Growing up as an Omega in the foster care system, I always yearned for a stable pack to call home. When Gunnar, the Alpha of the Tran Pack, chose me as his mate, I truly believed we could create a warm, happy family, despite the whispers and doubts from others.

But life within the pack isn’t a pack legend where love remains eternally perfect. After our bonding, we had arguments, bickered over trivial issues, and gradually these small disagreements snowballed into frustration and disdain. The bond between us, once strong and unbreakable, began to fray at the edges.

I understand logically that holding on when a mate bond has weakened only results in pain. Yet, thoughts of our pup, Alaiya, crept in—a radiant, innocent five-year-old with Gunnar’s eyes and my smile. I wanted her to experience a healthy upbringing with both her parents, to grow up within the safety of the pack, surrounded by love and stability.

Perhaps it was the thought of losing our family that I couldn’t bear. Or maybe I simply couldn’t accept our bond disintegrating this way. So, I made up my mind to have a serious conversation with Gunnar, hoping for one last shot at salvaging what we once had.

Our bonding anniversary was just around the corner. I mind-linked Gunnar, reminding him about it, hoping he would come home. After what seemed like forever, he replied with a simple "okay," leaving me both relieved and cautiously optimistic.

But on the day, after tucking Alaiya into bed in our packhouse, I went all out, preparing a lavish meal fit for an Alpha and his Luna. I reheated it over and over, the scent of roasted venison and fresh herbs filling the air. But he never came home.

His mind-link was closed, and my messages went unanswered. Instead, a video popped up on my phone. It showed him at a pack gathering, casually sipping whiskey with his Beta and Gamma warriors.

"Alpha Gunnar," one of them said, his tone teasing but respectful, "isn’t today your bonding anniversary? Why choose to spend it with us instead of your mate?"

"Yeah, aren’t you usually getting all romantic with Luna Monica? Not feeling the bond this year?" another chimed in, his voice laced with curiosity.

"Ugh," Gunnar replied, his voice cold and dismissive, "seeing the same face every year can get old." The group fell silent, the weight of his words hanging heavy in the air. Only Gunnar continued to sip his drink, his expression calm and detached.

"If I’d known Monica would become so dull after the bonding, I would have never marked her."

...

The phone slipped from my hand, hitting the floor with a soft thud. I stood there in a daze, staring at it before bending down to pick it up. Yet, although it was right there, my vision was clouded.

Much like the gap now between Gunnar and me, it was clear there was no turning back. The mate bond, once a source of strength and connection, now felt like a chain, heavy and unyielding. My wolf whimpered softly in the back of my mind, a faint echo of the pain I felt.

But I couldn’t let it consume me—not yet. For Alaiya’s sake, I had to hold on a little longer, even if it meant enduring the cracks in our bond.

Gunnar returned the next morning, his towering frame filling the doorway as he stepped into the Tran Pack’s den. His broad shoulders and muscular build, typical of an Alpha, were a stark reminder of the power he wielded over the pack—and over me. He settled onto the couch, his presence as commanding as ever, yet his face was calm, almost indifferent. He didn’t mention the previous night, and I didn’t ask. Perhaps the silence between us was louder than words, because he shot me a peculiar glance, his dark eyes narrowing slightly.

“The trending topic’s been handled,” he finally said after a long pause, his deep voice carrying the weight of his authority. It was his way of explaining his absence the previous night, as if that justified everything. I pressed my lips together, refusing to respond. My wolf stirred uneasily in the back of my mind, a low growl of frustration that I quickly silenced.

Gunnar frowned, his annoyance evident, but before he could say anything more, Alaiya bounded down the stairs, her small frame a blur of energy. “Daddy!” she squealed, her tiny arms outstretched. Gunnar’s expression softened instantly as he scooped her up, his Alpha aura momentarily replaced by the warmth of a father.

“Today, I’ll pull you out of pack school for a bit, and we can go to the amusement park. How about that?” he said, his voice playful. Alaiya’s face lit up with excitement, but she glanced at me, her big eyes filled with a question she didn’t have to voice.

Gunnar’s frown deepened slightly, his Alpha tone creeping into his words. “Luna, Alaiya deserves a carefree, happy childhood. You shouldn’t always place so many limitations on her.”

I felt my wolf bristle at his tone, but I swallowed my frustration. Seeing Alaiya’s hopeful eyes, my resolve wavered. “Alright,” I said finally, my voice steady despite the tension. “But just for the morning. You still have your afternoon lessons with the pack’s healer.”

“Hooray! Thank you, Mommy!” Alaiya cheered, clapping her hands with delight. Her joy was infectious, and I couldn’t help but smile, though the unease in my chest remained.

She wanted me to join them, but I had responsibilities as the Luna that I couldn’t ignore. My duties to the pack demanded my attention, and I had to decline. Alaiya’s face fell for a moment, but she quickly masked her disappointment with a maturity beyond her years. “Okay, but don’t work too hard, Mommy,” she said, her voice sweet and reassuring.

I kissed her little cheek, inhaling the faint scent of her pup-like innocence, and waved her goodbye. As I watched Gunnar carry her out the door, his Alpha aura radiating strength and control, I reminded myself that he was a good father. He had always been attentive and responsible when it came to Alaiya.

It wasn’t the first time he had taken her out for some fun, and I trusted him to keep her safe.

But that trust was shattered that afternoon when the pack’s healer called, her voice tinged with concern. “Luna, Alaiya hasn’t arrived for her lesson.”

My stomach dropped. Frowning, I reached for my phone and dialed Gunnar’s number. It rang for what felt like an eternity before he finally answered. His breathing was heavy, labored.

“Monica,” he said, his voice tight with urgency. “Alaiya’s had an allergic reaction. She’s been vomiting and having diarrhea. We’re at the pack’s healing den now.”

My heart pounded in my chest, my wolf howling in panic. “I’ll be there,” I said, my voice trembling despite my efforts to stay calm. I grabbed my coat and rushed out the door, the weight of my Luna responsibilities momentarily forgotten as my thoughts centered on my pup.

The healing den wasn’t far, but every second felt like an eternity. When I arrived, the scent of antiseptic and herbs filled the air, and I found Gunnar standing by Alaiya’s side, his Alpha aura subdued but still commanding. His broad frame seemed to fill the small room, his presence both a comfort and a reminder of the power he held over our lives.

Alaiya lay on the bed, her little body pale and weak, her eyes half-closed. My heart ached at the sight, and I rushed to her side, taking her small hand in mine. “Mommy’s here,” I whispered, my voice breaking. “Everything’s going to be okay.”

Gunnar’s hand rested on my shoulder, his touch firm but reassuring. “The healers are doing everything they can,” he said, his voice low and steady.

I nodded, but the fear in my chest refused to subside. My wolf growled softly, a sound of both protectiveness and helplessness. I clenched my jaw, forcing myself to stay strong for Alaiya.

But deep down, I couldn’t shake the feeling that this was just the beginning of something much, much worse.

I rushed to the pack's healing den, my heart pounding with anxiety. To my surprise, Gemma Simmons was there too. I gave her a quick glance, my only concern being to see my daughter in her room.

"Luna, don't worry. Alaiya is out of danger now. She's just asleep in there..." Gunnar called out to me, his voice tense, his alpha aura flickering with unease.

At that moment, I probably looked like I was about to lose it, on the verge of a breakdown. That's why my mate seemed so eager to calm me down.

But before he could finish, Gemma interrupted, tears streaming down her face. Her voice was soft, almost fragile. "I'm so sorry, Luna. I bought a spiced honey cake for Alaiya. She only took a couple of bites before she started feeling unwell. I panicked just as much as you did..."

Her words couldn't hide the defiance in her eyes. I raised my hand and slapped her hard across the face. Gemma was taken aback by the sudden strike, and her cheek turned red instantly. She gritted her teeth, tears welling up, but remained silent, playing the innocent victim.

The Alpha quickly stepped in front of her, shielding her. "Monica, it wasn't intentional on Gemma's part. There's no need to lash out at her."

"And you? Are you just going to stand there?"

I hurled my handbag at him in a fit of rage, nearly losing control. "Did you forget Alaiya is allergic to cream?"

The metal clasp of the bag left a scratch on his cheek, drawing blood. He closed his eyes and didn't move. Gemma let out a shriek, as if the blow had struck her instead.

"Luna, please don't blame the Alpha. It's all on me. Alaiya wanted to try the spiced honey cake, and the Alpha did warn about the allergy. It was my idea, thinking a small taste wouldn't hurt. Besides, back in my birth pack, people have allergies too, and adults often help them overcome it by gradually exposing them to the allergen. Eventually, they're no longer allergic," she insisted, her voice full of misguided conviction. "Luna, I really just wanted to help Alaiya overcome her allergy. I had no idea it would be this severe."

I stared at Gunnar, disbelief etched on my face. So that was it...

Great. Just great.

Alaiya's allergy was serious. When she was very young, she had once been rushed to the pack's healing den after accidentally eating cake. Back then, Gunnar and I had been terrified, our faces pale in the waiting room. After that incident, we had been strict about her diet, ensuring nothing like this would ever happen again.

And now, he had been so careless as to entertain his Beta's absurd idea! That was his daughter!

I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, feeling a wave of bitter disappointment wash over me. My wolf whimpered softly in the back of my mind, a reflection of my turmoil.

"Monica, please don't be like this..." Gunnar's voice was strained, his alpha aura pressing down on me, though it lacked its usual strength. "I thought that after all this time, maybe Alaiya's allergy had lessened. After all, she's fine now. It was just a scare..."

"Gunnar, I, Monica Tran, Luna of the Tran Pack, reject you as my mate," I cut him off, my voice trembling but resolute.

His alpha aura flickered and dimmed as if struck, and the room fell into a heavy silence. The words hung in the air, a declaration that shattered what little remained of our bond.