I drove away, and I don't know where I went. I had just turned a corner when I saw one. I hate this feeling. Why does it have to be like this?
"I'm having too much trouble and pain. Why? " I whisper and let the tears run down my cheeks while I'm heading in an unfamiliar way that I've never seen before.
"I wish Leion was here with me," I said, and wiped my tears gently while I kept looking at the surroundings. I was passing by.
It's getting late, and as time goes on, the road becomes full and the cars I meet become fewer and fewer. I feel lonely and the pain is killing me.
"Leion," I whispered, and his face flashed in my mind. He looked happy and lovely.
"I love you, Aubrey. I'm here for you. I will always love and save you, even if the exchange is my life. "Just for you, my Aubrey." He said and caressed my left cheek while staring straight into my eyes and his smile. It's so sweet and makes my heart melt, and the butterflies in my tummy are acting wild inside, and my mind is shaking.
"I love you too, Leion. I can't imagine myself without you." I said and smiled at him while holding his hand. He closed his eyes and put our foreheads together.
"You're my one and only, Aubrey," he whispered, and his lips gently brushed mine.
"You're my one and only too." I said and parked my car. I used the hood of my jacket because it's really cold in Canada, but I'm not allowed to be offended, especially since I'm pregnant and pregnant women are very delicate.
"Wow," I said with amusement in my voice while I couldn't shift my gaze in other directions because of the beauty of city lights.
This scene makes my system relax. I wish the lion was here taking care of me.
"Please, hug me if you hear me," I whispered while closing my eyes and feeling every breath that passed through my body.
"You will catch a cold and your baby will catch a cold," he said, then hugged me on my back.
"N-nick," I uttered, then closed my eyes and my tears fell one by one. I leaned my head on his shoulder and held his hand that was on my stomach. I could feel his warm hand on my stomach and caressed it gently.
"Thank you, thank you for always being there even when I push you away, Nick," I said, then leaned my head on his shoulder.
"I'm always here for you, Aubrey, even if everything leaves you, I'm here for your baby," he said and caressed my tummy.
"You're such a good man, Nick. It's funny how we met. It was unexpected, even this. I didn't expect you to be with me. I thought I would face these battles alone, but you taught me how to share my problems when they are too much to solve." Then I smiled as he presented me to him and looked into my eyes.
"We were here for you, Aubrey it would be my pleasure to take away all of your problems, so it won't be difficult. I can't see you that way. "It's hard for me to see you suffer that much," he said, sighing.
"I will be okay too. Time makes the wound heal, and the scar will be the trophy that reminds you how tough a person you are." I whispered and let my tears run down my cheeks. It's just too hard to accept that he's gone, that he's left. It's me. I thought he would never give up on me.
I wish I hadn't run out of the garden. I wish I hadn't agreed to get married right away that day. I wish I had let him explain. I wish he had let me give him a chance to be with him. I'm not ready to lose him, not this time, not even the other time. I want him to love me and have a happy family.
"Aubrey's happy wherever he is now, so stop blaming yourself. It's not your fault, okay?" I just nodded and wiped my tears, then he put my jacket on and we looked up at the sky. The snow was falling.
"Snow flakes, oh god," I said, then turned around while feeling the snow hitting my skin. It feels so good.
"When Lianna Snowe is a girl, it's Leiongrei Flyames, and when it's a boy, it's Leiongrei flyames," I said randomly as Nick watched my every move and smiled.
I call out his name and smile. I mean, I show my biggest smile.
"Thank you for everything and taking care of me," I said, and then he came to me and hugged me tightly.
"Honestly, could I stay at your side and let you take care of me, including your baby?" He asked, then I smiled quickly and held his hand.
"You can, but if you feel ashamed of me because of my situation, well, don't oblige yourself. I'm not your responsibility. You're free to do everything that you want to." Then he laughed softly.
"That's because you're a tough lady." I smiled, then he held both of my hands.
He looked straight into my eyes, and his eyes told so many stories that he never told others.
"If you're ready, just tell me, okay? I'm not-damn it! "he cussed and looked away as if he was ashamed of me and turned his back on me.
"What is it, Nick? Come on, spill it," I said, and then he shyly faced me and took a deep breath and closed his eyes tightly.
"I said I really like you," he uttered, then turned around and his ears started to turn red. That made me laugh hard.
"What a confession, Nick, but I like the way you blush like a tomato," I teased him, then I sat down.
"Stop making fun of me! It's difficult to admit my true feelings when I see how bad your situation is, and all I can do for you is help you stand again and help you with everything I have," he said, burying his face in my arm, and I sighed as I looked at the city lights.
"Everything's going to be alright, it's just that I'm not ready to let myself move forward." Then I grabbed Nick's hair and gently caressed it, and he hugged me tighter.
"I'll make you feel better, I promise."
5 years later
"Mama! Grei broke my Barbie doll!"
"Mama, Gianna broke my robot too!"
"But mom, I accidentally dropped his robot while we were playing tag."
"No mom! Gianna is lying!"
I can't help but adore my babies while watching them report to me. I love them and I can't imagine my life without them. I don't know how to continue without them in my life. My life was reborn when Grei and Lianna came into it. It was like a fairytale.
"Okay, babies, we'll buy a new toy for you." I turned around when Nick came in, and he was carrying paper bags, and I'm sure those were children's toys.
"Daddy!" Lianna and Grei shouted as they ran towards Nick, and at the same time, he hugged the two of them in his arms, then grinned at me.
"Aww, my babies are so sweet. My other baby doesn't even want to come near," he teased, while grinning at me. I smiled and hugged them.
"Your mom is not angry anymore. What should we say to each other?" Nick asked my babies while both of them looked at each other.
"Sorry brother."
"Sorry baby Lianna," they said at the same time, then snorted. They were funny. It relieves tiredness when I just see my twins happy. I suddenly feel happy and think that I am very lucky and will be blessed with children like them.
"I love you, Lianna and Grei," I said, and kissed their foreheads.
"What about me? Where's my kiss? " Nick said and snorted at me while the other two grinned and waited for the kiss meant for their daddy.
"Mama kiss daddy," Lianna cheered while clapping her hands.
"Okay, that's it," I said while laughing. I kissed him. Then I turned around and the two of them were excited and it was like they were celebrating.
"You guys! You have no business saying that!" I was surprised and faced the door when I saw them.
"Surprise!" they shouted when they were completed. Geraldine had a baby boy while the boys' wives were with them, and Anna smiled at me, then hugged me while Joanna was carrying a baby that looked like she was 1 year old.
"Omg! I'm beautiful too!" Ferti shouted, and we got irritated and had a group hug.
"Even if you're not drunk, you're going to be tipsy Ferti," Gerald whined while carrying a bag and holding two children, all boys, who seemed to be my children's age.
P.J. Nathan, Jake, and Nathan are the same, and there is a man with an American face with a man who looks like Geraldine, and Anna is rubbing her stomach.
"Is my surprise okay?" Nick said, then put his arms around me and the children ran in the yard like a playground because of the number of children outside.
"Surprise" when they do it again and at the same time this time.
"Fuck you!" I thought they laughed and laughed.
My eyes were awakened when I saw Dwight walking towards the house with his wife. He was carrying two children, and his wife was holding one.
"That's another hardworking child!" said Nathan while stroking his wife's hair and watching his son play with Lina while my children observed the behavior of the new faces they saw. There are almost 10 of them in the playground, and my twins are 12. If we include Dwight's children, they are 15, and they are so bad that time went by so fast and our children multiplied immediately.
"Wow, you are complete!" Then they said hello and we sat on the sun loungers in my yard and we discussed that we would all sleep in the living room and we would just spread a mattress there. Then we would walk to their resort Joanna.
"Guys, we're getting old, we have a child, and Nick hasn't scored on Aubrey yet," the boys laughed as Nick danced.
"Yes! Do you have any plans to follow them? Sheenie is the only one who is not pregnant," Ferti said, then hugged her fiancé.
"Is Joe older than my twin?" I asked while they laughed.
Even though I was surprised, my brother is stupid. 3 years ago, he broke up with Sheenie because he didn't know that she was pregnant, and then they got back together when my brother got pregnant again, and it's Simon, who is the same age as your twins, and now she's pregnant too! I laughed at Geraldine while sniffling. She is also pregnant now.
"I'll pass the pregnant woman first. Pregnant women are tired, so take care! You only know how to make a child!" He complained, then PJ interjected.
"It was delicious, you complained, it's a good race, and the cape is still happy," and they all laughed.
"That's right, fight for the rights of our men! Our husbands are undermining us. Jake complained, then Anna looked at Clave.
"Hey baby, you know I'm happy when I'm under you." I shook my head, then they continued their teasing.
I went to the kitchen and prepared food for the children and us in the living room.
"Did you love it?" He asked, then wrapped his arm around my waist while leaning his head on my shoulder.
I closed my eyes when I felt the touch of his lips on my neck, which revived thousands of voltages in my body.
"N-nick, what if they see us?" I said, then faced him and leaned my head on his chest as he smelled and kissed my hair.
"Your hair is too long. Don't you want to cut it? " He asked, and I looked up and smiled at him.
"Then when it happens that I want and my dreams," I said, and then the tip of his nose hit mine and our lips touched.
I wrap my hands around his nape and kiss him hungrily, as if this is the first time that I have tasted his mouth.
He sucked every part of my lips until he slid his hands down my blouse and massaged my right breast while his bulge was getting bigger and hitting my tummy.
His left hand grabbed my butt and squeezed it.
"Oh, Nick," I moaned when he sucked my collarbone and set fire to my insides, and I know I want more.
I leave a hickey on his chest while his hand travels down to my tummy down to my pussy.
"You are ready," he said, and inserted his finger inside my precious pearl.
I pressed myself and widened my thighs so he could finger me.
I close my eyes while he keeps playing with my clit.
"Aubrey the kids is asking for food– my god! Guys, there's porn in the kitchen!" I pushed Nick while fixing myself and glared at Anna while Nick licked the finger he inserted into my womanhood. My face got hot from what he did.
Ferti, Geraldine, and Sheryl arrived with cameras.
"Go ahead, promise we won't post it on YouJizz." Ferti said, and then Joanna came in with a see-through dress.
"You guys are annoying!" I hissed, then brought the tray for the children and went out to see them.
What a bad timing, it feels like I want to continue what Nick started.
"Cheers!" we all said at the same time, gulping down the wine, while Joanna, Anna, Sheenie, Ferti, and Geraldine went upstairs to put the kids to bed, and the rest of us slept downstairs.
"It's great! We used to only party now because we have so many children and then Aubrey doesn't plan to follow Grei and Lianna," Nathan said, then stroked his wife's hair.
Nick kissed my forehead and smiled widely.
"Thank you Nick, I love this," I said, and then they squealed like a child who is excited.
"Don't be too loud! The kids will wake up." Jake's wife said, and then we laughed.
"I thought we would never see each other again like this," PJ said, then Dwight raised his cup.
"For the successful opening of St. Notield's new branch and for forming a business partnership with PJ," he said, and they smiled.
"With the growth of our wives' business, we are entering into making shoes and bags," Nathan said, and we smiled.
"For Aubrey, Ferti, and Joanna, who are in the top 3 most successful clothing lines in the US," Nick said, Then I grinned even more and raised my glass.
"For the successful life that awaits us," I said, as we sipped the wine in our glasses at the same time.
"Aubrey, don't you plan to go home?" Sheenie then laughed and whispered something to his wife that made her eyes widen.
"Sorry about that, Aubrey," she said, and I gave her my assuring smile.
"I don't mind about it. It's fine. It took a long time and I know I'm okay and I'm happy and I'm ready for the next chapter of my life." I said and Nick kissed my head.
"Wow! Is that new chapter a wedding?" Gerald's voice becomes slower when he mentions the marriage.
I don't know why I react like this.
I was scared.
"Hey!" Nick whispered and combed my hair with his hands.
"I'm fine, don't worry, it's just–"
"Shhh baby," he said, then hugged me tightly and leaned his head on my shoulder.
"I will love you until my last breath, baby," he said and smiled at me.
"Thank you for everything, Nick. I swear you make me feel better when I am suffering. You stay at my side and never leave me. I love you."
He kissed my lips in a slow way and lol straight to my eyes.
"Don't rush, Aubrey, I told you I'm happy as long as I'm by your side, even if you haven't said three words yet, I can see it in your every move, and everything you've done for me is enough." Then I burst into tears and hit his chest.
"Ouch that's hard," I said, and then he laughed and sat me on his thigh.
"You're my angel, you are my life, Grei and Lianna, thank you, and I have become a part of your life," he said and kissed my temple.
"Thank you for everything, Nick, you're my savior." I said and kissed him passionately. I pressed myself to him while his hands traveled down to my back and squeezed my butt.
I moan and his eyes are burning.
And I know that I'm slowly getting consumed every time he looks at me
"Nikolei!" They were scared. That's why I hid around Nick's neck while he was throwing tomatoes at our friends.
How did you get tomatoes?
"We'll sleep upstairs! You're going to cause trouble!" Then they laughed.
"Are we really or do you just want Aubrey to be alone? Let it be. We won't see anything when you and your youngest have done it later." Anna said who just came down the stairs and held Gerald's son's hand and ran to her father.
"Dad, I saw Lianna in my dream. We got married and she left me." I laughed at Gerald's eldest son. He's 8 years old and he's really daddy's boy.
"What marriage are you saying you're too young? You're still a baby, and besides, Lianna doesn't like you; she's too pretty, but we're a handsome breed," Anna and I laughed, and Jake, PJ, Nathan, and Dwight, together with Clave, laughed.
PJ boasted while they whined, "I have the most beautiful race. Look at my boys. I think I'm about to drop my pants."
"My boys, even if they don't look at the woman, I'm sure they'll be worshiped right away. They're inherited from their father." Then Anna shut up.
"That's why you kneel in front of the stage and there are many people, so you won't be seen while you try to jump off the building." I really couldn't say anything about Anna's pleading with her husband; she was pregnant after all.
"Let's go up, let's see Lianna and Grei." Then I followed Nick and went up.
We went to Liana's room, and she and Grei Bali were next to each other, five of them in the king size bed, and Liana was the only girl.
"They grow so fast, the next thing we don't realize that everything is speeding up." Then he hugged me from the back and we headed towards the veranda of Lianna's room.
"Yeah, I want to spend my last day with you, Nick," I said, and he chuckled.
"That's better than I love you," he said, then I looked up and my nose hit his chin.
"Just telling you the truth, Nick, I don't want any more regrets." I then turned to face him, our foreheads met, and I closed my eyes.
"I know one day it will disappear suddenly," he said, and then I shook my head again and again and stared at him.
"I swear I'm not going to let that happen, Nick.You are the thing I never regretted. You fix me and look at me now loving you," I said and he smiled so wide and he couldn't stop smiling.
"Fuck, I don't know what I need to say. I can't imagine this," he said. Then he sat me down on the ledge of the terrace and pressed me with a deep and passionate kiss that no woman could resist kissing back.
"You don't know how happy I am, Aubrey. We've been in a relationship for 3 years now, and now my love for you is stronger and deeper. What he has is mine.
"I love you Aubrey," he said, his eyes fixed on mine, his words pronounced slowly and his movements sweet and tender, as if I were his one and only.
"I love you too," I said, and I looked straight into his eyes and closed them slowly.
"Aubrey, promise me I am the last guy that you will love."
"I promise that I am all yours and you're mine too."
"I love you, Aubrey."
"I adore you; I'm all yours."