Chapter 3 - I Bet You Think About Me 

Kourtney’s POV

Rush took my hand so we could walk together to where we were supposed to eat breakfast. As we got closer and closer I could hear the noise of women from somewhere. Someone was talking loudly and another one was laughing. They sound so happy. I wonder what is happening in that part of the house?

Until we entered my dining area of ​​the Forgers, there I saw that they had three women with them and Travis was already there with the women.

I immediately felt disappointed seeing Travis here with this girl who obviously likes him! I just don't understand why I have to feel disappointed seeing this.  

He was sitting there on the left side of the table and had a blonde -haired woman next to him. One of his hands was spread on the back of the chair of the woman next to him. 

I also watched how the woman tried to pour toasted bread on his lips but he didn't want to open his mouth. Good thing! I yell inside my head.  I don't know but I suddenly lost the hunger I felt before and lost my appetite for breakfast.

If I wouldn't just look and sound rude I'd like to say I lost my appetite and I want to go back in my room to Rush and will just wait for Mom and Dad to eat breakfast.

"You can sit here, next to me, Kourt." Noah told me, so I diverted my attention from watching Travis and the woman with him, which I'm sure is his girlfriend. The girl was sweet to him so I'm sure they're in a relationship.

"Oh. Hello, little girl. What's your name?" The short haired woman who was also sitting on the same row where I am asked me.

Noah just mentioned my name. did she not hear it? Or is she not paying attention to the reason why she's asking the same question? Urgh! I seriously want to roll my eyes on her now! So, she would know she's annoying! But I can't! Travis will see it and I'm sure he won't like it and might think that because I am the only child I am spoiled by my parents! 

So I immediately decided to play nice for now. I smiled sweetly at the woman and then I answered her question politely.

"Is she one of your cousins?" The woman next to Travis asked next. I don't understand but even though I don't know her, just by hearing her voice I'm annoyed with her. I don't understand how is that possible!

This is really what I don't understand. I don't want Travis to be disappointed in me. Even if we barely know each other, I prefer that he likes me. I would be upset with myself if I did something he didn't like.

As I sit there with them having our breakfast, I can't stop thinking about Travis and Chiffon, that's his girlfriend's name. I also met the other two girls, which I am not sure if they are in a relationship with Noah and Rush.

They all gave me a friendly smile when I was introduced with the girls, however I'm no longer in the mood, so I just nodded to them all and decided to focus on eating my breakfast. 

In my peripheral version, I saw how Travis and Chiffon flirted, which made my mood even lower.

Chiffon brings her face closer to Travis and then she tries to kiss him on the lips but Travis will look the other way so she can only kiss his cheeks. Chiffon was almost on Travis' lap sitting and neither of any of these adults I am with, didn't even care what these two were doing. How annoying! 

Until I didn't even notice that they had all finished eating and I was the only one who didn't.

"Don't you like the food, Kourtney?" Gradually, I lifted my head when I heard Travis' voice. Like yesterday, there was no trace of any emotion in his voice and when I looked him in the eyes, the expression in his eyes was also blank.

I'm not sure if he's asking me that because he cares or he's just curious why I took so long to eat.

But it was only then that I awoke to deep thinking about him and Chiffon.

When I also looked at my plate, I noticed that I had only reduced almost one -fourth of my food.

"Would you like me to request the Chef to cook other food for you? What would you like to eat?" Travis asked me another question. If I tell me what food I want he might think I'm a picky eater so I'm not going to do that! As a response to his few questions I shook my head. 

 "I'm okay here! I'm just really a slow eater!" I nervously answered him, because I feel like he's not satisfied with me just shaking my head as an answer.  

"Let's go to the beach!" Chiffon said excitedly and then he clung to Travis' arm. 

I was immediately irritated by what Chiffon said. Why would they leave me here alone?! That's rude! Can't they wait for me atleast?! I wanted to roll my eyes but Travis is watching me, carefully. So, I need to be careful with my actions. 

"Kourtney can just follow, she can go with one of the helpers." Linlin added, she is Noah's partner.

 "Just let her go with the helpers later to follow us, let's go!" Charlotte said again that irritated me more but I didn't say a word.

Instead, I tightened my grip on the spoon I was holding and then scooped up a large mouthful of rice and put it in my mouth then chewed the rice into my mouth with so much resentment. 

Until the dining area gradually became quiet, I really thought they were all left, that's why I released the resentment I was holding back earlier. I was carried away. I can't stop myself from voicing out what I am feeling and supposed to say earlier. 

"You old hags thought I wanted to come with you, well for your information I don't want to hang out with old people! Especially you Witches!" Then I imagined the faces of the three witches! And roll my eyes! 

Aside from the Forgers party we went to here, Daddy's other goal was to get a business deal with the Forgers.

However, I haven’t even recovered from the irritation I feel out of nowhere. I heard a crackling sound. What the hell was that?! The first question pops up at the end!

I immediately felt scared and thought that there might be a ghost at the Forgers' house! 

Urgh! Now I keep regretting why I was left alone here, not even a single helper came back to check on me! Maybe they thought the Forgers brothers would take care of me! But hell no, they're busy taking care of those old hags! 

Seriously, if there is a ghost here, I will report this to Mom and Dad and tell them that the Forgers brother's let me stay here alone to attend to their girlfriends! 

I'm going to ask Mom and Dad to go home and won't care about the party. I'm about to throw these plates, glasses and spoons at the ghost at my back as I'm feeling so scared at the same time however I still manage to gather the courage to look behind me, I would have been ready to shout just in case my plan messed up, like hello this is going to be the first time I am about to see a real ghost! And I am not effin' excited at all! I am so damn scared! FML!

However, my plan was hung in the air when I saw that Travis was the only one behind me who made the tiny crackle!

He was leaning against the wall and his two arms were crossed on his chest and he was looking at me without emotion, as usual. But still manage to look cool and very attractive at the same time.

I was astonished by his presence and confused on why he is here right now. 

I thought he left with his siblings with their girlfriends to go to the beach? So, why is he here right now? And now I could not stop myself from standing on the seat where I am sitting and then I walked closer to him.

Since he is just a few steps away from me, when I was able to make it in front of him, I also crossed my arms as a sign I am not happy to see him here! I also raised one of my eyebrows.

"Why are you here? I thought you went down with those Witches-" I was then shaken by the realization that I had slipped into calling the women with them witches. I cast a curse on my mind and then continued what I was saying. 

At the same time, I watched how his lips rose to form a smirk. 

"Uhmm, I mean your friends and your girlfriend. Why are you not with them on the beach?!" He wasn't even affected by my behaviour and remained in his former position leaning against the wall. It even feels like he is not affected by my bratty attitude. 

"I'm waiting for you to finish your breakfast." He simply answered me. My mouth fell open in shock. I wanted to talk back but seriously even one word won't come out of my mouth. 

"I-I can manage. I'm a big girl now!" I answered him, at the same time feeling a little nervous. I didn't get an answer from him but it was obvious from his facial reaction that he didn't believe what I said.

"So, you can go now and hang out with your girlfriend!" I added without thinking twice about how rude I sounded. 

"You don't want to be left alone..." He said meaningfully and that's when my tears triggered, I could feel them in the corner of my eyes and any moment from now I am sure they would fall in my eyes. If I cry in front of him he would think even more that I can't manage and it's true that I can't handle being left alone! He will be turned off at me, for sure and I don't want that to happen!

Crying in front of him, will make him think I am still a child who needs so much care from adults around me. 

Instead, my heart started to beat faster than its usual beat for reasons I don't know. 

I am sure he noticed that I was about to cry so he adjusted his position, from him leaning against the wall, he stood straight then put his two hands in both side pockets of his shorts, and then took a few steps to make it in front of me. 

I bent down and then put two hands on my face to hide my face full of tears because of crying. 

And because my fingers have a bit of a gap covering my face, I can still see exactly what he's going to do.

He knelt with one of his knees so that we would be the same height.

As our eyes met, I am slowly falling to his deep look he is giving to me right now. I feel clueless, nervous and excited at the same time. This mixed emotions inside me makes my heart beat faster than earlier and makes my chest hurt at the same time. This feeling I have for Travis is confusing. It also made me forget that he can clearly see my face wet with tears from my crying. It makes me not care anymore about whatever is happening and going to happen. 

But seriously on the other hand, I badly wanted to know how I can stop my heart from beating so fast every time I have an interaction with Travis. This is not good for me. I feel like behind my fast heartbeat I have a strong feeling that it is just for Travis. I just hope I don’t get hurt or be in trouble for whatever I am feeling for him.

Since this only happens when I'm with Travis. Maybe next time I need to be careful and instead of crossing paths with him, maybe I have to start avoiding him.

"You can tell me anything and I will make a way for me to do what you want. Whether it's hard or easy." He softly told me that he wiped my tears using his thumb. I can also feel like the world stopped spinning because of what he said. I also felt like I became deaf because I could hear nothing but Travis' voice. Is that even possible? I'm not sure. I don't know.

Then I feel like I became a statue after him wiping my tears. 

I stood straight in front of him while looking directly at his face or into his eyes, while he was still kneeling on one of his knees in front of me so that we were the same height.

Now I feel like I'm one of the Disney Princesses and I'm facing Prince Charming and it feels like I'm in my own fairy tale. Then he would tell me that whatever I wanted he would do whether it's hard or easy. I feel like I want to just go back to my room, hide my face in one of my pillows and then I'll shout out loud because of so much happiness. Because of Travis. 

And at that very moment, I realized that he was not like Rush and Noah.

I mean he's never going to be like a big brother to me, like Rush and Noah. He will never be my older brother. Never in this lifetime. There is something else in him that tells my young heart that he can never be my big brother.

After my weird experience with Travis, Mom and Dad came with the Forger couple, and then there, they saw me crying. So I was approached immediately by my parents, while Travis explained to them what happened.

"I'm sorry Travis. It's embarrassing that you are the one left to attend to Kourtney's tantrums." Dad picked me up while Travis got up from his knees.

"It's okay Tita. I should be the one to apologize, Kourtney wouldn't have cried if I hadn't surprised her. I'm waiting for her to finish eating and she didn't know I was still here so she thought I was a ghost." Mrs Forger laughed at what her son said and then told me, 

"Don't worry Kourtney, baby there's no ghost in here." 

While the helpers were arranging the dining table for the Forger couple and Mom and Dad to eat breakfast there, Travis still stayed with us which I just couldn't understand.

Earlier, the girls with him were excited to go to the seashore so I'm sure he was too. So why is he still here? I wanted to ask him, I just didn't dare to voice out my curiosity.

It's good though that Mom is here because it was Mom who asked Travis.

"Travis, where are your siblings and friends?"

"On the beach Tita." Mom and Mrs Forger were shocked at the same time Mrs Forger spoke before Mom could.

Chapter 4

Kourtney's POV

"Oh why are you still here? Are you not going to the beach as well?" Travis didn't answer but he looked at where I was sitting, and our parents followed where he was looking.

Our gaze met immediately and this time I had the strength to avert my gaze. It looks like Mom immediately understands what Travis means so she's the one who spoke on my behalf.

"Oh, did Kourtney tell you she wanted to join you going to the seashore?" And then Mom started combing my hair. I bit my lower lip, and I didn't tell Travis that I wanted to go to the sea, but if he's going to base it on the behavior I showed him earlier, I'm sure he knew that I really wanted to go to the beach.

The more I couldn't look at Travis out of embarrassment. That's why I was so shocked when he said,

"If it's okay with you Tito and Tita I'll take Kourtney with me so she can go for a walk on the beach with me while the weather isn't hot yet."

I thought it was the first and last summer that I would be with the Forger family but I was wrong.

A week before the end of the school year while I was having dinner with Mom and Dad, Dad suddenly opened a topic that surprised me. Forgers are always mentioned in my parents 'conversations but this time the suffix names of the Forgers in my parents' conversations are not about business.

"We're invited again to the Forgers' party next week." I immediately felt excitement at what Dad said. It's been almost a year since I saw the Forger guys.

And by the way, the reason why they have a party every summer at the Forgers' mansion is because it's a thanks giving party for all their business partners. Since the Forgers got a big empire and they are one of the richest families here in the Philippines.

Oh my God! I will see him again, I shake my head one after another because of the weird thought that crossed my mind, as I saw Travis' image in my mind. What I really mean is I'll see the Forger brothers again! So, I'm feeling excited.

I'll let Rush and Noah know that I grew taller from the few months we didn't meet. Last summer, they always teased me that my height is very small for my age.

What they didn't know was that I am one of the tallest girls in our class. I just look small in their eyes because they are old and they are naturally tall.

And based on my observation, they inherited their height from Mr Forger but Mrs Forger is also a tall woman.

We tried to invite the Forgers to my tenth birthday in December last year but they couldn't come, Rush is in Canada and is busy taking care of their new branch there.

Noah, on the other hand, is in the Philippines but can't come because he is also busy with his Master's and at the same time working as one of the board members of the main branch of their company.

The Forger couple were also on a business trip in the US and will be back after the new year in the Philippines, however, they sent me a gift.

I got a beautiful dress from the Forger couple, it's a Chanel dress. It came from the US and was shipped by their personal shopper just to make sure I'll receive it on or before my birthday.

Oh my God! I will see him again, I shake my head one after another because of the weird thought that crossed my mind, as I saw Travis' image in my mind. What I really mean is I'll see the Forger brothers again! So, I'm feeling excited.

I'll let Rush and Noah know that I grew taller from the few months we didn't meet. Last summer, they always teased me that my height is very small for my age.

What they didn't know was that I am one of the tallest girls in our class. I just look small in their eyes because they are old and they are naturally tall.

And based on my observation, they inherited their height from Mr Forger but Mrs Forger is also a tall woman.

We tried to invite the Forgers to my tenth birthday in December last year but they couldn't come, Rush is in Canada and is busy taking care of their new branch there.

Noah, on the other hand, is in the Philippines but can't come because he is also busy with his Master's and at the same time working as one of the board members of the main branch of their company.

The Forger couple were also on a business trip in the US and will be back after the new year in the Philippines, however, they sent me a gift.

I got a beautiful dress from the Forger couple, it's a Chanel dress. It came from the US and was shipped by their personal shopper just to make sure I'll receive it on or before my birthday.

And to be honest I love the dress they sent, not because it came from an expensive brand. I like the design because I look like a young lady and that's also what I mostly get when our guests approach me, to greet me with a happy birthday. Most of my classmates were also there and they said the same thing.

My parents' other business partners even thought I was thirteen years old so they were shocked to find out that I am only ten years old. Wearing that Chanel dress on my birthday is the best decision I made.

And oh, about Travis is also busy at school, he is a college student, however, he will soon finish school and aside from that, I heard from Dad, when he and Mom were talking about the Forgers that even Travis was still in school when there is no class or during weekends he is reviewing the other business proposals that were passed to their company.

"When are we going to their mansion Dad?" I asked excitedly so I got Mom and Dad's attention.

"I'm still thinking about it, you know I'm also busy with our growing business right now." It all started when the business partners of the Forger saw Dad at their party, some of their business partners already contacted Dad to become part of their board members while others are contacting Dad to build their house, or since he is an Engineer they ask Dad to supervise building projects for their started or growing business.

However, what I don't understand is that even though my family seems to be close to the Forger family, they still haven't hired Dad as one of their Engineers, in one of the Forgers' big projects or invited him to be part of their board members.

"But Dad, the Forgers might think that we're no longer interested in being their business partner if we skip their party this Summer." And then I made puppy eyes as I looked at Mom and Dad.

Dad looked at me intently until after a few minutes, he sighed and finally nodded.

My eyes widened in excitement as I smiled.

"I love you so, so much Dad! I love Mom and you a lot!"

And then there, before the end of that night, I was so happy because Mom and Dad and I had planned that I'll go first to the Forgers' mansion this weekend. I'm super excited that when we get home, I go straight to my room to fix the things I'm going to bring this weekend.

The days passed quickly when I woke up the next day, it was the day I was leaving to go to the Forgers and even though it had been a long trip for me, I didn’t even feel tired during the whole trip. It was already dark when I arrived at the Forgers' mansion, because I was in traffic in Manila and that traffic took a lot of time. That part is annoying but that's Manila.

When we parked our car, I immediately heard loud laughter out of nowhere, like last year, helpers lined up at the entrance of the mansion for my arrival, however there were only a few of the helpers. It wasn’t like before that all the helpers were there to greet me, and Mom and Dad.

Anyway, it's not a big deal. But where are the Forger brothers? That question is for myself, which was answered immediately when I heard a series of cheers for Travis' name. What's happening? It sounds like there's a mini party going on somewhere. Their cheers to Travis name sound excited and happy at the same time.

I just can't recognize those voices cheering Travis' name. The voices are all new to me. It looks like apart from me, they already have visitors... like the three girls from last year.

I wonder who are their guests for tonight? Are there more women or men? It can't be all women only because I can clearly hear guys' voices in the background. And then suddenly there was a flashback in my mind of what happened last year.

Where the Forger siblings have three female guests.

- Flashback -

"Oh, she's with you already?" Chiffon asked Travis and her voice sounded unhappily. It's clear she's disappointed to see me here. Travis didn't answer her while I shifted my gaze between the two of them. Chiffon even looked around as if she was looking for something or maybe someone. What is she looking for anyway? And then she said,

"How can we enjoy our time here, if she's with us and one is watching over her?" She said as she slowly approached Travis and then she took Travis' free hand and I watched how she slowly squeezed Travis' palm. As I watch what she did, it feels like a sore in my eyes. I noticed Travis taking back his palm and then he turned his gaze to me again. Our eyes immediately met.

Anyway, little by little I am getting used to our eye to eye contact and I can now handle the fast heartbeat of my heart.

"Would you like to go there on the bridge?" He asked me using his gentle voice. My eyes widened with excitement, because that bridge is also another reason why I wanted to go to the seashore. It's a bit long and you can be taken to a relatively deep part of the ocean without getting your feet or clothes wet, you can even do site seeing there because it has a resting place at the end.

I nodded twice while smiling at Travis. As excitement still visible in my facial reaction.

"Then let's go there." I wanted to hug me because of so much happiness I am feeling right now, however it would be awkward for me because I got this 'weird' feeling for him that I can't feel for Rush and Noah. As I said last time, I don't see him as one of my big brothers.

And then I feel like I am losing my mind, when he took my hand, intertwined it with his and then we started walking towards the bridge.

I feel like I am dreaming right now, to hold Travis' hand never crossed my mind but now it is happening! I am screaming inside my head because of so much delight. I can feel the softness of his palms even though his fingers are big.

"Travis what about me? Will you leave me here alone?" Chiffon asked him annoyed but he ignored it.

"Travis!" Chiffon called his name in a yelling tone, since we are not yet that far from her, we can still hear what she was saying.

"You can call helpers to accompany that little girl to the bridge! Come here and let us join the girls and your brothers!" She demanded. My feet immediately stopped walking in so much annoyance! She called me again 'little girl! How annoying! I couldn't help but frown.

"Just ignore her, I'll tell them later to go home," Travis said seriously that I was shocked and I can't help but say,

"But she's your girlfriend, you would you send her home?"

"She's not my girlfriend, Kourtney," Travis answered him as his facial expression went blank.

- End of Flashback –

"Where are Rush and his brothers? It looks like they got a lot of visitors this time." I asked the old maiden of the Forgers house slash boss helper, Miss Hazel.

"The young Forger's girlfriends and friends." I nodded and wondered if Rush and Noah's girlfriend was still the same woman.

"They're having a drink in the garden so let's go straight to your room so you can rest before you have your dinner." She told me strictly but O wanted to see who the Forger guests were.

Chiffon and her friends were upset and they were forced to send home after eating lunch that day. They were surprised by the Forger brother's decision and confused about why they had to live as soon as possible when they were still having a good time earlier on the seashore. The girls insisted on staying but the Forger brother's decision can't be changed.

And with the kind of look that Chiffon and her friends gave me before they left I know, they blamed me for why they were sent home they just couldn’t tell it on my face.

I nodded at what Miss Hazel wanted to happen, I am thinking she would call Mom and Dad and say that I was reprimanding her. Or the worst part is she will call the Forger couple and complain about my behavior, they might even think I'm abusing their kindness because I am very welcome here to their mansion. And I never want that to happen.

But in the back of my mind there was a plan that I immediately thought of, when she left me to my room since they were going to cook dinner for me I plan to sneak out of my room and go where the Forgers are. But to make it easier I plan to check where they are first in my room's balcony.

Because in the location of my room, you can see not only the beach but also other parts of the mansion, including the garden. I just want to make sure that like Miss Hazel said the Forgers and his friends are really in the garden.

"Uhm, big sisters I'll take care of fixing my clothes." Because I saw one of the two helpers assigned to take my luggage inside my room, open one of it and it looks like they are going to move all the clothes I bought to the closet here in my room. 

Chapter 5

Kourtney's POV:

"It's okay Miss Kourt-" said one of them but before she could continue what she was going to say I preceded her to speak.

"I am trying to practice doing it on my own because that's a basic thing to do, I want to get to used fixing my things and that is also what my Mom taught me." Then I smiled at them.

But in the back of my mind, "I'm sorry Lord if I lied, I just heard that story from Anya one of my friends at school."

They both smiled and look amazed at what I had said and they were happy to know things like this about me. Finally, they asked permission to come down to help prepare my dinner and will be back to call me once my dinner is ready.

I thanked them and as soon as they left my room, I went near my luggage and continued to open it and choose a nice dress to wear before I showed up to the Forgers and their friends.

I brought out my five favourite dresses that our personal shopper bought for me. From luxury brands, there is one dress from Dior, three from Chanel and then one from Hermes.

I requested that there should be more dresses from Chanel, unfortunately, they have a limited design for little girls, so our personal shopper only got three dresses. But it's okay than nothing.

Back then I didn't care about the brand of my dresses, as long as it looked good for me I'll wear or get the dress however I found out something... something about Mrs Forger.

Mom said she loves the Chanel brand, I want her to like me so much, for I don't know the reason why yet. So, I decided to wear or do what she likes or loves for me to capture more of her attention.

In the end, the one I chose to wear is the one I often wore when I was at home, a sporty baby pink crop top and high waist jean shorts. I put on the sneakers I was also wearing to go here to the Forgers and then I went to the bathroom to wash my face, to look fresher and then I tied my long hair with a high pony tail.

Before I left my room, as I had planned, I went to the balcony to look for the Forgers. As soon as I went out again I heard loud laughter and it looked like someone was still speaking out loud too, from somewhere.

"Where are you guys?" I said to myself and then I looked to my left where the garden is since I remember Miss Hazel said earlier they were in the garden.

And she was right, the Forgers and their friends were there.

The Forgers got a lot of friends I must say, it's a mix of men and women gathering together and having fun. Some laugh at the same time and some laugh in chorus. It looks like someone is telling a joke, as they sit on the large round wooden table, lots of food and a few bottles I also saw on the table. It looks like there are alcohol and soft drinks and other kinds of drinks. There is also a bonfire on the side, to keep them warm for sure.

My eyes immediately found Rush and Noah but I am having a hard time looking for the guy I wanted to see the most. 'Where is he?' I ask myself as I try to find him in the crowd then I heard someone say,

"Hey, Trav! That's enough make outs for tonight, it might end up to something steamy!" One man said everyone laughed after what he had said. I didn't get what the hell he was talking about so I didn't pay attention to it much. I am still busy looking for Travis. Where is he? Maybe he's back inside the house? To get food? Or maybe he's now resting in his room because based on the mess they have in the garden it looks like they have been there for some time now.

"Looks like Travis will score again tonight!" One of the Forgers brothers' friends added. Is he in some games? The reason why he is nowhere to be found?

That's when my hearing became alert. What does he mean? I asked myself confused and then I paid attention to my vision throughout the garden since I couldn't find Travis sitting there with their friends at the table.

Fortunately, I didn't bother to switch on the light here on the balcony since I didn't plan to stay longer here and so no one will know that I'm here and watching the Forgers with their friends have fun.

Until I find myself looking in the relatively dark part of their garden, at the very end of that part.

I was even nervous to see something suddenly move in the tall bushes; I remembered my experience last summer when I thought there was a ghost in the dining room but it was just Travis!

The tall bushes move like there is someone in it finding his or her way out. At first, I thought it might be a pet dog, but did the Forgets got a pet dog? I haven't seen one though. Now I'm getting confused.

And then I was surprised when I saw a woman who was just wearing a bra go out of the bushes! What the hell?! However what surprised me, even more, was the sudden fast heartbeat of my heart, that I even thought I had joined some running marathon and ran three times on the long track field. Now what the f is wrong with me?!

The woman I am seeing in the bushes is also breathless. What is she doing there? Did her friends and the Forgers know she was there? I immediately felt worried that something bad might have happened to her reason why she was there. Or maybe she's so drunk that she doesn't know what she is doing now. I have to alert the Forgers! The anxiety I am feeling was immediately replaced by the bitterness that started in my chest.

The woman was not the only one in the bushes, she was with someone. Someone I know. Not just some acquaintance that was introduced to me, but this man who is with her, is someone I know personally. Someone I admire secretly. And the man who was with him, I also know very well.

That's also where I realized why Travis' friends were cheering on him because he was doing something... or should I say what they call 'a miracle' with his woman. My heart hurts so bad right now.

Yes, I am just ten years old however I have friends at school who have big sisters at a higher grade level like Anya's big sister.

Anya's big sister is in grade six and just two years older than us and Anya told me that her sister already had two ex boyfriends and has also experienced her first kiss and second kiss.

At home, I have access to the internet and I also have my cell phone, I can search for anything using my phone and computer using the internet. I see a lot of things on the internet so I'm not that clueless about what older people do. I know the word s ex it's how people multiply. That's what my young mind knows.

Rush is fifteen years older than me, Noah is twelve years older than me and Travis is ten years older than me. While they are busy with their adult activities, here I am also busy playing some kind of girl's game. That only kids can relate.

The woman's companion in the bushes was Travis. Looks like they're not just kissing, it's more than that based on the woman's appearance. Messy hair and I'm sure if I look at her closely maybe her make up is also ruined! And her clothes...

They're doing 'it' there right now I am sure of that! And before I could hear their disgusting growls I entered my room and decided to just take a rest like what Miss Hazel wanted to happen. I also lost my appetite for dinner anyway.

I was so upset that I didn't even notice that I had fallen asleep and when I woke up and I checked my phone, it was past midnight. My stomach made a sound, as a sign that I am hungry, I caressed my stomach, hoping that my hunger would go away, but it made more sounds telling me I have to eat.

And there you go Kourtney, now you have no choice but to get up even though my eyes were still heavy and sore, for crying earlier. I plan to go down to the kitchen and then check for food that I can eat in the meantime.

I just hope there's fresh milk in the fridge that I can get to drink because I am sure, everyone is asleep since I can no longer hear any noise. And also I don't want to wake up any helper just so I can eat. I'm a big girl now and for sure there is something in the fridge that is ready to eat that I can get.

I slowly opened the door of my room and then I walked tip toe so I wouldn't make any noise, I was about to close the door of my room when I heard a deep baritone voice from behind me.

"Where are you going?" At the same time as I bit my lower lip, my heartbeat quickened. I slowly looked back at where the voice came from and when I faced my back, my face was covered with something hard and dark. What the hell is this?! However, as I recognized Travis' expensive perfume I already have an idea.

I immediately felt the hug of Travis' arm on my waist, to support me and not to fall from where I stood as both of my cheeks started to warm up because of shame and I am sure my fast is now red!

I stepped back a bit from where I was standing and that's when I noticed that my face hit Travis' chest.

"Travis!" Nervously and shocked I called his name. What is he doing here?!

He has a poker face facial expression again and has this aura that seems like he doesn't care about the people around him, or the things happening. I also noticed that he looked at my face down to my body as if he was checking me, I mean what I am wearing and then he turned his gaze back to my face.

"Where are you going?" He asked me again and before I could answer his question, he added another question.

"It's late and it's cold outside... why are you wearing clothes like that?" He asked me a little annoyed, based on the tone of his voice. I leaned against the back of my door before I answered him.

And there I remember the reason why I forgot to change my clothes earlier, I went straight to bed because I am disappointed. Disappointed with Travis. But I will never admit that I am disappointed with Travis's actions!

And there it flashed back in my mind as to why I ended up in my bed, why I choose to stay in my room rather than to see them in the garden. My heart started to beat fast again in a painful way.

Especially since I can't forget what I saw earlier about how he kissed his girlfriend and I'm pretty sure that, the girl he was with earlier is not Chiffon!

His forehead frowned and it was obvious that he was surprised at what I had done when I took a step backwards, away from him.

"Is there a problem?" He asked me using his deep baritone voice. His deep baritone voice always sounds sexy.

"N-no." I stuttered when I answered him and then I planned to re-enter my room again however my tummy keeps on vibrating and there’s a sound again, a sign that I can’t ignore my hunger! He sighed and I'm sure he knew why I’m trying to leave my room.

"Miss Hazel did tell me you don't eat dinner. You were asleep when they went up to call you for dinner."

‘Why do you care?!' I asked him in my mind.

"So you went out to eat dinner?" I can't stand my hunger anymore I can no longer focus on what Travis says.

Instead of answering his question, I walked and then I passed him to go down to the second floor and go to my kitchen. I rather look for food instead of dealing like a fool here with Travis.

"Kourtney!" He called my name again. Why is he tailing with me now? Where was the woman he kissed earlier?! Did she leave him? The reason why he's here with me, annoying the hell out of me?!

Does he know that when I'm hungry my patience is shorter.