight around to get through." I knew Ruth was right, but right now I just needed an escape. "Look, Mykel seems like a great guy, and from what I've heard he's a lot like his father when it comes to being alpha"
"You've got that right. He'd defend us, defend Lil until his last breath" My eyes darted to the table behind me. I had completely forgotten Elijah was here.
"I'll tell you what I've told Mykel. I will stand by him whatever decision he makes. He's my mate and I love him" It was then I realised what I needed to do. "Look I'll see you later I've got something I need to do" Ruth just offered me a sympathetic yet knowing smile as I stood to leave. I didn't bother saying goodbye to Elijah knowing full well he'd be following me anyway.
Walking up the stairs that led to the guest rooms I stopped when I reached the door I needed. Taking a deep breath, I knocked. After a few seconds the door opened and standing there with puffy eyes was Mykel's second mate. Turning to look at Elijah, I asked him to wait outside to which he nodded and turned his back to the door.
"Are you ok?" stupid thing to ask when she clearly wasn't, but right now I found myself dumbstruck.
"I am and Luna I'm sorry for all the chaos this has had to have caused you. I swear it wasn't my intention to come and take your mate from you" I could here her heart racing, did she truly thing I was angry at her? That I would hurt her?
"Calm down, you've nothing to apologise for. How could you have possibly known you would be fated to my mate. It's rare yes, but it does happen. What's your name?" I walked over to her bed and sat on the edge patting the space beside me.
"Raven. My father is Alpha of the Blood Moon Pack" Her voice was so soft though I could here the nervousness in her voice.
"Well Raven its nice to meet you. I'm Lilith, Luna to the Mountain Forest Pack. So, are you going to tell me what's got you so upset?"
"What hasn't. My father is using me to secure an ally and the Alpha he's promised me to, is a disgusting pig" My heart broke for the girl, she didn't look much younger than me yet her whole world had seemed full of hurt and regret.
"Which Alpha? Benjamin?" I had a feeling that he was the one she was referring to, yet I wasn't entirely sure. When I spoke his name, her face fell telling me my gut instinct was right.
"How did you know?" Her eyes once again beginning to water.
"The fact your father placed you next to him and didn't bother to tell him off for his wandering hands was a bit of a giveaway. That man truly is disgusting. He's the reason Elijah my beta is hot on my trail today"
"What did he do?" The tone of her voice told me she was well aware of what Benjamin was capable of.
"He tried to rape me last year. He even went as far as to spike Elijah's sister Amy. She lost her pregnancy as a result. Has he done anything to you? That you didn't want I mean. I know you don't know me, but I promise you can trust me. Whatever you tell me won't leave this room. Its your life and not for me to tell" Her eyes studied me for a while as if trying to decide whether or not she should divulge any information to someone she'd just met. Finally, she let out a deep breath and looked directly at the floor. It was clear something had happened by her body language, that and the look of shame on her face.
"When I was seventeen my father allowed him to stay at our pack house for the night. When everyone was asleep, he came into my room and he... he raped me." Her eyes brimmed with tears as she remembered that night. "I tried to scream, to fight him off but he was too strong. Every time I opened my mouth to call for help, he would muffle out the noise with his own mouth. I still can't stand the smell of coffee for it reminds me of him. When he was done, he told me I was his, that I now belonged to him. That no one would want me since I was no longer pure. I was so humiliated, my body responded to him, and I orgasmed. I fucking orgasmed. How fucked up is that?" Raven stood from the bed her hands either side of her head before wiping her eyes and focusing back on me as she sat back down. "When he left my room, I ran into my bathroom and after setting the shower to hot I got in. I needed to burn him off my skin. I watched as the blood from my virginity and his roughness ran down the drain. He hadn't been gentle at all and when he thrusted into my ass it split. I was in such agony, and he didn't care. The more I cried the harder he fucked me. He said it spurred him on and that it pleased him to know only he would ever be able to do it to me. The next morning, I ran to my father, I told him what happened, begged him to make Benjamin leave. But do you know what he did? He smiled and told me it didn't matter. That once the treaty alliance was signed, I would be his anyway so I should just let it go and get on with it" Raven burst into tears as she buried her head in her knees. How could her father just allow someone, anyone to violate their daughter in such a viscous and degrading way? My heart broke for her, she had suffered something no woman should ever have to endure. Flinging my arms around her I bought her head to my chest and held her tight. She needed to know she wasn't alone anymore, that she had someone to help her fight the battles she couldn't face. After a few minutes her crying stopped, and her breathing evened out. Pulling away from me she looked at me as if trying to decipher whether or not I had an ulterior motive. "Why are you being so nice to me? Everyone is going to see me as a homewrecker, like some slut that's going to steal your mate from you"
"Oh please, that's not going to happen. I'm being nice to you because you haven't done anything wrong. You're a victim Raven. None of what has happened to you is your fault. I know a lot of she-wolves become overly jealous and possessive of their mates, but I assure you I'm not like that. I have no reason to be. I mean sure others have tried it on with Mykel, he's everything you would want in a mate. However, not once has he acted to the advances of another woman. Call him old fashioned but even growing up he believed in the sanctity of the mate bond. Mykel and I were together during school, yet we never slept together until we turned eighteen. We have only ever been together. Even when Mykel realised you were his mate, he refused to act on it without my blessing. Raven, I believe everything happens for a reason, and I'm not just saying this because I've had a drink. Well, a few drinks actually but I mean what I say. And I'm not afraid to admit I needed the help of alcohol to come and speak with you" Raven leaned in a placed a kiss on my lips. For a split second I leaned into it and kissed her back, but quickly pulled back away.