I hadn’t been home for three days, and my mate hadn’t even tried to find me. The last time we fought about Lena, I took off to stay at my best friend Rayna’s den for a few nights. Elias probably assumed I was angry again and didn’t want to deal with the drama.
Then Lena called him. Her voice was soft, but there was a tremble in it that I knew was just for show. “Elias, there’s a storm rolling in tonight, and I’m terrified. Can you come stay with me?”
I saw Elias’s grip on his comm-stone tighten, then loosen. His voice was calm. “Lena, I’m mated. It’s not a good idea for me to come to your den.”
For a moment, I thought he might actually be showing some restraint. But then, with the same confident tone he always used, he added, “But you can come here. Kyra’s not home.”
Even Lena seemed taken aback. “Are you sure, Elias? What if she comes back? How would we explain it?”
I almost laughed. She knew exactly what she was doing, playing innocent like a frightened pup.
Elias brushed it off like it was nothing. “What is there to explain? This is my territory, and you’re my friend. I don’t have to justify it to her.”
He sounded so certain, so detached. “Besides,” he added, “she’s not coming back.”
Lena paused, her breath catching. Then, trying to sound casual, she asked, “How do you know?”
Realizing she might’ve overstepped, she quickly corrected herself. “I mean, did Kyra get mad at you again?”
Elias sighed, exasperated. “Yeah, it was on our anniversary. I told her I was going to see you, and she lost it.”
“It’s frustrating,” he continued. “Even though we’re just friends, she’s always suspicious! I chose her as my mate, but it’s never enough. You, though—you’ve been patient, always standing by. I should’ve apologized to you sooner.”
I nearly howled in disbelief. Who celebrates their ten-year anniversary with their former alpha, the one who should’ve been left behind after mating? And the night they celebrated was the same night I died.
So tell me, Elias—next year, will you mark your anniversary or my death?
Lena rushed over to our den, and the moment she saw Elias, she threw herself into his arms. “Elias, it’s so dark and wild out there. I was terrified!”
I rolled my eyes, unseen and unheard. Every night was dark in the forest, and I’d never seen her this scared of anything before.
Elias gave her a comforting embrace, patting her back softly. “Don’t worry, you’re safe now.”
He showed her the candles he had set up—long, white, emergency candles that filled the room with a warm, protective glow. “Even if the storm knocks the power out, we’ll have plenty of light,” he said, ever the problem-solver.
Lena leaned into him with a sigh. “You’re my hero, Elias.”
As the night deepened, Lena excused herself to freshen up. She slipped into the washroom, raiding my personal things like they were hers. She rummaged through my scented oils, mixing them carelessly, leaving the lids unscrewed and everything in disarray.
She smirked at her reflection. “Kyra won’t mind. She’s not coming back anyway.”
From the shadows, I watched her through the mirror, unseen but very much present. Outside, thunder cracked, and a flash of lightning lit up the room. In that moment, the air shimmered, and a dark, ghostly figure took shape on the floor.
Lena screamed and stumbled backward, calling out for Elias.
He burst through the door, pulling her into his arms like some kind of hero. She clung to him, shaking. “Elias, isn’t this dangerous? What if your mate... what if she’s still out there?”
Elias’s expression hardened, his voice cold and certain. “I don’t care.”
Lightning flashed again, casting a harsh glow across his face. “Even if she is, she’s got no claim over me. If it weren’t for her, you’d never have left. We would’ve been together from the start.”
He shrugged, his tone dismissive. “If she’s gone for good, that’s her problem, not mine.”
Ah, Elias. You really believe you don’t care, don’t you? I’ve seen that cold, distant expression of yours, the one you wear so well. You’ve always been so good at pretending. So good at keeping people at arm’s length, making them believe that nothing ever gets under your skin. I used to admire it—how effortlessly you could brush things off, how nothing ever seemed to ruffle your perfect, composed facade. But I wonder… is it all just an act? Are you really that indifferent, or have you just convinced yourself you are?
You think you’ve shut me out, that I’m just another fleeting thought, someone you can discard as easily as a passing breeze. But that’s the thing, isn’t it, Elias? People like you always underestimate just how deeply someone can burrow beneath the surface, how close they can get without you even realizing it. You think you’re untouchable, above it all, but I’ve been watching. I’ve been waiting. And soon, you’ll find out just how close I really am.
The funny thing is, I don’t need you to feel the way I feel. I don’t need you to admit anything, to acknowledge the truth. No, Elias, I don’t need your words. Because soon enough, you’ll feel it in your bones. You’ll sense me everywhere, in every shadow, in every whispered breeze that catches you off guard. I’m closer than you think. Closer than you’d ever admit to yourself.
And when that moment comes—when you finally realize that I’ve been there all along, right on the edge of your perfect little world—what will you do? Will you still pretend to feel nothing? Will you keep up that cold front, convincing yourself that you’re impervious, untouchable? Or will something crack in that carefully crafted armor of yours? I wonder, Elias. I truly do.
Because I know the truth. I know that indifference isn’t real. It’s a mask, a shield you’ve wrapped around yourself so tightly that you’ve started believing it’s your skin. But masks can slip. Shields can break. And when they do, when the truth finally claws its way to the surface, I’ll be there, watching. Waiting.
At the Moonshadow Pack’s headquarters, the investigation team was still grinding away on the case of the slaughtered wolves. The air was thick with exhaustion, the kind that came from tracking a predator they couldn’t quite catch. Elias had just finished giving orders when Cyrus, called for a break. Everyone scattered, and Elias headed to the pack kitchen to grab some food.
One of the younger warriors teased him as he passed, "Hey, Elias, how’s a mated guy like you, with all those she-wolves drooling after you, ending up in the kitchen at midnight? What about your mate? Didn't she come to bring you a late-night snack?"
Elias's face darkened, and the sandwich he had just grabbed hit the table with a soft thud. "Why mention her? It leaves a bad taste in my mouth."
Cyrus, always attuned to tension, glanced over. "Yeah, come to think of it, it's been a while since anyone saw kyra around. She used to drop by whenever you pulled these long shifts, remember? Bringing food for everyone.”
Elias shot him a sharp look. "Those snacks ended up in your gut more than mine, didn't they? Still hungry?"
But Cyrus wasn’t joking anymore. His eyes narrowed, a serious tone creeping into his voice. "For real, though, everything alright with her? She’s been quiet. Is she… missing?"
Elias let out a low, humorless laugh, leaning back in his chair. "Missing? If she had any fight left in her, I'd actually respect her. But she’s like a shadow, always lingering where she's not wanted. It's been peaceful without her around. Can we drop it?"
Standing on the sidelines, I couldn’t help but smirk. Oh, Elias. You’ll never have to deal with me "lingering" again. Must be such a relief for you.
“Cyrus, we've identified the body!" One of the enforcers barged into the room, his eyes wide, clutching the DNA results in his hand like it was burning him. His face was pale, torn between duty and dread.
Cyrus reached for the results, but the enforcer hesitated, his gaze darting to Elias. "I think… Elias should see this first."
Elias frowned, puzzled. "Why me? I'm not leading this investigation. Why should I be the first to see it?"
Cyrus’s face was grim as he finally took the paper. His eyes scanned the results before he looked up, something dark and heavy in his expression. "Your mate... when was the last time you spoke with kyra?"
Elias stiffened. "What does kyra have to do with this? I got a message from her a few nights ago."
Cyrus pressed. "A few nights? Has it been more than three days?"
Realization crashed over Elias like a tidal wave. He shot up from his seat, his heart pounding in his chest, his wolf howling in the back of his mind. "What are you trying to say?"
The silence that followed was deafening. Every instinct in him screamed that something was horribly wrong. Cyrus’s eyes locked with his, and in that moment, Elias knew. Knew before the words even left his alpha’s mouth.
"Your mate," Cyrus said quietly, "is the victim we've been hunting for."