They kept me in the private clinic the Family used until noon the next day, tucked in a back room where no soldier would think to look and no name went into any book. In all those hours of white sheets and quiet machines, Lorenzo sent me only one message.

[The roof at Gia's is leaking. I'm bringing her home to stay.]

I read it twice, and I knew the moment my eyes touched the words that Lorenzo had not written them. The phrasing was too eager, too pleased with itself. This was Gia's hand moving on Lorenzo's phone, her thumbs sending word out under his name as if the name itself were already hers to spend.

When I finally came back to the house Lorenzo had given me but never quite let me own, I keyed the door code and it refused me. My fingers hovered to try again, the old sequence I had chosen years ago when I still believed this door belonged to the two of us. Before I could press it, the door swung open from the inside.

Gia leaned out from behind it, and she was wearing my apron. "Adriana, you're finally back!" she said, bright as glass. "The old code was too complicated. I couldn't keep it in my head, so Lorenzo changed it to my birthday. Sit down, Adriana, I'll fetch you some water."

She drew me across my own threshold and into the house with the ease of a woman welcoming a guest into a home she considered hers. The smell of cooking drifted through the rooms, warm and domestic, an obscene sort of comfort. She hurried toward the kitchen door, glowing with it, and called into the room beyond. "Lorenzo, Adriana's back."

Lorenzo came out wearing the matching apron.

I had bought that pair years ago, one for each of us, in the early foolishness of a marriage no one was permitted to know about. He had called it childish and never once put it on. Now here it was, knotted at his waist as he stood in the doorway of the kitchen with Gia, and the sight of it turned something cold in my chest. On him, worn for her, it looked ugly to me.

He glanced at me, unhurried, and told Gia in a low voice to go back to her room. She nodded like an obedient child, scooped up a bag of peanuts from the counter, and carried them off into my bedroom without a backward look.

The living room emptied down to the two of us and the ticking hush of the house. Lorenzo's face settled into that stern, familiar mask, and his thumb moved once against the heavy signet ring on his finger, turning it. "So you remembered how to come home," he said.

I let the accusation in his eyes pass through me like it belonged to someone else. Instead I asked, carefully, "Is Gia eating peanuts?"

I remembered when Gia had first claimed she was carrying his child, and Lorenzo had ordered me to prepare her meals with my own hands. There had been a scattering of peanuts in one dish, and she had swelled and choked with the allergy until Lorenzo turned the full weight of his fury on me, in front of the whole household, as though I had reached for a weapon and not a garnish.

Lorenzo's brow drew down, genuinely lost. "What are you talking about?"

He had forgotten it. All of it. The dish, the rage, the way he had made me small before the men who feared him. He had wiped it clean, and I had no wish to hand it back to him.

"It's nothing," I said.

He did not press the matter further. Instead he let his gaze travel over me, slow and proprietary, the way a man appraises a possession he has grown careless with. The study smelled of Turkish tobacco and old leather, and somewhere behind the paneled walls a grandfather clock kept its patient count.

"Go put on your face and make yourself ready," he said. "Tonight is Gia's birthday. I've had a private room set aside at Omega Hall."

He paused, rolling the heavy signet ring around his finger with an idle, unhurried motion. "Light touch only. Don't outshine the girl of the hour."

The words came out of me without thought, flat as spilled water. "I haven't the time. Go without me."

Lorenzo's frown carved itself deeper. "Gia has already told everyone in her circle that her brother and his wife are hosting the evening for her. If you fail to appear, where does that leave her standing in front of the whole Family?"

He went on, and each sentence landed like a coin dropped on marble. "I know you resent her. Her youth. That she can carry a child when you cannot. But a barren womb is no fault of Gia's. Is it worth it, this endless war you wage against a girl half your temper? Here is the arrangement. Tonight you go and you smile and you honor her birthday. And another day I will grant you one wish. Name any territory in the world you'd like to see, and I'll take you there."

I said nothing for a long moment. Beneath the table my thumb found the bare skin where a ring should have sat, and I turned that empty finger slowly, tracing the ghost of the thing I had already removed. Then I caught myself doing it, and I stopped. The stillness that followed was my own, private verdict.

I smiled. "Alright."

That evening I painted my face into something merciless and beautiful, a mask worthy of the war I no longer intended to fight, and I walked into the private room at Omega Hall precisely on time. The chandeliers threw gold across the obsidian floor. The moment Lorenzo saw me, something in his composure slipped its leash. He crossed the room and took my hand in his, as though the sight of me had reminded him, for one dangerous instant, of what he'd bargained away.

Gia's expression flickered like a candle in a draft, there and then smoothed over. She recovered her poise and paraded me before her friends with the bright confidence of a made woman who believes her place secure. Her lover from the other territory, the one who came and went and quarreled with her across the distance, lounged in the far corner with a cigarette burning down between two fingers, watching all of it through a veil of smoke.

A waiter wheeled in the three-tiered cake Lorenzo had commissioned, and the candlelight turned the whole room into something warm and false. Gia clasped her hands and made her wish, her smile arranged into the serene mask of a princess who had never once known hunger.

"Since I came to Duskmire, my brother and his wife have kept me under their protection and wanted for nothing. My greatest wish is that we remain famiglia, always, the three of us together, my brother and his wife and—"

She never reached the end of it.

My bag slipped from my fingers and struck the floor, and from its mouth a single folded paper slid free across the polished stone.

Lorenzo bent and retrieved it for me out of instinct, the courtesy of a man reaching for his wife's fallen thing. Then his eyes found the words printed at the top of the page. Post-Miscarriage Care Instructions. The color drained from his face as though someone had opened a vein. His hand went still on the signet ring. Utterly, terribly still.

"Adriana," he said, and his voice had gone quiet in the way that emptied rooms. "What is this?"