There was no feeling worse than being in a one-sided love. Caroline never thought that she would find herself in this kind of a situation.
All just because of a man who didn’t deserve her.
Wesley couldn’t deny that Caroline was perfect in every way. She had taken care of him well over the years but he couldn’t change the way that he felt.
Forcing herself into his life made him hate her and yearn for the love of another woman who he couldn’t have 5 years ago. Now that she was back, he was ready to say his special goodbye.
“Sign the divorce papers so that we can free ourselves from this sorry excuse of a marriage. The love of my life is back now and we are going to try and rebuild our lives together from where we had left. I have no space for you in my life, okay. “The man said emotionlessly as he threw the documents on her lap.
“You are right, this is the end of us. I am leaving and I am never coming back. Go be with the love of your life.”
She signed and reclaimed her real identity.
However, a certain man soon started becoming her shadow. Everywhere that she stepped, he would show up.
“Why are you stalking me?” Caroline asked.
“Because you are the love of my life. ” Wesley answered with tears in his eyes.
“The word love means nothing to me. It is for fools” she snarled and walked away.
There was no feeling worse than being in a one-sided love. Caroline never thought that she would find herself in this kind of a situation.
Growing up, she was a bubbly girl admired by many. Now she was a sorry excuse of a woman who wasn’t sure of the direction of her life. she couldn’t even hold her head up high and look at her peers.
All just because of a man who didn’t deserve her.
It hurts so deeply to think that her husband was with another woman right at that moment. It even hurts so bad to think that he was giving her the affection and love that she should be the one receiving.
Why the hell couldn’t her heart let go? She gave him everything and all that she asked for was a little bit of love. Was she that repulsive?
The heart break was too much for her to handle. She didn’t have the patience to stay when the woman that he loved came back.
It was time to end things and go back home.
Holding the phone tightly in her hands, she made the important call that she should have made a long time ago. She didn’t understand why she was still hesitating. Love sometimes makes a person do stupid things.
She has been foolish thinking that she could melt his cold heart. Where has that led her? with a broken heart that she wasn’t sure if someone else will ever repair.
“Kindy come home. We need to talk “she said coldly as soon as his voice came over the phone. It seems that today he was in a good mood because most of the times, he would ignore her calls or snarl back at her especially late hours in the night not caring that she was worried sick about him.
She bet that the slut who calls herself her cousin was with him.
“Wait up for me. I am coming after I am done over here “he said it casually as if he wasn’t doing anything bad. She could hear Paula’s voice as she giggled on the background and she felt so jealous that she wanted to hit something.
Not even a single time in their marriage did she let herself feel that free. He judged everything that she did, nothing made him satisfied. It was what he wanted and what was best for him. She lived for him and forgot to take care of herself
She was even ashamed of looking at herself in the mirror, because the image which looked back was not hers. The shiny face and the sparkle in her brown eyes were long gone. She was basically lifeless yet this man never cared.
He continued with his life as if everything was normal.
While in this marriage, she missed everything colorful about life. He never laughed with her or cracked jokes as other married couples did. Let alone go on a date and bond. She was always locked in that tiny space they call a home.
If anyone could ask her to describe her experience, she would say that she was in jail.
It was simply a necessity for her to be his wife and unhappy shadow. God knows how badly she was tired and disheartened. Now more than ever, she couldn’t wait for it to be over.
It was a mistake from the very beginning to accept this marriage.
5 years was a long time for someone to keep on yearning for something that could never be. If she could go back in time, she wasn’t even sure what she would have done because this man was her greatest crush during her teenage years.
However, she could never have him because he was her cousin’s boyfriend until a tragedy occurred.
Wesley was involved in a serious car accident and couldn’t walk for almost a year. It was around the same time that he was supposed to get married to Paula, the love of his life.
On the day of the wedding, Paula disappeared in to thin air leaving a note behind that she wasn’t ready to get married to a crippled man. Wesley was devastated. Caroline’s grandmother thought so hard and in order to avoid shame, she asked Caroline to take her cousin’s place.
She was happy. she was practically over the moon but the man wasn’t thrilled at all. sitting on his wheelchair, he had sneered and whispered in her ears “I will never love you. It is your cousin that hold my heart “
She shallowed her bitter saliva and replied “I will do my best to love you as my husband. I apologize for my cousin’s behavior and I hope that one day you will forgive her. “
Now 5 years gone, she has realized that he meant every single word that he had said to her that day.
Wesley never forgave her just for one reason. she shouldn’t have accepted her grandmother’s proposal and for that matter he vowed to make her life a living hell.
Only, she couldn’t believe that he will keep his word.
“Come back to earth “someone touched her face and she almost jumped out of the bed in fright.
“Wesley …” she called with a trembling voice.
“What are you busy thinking about now? “he asked as he proceeded to take off his coat. He hanged it on the hook and came back to her side while looking at her strangely. She had never seen that look before and she couldn’t tell what exactly was going on in his evil mind.
Wesley couldn’t deny that Caroline was perfect in every way. She has taken care of him well over the years but he couldn’t change the way that he felt.
Forcing herself into his life made him hate her and yearn for the love of another woman who he couldn’t have 5 years ago. Now that she was back, he was ready to say his special goodbye.
“You are back early. I thought that you were going to take a little while with your mistress. Did she send you away that fast? “Caroline said with contempt. She wished that she could strangle that woman to death for always being her shadow in this marriage.
Wesley lifted his hands and started caressing her face “You are two different people, Caro. You have no right to mention her name. She is the love of my life and you are the woman that I am with now and the one that I want to fuck so hard right now. Do you have any objections?” He commanded and started teasing her lips with his mouth.
Caroline shivered but at the back of her mind, she was determined to finish what she had started or else she will be consumed in unforgettable passion. She wouldn’t find the courage to start this conversation again.
“I wanted to tell you something ….” she started to say but the man silenced her with another hot breathtaking kiss. He clearly wasn’t interested in what she had to say.
“Not now, after we are done fucking each other.” He commanded with dominance.
Why the hell couldn’t she find the courage to push him away?
“I am so hot ….” She whispered finally closing her eyes and surrendering in to her crazy desires. She could never resist his magic hands and his sweet lips. They were like a magnet that attracted her like hell whenever he was being gentle and wasn’t being a pain in her ass.
“You look sexy when you are horny. It is the middle of your period? Anyway, never mind. I am in the mood of getting dirty with you tonight. I am going to take care of you so so bad. I want you to scream and call me all the names that you can think of. Do you know that I like the sound of your sexy voice? “He teased coquettishly as he touched her lips softly.
“What a pervert “She joked and he chuckled, the humor in her voice was making him excited.
His sparkling blue eyes stared at her with softness. Oh…. she wished that she could look at them forever. He was the most beautiful human being that she has ever laid her eyes on but she was sorry that things couldn’t go on like this.
She also deserved to be loved and pampered and not only be a substitute for someone else.
It wasn’t fair that he gets unimaginable pleasure from her and yet he treated her badly in other ways. She was not going to take his shit anymore.
However, as his hands fiddled with her body, she began feeling extremely sensual. All that he had to do was to lay his hands on her and she would forget what a devil he has been in her life. Was she really normal in the head?
She couldn’t deny it, this damn bastard was so good in bed. He took her to places that she had never been in her life. She loved their intimate time together although he always did it to satisfy his animalistic needs.
“We just did it 2 days ago. This time round you came sooner than I had expected “Caroline said but her mouth was captured with his. He didn’t give her any chance to say what was in her mind because he knew that her nonsense talk will only end up killing the good mood that they have already created.
After all she was still his wife and she owed him this. He was not a cheating husband and no matter what differences that they had, he still wanted to give himself to her whole heartedly until the day that they will separate and go their separate ways.
This was the only thing that he could enjoy in this marriage. They had understood it perfectly well and he didn’t understand why Caroline seemed distracted.
“Just shut up and loosen up. You know the agreement. No denying each other a good sex.” he said with a hoarse voice as he placed little wet and demanding kisses on her neck.
She lost all her senses at the feel of him on her skin, All the things that she wanted to say to him immediately disappeared in that moment.
Honestly, when they were no longer together, she was going to miss him terribly. It was just that things were not making sense in her head now, but she needed to leave when she was still sane. It was the best thing to do.
“Oh…...Daddy. I like it when you touch me like that. I am going to miss you though…. “She found herself confessing while clinging to his body closer than usual. She wanted to experience all the pleasure and feelings that he had to give today.
“Oh…. Really, show me how much you like it “he commanded as his mouth tortured her with endless kisses. How could she resist this intense passion?
A slight moan escaped her mouth as he pulled her closer. She felt the bulge on his groin. It was as hard as a rock and demanding as always” do you feel me? you know that you are the only one capable of making me this hard. I wish that other aspect of yourself could have been this beautiful. unfortunately, we are incompatible in other ways. “
He was a shameless bastard!
Anyway, she could care less. only this once and she was done with him for good.
Her eyes wondered down to his waist as she smiled coquettishly. Brushing them slightly on his hard on, she heard the man groan with pleasure. His eyes became dark as he captured her lips into an urgent and demanding kiss again while devouring the inner depth of her mouth. “
His killer kisses made her body weak instantly.
“At least there is one thing that I am good at. Screwing you until you lose your head. “Caroline said as she slowly unbuckled his trouser. The sound of his belt being tossed on to the floor brought an evil grin on his lips.
“I guess, I feel really emotional today. I feel that I will hold you for the last time and I want to make the most use of this perfect body. Can we forget about our differences for just a few minutes? I need to really give myself away.” Caroline suggested with lust in her eyes.
“Okay …you are right on that idea.”
The moment he muttered those words, her clothes flew away on the floor and she was pushed on to the bed roughly. He looked at her figure and then smiled “Vanilla scent, I love it. Did you wear it for me today? It fucking drives me crazy”
“I wore it because that is the only single thing that you love about me “she said with a distanced look. Today, she will tell him anything in her mind without holding back.
If only he could get crazy about loving her the same way he was about her body, she wouldn’t be saying goodbye this way. It was such a shame that both of them were fucked up in this unwanted relationship.
His hands went to her perfect and round breast as he caressed them possessively in a circular motion. Bolts of pleasure shot through her nerves making her get drunk with lust. He gave each one of them a gentle but sweet squeeze and she whimpered deliriously.
Burning hot stare, that was what she got when she lifted her already flushed face to look at him.
“Any special requests?” Wesley asked as he rubbed his hard on her wet entrance. His hard body and muscles locking her in to a secure place beneath his body.
She could feel his hot body burning her skin like fire. She lifted her hands then touched her toned chest and flat tummy.
Never forgetting his muscled arms full of power. They looked muscular and sexy as hell that she couldn’t resist the urge to touch them for the very last time. He was simply yummy. If he were food, then she wouldn’t have waited for him to torture her the way that he was doing because she was literary salivating.
Despite his busy schedule as a business man, he still found time to go to the gym and keep a perfect body. Now she was going to lose all this to Paula.
“Let me be the one to fuck you for tonight “she whispered in his ears while rubbing herself on him flirtatiously. The man groaned and felt his tool palpating with want. She knew the right words to say to set him on the mood.
“Alright, Caro …. I will let you have your way.”
He finished saying and pulled her over him. Now looking like a little vixen, she was ready to take him on the best rid of his life.
“Ready?” She asked glancing in to his dark eyes.
Wesley liked the dominant nature that she was displaying this night. It heightened his interest and lust. He loved fearless and daring women who were capable of being flexible on the matters of intimacy.
He grabbed her ass and whispered “Go for it, Baby. Kill me with pleasure and don’t hold back. The field is yours now, you can take as much as you want and I won’t complain. I promise that I will be obedient. “He commanded dominantly, his eyes never leaving hers.
Caroline positioned herself well. she was already wet and she couldn’t wait to slide in to his thick tool and fuck the hell out of him. She knew that she wanted to do this all these years that they have been together but she didn’t get the chance because she feared the endless judgments from him.
But tonight, she had nothing to lose. She will not hold back because this was going to be her special goodbye.
When she started to lower herself in to him, the man held her ass and guided himself in to her as he opened her up in a deliriously sweet and slow movement. A deep groan soon escaped from him as he jerked his body upwards in order to meet her movements.
“Faster …” he commanded with urgency as the woman obeyed and started moving her hips in rhythm with his heavy thrust.
“Deeper ……she moaned as she started feeling herself reaching her climax.
At that time, Wesley flipped her under him and continued with his thrust, hard and fast. Caroline felt her body being torn apart. It was a painful yet fulfilling sensation that she had been accustomed to with him during all these years. She screamed until she couldn’t anymore.
They were at it for a while before the both of them clung to each other’s bodies and became still. No sound came from them neither did any one of them utter a word for a while as their heart beat calmed down.
Caroline disentangled herself from him and laid on her side of the bed. She knew he never liked to cuddle. For him, it was sex and nothing else. Clearly, she didn’t expect anything more from him even at her last encounter with him.
How pitiful of her?
Caroline then hid her face on the other side and then wiped her tears. She had made it to the last point. All that she needed now was just a little confidence to bring up the subject of the divorce and get over with this once and for all.
“Why are you looking the other way? I promised you that you can do anything that you want with me tonight. Are you sure that you don’t want anything else? “She heard him ask with a hoarse voice.
Oh…. how she had wished to hear those damn words from him before. But it was already too late, because she no longer cared. She had already accepted her fate.
“I can’t ask for it. Why should I bother humiliating myself? You have never liked it. You said I didn’t deserve it and that your sweet cuddles will be reserved for someone else. “She said with a cold voice.
“Forget about what I said before. Let us cuddle. I will give an exception for today because I am in a good mood and I feel that there is something different about us today “he said casually and pulled her onto him.”
“Off course, pardon me. I am just extra emotional today “Caroline admitted and laid her face on his hairy chest. She let herself enjoy his sandal wood scent. The sweet smell that has always comforted her the days that he wasn’t around.
She didn’t know how long she had been sleeping but soon it was dawn. She was startled when a ray of sunlight came through the window.
Looking at her side, Wesley wasn’t there.
While still staring at a daze, the man cleared his voice. He was seated on the couch looking drop dead gorgeous especially after coming off the shower. He was already dressed and had returned to his normal cold nature.
He wasn’t the man who took her to cloud nine in the night. There wasn’t even a slight trace of the man who looked at her flirtatiously and with lust while he tortured her body all through the night. He was a completely different person as he gave her a once over look.
“You are already awake “she asked looking at him curiously.
Normally, he would wake up and go. He had never waited for her to wake up like this very moment and obviously he had something to tell her. In that case, she also had something to tell him.
In the past, she tried to wake up earlier to make him breakfast as a good wife does but he wasn’t interested. So, she gave up and started minding her own business. It was enough for her that she could do other things for him.
“You are right, Caroline. We need to talk “he said while removing something from the drawer.
Her mouth gaped in surprise. She didn’t need to be told what it was.
While she was trying to divorce this bastard, he was already ahead of her. What an idiot she has been last night? He had made love to her knowing what was on her mind all along.
“Sign the divorce papers so that we can free ourselves from this sorry excuse of a marriage. The love of my life is back now and we are going to try and rebuild our lives together from where we had left. I have no space for you in my life, okay. “The man said emotionlessly as he threw the documents on her laps.
Caroline laughed at herself self depreciatively. This man was heartless!
“So, you knew what was happening last night?” Caroline asked staring straight in to his cold eyes.
“Off course, you were trying to say goodbye and I gave you great sex, the one that you will never forget. I even gave you a sweet cuddle only meant for Paula. Was that enough for you to sign the damn papers or do you want more? “He narrowed his eyes as he held his chin playfully.
Caroline didn’t talk. She climbed down the bed as naked as she was and slowly picked up her clothes. She didn’t even care about the wandering eyes that were following her every step.
All that she knew was that she was done with this bullshit and this was the last time that he was going to see her body or to talk down on her like that. She carefully put her clothes back and stared at him coldly.
Wesley was startled for a moment as he watched her pick up the papers. She placed her signature on them and turned to the man “You are right, this is the end of us. I am leaving and I am never coming back. Go be with the love of your life.”
“Great…let us meet at the courthouse to finalize the divorce papers.” Wesley said as he picked up the document. He even smiled. Caroline has never remembered any single day that she had seen that man’s teeth.
But it was okay, he was going to start her new life. To hell with him and everybody else who never treated her fairly or appreciated her.
In her heart, she knew that she had only held on to this marriage for only one important reason. She will always be thankful to God for this special miracle in the midst of all this headache and betrayal.
Just as her mind was wandering somewhere else, they heard a soft footstep on the tiled floor and before they knew it, the door was pushed by a little girl with a blonde hair.
“Mommy, what is the meaning of a divorce? “The four-year-old, Angel asked innocently.