[Are you free? Come out for a drink.]

Bella's unique message came to me.

I agreed.

At this moment, I just wanted to leave as soon as possible.

"Oh, it's uneasy for Eason's girlfriend doesn't have a curfew. You actually promised to come out for a drink at night."

As soon as we met, I was teased by Bella.

I didn't answer her but took the glass of wine she handed me and drank it in one gulp.

"What's wrong with you? You came to the bar as soon as you got married?"

Bella was already a little unconscious. She held me and said with a smile,

"I'm not you. What's wrong with getting married? I can drink whenever I want, and I can pick up handsome guys whenever I want..."

Although I knew that she was bragging, I envied her for no reason.

"Well, hurry up and call that stupid Eason to pick you up. I can't stop you if you get drunk."

I lowered my head and looked at the empty glass.

"He's busy tonight. I'll go back by myself later."

Bella, who was already tipsy, did not reply.

She stared at me for a while and suddenly said,

"I still like your old style of dressing."

I looked down at my formal dress, which was indeed out of place in the bar.

"Isn't it good-looking?"

Bella leaned on me and said, "Yvonne, back then, we were the punks of the Academy of Art."

"Look at you now. From head to toe, you're not artistic at all."

"You're just a pretty girl without a soul!"

Looking at my exquisite curly hair, well-tailored skirt, custom-made high heels, matching jewelry, and meticulous makeup, I hammered Bella.

"Come on, is it that exaggerated? This is the makeup of a noble lady that has been popular recently."

Bella laughed out loud.

"Lady? You look like a resentful woman now!"

I really didn't like to dress up like this.

This should be the outfit that Eason liked.

At that time, Eason had just started up his company. It was the first time that I had gone out with him to socialize.

I had just graduated from college and I think I was wearing the best-looking clothes.

But when Melody came over slowly, I found that delicate, bright, flamboyant, and charming could appear on a person at the same time.

That day, Melody was wearing a red dress, and her curly hair fell freely.

She led Eason around socializing with ease.

He would take the wine for her, and she would give him some advice.

I, who was with Eason, could only watch them from a corner.

I just wanted to wait for Eason to finish and send me back.

I didn't expect that one of his colleagues knew me and dragged me to a party.

I was forced to drink a lot of wine as they teased me.

In the end, I was drunk.

It was said that I even behaved irrationally.

When I woke up the next day, I saw Eason calling people to apologize one by one.

From then on, I rarely went to social events with him.

I was afraid that I would cause trouble for him and see Eason and Melody be together again.

I was afraid I wouldn't be able to control myself when I saw them.

I was afraid that Eason would say, "It's just work. Don't be unreasonable."

I was silent for a long time.

The drunk Bella said again, "In other words, compared with the style of clothes, I prefer the former you."

The former me?

I was stunned.

Subconsciously, I asked, "Haven't I always been like this?"

Bella shook my head.

"Stop obsessing over Eason!"

"Think about it. Is there anything you do every day just for yourself?

I was at a loss for words.

After a while, I asked unwillingly, "Didn't I chase after him wholeheartedly before?"

"Bullshit!"

Bella scolded Eason while saying, "If I had known things would turn out like this, I wouldn't have helped you pursue him back then!"