Chapter Four
The first light of morning filtered weakly through the curtains when the maid's knock came.
"Madam, breakfast is ready."
Her voice was soft, but I caught the hesitation, the pity that trailed after the words.
I rose slowly, every limb heavy. My reflection in the glass was no better than the night before. My skin, pale and lifeless. My lips drained of color. The bottle of pills on the nightstand gleamed accusingly, its cap half open, waiting.
Two pills already felt like chains around my throat, but I swallowed them dry anyway, forcing my body into motion.
The corridor outside hummed with whispers. I caught them before the maids scattered.
"Did you see? They moved her to the guest room. It is as good as exile."
"And Elizabeth... she slept in his chamber. The master did not hide it."
"Poor woman, imagine serving the mistress in your own house."
Their giggles, sharp and cruel, scattered like glass shattering.
I descended the stairs. At the long mahogany table, Elizabeth sat already, wrapped in silk the color of blood. She smiled lazily, like the throne was hers. Daniel sat beside her, reading the morning paper, unbothered by the storm he created.
"Good morning," I managed, my voice low.
Daniel did not answer. He flicked his hand instead, the signal for me to sit. The chair at the far end of the table, distant from him, had been set for me. A small plate, plain, almost insulting.
The butler appeared with a tray, but it was not for me. He placed steaming eggs and glazed ham before Elizabeth. Fresh fruit in crystal bowls. A glass of rich wine at her elbow, though it was still morning.
"Too much," Elizabeth murmured with a laugh, turning her gaze toward me. "Why don't you serve me? I would so hate to waste."
The butler froze, uncertain. Daniel lowered his newspaper, his expression unreadable.
"Go ahead," he said. "It is only polite."
My throat tightened, but my hands moved before I could protest. I took the silver spoon, ladled eggs onto her plate, cut fruit into neat slices. The humiliation burned, every motion a reminder that this was my table, my house, yet I was reduced to waiting on the woman who wanted me erased.
Elizabeth's smirk widened. "Careful," she purred. "You nearly dropped the spoon. How clumsy weakness makes you."
I stilled. The maids along the walls tried to look away, but I saw their eyes flicker, hungry for the drama.
Finally, I set the last dish before her.
"Is that enough?" I asked quietly.
Elizabeth leaned back, tilting her head as if studying a servant. "For now. Though I hear you are not eating much yourself. Perhaps you should feed me first, so you remember how it feels."
My fingers clenched around the spoon. The insult cut sharp.
Daniel folded the paper, at last giving me his attention. "Enough, Elizabeth."
For one heartbeat, I thought he would spare me. That he would call back some shred of the man who once swore vows to me.
But then his eyes shifted, cold and assessing. "Do not look at her like that," he told me flatly. "She has done nothing wrong. If anyone has, it is you."
I swallowed, tasting the bitterness at the back of my throat. "I am your wife," I whispered.
The words cracked the air.
Elizabeth's laugh spilled, low and taunting. "Not for much longer."
The room went still. My heart pounded. Something inside me, raw and desperate, finally broke.
"You humiliate me in my own home," I said, my voice trembling but loud enough to carry. "You put me in the guest room like a stranger. You let them all whisper. And now you sit here, letting her take what was mine. How much more, Daniel? How much lower must I fall before you are satisfied?"
Gasps rippled among the staff. The butler's hands tightened over the tray he held. Even Elizabeth's smile faltered for a breath.
Daniel's gaze hardened. His jaw set. Slowly, deliberately, he rose from his chair.
"Enough," he said.
"No," I answered, surprising even myself. My hands shook, but the fire that had stirred in me since the pills began their slow torment burned hotter. "Not enough. I will not be silent while you destroy me."
The silence afterward was suffocating. Elizabeth's smirk returned, thin and sharp, as though she wanted to see what he would do.
Daniel's hand moved before I could react. The slap cracked across my face, hot and stinging. My head snapped to the side. The taste of blood filled my mouth.
The maids gasped aloud this time. One dropped a fork to the floor.
I did not fall. I stayed standing, my palm pressed to my burning cheek, blood coating my tongue. My eyes blurred, but I did not cry.
Daniel's voice was ice. "Know your place. If you cannot accept it, then leave this house."
Elizabeth rose, looping her arm through his. Her smile gleamed like victory.
"She will learn," she said sweetly, resting her head against his shoulder. "Or she will fade away."
Their laughter carried as they walked out, leaving me standing at the end of the table, the maids frozen in horrified silence.
I straightened, though my cheek throbbed, though blood lingered on my lips. My gaze swept over the servants. They dropped their eyes, ashamed of being caught watching.
But I knew they would talk. They would repeat it all in whispers by nightfall.
The madam slapped in front of them. The madam bled at breakfast.
I walked out slowly, my hand trembling, my mind reeling.
In the guest room, I shut the door behind me and pressed my forehead to the wood. The toxin churned inside me, making my skin crawl, making my strength falter. But the fire inside did not go out.
They wanted me erased. They wanted me weak, forgotten, discarded.
But I tasted blood, and with it came resolve.
This was not my end.
Chapter Five
By late afternoon, the house stirred with nervous energy. Servants rushed about, polishing cutlery until it gleamed, straightening tablecloths that already lay smooth, adjusting flowers that gave off a sweetness too sharp for the heaviness in the air. The corridors smelled faintly of wax and roses, though nothing could mask the unease that spread from room to room.
Daniel's family was coming for dinner.
I stood by the guest room window as the sound of engines rose from the drive. Cars rolled in, glossy and dark, their reflections flashing against the stone pillars. Laughter carried ahead of the arrivals, voices rising bright and confident as though the evening were nothing but a celebration.
One by one, they entered the house. His mother first, regal and sharp-eyed, followed by his father with his controlled stride. His brothers and their wives trailed behind, dressed in elegance, their smiles practiced for the photographs they knew would follow. And Elizabeth, of course, glided forward to greet them as though she had been born into their circl
She wore cream silk, understated yet luminous, the sort of color that whispered purity while hiding poison beneath.
I lingered in the shadows of the hall, my palms damp. Part of me wished to disappear altogether, to avoid the weight of their eyes, their whispers. Yet another part, smaller but stubborn, wanted them to see me, wanted them to remember that I was not a ghost in my own house.
When dinner was announced, I forced myself into the dining room.
The chandeliers spilled golden light over the long mahogany table. Crystal glasses glittered, silver gleamed, and the air shimmered with the scent of roasted meats and wine. Daniel took the head seat, Elizabeth beside him, already claiming her place as if she belonged. His family filled the other chairs with easy laughter and polite chatter.
And me. I sat at the far end, removed, isolated, as though my very presence might stain the evening if I came too close.
The first course arrived, carried by silent servants. Conversation circled around business, travel, and the season's social gatherings. No one asked me a question. No one addressed me directly. I might have been furniture.
I touched my spoon lightly to my soup, though my stomach twisted too tightly to accept food. My eyes stayed lowered, watching the ripple of golden broth while the voices around me swelled.
Then Daniel's voice cut through, calm and measured. "There is something I must share."
The table hushed instantly. Even the servants stilled, hands pausing mid-motion. All attention shifted to him.
My chest constricted.
Daniel lifted his wine glass, the candlelight catching the liquid in a crimson glow. His eyes swept the table, lingering a heartbeat on his mother, then his father. Finally, his gaze turned to me. Cold, steady, unforgiving.
"This marriage has failed," he said. "And soon, I will divorce her."
The words cracked the air like thunder.
Gasps rippled. His sisters-in-law pressed hands to their lips. His father's brows drew together in a faint frown. His mother's eyes flickered, sharp with quiet triumph she did not bother to disguise.
And somewhere at the back of the room, a flash went off. Then another. Hidden among the guests were reporters, invited for this moment. Their cameras caught everything, each burst of light freezing my humiliation into an image that would spread far beyond these walls.
My breath faltered. My hand trembled against the tablecloth. For one terrifying moment, the room spun and my knees weakened. Collapse seemed inevitable.
But I did not fall.
I forced myself upright, pressing both palms flat on the table to steady my trembling. My heart raced, my blood pounded in my ears, yet I lifted my chin. My body might have screamed weakness, but I refused to give them my tears.
A murmur swept the table. Some avoided my eyes. Others stared openly, curiosity gleaming like knives. Elizabeth leaned toward Daniel, her smile sweet, her fingers brushing his sleeve in a gesture that shouted possession.
I stayed standing until the silence grew too heavy, until Daniel turned away, dismissing me entirely. Then I sank slowly back into my chair, my movements controlled, as though I still held some fragment of dignity.
The rest of dinner passed in fragments I barely registered. Words and laughter blurred around me. Plates were set and cleared, glasses refilled, conversations sparked and died. I tasted nothing. I felt nothing but the raw ache of being torn open in front of them all.
Later, after the last dish had been cleared and the family settled into the drawing room, I escaped to the corridor. My reflection in the gilded mirror mocked me: pale skin, hollowed eyes, lips pressed too tightly against the storm within. Behind me, laughter floated still, Elizabeth's voice rising above the rest like a bell.
I climbed the stairs, each step heavy, each breath tighter than the last. The guest room door closed behind me with a finality that echoed in my chest.
But the night was not finished.
By midnight, the rumors had already taken flight. Elizabeth fed them herself, whispering lies to hungry ears, then pushing them further into the open. Online, stories appeared painting me as unfaithful, claiming affairs with drivers, with guards, with men who lingered in the background of our lives. Words twisted truth into dirt.
Soon came the photographs. Paparazzi shots that looked convincing, staged with precision. Images of me leaving a car, speaking to a man in a corridor, my expression caught mid-blink. Enough to twist into scandal. Enough to convince strangers that I was nothing but a whore hiding behind wealth.
By the time I saw them, it was too late. They were everywhere.
The door to my room burst open. Daniel entered, his face carved in fury, his hands gripping a thick envelope. Without a word, he threw it at me. The photographs spilled across the carpet, glossy and sharp, spreading like a circle of fire around me.
I bent slowly, gathering one. My fingers shook as I lifted it into the light. My own face stared back at me, caught in angles that suggested intimacy where there was none. Lies printed in color.
"You disgust me," Daniel spat. His voice was low but cut deeper than any shout. "All this time, I thought you weak. But weakness would have been kinder than this. You are shameless."
The words hit harder than the slap that morning.
My throat closed. I swallowed, forcing the words out though they broke against my tongue. "I have been faithful."
He laughed, sharp and cold. "Faithful? Look at you. Look at what the world sees. You are filth."
The door slammed behind him, rattling the frame. Silence swelled, broken only by the pounding of my pulse.
I knelt among the photographs, my hands trembling as I gathered them. They slipped through my fingers, slick, impossible to hold. My chest heaved with the effort of keeping breath inside me, of holding myself together when everything begged to shatter.
No tears came. My eyes burned, but they stayed dry. Perhaps I had none left.
The room felt colder, darker. The weight of their lies pressed heavy on my shoulders. Yet beneath it, somewhere deep, the fire still smoldered.
They could strip me of dignity, drag my name through mud, brand me with shame that was not mine. They could laugh, they could destroy every piece of the life I had built.
But I was not gone.
Not yet.
I pressed my palms flat against the floor, grounding myself, forcing air into my lungs. Slowly, I rose. My legs were unsteady, my body weak, but I stood among the scattered photographs with my chin lifted, even if no one could see me.
I was still here.
Chapter Six
The air in the guest room was heavy, too heavy to breathe. I had been standing for too long among the scattered photographs, their glossy surfaces catching what little light the room allowed. My knees ached, my chest tightened, and the fire I had clung to moments before wavered beneath the weight of my own body.
I tried to sit, but the floor tilted under me. The walls swayed as though the house itself moved in waves. My skin burned hot, then cold, and a sharp pain shot through my ribs when I inhaled.
The photographs slipped from my hands. My vision blurred.
Then darkness took me.
---
I awoke to white light. Too bright, too clean, the sterile glow of a place I had not wanted to see again. Machines hummed softly around me, their beeping measured, indifferent to the terror in my chest.
The hospital.
My throat was dry, my lips cracked. I tried to move, but even the weight of my own hand felt unbearable against the sheets.
Whispers reached me before I opened my eyes fully. Soft, careful, not meant for me.
"Is it the pills that is making her to collapse like this?" a voice murmured, sharp and feminine.
Elizabeth.
My chest seized. I kept my eyes half-closed, letting stillness cloak me.
The doctor answered in a low tone, weary but steady. "The results show strain, but nothing fatal. She's weak, severely so. It may be from the medication prescribed earlier."
"Then keep it that way," Elizabeth whispered, her voice a blade wrapped in silk. "You understand? She doesn't die, not yet. She just... fades. That's what he wants."
A pause. My pulse hammered in my ears.
"You are asking me to withhold the truth," the doctor replied, voice taut. "That is dangerous, Mrs..."
"Elizabeth," she cut in smoothly, as if correcting a child. "Do as I say, and you will be compensated. Generously. My Daniel will see to it."
My lungs burned. Each breath was shallow, ragged, as though the air itself rebelled against me. I fought the urge to gasp, to betray that I was listening.
The silence stretched, then the doctor exhaled heavily. "I will... adjust the reports. But if she worsens, I cannot be held responsible."
"She will worsen," Elizabeth said, almost with delight. "That is the point."
The words sliced through me. I wanted to scream, to tear the IV from my arm, to tell them I knew. But my body betrayed me. Weakness held me down, the toxin threading deeper through my veins.
Elizabeth's heels clicked softly as she approached the bed. For a moment, her shadow fell across me. I felt her gaze linger, the weight of it pressing against my skin.
"She looks peaceful like this," she murmured, almost tender. "A doll left too long in the sun. Soon, Daniel will forget she was ever here."
My fingers twitched beneath the blanket. I forced stillness.
At last, her footsteps receded. The door clicked shut behind them.
I opened my eyes fully then, staring at the ceiling, the light blurring with tears I refused to shed. Fear coiled tight in my chest, sharper than any pain the poison had given me.
They wanted me erased. Not dead, not quickly. No, this was slower, crueler. A drawn-out undoing, each fainting spell, each pale reflection, another step closer to vanishing while the world watched.
And Daniel... he knew. He allowed it.
---
The hours crawled. Nurses entered, checked the machines, adjusted tubes. Their faces were kind but guarded, eyes darting as though afraid of what they might say aloud.
Once, I caught two of them whispering just beyond the curtain.
"They say she fainted again. At home."
"It's the mistress, isn't it? Everyone knows Mr. Cobbs has moved her in."
"Then why keep the wife alive at all?"
"Hush. Don't question it. This is their world, not ours."
Their footsteps faded, leaving me in silence.
The slow poison in my veins pulsed, a reminder with every beat of my heart. Pale hands. Hollow cheeks. Breath shallow and strained. I could feel myself slipping, inch by inch, and yet... still here.
Not gone.
---
By evening, Daniel arrived.
He filled the doorway with his presence, his suit immaculate, his tie perfectly knotted. He looked at me not with concern but with impatience, as though my existence in this bed inconvenienced him.
"You collapsed again," he said flatly.
My lips parted. My voice rasped, thin and brittle. "I need... the doctor. The truth."
His jaw tightened. He moved closer, his shadow falling over me. "The truth? The truth is you are weak. You've always been weak. You faint at a dinner, you faint in your room, and now you make a spectacle here. Do you want the papers to write more about you? Do you want to humiliate me further?"
My breath hitched. "Daniel, I..."
"Enough." His voice was sharp, final. He straightened his cuffs, as though even speaking to me stained him. "Take your medication. Do as the doctor says. And stop this drama."
His eyes flickered once, cold and gleaming, before he turned and left.
The door closed.
And I broke.
Not with tears, for those had long since abandoned me. But inside, something splintered deeper, something raw and aching.
I stared at the IV line, the clear liquid dripping steadily into my veins, and wondered how long before it stripped me of all color, of all strength.
Elizabeth's words haunted me. Soon Daniel will forget she was ever here.
I pressed my hand weakly to my chest, as if I could hold my heart together against the tightening fear.
But beneath the fear, another thought stirred, quiet but unyielding.
If they wanted me erased, I would have to fight to remain.
---
The night passed in fragments. Dreams tangled with reality, visions of Elizabeth's silk dress brushing my skin, Daniel's voice calling me filth, the doctor's weary eyes. I woke often, gasping, my chest constricted as though hands pressed firmly down.
At dawn, I forced myself upright. My body trembled, my vision swam, but I would not lie still and wait to fade.
I pulled the hospital blanket tighter around me and whispered into the silence, words no one else could hear.
"They will not win."
The monitor beside me beeped steadily, indifferent, but my chest loosened just enough to breathe again.
---
Hours later, the door opened softly. A nurse entered, startled to see me sitting upright. She adjusted the drip, her movements quick, almost nervous.
"Do you know what's wrong with me?" I asked quietly.
Her hands froze. She glanced toward the door, then back at me. Her lips parted, then closed again.
"You should rest," she whispered, almost apologetic. "Rest is what you need."
Her eyes said more. Fear. Knowledge. Silence.
Then she was gone.
---
When Elizabeth returned later, her perfume filled the room before her voice did. Sweet, suffocating. She stood at the foot of the bed, her cream dress immaculate, her smile soft enough to hide the venom underneath.
"You're still here," she said, tilting her head. "Resilient little thing."
I held her gaze, though my body trembled.
"Daniel sends his regards," she added, her tone mocking. "He said not to trouble yourself. The house runs perfectly fine without you."
Her eyes swept me up and down, lingering on the IV, the pale skin, the hollow cheeks. Satisfaction gleamed in her smile.
"You should rest, truly," she murmured. "The more you fight, the faster you'll fall."
She turned gracefully, her heels tapping softly against the sterile floor.
But before she reached the door, I spoke. My voice cracked, faint, but steady enough to halt her steps.
"I will not fall."
Elizabeth paused, her back still to me. Then she laughed, low, amused, dismissive.
"Then fade," she whispered, and left.
---
Alone again, I pressed my palm flat against my chest, feeling the faint, stubborn beat of my heart. Fear still lived there, sharp and consuming. But so did defiance.
They wanted me erased.