The wedding dress still clung to my skin, its delicate lace catching on my trembling fingers as I stood alone in our bedroom—no, Adrian's bedroom. The massive four-poster bed remained untouched, its silk sheets smooth and unwrinkled. I hadn't dared sit on it yet, let alone lie down.
The sound of a car engine fading into the distance pulled me toward the window. Below, Adrian's sleek black Aston Martin disappeared down the winding driveway, its taillights glowing red against the night.
"He's gone," I whispered to myself, my voice sounding foreign in the cavernous space.
The door clicked open behind me. I turned, hope fluttering in my chest despite everything. Maybe he'd changed his mind. Maybe—
"Here." Adrian strode in, his tuxedo jacket already removed, tie loosened. He didn't look at me as he tossed a manila envelope onto the bed. "The terms of our arrangement."
I stared at the envelope, my fingers still clutching the skirt of my wedding dress. "Arrangement?"
"Open it."
With shaking hands, I tore the envelope and pulled out the documents inside. My eyes scanned the legal jargon until they reached the numbered list at the bottom.
"Rule one," Adrian recited, finally looking at me—or rather, looking through me. "Don't enter my bedroom. Rule two, don't tell anyone about our real relationship. Rule three, automatic divorce after one year."
The paper trembled in my hands. "I don't understand."
"This is a business transaction, Emma. Nothing more." His voice was cold, clinical. "Your aunt's family needed help. My family needed a marriage on paper. We're solving each other's problems."
"But—"
"Sophia's waiting for me at the hospital." He checked his watch. "She had a panic attack when she heard about the wedding."
My stomach twisted. Sophia. Her name alone was enough to make me feel invisible.
"Where should I sleep?" I asked quietly.
"The east wing has plenty of rooms." Adrian was already turning away. "James will show you around tomorrow. Goodnight, Emma."
He didn't wait for my response. The door closed behind him with a soft click that somehow felt louder than a slam.
I sank to the floor, still in my wedding dress, and hugged my knees to my chest. The diamond on my finger caught the light, throwing prisms across the wall. It was beautiful. Expensive. And as cold as the man who'd placed it there.
---
Morning light filtered through the curtains I hadn't closed properly the night before. I blinked awake on the unfamiliar bed in the east wing, my wedding dress crumpled on the floor where I'd finally stepped out of it around dawn.
James, the butler, had shown me to this room last night after Adrian left. "This was the mistress's suite in the old days," he'd said quietly. "It's the best in the east wing."
I'd smiled weakly. "I'm not complaining."
Now, I dressed carefully in a simple blue dress I'd brought with me. One of only three outfits I owned that weren't secondhand. This marriage might be fake, but I wanted to try. Needed to try.
The kitchen was vast and industrial, designed for staff I didn't have. I found eggs in the refrigerator and bread in the pantry. Simple breakfast foods that even I couldn't ruin.
By the time Adrian came downstairs, I had two plates of toast and scrambled eggs waiting at the dining table.
"Good morning," I said softly as he entered.
He paused, surprise flickering across his face before settling into that same cold mask. Without a word, he took a seat at the opposite end of the long mahogany table.
I pushed one plate toward him. "I made breakfast."
Adrian unfolded his newspaper, the rustling loud in the silence between us. He didn't touch the food.
"I thought we could talk about... arrangements," I ventured. "Like meal times, or—"
"I have meetings all day." His eyes didn't leave the financial section. "Don't wait up."
The next morning, I tried again. And the next. Each time, Adrian would sit at the far end of the table, reading his newspaper as if I were invisible. Sometimes he'd leave before I could even set his plate down.
On the seventh morning, I couldn't stop myself from reaching across the table to touch his hand.
"Adrian, please. Just talk to me."
He jerked away as if burned. "I don't want to hear your voice." The words came out sharp, cutting. "That wasn't part of the deal."
I withdrew my hand, my cheeks burning with humiliation.
---
The house was silent as I wandered its halls that afternoon. Adrian had left for work without eating breakfast again. I found myself drawn to a door at the end of the west wing—a part of the house I hadn't explored yet.
It opened to reveal a study lined with books and framed photographs. I stepped inside, drawn to the images on the wall.
My heart stopped.
Every single photograph featured Adrian and a beautiful blonde woman. Sophia. They were laughing at a beach, dancing at what looked like a college formal, sharing a private joke at a candlelit dinner.
"You must be the new wife."
I spun around to find James standing in the doorway.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have—"
"It's alright, Mrs. Cross." His eyes were kind but sad. "This was Mr. Cross's study before... well, before everything changed."
I turned back to the photographs. "They look happy."
"They were," James said quietly. "Until the accident."
"The accident?"
"Miss Sophia's car crash. Two years ago now." He hesitated. "Mr. Cross has never been the same since."
I reached out to touch a photograph where Adrian was looking at Sophia with such tenderness it made my chest ache. "And I'm just... what? A placeholder?"
James didn't answer. He didn't need to.
---
The annual gala for Cross Industries was held in the grand ballroom of the city's most luxurious hotel. I stood in a corner, wearing a borrowed dress that didn't quite fit right, watching as Adrian entered with Sophia on his arm.
She was breathtaking in a flowing white gown that made her look ethereal, fragile. Her blonde hair cascaded down her back in soft waves, and her smile was radiant as she clung to Adrian's arm.
"Is that his wife?" someone whispered nearby.
"No, that's Sophia Laurent. His real love."
"But I thought he got married recently..."
"To some nobody. It's just for show."
I felt their eyes on me, assessing and dismissing. A waiter passed with champagne, and I took a glass with trembling fingers.
The music started, and Adrian led Sophia to the dance floor. They moved together as if they'd been dancing for years, her white dress swirling around his black tuxedo.
I set my champagne down untouched as Adrian twirled Sophia, her laughter floating above the music. He looked at her the way he looked at her in those photographs—with devotion, with love.
"Excuse me," a woman in diamonds approached me. "Are you part of the catering staff?"
Behind her, I could see Adrian dipping Sophia low, her hair nearly touching the floor.
"No," I said quietly. "I'm Emma Cross."
The woman's eyes widened with recognition, then narrowed with pity.
"Oh," she said. "You're just the help, then."
The aroma of beef bourguignon filled the kitchen as I carefully stirred the sauce. Steam rose from the pot, carrying the rich scent of red wine, herbs, and tender meat. According to Mrs. Chen, Adrian's favorite childhood dish.
"Are you sure about this recipe, Mrs. Chen?" I asked, wiping sweat from my brow.
The elderly housekeeper nodded, her weathered hands adjusting the oven temperature. "Mr. Cross's mother always prepared this on his birthday. He hasn't had it since... well, since before Miss Sophia."
I smiled, hope fluttering in my chest. "Then maybe it'll bring back good memories."
For three hours, I'd followed Mrs. Chen's instructions to the letter. Browning the beef, reducing the wine, preparing the vegetables. My hands were stained with tomato sauce, my hair falling from its loose knot.
"Such a waste of time," Mrs. Chen muttered, but her eyes held a gleam of approval.
"It's not waste if it's for someone you care about," I replied softly.
At precisely seven o'clock, the front door opened. I smoothed my dress and carried the steaming dish to the dining room table. I'd set it with the good china—the set Adrian's mother had left behind.
"Adrian," I called, my voice trembling slightly. "Dinner's ready."
He appeared in the doorway, his tie loosened, jacket slung over one arm. His eyes swept over the table—the candles, the wine, the carefully arranged flowers.
"What is this?" he asked flatly.
"I made your favorite," I said, gesturing to the dish. "Beef bourguignon. Mrs. Chen helped me."
Something flickered across his face—surprise, perhaps even a moment of softness. But it vanished as quickly as it had appeared.
"I already ordered from Ming's," he said, pulling out his phone to show me the confirmation. "It'll be here in twenty minutes."
"But I spent hours—"
"Next time, check with me before wasting ingredients." His voice cut through my protest like ice. "Don't waste your time on meaningless gestures, Emma."
He turned away, leaving me standing beside the table with the untouched meal growing cold.
---
The following Saturday, I woke early with determination coursing through me. The house felt so sterile—all marble and glass and cold, empty spaces. It needed warmth, life.
I found a small boutique near the market selling affordable throw pillows and rugs. Nothing extravagant, just simple touches to soften the harsh edges of our home.
"Our home," I whispered to myself as I arranged a soft blue throw pillow on the living room sofa. "Even if just for a little while."
By afternoon, I'd transformed the living room. A colorful rug covered the cold marble floor. Framed photographs—landscapes I'd taken during my college years—hung on previously bare walls. Fresh flowers brightened the coffee table.
"It looks lovely," James commented, appearing from the kitchen with a tray of tea.
"Do you think Adrian will notice?" I asked, adjusting a vase of daisies.
Before James could answer, the front door slammed open. Adrian stood in the entryway, his face darkening as he took in the changes.
"What the hell is this?" he demanded, striding into the living room.
I straightened, my hands trembling slightly. "I just thought it could use some warmth. The house feels so—"
"Who gave you permission?" he cut me off, snatching a throw pillow and hurling it across the room. It hit the wall with a soft thud.
"Adrian, I was only trying to—"
"Trying to what? Make this place yours?" His voice rose with each word. "This isn't your house, and it never will be. Don't touch anything that belongs to me!"
He grabbed a framed photograph from the wall and smashed it against the floor. Glass shattered across the rug I'd just laid down.
"Every single thing you've added needs to be gone by tonight," he continued, his face contorted with rage. "Or I'll throw them out myself."
Tears burned behind my eyes as I knelt to gather the broken frame.
"Did you hear me, Emma?"
"Yes," I whispered. "I heard you."
---
Adrian's birthday arrived three weeks later. I'd been careful not to cross any lines since the living room incident, but I couldn't let his birthday pass without acknowledgment.
I spent the entire day preparing. Roast duck with orange glaze—his favorite, according to Mrs. Chen. Steamed vegetables with sesame dressing. Chocolate cake with coffee frosting.
The dining room looked beautiful with candles flickering on the table, a bottle of his preferred Bordeaux breathing beside his plate. I'd even found a small gift—a leather-bound journal with his initials embossed on the cover.
"Mrs. Cross," James said softly as I adjusted the napkins for the third time. "You've outdone yourself."
"Thank you, James." I smoothed my dress nervously. "Do you think he'll like it?"
Before James could answer, car headlights swept across the windows.
"He's home early," I said, hope rising in my chest.
The front door opened, followed by voices in the entryway. Not just Adrian's—a woman's as well.
I stepped into the hallway and froze.
Adrian stood there with Sophia clinging to his arm. She wore a pale pink dress that highlighted her delicate frame, her blonde hair cascading over her shoulders.
"Emma," Adrian said flatly. "Sophia needs to rest. The guest room is prepared?"
Sophia's eyes met mine, a flash of triumph quickly masked by false concern.
"Oh, I'm so sorry," she said, her voice honey-sweet. "I didn't know you had plans."
I gestured mutely toward the dining room, where the birthday dinner waited.
Adrian followed my gaze and his expression hardened. "What is all this?"
"Your birthday," I said softly. "I thought..."
"Who asked you to meddle?" His voice was cold, final. "Clean this up."
Sophia squeezed his arm. "Don't be too harsh, Adrian. She was just trying to be thoughtful."
The false sympathy in her voice made my stomach turn.
"We'll be in the guest room," Adrian said, leading Sophia up the stairs. "Don't disturb us."
I stood motionless in the hallway as their footsteps faded. Then, slowly, I walked back to the dining room.
The candles flickered on the untouched meal. The wine waited to be poured. The gift sat wrapped beside his plate.
With trembling hands, I began to clear the table, fighting back tears that threatened to spill over.
Behind me, I heard a door close softly—James, no doubt retreating to give me privacy in my humiliation.
I placed the roast duck back in the kitchen, its perfect glaze now congealing in the cooling air.
Happy birthday, Adrian. Happy birthday to me.
The world spun around me as I clutched the edge of the bathroom sink. My reflection stared back—pale, with beads of sweat trickling down my temples. I'd been feeling unwell for days, but Adrian hadn't noticed. Why would he? He barely looked at me anymore.
I fumbled for my phone, trying to focus on the screen as I typed a message to James.
"James, I think I need a doctor. I can't stop shaking."
The phone slipped from my fingers, clattering to the tile floor. I tried to bend down to retrieve it, but my legs gave way. The cool tile pressed against my cheek as darkness crept in from the edges of my vision.
"Emma?" James's voice seemed to come from far away. "Mrs. Cross?"
I tried to respond, but my lips wouldn't form words. The bathroom door rattled as someone tried to open it.
"Emma!" Adrian's voice now, sharp with irritation. "Open the door."
I wanted to tell him I couldn't, that something was wrong, but the words wouldn't come.
The door shook again, harder this time. "Emma, stop this childish behavior right now."
Childish? I wanted to laugh, but it came out as a whimper.
"Mr. Cross," James's voice was urgent. "She's not responding. Perhaps we should—"
"Perhaps we should what? Humor her latest attention-seeking stunt?" Adrian's voice was cold, dismissive.
The door rattled again, then silence. I heard Adrian's footsteps retreating down the hall.
"Sir," James called after him. "I think she's genuinely ill."
"I'm sure she is," Adrian replied, his voice dripping with sarcasm. "Just like Sophia's nightmares. Timing is convenient, isn't it?"
The door crashed open, and I flinched at the sound. Adrian stood there, his face a mask of contempt.
"Get up," he commanded. "Sophia needs me. She's having another panic attack."
I tried to push myself up, but my arms trembled and gave out. "Adrian," I whispered. "Please..."
He kicked the doorframe hard, making me flinch. "Stop pretending to be pitiful," he snarled. "I saw you at breakfast. You were fine then."
"Sir," James stepped between us. "Her skin is burning up. Look at her."
Adrian glanced at me, his expression unchanging. "Take care of it," he said to James. "I'm going to the hospital to see Sophia."
He turned and walked away without a backward glance.
"Mrs. Cross," James knelt beside me, his weathered hands gentle as they brushed hair from my face. "Let's get you to the hospital."
---
The hospital lights were too bright, the antiseptic smell burning my nostrils as I drifted in and out of consciousness.
"104 degrees," a nurse murmured. "We need to get this down quickly."
Ice packs on my forehead. Cool cloths on my wrists. The prick of an IV needle.
"Mrs. Cross?" A doctor's face swam into view. "Can you hear me?"
I nodded weakly.
"You're severely dehydrated and showing signs of infection." He checked my chart. "When was your last menstrual period?"
The question caught me off guard. "I... I'm not sure. It's been... irregular."
His expression changed subtly. "We need to run some additional tests."
Hours later, I sat on the edge of a hospital bed, staring at the plastic stick in my hand. Two pink lines. Unmistakable.
Pregnant.
Joy bloomed in my chest, bright and fragile. A baby. Adrian's baby.
"Mrs. Cross?" A nurse appeared in the doorway. "The doctor would like to see you."
I clutched the test stick like a lifeline as I followed her back to the examination room.
"Mrs. Cross," the doctor's expression was grave. "I'm afraid you're experiencing some complications."
The room seemed to tilt around me. "What kind of complications?"
"You're spotting," he said gently. "And your hormone levels indicate a potential miscarriage."
"No," I whispered. "No, that can't be right."
But deep down, I knew. The cramping pain in my abdomen, the blood I'd seen when I went to the bathroom.
"Is my husband here?" I asked, suddenly desperate for Adrian.
"We've been trying to reach him," the nurse said. "But his phone goes straight to voicemail."
Of course it did. He was with Sophia.
"Mrs. Cross," the doctor continued. "We need to perform a procedure to complete the miscarriage. The tissue is already detaching."
The words washed over me like cold water. Tissue. Detaching. My baby.
"Will I need to sign something?" My voice sounded distant, belonging to someone else.
"Yes," he nodded. "Consent forms."
A clipboard appeared before me. I stared at the papers, the words blurring through my tears.
"And my husband?" I asked again. "You'll keep trying to reach him?"
"Of course," the doctor assured me. "But we shouldn't delay. The longer we wait..."
I took the pen with trembling fingers and signed my name.
Emma Cross.
Not Mrs. Adrian Cross.
Just Emma.
---
The house was quiet when I returned three days later. James had driven me home, his eyes filled with a pity I couldn't bear to see.
"Thank you, James," I said softly as he helped me inside.
"Should I tell Mr. Cross you're back?" he asked.
I shook my head. "He's busy with Sophia."
James nodded, understanding in his eyes. "You should rest, Mrs. Cross."
I climbed the stairs slowly, each step an effort. My body felt hollow, emptied out. The doctor had explained what happened—something about my hormone levels being too low, my body rejecting the pregnancy.
I curled up on my bed, pulling the covers around me despite the warmth of the evening. Sleep came fitfully, dreams of tiny fingers and toes slipping away from me.
I woke to voices downstairs. Adrian's deep timbre and Sophia's light, musical laugh.
"I thought a weekend at the lake house might help you recover," Adrian was saying as I descended the stairs. "The fresh air, the quiet..."
"You're so thoughtful," Sophia replied. "Just what I need after that nightmare."
I stood in the doorway, watching them plan their escape while I stood there, a ghost in my own home.
Adrian glanced up, finally noticing me. "You're back," he said flatly.
"Yes," I replied.
He turned back to Sophia without another word.
---
The dining room at the Cross estate gleamed with old money and older pretensions. Crystal chandeliers cast prismatic light over the mahogany table where Adrian's parents sat like royalty holding court.
"Emma," Mrs. Cross—Victoria—looked me over with thinly veiled disapproval. "You look... tired."
"I've been unwell," I said quietly.
"Adrian mentioned you had some kind of episode," Mr. Cross interjected. "Nothing serious, I hope."
Before I could answer, Victoria cut in. "Adrian tells us you come from quite the... common background."
I set my fork down carefully. "My aunt raised me after my parents died. She worked hard to give me a good education."
"How... quaint," Victoria's smile didn't reach her eyes. "And what did you study?"
"Art history," I replied. "With a minor in literature."
"Adrian needs someone who understands business, not... pictures and books," she said dismissively.
I glanced at Adrian, waiting for him to defend me—or at least acknowledge my presence. He sat silently, pushing food around his plate.
"Mother," he finally said. "Let's not bore Emma with business talk."
Victoria's eyebrows rose slightly. "I'm merely trying to determine if she's suitable for you, darling."
"Suitable?" I echoed softly.
"Well," Victoria dabbed her lips with a napkin. "You're not from our world, dear. We need to ensure you understand what's expected of a Cross."
I looked around the table—at Mr. Cross's cold eyes, Victoria's calculating smile, Adrian's deliberate silence.
"What is expected," I asked, "of someone who's just a placeholder?"