The park was empty.
Just me and the bench and the sound of traffic in the distance. The streetlights cast orange shadows across the grass. My dress was ruined. Dirt on the hem. A tear along the side where I had run too fast. The heels Adrian bought me sat on the ground next to my feet. I could not wear them anymore. Could not stand the reminder of everything that happened tonight.
My phone buzzed in the small clutch I somehow still had. I pulled it out. Twenty three missed calls. Fifteen from Adrian. Eight from Clara. Three texts from a number I did not recognize.
I turned the phone off and shoved it back in the bag.
I did not want to talk to anyone. Did not want to hear more lies or explanations or promises that everything would be okay. Because nothing was okay. Nothing would ever be okay again.
My mother was murdered.
The thought kept circling in my head like a vulture. Not an accident. Not bad luck. Murder. Kelvin put his hands on her and ended her life because his father told him to. And I had loved him. Had let him touch me. Had believed his lies for months.
I wanted to throw up.
The nausea passed after a few minutes. Left me hollow again. Empty. I stared at my hands in my lap. They looked the same as always. Small. Pale. Human hands.
But according to Adrian they were not human at all.
Werewolf.
The word sounded insane even now after watching Adrian turn into a wolf and fight off three others. After seeing his eyes glow blue. After watching him kill without hesitation.
He said I was like him. That my mother bound my wolf to hide me. That I was awakening.
I did not feel like I was awakening. I felt like I was falling apart.
A couple walked past the park. Young. Laughing. His arm around her shoulders. She leaned into him like he was her whole world. They did not even glance at me sitting alone on the bench in a torn dress with no shoes.
I wondered what their lives were like. Simple probably. Normal. No werewolves or murder or supernatural bonds. Just regular human problems like bills and jobs and what to have for dinner.
I wanted that. Wanted normal so badly it hurt.
But I could not have it. Not anymore. Not if Adrian was telling the truth.
And deep down I knew he was. Because as crazy as it sounded everything fit. The dreams. The restlessness. The way my senses had been sharper lately. The pull I felt toward Adrian that made no logical sense.
Mate.
He called me his mate. Said we were destined. That some invisible bond connected us.
I did not want to be connected to anyone. Did not want destiny or fate or whatever cosmic force thought it could decide my life for me.
I had already lost too much control. Lost my mother. Lost the truth about who I was. Lost any sense of safety or normalcy.
I was not losing my choices too.
The night air was getting colder. I wrapped my arms around myself and tried to figure out what to do next. I could not stay in this park forever. Could not just sit here and wait for morning.
I needed my things. Clothes. Money. My laptop. Everything was still at my apartment.
Going back there felt dangerous. Adrian said Asher's people might be waiting. That nowhere was safe except with him.
But I could not go back to Adrian. Could not face him after running away. Could not handle more truths or revelations or the way he looked at me like I belonged to him.
My apartment then. Just long enough to grab what I needed. Then I would figure out the rest.
I stood up and picked up the heels. Started walking barefoot down the sidewalk. The concrete was cold under my feet. Rough. A piece of glass cut my heel but I kept walking. The pain felt good. Real. Something I could understand.
The walk took thirty minutes. Maybe longer. I lost track of time. My building looked the same as always. Old brick. Peeling paint around the windows. Mrs. Chen's cat sitting in the first floor window like it always did.
Normal.
I climbed the stairs slowly. Every step felt heavy. When I reached my floor I stopped outside my door and just stared at it.
This was my home. The place I had worked so hard to keep. The place where Kelvin cheated on me less than a week ago.
That felt like a lifetime ago now. Back when my biggest problem was a cheating boyfriend and money for rent. Back when I thought I was human.
I unlocked the door and went inside. Hit the light switch. Nothing happened.
The power was out.
Great. Perfect. Just what I needed.
I used my phone as a flashlight even though the battery was almost dead. The apartment looked wrong in the dim glow. Shadows in all the wrong places. My furniture looked like it belonged to someone else.
I went to my bedroom and pulled out a duffle bag from under the bed. Started shoving clothes inside. Jeans. Shirts. Underwear. I did not fold anything. Just grabbed whatever I could reach.
The bag was half full when I stopped. Looked around the small room. At the bed where I used to sleep. The desk where I did homework. The closet where I kept my mother's things.
My mother's things.
I dropped the bag and went to the closet. Pushed aside my clothes until I found the box in the back. Cardboard. Taped shut. I had not opened it in years. Could not bear to look at her things after she died.
But now I needed to. Needed to see if there was anything. Any clue about what Adrian said. About my father. About the binding.
I carried the box to the bed and sat down. Tore off the tape. The cardboard was soft from age. Inside were clothes. Her favorite sweater. A scarf. Some books.
At the bottom was a jewelry box. Small. Wooden. I opened it. A necklace. Some earrings. A ring I remembered her wearing.
And underneath the ring was a folded piece of paper.
My hands shook as I unfolded it. The paper was old. Yellowed. Covered in my mother's handwriting.
Not a letter. A list.
Names. Dates. Places. None of it made sense. But at the top in bold letters were three words.
KEEP HER SAFE.
I stared at those words until they blurred. Keep her safe. Keep me safe. From what? From who?
I dug deeper in the box. Pushed aside more clothes. My fingers hit something hard. Leather.
A journal.
Small. Brown leather. Worn at the edges like it had been opened a thousand times. I pulled it out and just held it for a moment. This belonged to my mother. She touched this. Wrote in this.
I opened to the first page.
*If you are reading this then I am gone. And you are old enough to know the truth.*
My breath caught. I read the words again. And again.
This was for me. She wrote this for me.
*Freya, my beautiful girl. There is so much I need to tell you. So much I wish I could explain in person. But if you are reading this then that time has passed.*
*You are not what you think you are. Your father was not human. He was something else. Something powerful and dangerous and beautiful.*
*A werewolf.*
My hands were shaking so hard the words jumped on the page.
*I know how this sounds. I know you will not want to believe it. But it is true. Werewolves are real. They live among us. Hidden. And your father was one of the strongest.*
*We met by accident. I was working late. He was passing through the city. One look and I knew. Knew he was different. Knew he was dangerous. Knew I should run.*
*I did not run.*
*We had three months together. Three months of stolen moments and whispered promises. He told me what he was. Showed me. I should have been terrified. Instead I loved him more.*
*Then I found out I was pregnant with you.*
I stopped reading. Pressed the journal to my chest and tried to breathe. My father was a werewolf. My mother knew. She loved him anyway.
And then she had me.
I forced myself to keep reading.
*Your father wanted to take us back to his pack. Wanted to claim me as his mate officially. But his world was dangerous. There were laws. Rules. Politics I did not understand.*
*He was an Alpha. That meant something important to his people. And mating with a human broke those laws. Laws he had helped create to protect others.*
*We argued about what to do. He wanted to fight for us. Wanted to change the rules. I wanted him to be safe. Wanted you to be safe.*
*Then they came.*
*His enemies. The ones who hated the laws. Who saw our love as a betrayal. They attacked. Your father fought them off but we both knew it was only the beginning.*
*He asked me to do something. Something that would keep you safe. He knew a witch. Someone powerful. She could bind your wolf. Hide it so deep that no one would know what you were.*
*It would hurt. The binding would take away part of you. But it would keep you alive.*
*I agreed.*
*The ritual happened the night you were born. You cried so much. I held you while the witch worked her magic. Watched your eyes change from gold back to brown. Felt the power drain away.*
*My baby. My beautiful baby. I took away part of your soul to save your life.*
*Your father left the next day. Said it was safer if no one connected us. Said he would watch from a distance. Keep us protected.*
*I have not seen him since.*
*And now I know they are coming for me. I have been asking too many questions. Getting too close to the truth about where your father went. Who hurt him. Why he stopped reaching out.*
*If you are reading this then I ran out of time.*
The words started to blur. Tears dripped onto the page. I wiped them away quickly. Did not want to damage the ink.
*I need you to know that everything I did was to protect you. The binding. The lies. Moving to this city. All of it was to give you a normal life.*
*But the binding will not last forever. When you turn nineteen it will start to break. Your wolf will wake up. And when it does you will need help.*
*Find Adrian Metcalfe.*
My heart stopped.
*He is an Alpha in the city. One of the strongest. Your father trusted him. Made him promise to watch over you if anything happened.*
*Go to him when you awaken. He will help you. Teach you. Protect you.*
*Trust him Freya. Even when it feels impossible. Trust him.*
The journal fell from my hands onto the bed.
Adrian.
My mother knew about Adrian. My father knew about Adrian.
This was not an accident. Not fate. Not destiny.
This was planned.
Adrian did not just randomly recognize my scent three weeks ago. He had been waiting. Watching. Following orders from my dead father.
Everything was a lie.
The deal. The fake relationship. The way he looked at me. All of it was just him keeping a promise to someone else.
I was not his mate. I was his responsibility.
The betrayal hit harder than anything else tonight. Harder than learning about werewolves. Harder than finding out Kelvin killed my mother.
Because some part of me had wanted it to be real. Wanted Adrian to actually want me for me. Not because of some bond or promise or obligation.
I grabbed the journal and kept reading. Needed to know the rest. Needed to see what else she lied about.
*There is more you need to know. About your father. About your bloodline. About why you are so important.*
*But I am running out of time. They are getting closer. I can feel it.*
*The rest is in the safe deposit box. Key is hidden in the lining of my jewelry box. Bank of America on Fifth Street. Box number 2847.*
*Everything is there. Your father's letters. The truth about the pack wars. Why you are in danger.*
I love you Freya. More than anything in this world. I am sorry I could not be there to help you through this.
Be strong. Be brave. Be the woman I know you can be.
And remember. You are more powerful than you know.
Love always,
Mom
The last page was blank. That was it. That was all she wrote.
I sat on the bed holding the journal and tried to process everything. My father was an Alpha. My mother loved him. They had me. Enemies came. She bound my wolf to save me. Then she died trying to find out what happened to him.
And Adrian had known this whole time.
Known who I was. What I was. What I was supposed to become.
He played me. Made me think this was about chemistry or attraction or fate. When really it was just a promise he made to a dead man.
My phone buzzed again. Still turned off but the vibration broke through my thoughts. I grabbed it and turned it back on. Another text from the unknown number.
*You cannot hide forever. We know where you are.*
Ice flooded my veins.
I jumped up from the bed. Grabbed the duffle bag. Shoved the journal inside. Went to the jewelry box and tore at the lining until I found the key. Small. Silver. I pocketed it.
Then I heard footsteps in the hallway.
Heavy. Slow. Deliberate.
They stopped outside my door.
I held my breath and stared at the doorknob. Watched it turn slowly.
I had locked it. I knew I locked it.
The door opened anyway.
A man stepped inside. Tall. Broad shoulders. Eyes that glowed faintly in the darkness.
"Hello Freya." His voice was cold. "We have been looking for you."
Her scent was driving me insane.
I stood at the bar getting drinks and tried to focus on anything except the way Freya smelled. Sweet. Intoxicating. Mine. The emerald dress clung to every curve. Every male in the room had noticed. I watched them watch her and fought the urge to rip out their throats.
Claim her. Mark her. Make them all know she belongs to us.
Kael was snarling in my head. Had been since we walked into the venue. Being this close to our mate without claiming her was torture. Every instinct demanded I take her somewhere private and finish what the bond had started.
But I could not. Not yet. She still did not understand what she was. Still thought this was just a fake date to make her ex jealous.
If only she knew.
I grabbed the champagne and turned back toward where I left her. Froze.
Asher Brooks was talking to her.
My hand tightened on the glasses hard enough to crack. I forced myself to walk calmly toward them. Not run. Not shift. Not tear Asher apart in front of two hundred witnesses.
"Asher." I kept my voice level as I handed Freya her drink. Pulled her against my side. Possessive. "I did not expect to see you here."
The lie was obvious. This was his son's wedding. But I wanted him to know I was not afraid of him. That having Freya on my arm in his territory was deliberate.
"Professor Metcalfe." Asher's eyes were cold. Calculating. "How nice of you to bring a date. Kelvin mentioned his ex girlfriend attended the university. Small world."
He knew. Of course he knew. Asher made it his business to know everything.
"Very small." I kept my hand firm on Freya's waist. Could feel her heartbeat through the thin fabric. Fast. Nervous. "Enjoy the evening."
I guided her away before Asher could say more. Before Kael could make me do something stupid.
*He knows what she is. Knows she is awakening. We need to get her out of here.*
Not yet. We needed to be seen first. Needed Kelvin to suffer. Needed to make our presence known.
The dance floor was filling up. I led Freya into the center. Pulled her close. Too close for a fake date. But I could not help it. The bond was pulling. Demanding.
"Everyone is staring," she whispered.
"Let them." I slid my hand lower on her hip. Felt her breath catch. "You look incredible. They should stare."
Tell her. Tell her she is ours. That this is not fake. That we will never let her go.
I could not. Not here. Not like this. She needed the truth in private. Needed time to process before I dropped the mate bond on her.
Dancing with her was agony and bliss. Her body fit perfectly against mine. Like we were made for each other. Because we were. Fate had designed her specifically for me and I had waited years to find her.
Now she was here. In my arms. Wearing my colors. Smelling like me.
Mine.
Ours.
Then Kelvin approached. Asked to cut in. Every cell in my body screamed no. Screamed to break his hands for even suggesting he touch our mate.
But I let him. Watched him put his hands on her waist. Watched him lean close and whisper things I could not hear.
Kill him. Rip his throat out. He has no right to touch what is ours.
Soon. Not here. But soon Kelvin Brooks would pay for everything. For touching Freya. For killing her mother. For existing.
When I saw his grip tighten on her waist I was done. Moved between them and shoved him back. Let him see the wolf in my eyes. Let him know exactly what would happen if he touched her like that again.
Freya asked to go outside. I took her to the gardens. Away from prying eyes. Away from Asher and Kelvin and all the threats circling.
For a moment it was just us. Just me and my mate under the stars. I almost told her then. Almost said the words. You are mine. I am yours. This is real.
Then we heard voices.
Kelvin and Asher. Talking about Freya's mother. About the plan to kill Freya. About the awakening.
I felt her go rigid in my arms. Felt her heart stop then start racing. She heard everything. Every terrible truth.
And there was no taking it back now.
The wolves came seconds later. Asher's enforcers. Sent to kill us both.
Finally. Let us kill them all.
I shoved Freya toward the car. Told her to run. Then I let Kael take over.
The shift was relief. Like finally scratching an itch that had been building for weeks. My bones cracked and reformed. Fur sprouted. My senses sharpened to painful clarity.
Three wolves. Young. Stupid. Thinking they could take down an Alpha.
I tore into the first one before it could reach Freya. Felt bones snap under my jaws. The taste of blood. The satisfaction of protecting what was mine.
The second one tried to flank me. I caught it mid leap. Slammed it into the ground. It did not get back up.
The third was smarter. Faster. It aimed for my throat. We rolled across the grass snarling and tearing. I finally got my teeth in its neck and bit down hard.
Silence.
I shifted back. Human again. Naked and covered in blood. Freya was in the car staring at me like I was a monster.
Maybe I was.
I got dressed and drove us back to the city. She did not speak. Did not look at me. Just sat frozen staring out the window.
At the penthouse I told her everything. Werewolves. Packs. The mate bond. Her mother's murder. The binding. All of it.
Watched her world shatter piece by piece.
Comfort her. Hold her. Tell her we will keep her safe.
I tried. Reached for her. She flinched away.
That hurt more than any wound I had ever taken.
"I need to leave." Her voice was small. Broken. "Please."
Everything in me screamed to say no. To lock the doors and keep her here where she was safe. Where I could protect her. Where she belonged.
But I saw the panic in her eyes. The fear. If I forced her to stay I would lose her forever.
So I let her go.
You fool. She is running. Our mate is running and you are letting her.
I called Marcus. Told him to follow her. Keep her safe from a distance. Do not let her out of his sight.
Then I stood in my empty penthouse and tried not to destroy everything in reach.
She was out there. Alone. Vulnerable. With Asher's people hunting her.
And I had let her walk away.
Go after her. Track her. Bring her back.
I wanted to. Wanted to shift and follow her scent across the city. Wanted to throw her over my shoulder and lock her in my room until she understood she was mine.
But she needed space. Needed time to process. Forcing her would only push her further away.
My phone rang. Marcus.
"She ran." His voice was tight. "I followed her to a park but when I tried to approach she bolted. I lost her in the streets."
Ice flooded my veins. "Find her."
"I am trying. Her scent is everywhere. She doubled back multiple times. I think she is heading toward her apartment."
Her apartment. Where Asher knew she lived. Where his people were probably already waiting.
"Get there now. I am on my way." I grabbed my keys and headed for the elevator.
Faster. We need to move faster. She is in danger.
I knew. Could feel it through the bond. A pulling sensation. A wrongness.
The drive took ten minutes. Felt like hours. I parked two blocks away and shifted. Tracking was easier as a wolf. Her scent was faint but there. Fear and sadness and something else. Determination maybe.
I followed it to her building. Up the stairs. Down the hallway.
Her apartment door was open.
The wrongness intensified. I shifted back. Pulled on the clothes I had grabbed. Moved silently toward the door.
Voices inside. Male. Threatening.
"Hello Freya. We have been looking for you."
Rage exploded through me. White hot. Blinding.
Kill him. Kill them all. Protect our mate.
I burst through the door. The man turned. I recognized him. One of Asher's enforcers. Derek. Mean. Cruel. Enjoyed hurting people.
He had Freya backed against the wall. Her eyes were wide. Terrified.
She saw me and something flickered across her face. Relief. Then anger. Then confusion.
"Metcalfe." Derek smiled. Showed teeth. "Right on time. Asher said you would come running."
"Step away from her." My voice came out barely human. More growl than words.
"Or what? You will fight me? Here? In front of the human?" He laughed. "She does not even know what she is yet. This will be entertaining."
"Last warning. Step away."
Derek lunged at Freya instead.
Kael took over before I could think. The shift was instant. Brutal. I hit Derek mid leap and we crashed through the coffee table.
Freya screamed. Scrambled backward.
I did not care. Did not care about anything except ripping Derek apart.
He shifted too. Smaller wolf. Gray fur. Yellow eyes. He went for my throat. I dodged and bit down on his shoulder. Tasted blood.
We fought across the tiny apartment. Destroying furniture. Breaking things. The sounds were inhuman. Snarling. Snapping. Bones crunching.
I was bigger. Stronger. Older. Derek did not stand a chance.
I pinned him finally. Jaws around his throat. He went still. Submitted.
Kill him. End him. He tried to hurt our mate.
I wanted to. Wanted to feel his life drain away under my teeth.
But Freya was watching. Pressed against the wall. Shaking. Her eyes huge.
I released Derek. Let him scramble away. He shifted back to human. Blood pouring from multiple wounds.
"This is not over." He backed toward the door. "Asher will not stop until she is dead."
"Tell Asher if he comes near her again I will declare war. Full war. And I will burn everything he has built to the ground." I let my eyes flash blue. Let him see the Alpha. "Now get out."
Derek ran.
I shifted back. Stood there naked and bloody in the ruins of Freya's apartment.
She stared at me. At the destruction. At the blood on the walls.
"Are you hurt?" My voice was rough. "Freya. Look at me. Are you hurt?"
She shook her head slowly. Could not seem to find words.
I grabbed the blanket from her couch and wrapped it around my waist. Moved toward her carefully. Like approaching a wild animal.
"It is okay. You are safe now. I will not let anyone hurt you."
"You knew." Her voice was hollow. "You knew about my father. About the promise. This whole time you knew."
My stomach dropped. The journal. She found her mother's journal.
"Yes. I knew."
"So this was never about me. Never about chemistry or attraction or fate. You were just keeping a promise to a dead man."
"No. Freya no. That is not-"
"Get out." She pushed past me toward the door. "Get out of my apartment. Get out of my life. I do not want your protection. I do not want anything from you."
"You do not understand. The promise was before. Before I knew you. Before the mate bond-"
"There is no mate bond." She was crying now. Tears streaming down her face. "There is just you doing what you were told. Just me being another responsibility. Another obligation."
"That is not true."
"Then what is true Adrian? Tell me. What part of any of this was real?"
"All of it." I moved closer. She backed away. "Everything from the moment I recognized your scent was real. Yes your father asked me to watch over you. Yes I promised to help when you awakened. But the bond. The pull. The way I feel when I am near you. That is all real."
"I do not believe you."
"Then feel it." I grabbed her hand before she could pull away. Pressed it against my chest. Over my heart. "Feel how it races when you are near. Feel how my whole body responds to you. That is not obligation. That is not a promise. That is fate."
She stared at our hands. At my chest. Her fingers flexed against my skin.
For a moment I thought maybe she felt it too. The bond humming between us. Pulling. Demanding.
Then she jerked her hand away. "I need time. Space. I cannot think when you are near."
"No. Not again. You are not running again." I moved between her and the door. "It is not safe. Derek will report back to Asher. They will send more. Better prepared. You cannot fight them alone."
"Then I will leave the city. Disappear."
"For how long? Forever? You think you can hide from what you are?" I gentled my voice. Tried to sound reasonable. "Your wolf is awakening Freya. With or without me that will happen. And when it does you will need help. Training. Protection."
"I do not want your help."
"Too bad. You have it anyway." I crossed my arms. "You can hate me. You can think this is all fake. But I will not let you get yourself killed because you are too stubborn to accept reality."
We stared at each other. The apartment was destroyed around us. Glass everywhere. Broken furniture. Blood on the carpet.
"Fine." She said it through gritted teeth. "I will come back with you. For now. Until I figure out what to do. But this does not mean I trust you. And it does not mean I believe anything you say about mates or bonds or fate."
"Understood."
"And you sleep somewhere else. Away from me. I do not want you near me."
Each word was a knife. But I nodded. "Whatever you need."
She grabbed her duffle bag from the floor. The journal was sticking out the top. "Let's go before more of them show up."
I wanted to touch her. To comfort her. To promise her everything would be okay.
But I had no right. Not anymore. Not when she looked at me like I was the enemy.
So I just led her out of the destroyed apartment. Down to my car. Back to the penthouse that suddenly felt more like a prison than a home.
Because I finally had my mate.
And she wanted nothing to do with me.