My first memoir in a new diary. My old diary was filled with stories and stories of girls I've fucked and turned but after this incident that happened on 23/4/2027 I had to start a new diary.

So... I was angry that mum was remarrying. I really hate the thought that she couldn't keep her pussy at check after dad's death and jumped into another man's arms.

However, she kept reassuring me that it's going to be fine but I hate it as hell.

But seriously, Diary, The first time I saw my step brother, I don't know when I wet my pants.

He was so fucking hot. Curly, blond hair, hazel eyes, nice body with the perfectly shaped ass and the outline of cock.... mouthwatering.

OMG!!!! I wanted to rip his clothes off right and suck his balls dry. But he gave me cold shoulders even when I introduced myself to him, telling me. off that he doesn't agree to our parents marriage.

Naturally, I was a straight guy and I fucked anything with a hole.

But after the incident with me and a gay bully, I realized that balls can actually be more sweeter than holes.

Mum and I moved in, and we began to attend thesame school. His dad made us share thesame room which only torture me the more each time I see him come out of the bathroom.

I can't count how many masturbation I've had in his name not until luck smiled on me one night, Eric was sitting on his bed, flipping through the pages of a porn magazine.

He discreetly had his hand on the growing bulge in his skimpy little boxer and I was lying in my bed, copying some notes.

Looking at him turns me on so much that I failed to hide my own burgeoning hard-on as I pinned the pen on my note trying to act like I wasn't looking.

It was around 1 am, everywhere was silent then Gabriel put down his magazine and announced he was going to sleep.

He asked if I could turn off the light, and I giggled, sensing what he was about to do. To rub himself off probably.

I flipped off my lamp and pretended to drift off to sleep since he also faced the opposite direction like he was sleeping.

I lay quietly, listening to the tell-tale sounds of Eric stroking his cock. Sure enough, though he tried to be quiet, but I could hear his breathing quicken, punctuated by almost silent moans.

I figured he was too engrossed in his own fantasy to notice the sounds coming from my side of the room, so I hooked my underwear under my balls and proceeded to stroke my 8-incher while picturing Eric in all his naked glory walking toward my bed.

So engrossed in my own pleasure, I didn't notice that Eric was really standing by my bed until he sat down beside me and placed his hand on my thigh.

"It seems we have the same problem," he said, staring at my fully erect cock. He stroked his own dick slowly as he rubbed the inside of my thigh. "Maybe we could help each other out."

I stammered out a reply. "What do you mean?" I tried to pretend. I shouldn't show him that I was eager or has been wanting him and I nervous as hell. My first gay fuck was a rape and my sexual later experience aside from girls was my own masturbation.

"Come on. I know you look always at me and I do listen each time you masturbate" He demanded again making me heave a sigh.

He knows I always masturbate? Breaking a slow sigh, I asked "Are you... Are you gay?"

He smiled. "You have a nice body and big cock for my liking. Even a straight guy will want to suck you"

Diary, I can't explain the euphoria that lit up my mind. His compliment was like drums of joy and a smile crept up my face. "Why did you always snub me then?"

He pressed my thigh again, "Stepbro, are we spending the whole night on chit chatting?"

Oh. I quickly jerked up and looked down timidly. "Yeah. But what if someone hears us."

"We'll just have to be quiet"

With that, he moved his hand from my thigh and slowly began stroking my cock. His hands were smooth and his touch was hot and gentle, but rough at the same time.

Diary, the feeling was heaven and I wanted to cry tears of joy but I better hold it.

He held the shaft as he rubbed my piss slit with his thumb. God, I let out a groan, my whole body was raging with fire.

I grabbed his cock urgently he continued to massage mine, and ran my hand on it for the first time.

His dick was about 8 inches long and really thick. I didn't think a 18 year old could have a dick that big. Perhaps he used cock enlargement pills.

But pills or not, I don't want to hear it. I repeated the motions he was doing nonstop until I began to cry for real.

The salty taste of tears made me realize it that I was really crying. Crying because my dream of fuckin Gabriel came true.

Despite the little tears, I didn't let go, I wanted to taste him, to wrap my lips around that glorious cock until it almost chock me to death.

Gabriel must have sensed the time was right, because he let go of my dick and stood up. He slipped his underwear to the floor and then pulled mine off me and then climbed in bed with me. He straddled my thighs and rubbed his cock against mine.

I lay there as he pinched my nipples and massaged my stomach. He poked his finger in my belly button. Then he leaned forward and brought his face down to mine and kissed me. My mouth opened instinctively and our tongues met and intertwined.

When it seemed we would both pass out from lack of oxygen, he broke the kiss and began to crawl up my torso, dragging the tip of his dick through the hair on my chest.

I smiled as he rested his balls on my chin, his cock sitting squarely on my nose and forehead. Without thinking, I opened my mouth wide, using my tongue to guide those 2 fat, juicy orbs inside.

All thanks to porn and XXX, I was prepared for this. He gasped as I began to suck his balls, gently at first, then with more force like he would disappear if I stop.

As he lifted his balls from my mouth, I sucked hard, causing a popping sound as they exited. I reached up and grabbed his cock, and guided it between my lips, moaning like a little gay boy that I was.

Gabriel dripped his hand into the hole of my nose, and as painful as it was, it made me more hornier, now arching for him to dip it in my ass.

He later removed his finger from my nose and lowered his dick straight into my waiting mouth. This was my first cock, and being inexperienced, I gagged a little but quickly grew accustomed to it and began to suck like the natural born cocksucker.

Gabriel slowly fucked his red hot prick in and out of my mouth and I used my tongue the object happily.

This continued for a few minutes until I decided to take a more aggressive stance. I grabbed his hips and rolled him off me and onto his back, the whole time, never releasing my hold on his cock. I proceeded to suck him for what seemed like forever.

Gabriel was enjoying my attentions and he began to moan and ran his fingers through my hair, down my back to my ass. I felt his fingers exploring between my cheeks, searching my hole.

He circled his fingered around it but couldn't reach far enough to place more than the tip inside.

He commanded me to stop but I don't want to stop and suck him more faster until he suddenly slap my mouth.

"I rule this bed now" he whispered and I loved it.

I nodded and obeyed as he made his way down to the end of the bed. I stayed on my stomach and he spread my cheeks apart.

Suddenly, I felt something warm and wet against my asshole. I looked over my shoulder to see his face buried in my ass. He was eating my ass. Gabriel's tongue darted in and out.

Fuck!! That felt so goddamned good. Then he pushed one finger inside my depths, twisting around, going in and out. Then, the pressure got greater as he inserted first a second then a third finger into my hole. I was thoroughly enjoying this, and wanted more. I looked back at him and uttered the words that would send me to heaven. "Fuck me, Gabriel. Fuck me with that cock."

He smiled as he positioned himself. Slowly, he inserted his still spit slick cock. First, the head entered and he paused for a moment. Even though he had tried to loosen me up with his fingers, it hurt like hell. But the last thing I wanted was for him to stop. I begged him to push it all the way in.

Gabriel obliged, sliding his 8 inch cock all the way in until I felt his pubic hair against my ass. He remained still for a minute or so to allow me to adjust. The pain subsided and was quickly replaced with pleasure.

I now knew what heaven was. It was a long, thick cock buried deep in my guts.

Gabriel fucked me slowly at first, but he began to pick up speed. The sound of skin slapping against mine, the feel of his balls swinging far enough to slap against mine, the grunts coming from his lips and mine drove us both over the edge. I buried my face in my pillow to muffle the sounds of ecstacty.

Gabriel bent over me and bit the back of my neck. I wanted this to last forever. But, Gabriel whispered in my ear that he was about to cum. I turned my head just enough to brush his lips before he brought himself upright, and plowed deep into my ass.

With several short, quick thrusts, he emptied himself into me. I could actually feel his load shooting deep in my guts. This was all I could take. I reached between my legs and stroked out the biggest load i had ever had.

We collapsed in a sweaty heap onto the bed. Our breaths came in rapid bursts. I looked at Gabriel and smiled. He smiled back and then kissed me one last time.

"Thanks. That was fucking fantastic."

I just smiled. You know, that dumb smile you get after your first time.

Gabriel and I continued our little sessions for several more days and months after.

My mum and his Dad knew nothing and we never told them.

It's really not my habit to write a diary, but I don't want to ever forget this.

So let's just skip things, I have to go back to work.

As manager of a local convenience store, it is my job to train new employees. Most of the time, it's a drag. But this time, the newbie was just about the cutest high school student I had ever seen. He was 6 ft. tall, brown hair, killer smile, and the deepest brown eyes.

His name was Michael and he was 19. That perfect age when boys get a hard-on just standing there.

The first couple of weeks, I decided to just let things move slowly and try to feel him out, so to speak. I had to be sure he would be open to sex with another guy before I made my move. Watching Michael, I picked up on subtle signs. I would catch him watching me when my back was turned or I was bent over picking something up from the floor. He seemed to find reasons to brush up against me for no reason. Finally, I have had enough. Jerking off every night thinking of Michael was not fulfilling my needs.

So on April 12th, after closing, I gave Michael a ride home, only to find that his parents hadn't come home yet and he didn't have his key. It was well after midnight and I couldn't leave him sitting on the veranda so I asked if he wanted to come to my house and watch some TV. Upon arriving at my home, Michael asked if he could use the restroom. While he was occupied, I got us some sodas from the fridge and sat down. Suddenly, Michael came into the room and asked if he could use my computer. He sat at my desk and powered my computer on. Too late I remembered my wallpaper was a pic of a hot blond guy giving another guy a blow. Michael made no comment, just cleared his throat and opened my browser. I thought, Hell, he didn't freak, so maybe....

After checking his email, Michael asked if he could show me something. As I took a seat beside him, he typed in an address and the screen went to some social networking site. I recognized the site from numerous visits myself. It speciallized in 100% adult content. Fucking, sucking, gay, straight. It had it all.

Michael navigated like he knew the site well. Soon, the screen filled with a video of a really cute guy stroking his very impressive cock. Upon closer inspection, I saw that the guy on the screen was Michael. He was stroking that monster with one hand while shoving a dildo up his ass with the other. He just looked at me and smiled that smile and asked if I would like to see the live show.

I lead him to my bedroom. He quickly stripped off his clothes and jumped on my bed. He began to play with his cock, all the while staring me straight in the eye. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I also couldn't just stand there. I began to remove my clothes and moved to join young Michael. I moved his hand from his cock and replaced it with my mouth. He moaned loudly as I gave him the blow job of his young life. I alternated from his cock to his balls, at times looking up at his face to see him looking back at me, flashing that killer smile. I worked his cock, moving up and down and side to side, sliding my tongue along the underside of his shaft, sticking the tip into his piss-slit.

After a few minutes, he pulled my head from his cock and spun himself around bringing us into my favorite position, 69. He grabbed my 8-incher and swallowed it in one motion. I gasped in shock and pleasure. Michael was no novice. He was sucking my cock like a pro, mimicing everything I had been doing to him. I took his tool back into my mouth and we sucked each other for what seemed like an eternity. I decided to take it to the next logical step. I spread his legs and moved from his cock to his balls, and then on through his legs to that ultimate treasure. His pretty little rosebud winked at me, practically begging me inside.

I slurped and sucked and tongue-fucked relentlessly until he came up from air and started begging me to fuck him. You don't have to tell me twice. I grabbed a pillow and slipped it under his ass as I lifted his legs.

With me left hand I massaged his cock as I used my right to guide my cock to his young hole. I pushed the head in, reveling in the tightness. Michael smiled and moaned and begged me to keep going. I pushed in all the way until my pubes were mingling with the hairs on his ass. I then began to fuck him slowly, enjoying the silky smooth feel of his chute.

Before long, I couldn't control myself, and I picked up the pace. Michael was a very vocal boy, yelling "Fuck Me" at the top of his lungs. Watching his beautiful face contort in pure exstacy while never closing his eyes pushed me over the edge and I blasted his guts with the biggest load I had experienced in a while. He too began to cum, shooting all the way up to his own chin. I bent down to lick up his load and grabbed my head and pulled me in, kissing me and sucking his own cum off my tongue.

We rolled over, dripping cum and sweat and gasping for air. After showering, we went back to the bed and did it all over again, though this time, It was his cock drilling my ass. For real, Diary, that boy could fuck.

Don't call me a perv! I record every day, I tell you stories and stories of my boring day!

I mean you knew I was dating Jasper right? But that punk never gave me attention!

Now, 23 august was wet and filthy and yet, I still feel guilty.

See, let's just recap what happened perhaps, you'll understand, Dear Diary.

"Michael Wake Up It's 7:15!" came that annoying tone of my sister that made me jump up from my peaceful sleep.

"Bitch! Can't you have wait 5 more seconds. I.... I need my beauty sleep!" I cursed at her definitely angry. You know the kind of anger when a peaceful sleep was interrupted. 

Gilda opened the door, Bursting in with her annoying loud mouth and two cups of coffee in her hands. "Sorry dickhead, but we are going to be late for school, and it's the first day of your senior year!"

Becca set a cup of coffee on my side table and, as she brushed the long blond hair out of her eyes, she sat down on the bed next to me.

Thankfully, my duvet was big enough to hide my big morning arousal.

But my sister's cum filled brain knew that and she gasped as she saw it. 

 "Ah I see you were dreaming about chris again huh?"

I sat up and adjusted my "problem" and grabbed the cup of coffee. "Kay sis, go, now, I need to get dressed for school. So go cook breakfast, I'll be out in five" 

She still sat there, giggling like a kid and damn I hate it when someone teases me like that. 

"Now!" I yelled. Becca got up slowly while still snickering.

She was a brat sometimes, but before she left, she turned at the door and smiled at me. "Hey, Mich, love you, and good morning." The she left.

I got up and pulled off my boxers, and hoped into the shower. I still had my member front and center so I decided to take care of him. I grabbed my hard on with one firm hand and started to slowly stroke the shaft.

 I pictured Jasper and me sucking his cock like I usually did after he had a long day at work. I opened my eyes in just enough time to see a drop of pre-cum dribble from the head of my cock. Speeding up I started bucking my hips so I could go faster. So I could pretend I was shoving my cock into his tight ass. "ohhh god... Jasper....AHHHHGHHH" I shot a huge load onto the shower door, and collapsed into the tub.

I slowly got up and turned off the water, after washing my cum off of the shower. Stepping out of the shower I looked over my body in the mirror, 6 ft, blondish hair that fell about to the length of my eyes. I checked out my nice 6inch long 1inch wide member and my cleanly shaven balls. 

I quickly put on my cloths and ran downstairs for breakfast. I grabbed a chair at our table and Becca placed a plate of French toast before me. Started eating and she sat down with me. She looked slightly frustrated with something and I couldn't help but ask. "Becca, whats wrong?" She looked at me with those "sorry" puppy eyes, and sighed.

"Michael... Mom called," she started out. Just from the beginning I could tell this would be bad. "She said dad is in the hospital, and, he wants to see you. Apparently it's serious, and I don't think-"

"Don't you fucking say it. In fact I don't fucking care. That ass is the reason I was kicked out. I came out to him and he.... He kicked me out! Becca just stood there nodding. She looked at me and quietly said "We better go to school"

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After school Jasper and I walked to my house. I stared at him as he sat next to me on the bed, as we played codm together. His short hair spiked up lightly, his brown eyes had trims of gold in them and he was so sexy. I leaned in and kissed his neck, and he looked at me with a slight look of surprise. Then he smirked, he knew I wanted him, and he wanted me back.

I quickly grabbed the opportunity because I don't know when next we'll have this chance. 

He let our lips meet and he paused the game placing both controllers on to the coffee table. His tongue slowly slid out of his lips and licked my lips. I granted his tongue access and I pulled him closer to me. He placed a hand on my shoulder, guiding me to lay down. He rubbed my chest kissing me more intently, and he sat up quickly to pull off his shirt. I fallowed suit.

He stratled me and licked my chest from the edge of my pants to my neck. I quivered and tugged on his pants. "please... Can I?" I said looking into his eyes. He knew I needed a good dose of pre-cum. He rolled over onto his back and un-buttoned his pants. His delicious cock sprung out of his jeans, witch caused his pre to spring from his head and splash across my face. I licked my lips tasting his salty sweet mixture. Jasper was gasping and looking into my eyes, he was so horny. My thought was proven when he grabbed the back of my neck and pushed my mouth on to his cock. I gasped for one deep breath and got to work on my favorite pass time.

"oh fuck Michael" Jasper moaned. As he did so he bucked his hips causing my mouth to water and more of his flowing pre to dribble out of my mouth onto my chest. I took his hard member out of my mouth and lapped up my treat. 

Jasper pulled me in close and kissed me hard on the lips. He pulled away ever so slightly so there was barely any room in-between our lips. I whispered "I love you, my coon" Jasper smiled and again, and kissed me, this time, with more passion.

I really wanted to get angry at him for all these boring days but this is enough to make up for everything, I guess. 

We both got up and walked to my room, the whole while he never let go of my waist. Once in the room, Jasper pushed me onto the bed, practically ripping off my pants. He grabbed one of our favorite things from my closet. Two pairs of pink, fuzzy, sparkly hand cuffs. I love those things to death, but when chris and I were done with them, I always ended up looking like a stripper in a night club. Those damn sparkles clung to everything they touched.

Jasper hooked me to the bed posts and kissed my lips again. Then he smirked and put the final touches on. He put on me a pair of bunny ears, and the fluffiest fucking bunny tale you have ever seen, whilst putting on some cat ears and a Raccoon tail himself.

He place his knees on both sides of my head and bent down into a 69. He sucked my head into his mouth and I did the same, working on him as I did before. I felt his hard member slide into my throat. His tail felt fussy on my face.

We both loved having me strapped down when we 69'ed. I loved the feeling of being helpless and he had the feeling he could fuck my mouth as deep as he wanted. Like this I was almost cumming. I moaned loudly with his cock in my throat and felt my load shoot stream after stream into his mouth, and he swallowed hungrily. He backed off and looked me in the eyes. He leaned to my ear and whispered 'bad boy, you didn't wait tell I came. Your going to pay my little bunn-"

"Jasper wait." He gasped and quickly unlocked me and sat in bed next to me. He immediately got serious, his hard on became half mass and he looked directly into my eyes. "Whats wrong baby?"

I smiled making him relax a little. "Nothing lover, I just needed to say... I'm... I'm ready." I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. His member jumped back to full hard throbbing size.

 He laid back on top of me sliding off his ears and mine. I pulled away slightly and looked at him confused.

"As long as I have you... I don't need any roll playing or stupid gimmicks. You turn me on so much, much more then any of that." He kissed me again and I slid off the tails.

 He rolled over onto his back and pulled me on top of him. "You are in control here. You decide how deep I am, and how fast we go."

Nodding I rubbed his pre all over my virgin flower. 

I reached into my night stand and grabbed my lube. I squirted it directly onto his hard cock.

 Then he took the bottle from me and put a dab onto his fingers. He rubbed my ass hole and I rubbed his cock.

We both were throbbing and I couldn't take it any more, I lined his cock up with my ass and slowly slid the head in.

 He let out a loud moan and I shivered. 

It felt slightly painful, he was huge, but the pain faded. 3 of his nine inches slid into me making me gasp hard and loud. "Jasper I LOVE YOU!"

He grabbed my hips and slid deeper into me fast. "Ohhh dalty I love you!.... I'm about to cum!" he shot stream after stream deep into my ass. 

I started shooting my cum and it splashed onto his face, as I almost reached the peak of my climax he shoved his whole 9 inches into my ass and i shot the last of my squirt into his mouth.

 As I did this he and I heard a loud moan. "Oh shit, what the fuck is that?!"

We detached ourselves and opened my door that we realized was cracked open. On the floor with her pants down, shirt up, two fingers in her pussy and a hand on her tit sat my sister. " hehe.... Hi Mich.... Jasper..."

Oh Diary.... I'll

be right back. Becca is touching herself again.