April Thomas POV:
The ride home was silent, thick with the cloying stench of fake sympathy. Douglas drove, his knuckles white on the steering wheel, while Connor sat beside me in the back, murmuring useless platitudes. I kept my face buried in his chest, playing the part of the shattered victim. In reality, I was watching them, my mind a cold, calculating machine.
When we walked-or rather, when Douglas carried me-through the front door, Isla was waiting in the great hall. She was dressed in a simple white dress, her hair pulled back, her face a perfect portrait of angelic concern.
"Oh, April!" she cried, rushing forward. "I saw the news… it's horrible! Are you alright?"
She reached for my hand, her touch cool and dry. Douglas and Connor immediately softened, their protective energy shifting from me to her.
"We're fine, Isla," Douglas said, his voice gentle. "Don't you worry."
"But they were so cruel to her," Isla whispered, her eyes welling with manufactured tears. Then, as if she couldn't contain her excitement any longer, she turned, a brilliant smile breaking through the facade of sorrow. "But I have some good news! Something to cheer us all up!"
She gestured to the grand mahogany table in the center of the hall. Sitting atop it, gleaming under the chandelier, was a large, golden trophy.
"I won," she announced, her voice ringing with triumph. "The National Ballet Competition. I'm the new champion."
My eyes locked onto the trophy. It was mine. The competition I was supposed to have dominated. The culmination of twenty years of sweat, sacrifice, and endless pirouettes. It was the stage on which my Broadway debut was to be announced.
A phantom ache spread through my legs. I could almost feel the familiar burn in my calves, the satisfying click of my joints as I moved through a Grand Jeté. I remembered the roar of the crowd, the blinding heat of the stage lights, the feeling of flight.
Now, I couldn't even stand.
Douglas and Connor beamed, their faces alight with pride. They flanked Isla, showering her with praise, their earlier "trauma" over my public humiliation completely forgotten.
"That's incredible, Isla!"
"We knew you could do it!"
They were a perfect, happy little family of three, celebrating a victory bought with my blood and dignity. I was an afterthought, a piece of broken furniture in the corner of the room.
I said nothing. I simply turned my wheelchair and began to push myself away, the soft whir of the wheels the only sound I made.
"April, wait!" Isla called, her voice dripping with false sweetness. She hurried after me, catching up at the base of the stairs. She placed a hand on my shoulder, leaning in close as if to help.
"Don't be such a sore loser," she whispered, her voice a venomous hiss in my good ear. "It looks pathetic on you. Then again," she added, her eyes raking over my useless legs and the hidden bulk of the catheter bag, "everything looks pathetic on you now."
The cruelty of it stole my breath. My face went pale, my hands tightening on the wheels of my chair.
Suddenly, Isla shrieked. "Ah!"
She stumbled backward, tumbling dramatically down the first few steps of the grand staircase, landing in a heap on the plush runner.
"Isla!"
Douglas and Connor spun around, their faces masks of horror. They rushed past me, kneeling beside her, their hands fluttering over her like frantic butterflies.
"What happened?" Douglas demanded, his eyes finding mine, instantly filled with accusation.
Isla, ever the actress, sobbed into Connor's shoulder. "It's my fault," she whimpered. "I shouldn't have crowded April. She's just… upset. She didn't mean to push me."
The lie was so blatant, so audacious, it was almost brilliant. She hadn't just accused me; she had framed it as an act of magnanimous forgiveness.
Douglas's face hardened into a familiar, cold fury. He stood up, towering over me. "You pushed her?" he snarled.
"I didn't touch her," I said, my voice flat and even.
"Don't lie to me, April!" he thundered. He gestured wildly at Isla, who was now examining a supposedly twisted ankle. "Do you have any idea what her legs mean to a dancer? An injury like this could end her career!"
The irony was so thick I could have choked on it. My own legs, permanently destroyed by his design, were forgotten. My career, already obliterated, was irrelevant.
A dry, mirthless laugh escaped my lips. "Her legs?" I asked, my voice dangerously quiet. "You're worried about her legs?"
Douglas flinched as if I'd slapped him.
Connor looked from me to Douglas, his expression torn. For a fleeting second, I saw a flicker of doubt in his eyes. But it was quickly extinguished by Isla's soft whimper.
"Apologize to her, April," Douglas commanded, his voice leaving no room for argument. "Now."
"No," I said. The word was small, but it was a rock against the tide of their injustice.
Isla's performance intensified. "It's okay, Douglas, really," she said, her voice trembling bravely. "I know April is going through a lot. I forgive her." She looked at me, her eyes gleaming with triumph.
Douglas's heart audibly melted. "You're too good, Isla," he murmured, stroking her hair.
I couldn't watch anymore. I turned my chair and wheeled myself into the quiet solitude of the library, leaving them to their disgusting tableau.
Later that night, Connor came to my room. He brought me a glass of warm milk, just like he used to when I couldn't sleep.
"For you," he said softly, his eyes pleading for a connection I could no longer give.
I took the glass, wheeled myself to the ensuite bathroom, and poured the milk down the sink. I didn't look at him as I wheeled back out.
I was startled from a fitful sleep in the dead of night by a sound in my room. My eyes snapped open. A figure was standing by my bed. Douglas.
My blood ran cold. I squeezed my eyes shut, feigning sleep, my heart hammering against my ribs.
Suddenly, the blanket was ripped away. Rough hands grabbed me, yanking me from the bed. I landed on the floor with a jarring thud that sent a shockwave of pain through my useless spine. Before I could scream, a coarse burlap sack was pulled over my head, plunging me into suffocating darkness.
I was dragged from the room, bumping down the stairs, every impact a fresh agony. I bit my lip to keep from crying out, the coppery taste of blood filling my mouth.
I was thrown onto a cold, damp floor. The basement.
I heard their voices again, the two voices that haunted my nightmares.
"Are you sure about this?" It was Connor, his voice hesitant.
"She needs to be taught a lesson," Douglas's voice was like stone. "She hurt Isla. She's becoming unhinged, dangerous. A little bit of discipline is what she needs."
"Discipline? Douglas, this is insane."
"You saw her today. The jealousy is making her ugly. We need to remind her of her place."
My place. A broken toy. A disobedient pet. The pain in my heart was a thousand times worse than the agony in my body. It was a tearing, a shredding of the very fabric of my soul.
"Do it," Douglas commanded a third voice, one I didn't recognize.
I squeezed my eyes shut, bracing for the impact.
The first blow landed on my back, a solid, sickening thud of a wooden rod against my flesh. A strangled groan escaped my lips.
Another blow, this time on my legs. I felt nothing but the jarring vibration, a ghostly echo of pain in limbs that could no longer feel.
Thud. Thud. Thud.
The sounds were rhythmic, brutal. I curled into a ball, my silent screams trapped in my throat.
Then, just as suddenly as it began, it stopped.
"What was that?" Douglas asked, his voice sharp and alert.
The sack was ripped from my head.
April Thomas POV:
A soft "meow" echoed in the damp basement air.
Connor let out a shaky breath. "It's just one of the stray cats from the alley."
Douglas relaxed, waving a dismissive hand at the hired muscle. "Get out."
The man scurried away, and my brother and fiancé were left staring down at me. My fingernails dug into my palms, the sharp pain a welcome distraction. The fabric of my pajamas was torn, and I could already see the dark, ugly bruises blooming on the pale, useless skin of my thighs.
"How did these get here?" I asked, my voice eerily calm as I pointed to the marks.
Douglas's eyes flickered away. "You must have… knocked into something when you fell out of the chair today."
Connor, ever the peacemaker, rushed to change the subject. "April, your birthday is next week! We should throw you a party. A big one. Just like we used to."
Just like they used to. Before I turned fourteen. Before Isla. My birthday parties had been legendary, planned for months by my doting brother and boyfriend. After Isla arrived, my birthdays became an afterthought, a shared cake after we had all celebrated hers, which was conveniently the day before mine. The attention, the gifts, the love-it all shifted to her.
"No, thank you," I said flatly.
But they insisted. It would be a grand affair, they promised, to show the world that the Thomas family was united and strong.
They spent the next week in a flurry of activity, always rushing in and out, their phones buzzing constantly. Isla was nowhere to be seen, supposedly "recovering" at a friend's house. The day of the party, Douglas swept into my room, a lavish gown draped over one arm and a velvet box in his hand.
"For you," he said, placing the box in my lap. It was a diamond necklace, gaudy and impersonal. "Get dressed. The car is waiting."
He left as quickly as he came, his phone already pressed to his ear. He left his other phone, his personal one, on my nightstand.
A small, wicked impulse took over. I picked it up. It wasn't password protected. On the screen was a group chat. The name was "Isla's Knights." The members: Douglas, Connor, and Isla.
My thumb scrolled, a sickening dread growing with every message. It was filled with photos of the three of them from the past week. Laughing on a yacht. Dining at a Michelin-starred restaurant. Shopping on Fifth Avenue. Isla, wearing a dress identical to the one they'd bought for me, was holding up a delicate, beautiful necklace-one I recognized. One Douglas had promised me for my eighteenth birthday and then claimed was "no longer available."
Their week of "party preparations" was a lie. It was a vacation. With her. The gown they'd brought me was a cheap knock-off, a free gift with purchase from the boutique where they'd bought Isla's. The necklace in my lap was a last-minute afterthought.
A single, hot tear splashed onto the phone's screen. I mechanically placed it back on the nightstand, my heart a cold, dead stone in my chest.
When the maid came to help me dress, I refused. "The bruises on my legs are too ugly for a dress," I said, my voice hollow.
Douglas came, his face a mask of irritation. "Don't be difficult, April." He didn't even look at my legs. They forced the dress on me anyway and wheeled me out to the car.
The ballroom was a sea of glittering chandeliers and fake smiles. But I was an island. No one spoke to me. Douglas and Connor were glued to Isla's side, her laughter tinkling as they hung on her every word. I was a prop, a symbol of their "forgiveness" and "family unity." A ghost at my own birthday party.
Suddenly, the floor beneath me shuddered violently. A collective gasp rippled through the crowd. Crystal glasses rattled, and a long, ominous crack snaked across the ceiling.
Panic erupted. People screamed and scrambled for the exits.
Through the chaos, I saw them. Douglas and Connor. Their eyes were wide with fear. For a split second, both of them looked at me, trapped in my wheelchair, a sitting duck.
Then, in perfect, damning unison, they turned and ran. Not to me.
To Isla.
They each grabbed one of her arms, half-carrying, half-dragging her towards the exit, their bodies shielding hers.
Someone collided with my wheelchair, sending it spinning. I was thrown to the floor, my head cracking against the marble. My vision blurred.
Another tremor, stronger this time. A huge section of the decorative ceiling broke free, plummeting towards me.
From the doorway, I heard a faint, distant shout. "April!" It was Connor. A pang of guilt? A final, useless thought for the fiancée he was leaving to die?
Then the world went black as a ton of plaster and gilt crushed down upon me.
I surfaced to the sound of muffled shouting and the groan of stressed metal. I was pinned, a heavy beam lying across my chest, making each breath a searing agony.
A flashlight beam cut through the dusty darkness. "We've got survivors!" a voice yelled. A firefighter knelt beside me, his face grim. He shone his light a few feet away, where Douglas and Connor were huddled over a whimpering Isla.
"Sir," the firefighter called out to them. "We can only move one section at a time. Who do we get out first? The woman in the wheelchair is in a more precarious position. Her breathing is compromised."
My heart flickered. This was it. The ultimate choice.
Connor looked at me, his face pale and torn.
But Douglas didn't hesitate. His voice was cold, hard, and utterly final. "Save Isla first."
He wouldn't even look at me. He just stared at Isla, muttering, "I won't lose you again. Not after what happened five years ago."
Five years ago? The memory hit me with the force of a physical blow. A boating trip. A storm. Isla had fallen overboard. I, a stronger swimmer, had dived in after her without a second thought, pulling her to safety while a piece of floating debris gashed my own arm open. But in the chaos, everyone had seen Isla shivering and crying in Douglas's arms, and me, bleeding, a few feet away. They assumed she had been the hero. She had saved me.
Isla had never corrected them. She had bathed in their undeserved adoration ever since.
That was it. That was the reason. Their entire decade of skewed affection, of gross favorit-ism, was built on a lie.
Connor looked at me, his eyes filled with a wretched apology, before turning back to Isla. "Okay," he whispered, sealing my fate. "Save Isla."
The firefighters moved away from me. The light receded.
I watched them, my so-called family, carry their precious porcelain doll away from the wreckage, leaving me behind in the dark to die.
A final, violent shudder rocked the ruined building. The beam on my chest shifted, and the last of the air was forced from my lungs.
Darkness, absolute and final, swallowed me whole.
April Thomas POV:
Connor' s face was a study in shock. "What are you talking about, Douglas? What happened five years ago?"
"She saved me," Isla whimpered from the safety of Douglas's arms, her performance flawless even in the face of death. "I almost drowned, and April pulled me from the water."
The lie was so ingrained, so practiced, she probably believed it herself now.
Douglas looked at Connor, his eyes blazing with a fanatical devotion. "Isla is the one who is truly brave, Connor. She's always been the one protecting April, and no one ever sees it. I won't fail her again."
In the suffocating darkness under the beam, a bitter laugh bubbled in my chest, turning into a bloody cough. So that was it. The grand, noble reason for their betrayal. A case of mistaken identity from a childhood accident. They weren't just cruel; they were idiots. Pathetic, blind fools.
Connor's resolve hardened. He nodded at the rescue worker. "You heard him. Get her out."
The decision was made. The two most important men in my life had signed my death warrant.
I watched their silhouettes disappear into the swirling dust and chaos of the collapsing ballroom. They didn't look back. Not once.
A final, deep groan echoed from the bones of the building. The world above me shifted, and the heavy plaster ceiling came crashing down. My last conscious thought was of their retreating backs.
Then, oblivion.
Pain. Blinding, searing, all-consuming pain. It was the first thing I registered, a sign that the oblivion had been temporary. I was alive.
Somehow, I was alive.
My hand flew to my legs, a frantic, desperate check. They were still there, wrapped in thick bandages, but they were there.
A nurse with a kind face bustled into the room. "Ah, you're awake. You gave us quite a scare. You're lucky to be alive, miss. We almost couldn't save your legs."
I let out a weak, hollow laugh. "Lucky." I would rather have died.
The door burst open and they were there, their faces pale, their expensive clothes rumpled and stained with dust. They looked haunted.
"April!" Douglas rushed to my side, grabbing my hand. His was trembling. "Oh, God, April. We thought… we thought we'd lost you."
"The structure was unstable," Connor knelt by the bed, his voice choked with emotion. He looked like he was about to be sick. "The firefighters made us leave. They said it was the only way. I'm so, so sorry."
Lies. All of it. A carefully constructed narrative to absolve their guilt.
I pulled my hand from Douglas's grasp. I stared past them, my eyes fixed on a water stain on the ceiling. I didn't want to see their faces. I didn't want to hear their voices.
Connor noticed my silence. His face crumpled. "April? Please, say something." His voice trembled. "Please, look at me."
I remained still, a statue carved from grief and ice. I had nothing left to say to them.
Douglas panicked. "What's wrong with her?" he demanded, grabbing a passing nurse. "Why isn't she talking?"
He insisted on a full neurological work-up. An hour later, a psychiatrist with gentle eyes sat across from them in a small consultation room. I was just outside the door, my new, state-of-the-art wheelchair-a guilt-gift from Cyrus's people-silent and still.
"Miss Thomas is suffering from severe clinical depression and acute post-traumatic stress," the doctor said calmly. "Given the circumstances, it's not surprising. She has also expressed suicidal ideation. She is a very high-risk patient."
"Suicidal?" Douglas scoffed, a flicker of his old arrogance returning. "That's ridiculous. She's just upset. It's a small matter. She'll get over it."
"A small matter?" Connor exploded, turning on Douglas for the first time. "A small matter?! We left her to die, Douglas! We chose Isla over her! Have you forgotten that?"
"It was a life-or-death situation!" Douglas shot back. "I made a judgment call!"
"You made a mistake!" Connor roared, his face contorted with a mixture of guilt and fury. "A monstrous mistake. That 'debt' you think you owe Isla for saving you? You just paid it. We're even. I'm done. I will not hurt April again. Not for you, not for Isla, not for anyone."
Douglas stared at him, stunned into silence. He opened his mouth to argue, but then seemed to think better of it. He sighed, a long, weary sound, and the fight went out of him.
"You're right," he said, his voice barely a whisper. "You're right. We'll make it up to her. I swear, Connor. From now on, we will be better. We will give her everything."
I wheeled myself silently away from the door. Their promises were like ashes in my mouth. Too little, and far, far too late.