We swerve around a corner so hard my head slams into the car seat. He doesn’t flinch, doesn’t even glance at me. Just one hand on the wheel, the other shifting gears like he has done this too many times.
I’m gasping by the time I get the seatbelt to click. My fingers are slick with blood, there’s a rip in my palm from when I ate shit on the road. My left shoulder’s screaming, my knees are scraped, and there’s blood on my tank.
I can smell it.
But most importantly, I’m focusing on this man.
I can’t see his face, and his helmet reflects nothing but flashing lights.
Sirens howl behind us.
Getting closer.
“What the hell is this?” I ask, breath ragged. “Why are they chasing you?”
“They’re not chasing me,” he says, flatly, as if I’m stupid for even asking. “They’re chasing everyone.”
“They wouldn’t be if you weren’t racing. Illegally,” I add, like the word tastes sour in my mouth.
He tilts his head slightly, like he finds that funny, but doesn’t laugh. Then he swerves hard around a minivan. My body jerks forward, slamming into the seatbelt, and I gasp, the belt is digging hard into my skin.
“Careful!” I wheeze, my chest is heaving, and my fingers are quivering.
He sounds gruff. “You're welcome for the ride.”
“A ride? You dragged me into a high-speed felony!”
He finally looks at me. “Dragged you? You ran into the car.”
“Because they were about to tear gas the crowd!”
He jerks the wheel hard to the left, slipping between two slow cars, and I get tossed toward the center console.
“And who took you out of there?”
“That doesn’t make it less illegal!”
He exhales harshly. “You’re bleeding all over my seat and arguing moral high ground in the middle of a fucking chase?”
“Because if you weren’t racing, you wouldn’t be getting chased!” I shout as he cuts off a van and slides into an exit lane, barely missing a divider.
“If you weren’t at an illegal street race,” he retorts, “you wouldn’t be in my car.”
I shut up for a second. Just enough for him to make his point, but I can't help myself.
“I wasn’t even supposed to be there! I didn’t race, I didn’t do anything… why the fuck am I running from the police right now?”
“Oh, well in that case,” he says dryly, one hand gripping the wheel as we take a tight curve, tires screaming, “should I ask the cops to only arrest the ones who came for the vibes?”
The G-force throws me into the door a second time. I grunt, swallowing back bile.
“You don’t get to be smug just because you’re used to getting away with shit.”
“I’m not smug, I’m rethinking my decision” he mutters, flicking a switch on the dash. Lights cut instantly, plunging us into partial darkness. “I’m annoyed.”
“That makes two of us. I’d rather have been arrested than stuck in a car with some cocky little shit—”
“Cocky?” he barks out a loud laugh, shifting gears so hard the car jerks forward, the sirens fades into the distance.
“You think that’s bad? If I hadn’t dragged your panicked ass out of there, your teeth would have been getting kicked in right now or you’d be in a holding cell, crying for your Daddy.”
“You don’t know shit about me,” I shout, but he just scoffs.
“I know the type,” he says. “You are spoiled.”
“Then DROP ME OFF!” I scream, beating my hand against the dash. “Drop me the fuck off right now! You hear me? DROP ME OFF!”
“I am not your uber!”
“NOW!” I shout, throat raw, eyes burning. “DROP. ME. THE. FUCK. OFF!”
He slams the brakes so hard I jerk forward, almost launching straight through the windshield. The tires screech like strangled banshees, the whole car twisting before halting half on the road, half on gravel.
He rips the helmet off and flings it into the back seat.
And fuck me.
My breath catches hard in my throat.
He's… God, he’s beautiful. Model-hot but real. Plump lips in a scowl, hair damp from the ride, messy brown curls toppling over his forehead.
And his fucking eyes are glowing red.
I blink hard, thinking it’s the low light or maybe I’m imagining things. But no, the red is still there.
“Get out,” he growls.
Literally growls.
I don’t move.
I can’t, not with the way he’s looking at me.
He throws his door open and steps out in long, fast strides, and I flinch as mine is yanked open a second later.
“I said get out!”
I barely suck in a breath before his hand clamps around my arm, hard enough to make me gasp. The other slams the door shut behind me with a thud that rattles my bones.
And then I’m being shoved back.
My spine hits the cool metal of the hood. I brace instinctively, wide-eyed, but he’s already there, towering over me.
Jesus, he’s tall.
So tall, I have to crane my neck just to meet his stare.
“You wanna act like a brat? Then you better know what the fuck that earns you.”
I gulp. “Go fuck yourself.”
He smirks and leans in.
I barely reach his chest, and he uses that, shoulders squared, arms on either side of me, caging me in like he owns the space, and me as well. His hands are planted on the hood now, close enough that the heat from his skin has my thighs trembling.
He doesn’t look twenty, or even twenty-five. He looks older. He’s definitely not some college kid.
Not like me.
“Where do you go to school?” he asks suddenly, and I flinch at how rough his tone is.
“W-what?”
“I said—” his head dips, lips almost brushing my ear, “where do you go to fucking school, sweetheart?”
My breath hitches again.
“U—USC,” I whisper. “Third year.”
His head tilts. “Figures. You look like a little sorority princess with a smart mouth and no idea what the real world’s like.”
My fists clench at my sides.
“Still think you’d rather be in a cop car?” he asks, voice just as low, just as dangerous.
I hate the way my thighs clench at that.
Hate the way my breath stutters in my chest when he leans in a little more, until I can’t breathe anything that isn’t him. And I hate that my heart is banging so loud I swear he can hear it.
I don’t even know where we are.
It’s dark, and wooded. The air smells like smoke and moss and wet leaves. And I’m out here in the middle of nowhere, cornered by a man who looks too fucking good to be real, and twice my age.
And the worst part?
I don’t want to move.
It feels... almost sacred to be this close to a face like his. Like touching him might burn me alive but I still wouldn’t stop.
He watches me for a long, loaded second, then finally pulls back, just slightly, just enough to leave me panting.
“Get in the car.”
BANG.
BANG.
BANG!
I jolt up, roll off the bed, and smack the floor with a grunt.
“Open this fucking door, Riv!”
A fourth bang, enough to cause the dorm door to rattle like another hit would rip it off its hinges.
I groan, tangled in my blanket, my head pounding like someone hit me with a fucking sledgehammer while I slept.
Then, the stupids bangs return.
Bang.
Bang.
Bang.
“You hear me?! I know you’re in there!”
Adam.
Shit. Shit.
I blink, dazed, heart thudding. The dorm room spins once before it settles. I’m on the floor, half-naked, wrapped in a blanket, wearing only my underwear.
Nelly, my roommate's side of the room is clean enough to let me know she’s gone for her morning class.
Bang.
I jolt.
“You psycho bitch! I saw the video—”
The video?
My eyes dart around, my brain too foggy to understand how the fuck I got here. The first thing I notice is my tank top, crumpled on the floor, stained with blood. Right beside it...
I gasp.
A black leather jacket. Not even close to anything I own. It was on the racer last night, what the fuck is it doing in my dorm room?
I yank my gaze away.
Not now.
I have bigger problems, Adam is at my door, talking about a video which probably contains evidence of me and Tamara vandalizing his car.
Another slam at the door. “And Tamara. She’s a dead bitch too! Both of you think this is funny?”
Yup.
We’re busted.
I scramble to my feet, blanket dragging behind me, chest bare and heart in my throat. The last thing I remember is grabbing a bottle out of Zero’s fucking cup holder, stupidly gulping its content without asking what it was, and then… Blackout.
Probably the most reckless decision I’ve made my entire life.
I don’t remember him dropping me off, not even getting into my own bed. Just brief flashes of his eyes, his mouth, the car, his hand gripping my thigh in the back seat, his tongue dragging between my folds while my fingers dug into his hair.
I bite down on a groan and snatch a hoodie off the back of my chair, shoving my arms into it. It smells like coffee and sweat.
Nelly’s.
The clock by my bed blinks: 8:37 AM.
“Fuck me.”
I’m thirty minutes late for my first class. My professor is a dick and locks doors after ten.
Adam persists at the door, “I swear to God, Riv—”
The knob rattles violently.
I croak, voice hoarse as shit. “I need you to go suck a dick, Adam.”
His voice explodes through the wood. “YOU RUINED MY FUCKING CAR!”
“You cheated on me. What did you think was gonna happen?”
“You’re going to pay for this, Eden, I swear to God.”
I don’t answer.
Then after that, silence.
I’m ruffling through my closet the very next minute, throwing on whatever. Jeans tugged up. Hair twisted into a bun that’s already falling. I brush my teeth in seconds, and clean my face with wipes. Books into my bag, shaky fingers, mismatched socks.
Doesn’t matter.
I don’t look back.
I swing the door open.
Adam’s not there anymore.
Good.
I’m flying down the hallway before I can think twice. I hit the lot, half-ready to see my car wrecked like I had done Adam’s, but no.
It’s just as I’d left it. I yank the door open, slam it, start the engine.
Then, out of nowhere, Adam appears. His blond hair is wild, eyes are bloodshot, he's screaming and pointing at me like a madman.
I can barely hear him through the windows, but I already know he’s cursing like a bitch.
I rev the engine.
He slams his palm on the hood. “YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY?”
My hands tighten around the steering.
He looks like he’s about to lose it.
I rev again.
Adam eyes widens as he realises what I’m about to do, but I don’t give him the chance to move before I gun the car, tires shrieking.
He staggers back, and I swerve past him, close enough that the mirror nearly clips his face. His arms flail, feet scrambling.
In the rearview, I see him spin, red-faced and shaking, his mouth wide as he shouts, "ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE?!"
~~~
Professor Langston does not tolerate lateness.
Three years in his class have made that painfully clear. He once made a girl cry for showing up an hour late. Told her she could wipe her tears on the drop slip he was about to file on her behalf.
So when I glance at the time on my phone and see 8:59 a.m., my chest tightens.
“Shit.”
I shoot off down the corridor, shoes squealing on the floor. Everything is a blur. My mind is already bracing for the drop slip with my name on it.
Room 206, top floor, left wing.
I take the corner too fast. My shoulder hits the wall, I trip, and I crash into someone with full force.
I don’t get the chance to brace myself, my knee smacks something hard, and my phone flies from my grip. Their bag hits the ground, contents spilling across the floor…. books, wires, a black sketchpad.
“Shit. I’m sorry,” I say quickly, dropping to my knees to help.
“It’s fine,” he says calmly, already crouched across from me.
I grab a book first, then the sketchpad. Something catches my eye as he leans in. A silver chain dangling from his neck, hanging from it is a small glinting pendant of a wolf.
I pause.
Stare a second too long. But he tucks it back inside his shirt before I can get a better look, then reaches for the last item.
Our hands touch.
I freeze.
His fingers are rough and moist. And though the contact only lasts a second, it jolts through me like a wire touching water.
I look up.
His eyes meet mine.
Sea-glass green.
Brows puckers over them.
“You always run through people on your way to class?” he asks. His mouth quirks up slightly in a small smile.
“Only when I’m trying to avoid dying in Langston’s class,” I mutter, standing.
His brow lifts. “Langston? Literature major?”
“Advanced Literary Perspectives and Global Narratives,” I say, trying to catch my breath. “Monday mornings kill me.”
He stands with me. He’s very tall, and lean, dressed in a loose oatmeal hoodie and worn black jeans.
“Didn’t think lit majors ran like that,” he says.
“I don’t have time for this,” I breathe. I swing my bag over my shoulder and glance down the hall.
Almost there.
“Hey,” he says behind me.
I don’t stop.
“Hey. Wait.”
I turn the corner.
Room 206 comes into view.
My heart’s fucking sprinting.
I stop at the door for half a second. Just long enough to wipe my sweaty hands on my jeans, then I open it.
The room is fucking silent.
Everyone looks like they just got their asses handed to them: slouched over, eyes glazed, I can hear the sniffles of a sobbing girl in the corner. A few heads lift, but no one really reacts.
Not even a snicker.
Weird.
I step in quietly, glancing toward the front, already preparing myself to see Langston. His tired, balding head, his ugly corduroy jacket.
But then he turns.
And it’s not Langston.
My legs stop working.
For a second, I forget how to breathe.
LYSANROS' POV
When life throws you a shot at redemption, you don’t waste time asking why. You take it without hesitation before it fucking disappears like every other thing.
That’s what this was supposed to be.
My shot at living again, not for anyone else, but for me… ME.
Teaching wasn’t part of the plan. Living among humans is just collateral. The only choice I had left. I’ve spent decades avoiding places like this. And the years after, building up my life to fit in. Degrees and certifications, a condo with white walls, a few human flings here and there. When it's a full moon, it’s very hard to keep my desires and urges to mate on the low. And without a wolf mate that could endure my urges till morning, I take to bed more than one human woman at once, rotating the shift till my wolf is satisfied by morning.
Living with a double identity had just been so easy. Suits in the day and leather jackets with a helmet on race nights.
It was going fine, until last night. When my wolf sensed our mate in the crowd, and went feral with want, chanting in my head for her. “Mate, mate, mate.”
Bastard wouldn’t shut up.
For a human girl.
How pathetic?
The Moon Goddess must’ve been mocking me. I never even imagined a second-chance mate after Catherine, let alone one who was human. After everything I’d lost, after how brutally the Ashridge Pack cast me out, she sent me this.
A reminder of the failure I had been to my pack. I told myself I would reject her on the spot, but she’d taken a swig of my liquor, too strong a mixture for a mere human like her, and then came at me without restraint.
And my control burned to cinders.
I dragged her into the backseat, fingers thrusting deep, her pussy soaked, squelching, pussy juice and saliva dripping down my chin.
She came on my tongue, trembling, moaning, grinding against my face like she’d been starved.
I didn’t mark her… yet.
I didn’t fuck her… yet.
I tell myself that is the last time I’ll see her, my wolf, Valek, counters.
Now I’m at my new job, halfway through my first lecture, when I feel her.
Even before she comes into view. Walking down the hallway and Valek starts prancing like a fucking pup again, “Mine, Mine, Mine!”
I grit my teeth so hard my jaw aches.
And then she shoves the door open.
She freezes.
Fuck, I freeze.
The scent of her fills the room so intensely I feel the blood rush to my cock.
I clench my fists, breathing in through my nose. I don’t do this. I don’t lose control.
She’s late.
Fucking late.
And bold enough to shove the door open as well.
I squint at her, “Nice of you to join us, Miss...”
She hesitates, “R-Riven.”
“Surname?”
“Coll.”
A grin stretches my lips. “You’re an hour late to my first class. Do you have a medical emergency you’d like to share with the room?”
Silence.
“Car trouble? Brain damage? Poor time management?”
A few heads turn.
A snicker breaks out in the back.
I let it hang.
Of course, I know why she’s late.
My dick is throbbing behind the podium and I’m clenching hard at the edges now, Valek isn’t making this any easier.
“You’re the one who licked her clean, not me,” he growls low. “Let me out. Let me scent her again—”
Shut the fuck up.
“Make me.”
I will. I’ll cage you so deep you’ll forget what air tastes like.
He snarls inside me, dragging claws down the inside of my ribs, pacing endlessly. He wants me to have her again. He wants her on all fours this time, not just a taste, he wants to mark her.
I grind my molars and force my voice level.
“Find a seat,” I snap at her.
She hesitates.
The class is silent.
Then she turns and starts up the steps toward the back.
No.
“Front row.”
She stops mid-step. Looks over her shoulder like she’s not sure she heard right. Her lips part.
“I said front.”
She turns, walks down slowly, her fingers trembling as she clutches her bag. Her face is pale, but her eyes—fuck, those cobalt blue eyes are glassing up.
Good.
She sits.
I don’t give her time to breathe.
“See me after the class.”