The page he'd turned to was in my handwriting.
He stared at it for a moment, then picked the song back up.
Fourth verse. He stalled again.
Back then, whenever he stalled, I would come in under him.
Two voices, one high and one low, folding together beneath the roof of the bell-tower hall.
Today there was only his.
Hollow and thin, with no second voice to lift it or set it down.
I bent for the wooden basin and turned to go.
His phone rang by the fire pit.
He glanced down at it.
Hesitated.
Then answered.
I couldn't make out his words.
But on the other end, a woman was crying.
His voice dropped into that practiced, gentle tone I knew so well.
"Don't cry. Just tell me what's wrong."
"Let me see what I can do."
"Hey, don't panic."
I carried the basin away.
The creek was cold. I wrung out the clothes and hung them over the bamboo pole.
The water clung to the backs of my hands in a thin film.
The half-sung song was still circling in my ears.
That pause in the fourth verse, like a nail left half-driven.
Back at Mama's, she was already asleep.
I sat on the bench in the main room and opened the songbook I'd brought home that day.
A hundred-some songs, copied out one by one.
The last page was blank.
I turned it over. On the back, a line in pencil, in his hand.
"When the album's done, I'll come back and sing it for Aria."
The date beneath it was the day he left the town.
Written seven years ago.
I closed the songbook and put it in Mama's old wood chest.
The brass latch had rusted, and it stuck a little as it shut.
The next morning, the old woman from the west end of town came to visit.
She and Mama talked for a while, and on her way out she glanced at me.
Mama walked her to the door, came back, and sat down. "The Cross family has sent word to ask twice now."
"Alvin Cross's worked wood his whole life. Good hands, honest man."
Mama didn't press me for an answer.
I folded the quilt and thought it over.
"Let him come and sit a while."
Mama looked at me.
I said it again. "Let him come sit."
That night, lying in bed, no more singing came from the direction of the bell-tower hall.
Moonlight came through the window and fell on the closed wood chest.
The brass latch was dull and gray.
Not a sound anywhere.
The day Alvin came, he brought a comb he'd carved himself.
Highland cedar, fine-grained, the kind that won't snag.
He set the comb on the table and sat on the bench in the main room drinking tea.
He didn't say anything.
Mama came in to refill the water, looked at the comb, then looked at him.
He raised the bowl and took a sip. "Ma'am, I'm clumsy with words."
"This comb won't pull your hair when you brush it."
Mama gave a soft hum and went to cook.
That left only the two of us in the main room.
His hands were large, the knuckles thick, the calluses worn in by years of wood shavings.
I picked up the comb and turned it over in my palm.
Smooth. Steady.
No pretty words, no big promises.
Just a comb that wouldn't pull a single hair.
I closed my hand around it. "Alvin."
He looked up.
"You know I waited seven years?"
He said, "I know."
"And you don't mind?"
He thought about it. "You were waiting on someone else."
"I'm waiting on you."
Then he lowered his head and drank his tea, as if he'd said the most ordinary thing in the world.
Outside, the sun was warm.
I said, "Then I'll have Mama give the answer."
On his way out, Alvin met Luke Weiss at the courtyard gate.
Luke froze for a beat, looked at him, then looked toward my house.
Alvin didn't break stride. He turned sideways to let him pass, and walked on.
Luke didn't come back to himself until the man was far down the path.
He crossed the yard in a few quick steps, just as Mama came out carrying a bowl.
"Auntie, who was that just now?"
Mama didn't answer the question. "Mr. Weiss, you should go home."
"Aria's business is no longer yours to worry about."
She called him Mr. Weiss.
She used to call him Luke.
He stood in the yard, and the color drained slowly from his face.
"Auntie, can I say a couple of words to Aria? Just two."
Mama planted herself in front of him. "Whatever you want to say, she doesn't want to hear it anymore."
"Mr. Weiss."
"Alvin's family comes tomorrow to seal the betrothal."
"Go."
For a long while there was nothing but quiet outside.
Then came the sound of his footsteps moving toward the gate.
Slow. Every step like wading through water.
Later Mrs. Lambert came by to visit and said a few low words to Mama.
Said Luke's phone had rung over and over at the inn, always the same girl calling.
Martin had caught the voice on the other end by accident: "If you don't come back, I'll wreck the signing."
"There's been nothing wrong with my voice for ages, and you know it."
"What are you still doing in that rundown little town?"
Mrs. Lambert dropped her voice. "That Pruitt woman, her voice was never ruined. Not once."
Mama glanced at me.
I kept folding the laundry. My hands didn't stop.
Her voice was never ruined.
So the first year, when he said he'd take her to the state capital to see a doctor. The second year, when he said she couldn't get through a recording without him. The third year, when he said her tour needed him.
All of it lies.
And he believed it for seven years.
No.
He didn't believe it.
He was willing to go.
Mavis needed him, called for him, came crying to find him.
I only said, I'll wait for you.
He said all right.
The one who waits doesn't call, doesn't make a scene. So the one who waits is the easiest to put off.
I folded the clothes and put them in the chest.
The next morning, Mama went to Alvin's family and gave them my answer for me.
By the old custom, once the woman's family has spoken, the match is sealed.
There's no taking it back.
When the news spread through the town, I was down at the creek washing vegetables.
From far off I heard a dull sound from the direction of the yard.
Like clay breaking on stone.
Later Martin told Mama that Luke had crouched in our yard the whole morning.
He picked up the seven empty jars one by one and looked at them.
When he got to the last one, the one with the broken seal and my handprint on it, his hand shook as he lifted it.
The jar fell to the flagstones and broke into pieces.
He crouched down to gather the shards, and one of them cut his hand. Blood dripped onto the muddy handprint.
He just stayed like that, crouched, holding the broken pieces.
When Alvin came through the alley with the betrothal gifts on his shoulder pole, he didn't look at him.
The pole creaked under the weight. Among the gifts were two sets of bedding and a pair of wooden chests he'd made with his own hands.
He walked steady.
Luke crouched in the shards and didn't lift his head.
When Mama told me all this, I was rubbing tung oil into the wooden comb.
The oil soaked into the grain, and the color went a shade deeper.
I wrapped the comb in cloth and put it under my pillow.
Moonlight came through the window.
There were no empty jars in the yard anymore.
There was nothing left to wait for.