The dining table was long enough to land a helicopter on.

Estelle sat in a high-backed velvet chair. Her feet dangled a foot off the floor. To her right sat Alistair. To her left, Eleanor.

Across from her, Harlen was stabbing a napkin with a fork.

The doors to the kitchen swung open. A parade of servers entered. They carried silver platters covered with domes.

The smell hit Estelle first. Roasted chicken. Rosemary. Butter. Rich, heavy scents that made her mouth water and her stomach cramp at the same time.

They lifted the domes.

It was a feast. Golden-skinned chicken, mountains of mashed potatoes with truffle oil, lobster bisque that smelled like the ocean.

Estelle looked down at her place setting. There were four forks. Three spoons. Two knives.

Panic flared.

Which one? Left to right? Right to left?

In the foster home, you got a plastic spoon. If you lost it, you ate with your fingers.

She sat perfectly still, her hands in her lap. She didn't dare move. If she picked the wrong fork, maybe they would send her back.

Alistair was watching her. He saw the way her eyes darted from the silverware to the food.

He didn't say a word about etiquette.

He reached out, grabbed the serving spoon, and scooped a massive pile of mashed potatoes directly onto her plate. Then he picked up a chicken leg with his bare hand and dropped it on top.

"Cutlery is for people who aren't hungry," Alistair announced. He picked up his own chicken leg and took a bite, grease shining on his chin.

The staff looked horrified. Eleanor giggled through her tears.

Arthur smiled. He served Estelle some corn.

Harlen slammed his fork down. "Why does she get the big piece?"

Arthur didn't look up from cutting Estelle's meat. "Because she needs it. And you, son, have had plenty."

He used tongs to drop a large pile of steamed broccoli onto Harlen's plate. Nothing else.

"This is dinner," Arthur said.

"I hate broccoli!" Harlen whined. "This is abuse!"

Estelle stopped chewing. She looked at Harlen. He looked genuinely upset. In her world, food was currency. Food was peace.

She hesitated, then picked up her chicken leg. It was warm and greasy in her hand.

She reached across the table, leaning far over, and offered it to Harlen.

"Here," she whispered. "You can have mine. I'm not... I can eat the broccoli."

Silence fell over the room.

Harlen stared at the chicken leg. He stared at her. He saw the genuine fear in her eyes, the instinct to appease the angry male.

It made him feel small. And Harlen hated feeling small.

He slapped her hand away.

"I don't want your garbage!" he shouted.

The chicken leg flew out of her hand. It hit the white tablecloth, leaving a smear of brown grease, and tumbled onto the floor.

Clatter. Splat.

Estelle gasped. She scrambled off her chair instantly. She dropped to her knees under the table, reaching for the chicken on the rug.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" she cried, her voice high and frantic. "I'll clean it! I'll eat it, it's still good! Don't be mad!"

She grabbed the dirty chicken and tried to wipe it on her shirt.

Above her, the sound of a chair scraping violently against the floor.

Arthur was standing. His face was a thundercloud.

"Harlen," Arthur said. His voice was so low the windows rattled. "Get out."

"But-"

"Get. Out. Now. One week grounded. No electronics. No car. Go."

Winston appeared from the shadows, gripping Harlen's shoulder with a firm hand. He marched the protesting boy out of the room.

Under the table, Estelle was shaking, holding the chicken to her chest like a treasure.

A hand appeared in her vision. Alistair.

He wasn't mad. He was weeping silently.

"Oh, my dear," he whispered. He gently pried her fingers open. He took the dirty chicken and tossed it aside. "We have more. We have infinite chicken. You never have to eat off the floor again."

He pulled her out from under the table and lifted her back into her chair.

"Eat," he commanded gently. "Eat until you burst."

Estelle took a bite of potato. It tasted like butter and salt and safety.

The staircase curved like a DNA helix. Eleanor held Estelle's hand as they ascended.

Buster's claws clicked on the hardwood: tick-tick-tick. Shadow flowed up the banister like liquid ink.

"We prepared the East Wing for you," Eleanor said nervously. "I hope you like it. If not, we can burn it down and start over."

She wasn't joking.

They stopped in front of double white doors. Eleanor pushed them open.

Estelle stopped breathing.

The room was bigger than the entire trailer park lot. The walls were a soft, creamy pink. The ceiling was painted with clouds and cherubs. A four-poster bed sat in the center, draped in silk that looked like spun sugar.

But it was the smell that hit her. Fresh lavender. New fabric. No mold. No stale smoke.

"Is this... for everyone?" Estelle asked.

"No," Eleanor said, kneeling to look her in the eye. "Just for you."

Estelle walked in. Her feet sank into the carpet. It was so soft it felt unstable.

Buster didn't hesitate. He leaped onto the bed. He circled three times on the silk duvet and collapsed with a grunt of pure satisfaction.

"No! Buster!" Estelle lunged forward. "Get down! You'll ruin it!"

"Let him stay," Eleanor said quickly. "The sheets are replaceable. His comfort isn't."

She walked to a wall panel and pressed a button.

A section of the wall slid back.

Estelle's jaw dropped. It was a walk-in closet. But it wasn't just clothes.

It was a museum of a lost childhood.

On the left, tiny dresses for a three-year-old. Then slightly larger ones for a four-year-old. Five. Six. Seven.

Rows and rows of clothes, tags still on, organizing the years Estelle had been gone. Shoes that had never touched the ground. Coats that had never felt the cold.

Eleanor walked over and touched a red velvet dress in the size-five section.

"I bought this for Christmas that year," she whispered. "I thought... maybe you'd be home by morning."

Estelle looked at the empty sleeves. She felt a phantom weight in her chest. Her mother hadn't forgotten. Her mother had been waiting, buying ghosts, year after year.

"I'm here now," Estelle said. It was the first time she had comforted someone else.

Eleanor sniffed and wiped her eyes. "Yes. You are. Now, let's get you clean."

The bathroom was made of white marble. The tub was a Jacuzzi.

Eleanor turned on the gold taps. Water rushed out, steaming and hot. She poured in rose oil. The scent filled the room.

"I can do it," Estelle said quickly, clutching the hem of her dirty shirt. She didn't want her mother to see the bruises. The cigarette burns on her shoulder. The map of pain written on her skin.

Eleanor froze. She saw the hesitation. She understood.

"Okay," Eleanor said, forcing a smile. "I'll be right outside the door. I won't leave. I promise."

She stepped out, closing the door until it was just a crack.

Estelle peeled off the filthy clothes. They hit the floor with a wet smack.

She stepped into the water.

It burned, then soothed. The heat seeped into her bones, dissolving the tension. She watched the water turn gray, then brown, as the dirt of the last three years floated away.

She scrubbed until her skin was pink. She washed her hair three times.

When she finally stood up, wrapped in a towel that felt like a cloud, she looked in the mirror.

The girl staring back was still thin. Still scarred. But the dirt was gone. And under the grime, she was... pretty.

She looked like the woman in the painting.

Estelle walked out of the bathroom wearing a silk nightgown that was two sizes too big. It hung off her bony shoulders.

Eleanor was waiting with a hair dryer.

"Sit," she said softly, patting the vanity stool.

The warm air blew through Estelle's wet hair. Eleanor's fingers were gentle, detangling the knots without pulling. It was a rhythmic, hypnotic sensation.

On the vanity table, there was a row of silver-framed photos.

"Let me introduce you to the rest of the circus," Eleanor said, picking up the first frame.

It was a man in a dark suit, standing in a glass office high above a city. He wasn't smiling. He looked intense, sharp, dangerous.

"This is Guilford," Eleanor said. "Your oldest brother. He runs the company in New York. He looks scary, I know. People call him a shark."

Estelle shivered. "Is he mean?"

"To the world? Yes. Brutal," Eleanor said, placing the photo back. "But he's on a helicopter right now, flying through a storm to get to you. For you, he'll be a teddy bear. A very large, angry teddy bear."

She pointed to another photo. A boy with bleached hair leaning against a race car, grinning like a maniac.

"That's Bo. Number four. He drives fast cars and breaks things. He'll be here tomorrow."

Estelle memorized their faces. The Shark and the Racer.

Eleanor finished drying her hair. The room went quiet. The clock ticked.

"Do I... do I have to sleep alone?" Estelle asked. Her voice was barely audible.

The bed looked like an ocean. The shadows in the corners looked deep.

Eleanor's face softened into pure love. "Not if you don't want to."

"Can you stay?"

"I would stay for a hundred years."

They climbed into the massive bed. Buster was already snoring in the middle, taking up the most space. Eleanor lay on one side, Estelle on the other, the dog acting as a warm, furry barrier between them.

Eleanor reached over and turned off the lamp. Only a nightlight remained, casting a warm glow.

"Mom?" Estelle whispered into the dark.

"Yes, baby?"

"How did I get lost?"

The air in the room changed. Eleanor's body went rigid. Estelle couldn't see her face, but she could feel the tension radiating off her.

"It was... an accident," Eleanor said. Her voice sounded tight, brittle. "A nanny made a mistake. She looked away for a second."

"Oh," Estelle said. She closed her eyes.

Beside her, Eleanor stared into the darkness, her eyes wide and unblinking. Her hand gripped the silk sheet until her knuckles turned white.

It wasn't an accident. It was a betrayal. It was a kidnapping orchestrated from the inside. And Eleanor knew that the person who did it was still out there.

She began to hum. A low, mournful tune. A lullaby.

Lavender's blue, dilly, dilly...

Estelle's brain latched onto the melody. A memory, deep in her amygdala, unlocked. She remembered this song. She remembered the smell of vanilla.

She fell asleep knowing, for the first time in three years, that she was exactly where she belonged.