The eastern border of Silvermoon territory had always been vulnerable to rogue attacks. Tonight was no different—except that I was alone when they came.
"Vera! Behind you!" Ryan's voice crackled through the pack link as I patrolled the perimeter.
I spun around just as a massive rogue lunged from the shadows. His eyes glowed with feral hunger, teeth bared in a snarl that promised death.
"Pack link! All units to eastern border!" I screamed into the mental connection that bound our pack together.
Three more rogues emerged from the treeline. Four against one. My heart hammered against my ribs as I backed away, my hand fumbling for the silver dagger at my belt.
"Thaddeus!" I called desperately through our mate bond. "Rogues at eastern border! I need help!"
The silence that answered me stretched for one terrible moment before his voice finally came. "Nova needs me."
The words hit harder than any physical blow. I stumbled backward as the first rogue charged.
"I'm surrounded by four rogues!" I screamed into the link. "I need my Alpha!"
Through the pack bond, I felt Thaddeus's presence withdraw. He was moving away from me—toward the packhouse where Nova was.
"No!" I cried out loud as claws raked across my ribs.
Blood sprayed across the forest floor as I dodged another attack. My shoulder screamed in agony as I threw myself sideways, avoiding a killing blow but taking damage nonetheless.
"Please," I whispered to no one as I fought for my life.
Through the trees, I caught a glimpse of Thaddeus's massive black wolf form racing past—not toward me, but toward the packhouse where Nova had been targeted by a single rogue.
The betrayal burned worse than my wounds.
---
I don't remember how I made it back to the packhouse. My body moved on instinct while my mind remained frozen on the image of Thaddeus abandoning me to save Nova.
The pain hit when I staggered through the main entrance. Blood loss and shock finally overwhelmed me as I collapsed onto the polished wooden floor.
"Vera?" Someone's voice seemed distant. "Get the healer!"
I forced my eyes open to see Thaddeus kneeling beside Nova on the couch. Her sleeve was rolled up, revealing three scratches on her forearm. Minor wounds that wouldn't even scar.
"Thaddeus," I whispered.
He looked up briefly, his eyes cold. "The healer will see to you."
"But—"
"I said the healer will see to you." His Alpha tone left no room for argument.
I watched through a haze of pain as he gently bandaged Nova's arm, his fingers lingering on her skin. The tenderness in his touch made my chest ache more than my physical wounds.
"She could have died," Nova whispered, her eyes wide with practiced fear. "If you hadn't come when you did..."
"I'll always protect you," Thaddeus promised, his voice soft in a way it had never been with me.
The healer arrived—finally—and began examining my wounds. Claw marks across my ribs, a dislocated shoulder, blood loss... minor injuries compared to what could have happened.
"Lucky to be alive," the healer muttered.
I wasn't sure I agreed.
---
"You left me to die."
I stood in Thaddeus's office that evening, still bandaged and bruised, but standing tall despite the pain.
Thaddeus looked up from his desk, his expression unreadable. "You survived."
"By miracle, not design." My voice shook with barely contained rage. "You chose Nova over your mate."
"I made a tactical decision." His tone was dismissive. "Nova was closer to the packhouse. More vulnerable."
"And I was surrounded by four rogues!" The words exploded out of me. "Four! You're supposed to protect your mate above all others!"
For the first time, something flickered across his face—not guilt, but annoyance. "My condition—"
"Your condition?" I stepped closer, ignoring the pain in my ribs. "Your condition only seems to affect your response to me."
His eyes hardened. "You knew the terms when you accepted this mate bond."
"Terms?" The word tasted bitter. "I accepted a sacred connection blessed by the Moon Goddess. Not this... whatever this is."
Thaddeus stood slowly, his Alpha aura filling the room like a physical weight. "My responsibility to Nova as my brother's widow supersedes any... personal discomfort my condition might cause me."
"Personal discomfort?" I echoed incredulously. "Is that what our mate bond is to you? An inconvenience?"
He turned away, dismissing me as easily as he'd dismissed my pain earlier. "We're done here."
As I stood there, abandoned yet again by the man who should have cherished me above all others, something inside me finally broke free. The last thread of hope I'd been clinging to snapped cleanly in two.
This wasn't a mate bond. It was a prison sentence.
And for the first time in three years, I wondered if there might be a way to escape.
The sacred grove had always been a place of reverence for our pack. Ancient oak trees formed a natural circle around a small clearing where generations of Silvermoon wolves had performed their most solemn rituals. I'd never been allowed to participate in these ceremonies—not as Thaddeus's mate, anyway.
But tonight, as I followed the sound of chanting voices through the forest, I discovered why.
Moonlight filtered through the branches, illuminating two figures in the center of the clearing. Thaddeus stood tall and proud, his hands raised toward the full moon overhead. Beside him, Nova knelt in a circle of white stones, her head bowed as he placed his palms on her shoulders.
"By the light of the Moon Goddess, I bless this woman who has suffered greatly," Thaddeus's voice carried through the night air, deep and reverent. "May she find peace and healing under your watchful eye."
My breath caught in my throat. The Luna blessing—the sacred ritual he had always refused to perform with me.
I stepped closer, my heart pounding against my ribs. "Thaddeus?"
He didn't startle. Instead, he slowly turned, his eyes meeting mine with calm deliberation. "Vera."
"What is this?" My voice sounded strange even to my own ears.
Nova rose gracefully to her feet, her hand slipping into Thaddeus's as if it belonged there. "The Alpha is helping me find closure," she said softly. "These private ceremonies have been such a comfort."
"Private ceremonies?" The words felt like acid on my tongue. "How long has this been going on?"
Thaddeus's expression remained impassive. "Nova needs spiritual healing from her grief. These rituals are ancient traditions for those who have lost loved ones."
"And I don't need healing?" My voice cracked. "I'm your mate!"
"Your situation is different," he said dismissively. "My condition—"
"Your condition!" I stepped forward, anger overriding my usual caution. "You mean the one that only seems to apply to me?"
Nova's eyes widened with practiced innocence. "Vera, please understand. The Alpha is just trying to help me through this difficult time."
I looked between them—his protective stance beside her, the intimate way she leaned into his space. The truth hit me like a physical blow. "How many times have you done this?"
Neither of them answered.
---
The pack gathering hall buzzed with conversation as I entered. After last night's discovery, I'd barely slept, but pack duties waited for no one—not even a neglected mate.
I spotted Nova across the room, surrounded by her usual admirers. She caught my eye and smiled sweetly before turning back to her audience.
"Did you hear about the ceremony?" someone whispered nearby. "The Alpha performed the Luna blessing for Nova."
My stomach twisted. So it wasn't even private—everyone knew except me.
I made my way to the refreshment table, needing a moment away from curious eyes. The table was laden with food and drink, including a special wine reserved for ceremonies.
"Oh!" Nova's voice cut through the crowd as she approached the table. "What a lovely spread."
She reached for a glass of wine, but as she lifted it, her hand suddenly jerked violently. The dark liquid splashed across her dress as she collapsed to the floor.
"Nova!" Several voices cried out at once.
She began to convulse, her body writhing as foam gathered at the corners of her mouth. "Poison," she gasped, her eyes finding mine with terrifying clarity. "You... you put something in my drink!"
"What? No!" I stepped back, horrified. "I didn't even—"
"Wolfsbane," someone shouted. "She's been poisoned with wolfsbane!"
The crowd parted as Thaddeus pushed through, his face darkening with fury as he knelt beside Nova.
"She did this," Nova whispered dramatically before her eyes rolled back. "Vera... jealous... tried to kill me..."
"I didn't touch her drink!" I protested, but my voice was drowned out by the commotion.
Thaddeus's eyes met mine, and what I saw there made my blood run cold. Not doubt or confusion—but immediate, certain accusation.
---
"Silence!" Thaddeus's Alpha voice reverberated through the hall.
The pack members froze, their attention riveted on the scene unfolding before them.
"Vera Simpson," he spoke my name like a judgment. "You have betrayed this pack's trust."
"No, Thaddeus, please—" I began, but he cut me off with a raised hand.
"I have allowed you to serve as unofficial Luna despite my condition," he said, his voice carrying to every corner of the room. "I have tolerated your presence despite the strain it places on my wolf."
Murmurs rippled through the crowd. I stood alone in the center of their judgment.
"But attempting to poison a grieving widow?" His voice hardened. "This crosses every line."
"I didn't do it!" I cried out desperately.
Thaddeus stepped closer, his Alpha aura pressing down on me like a physical weight. "Effective immediately, you are stripped of all Luna duties and responsibilities."
Gasps echoed around us. This was worse than rejection—it was public humiliation.
"You will be confined to the omega quarters until further notice," he continued coldly. "Perhaps there, you will learn the meaning of respect and loyalty."
One by one, pack members who had once greeted me warmly turned away, their expressions hardening into disgust.
"Jealous mate," someone whispered.
"Tried to kill poor Nova," another added.
As they led me away, I caught a glimpse of Nova being carried to the healer's quarters, her eyes briefly opening to meet mine—and in them, not pain or fear, but triumph.
The quarterly treaty discussions with Moonstone Pack were always a formal affair. I stood at the back of the meeting hall, my position as unofficial Luna granting me just enough status to attend, though not to participate. Three years of this half-existence had taught me to make myself invisible when needed.
"Alpha Thaddeus," a deep voice carried across the room. "The Moonstone Pack extends its respects."
I lifted my eyes to see Beta Kieran Austin stride into the hall, his broad shoulders and confident stance commanding attention. Unlike most visiting wolves who avoided looking at me entirely, his gaze found mine briefly—a flicker of recognition, perhaps even concern.
"Welcome, Beta Austin," Thaddeus replied coolly. "We're prepared to discuss the northern hunting grounds as requested."
Throughout the meeting, I noticed Kieran's eyes returning to me at odd moments. When Thaddeus dismissed me with a curt gesture to fetch refreshments, Kieran's jaw tightened almost imperceptibly.
"You'll find the wine in the cellar," Thaddeus said loudly enough for everyone to hear. "Don't dawdle."
I kept my head high as I left, though my cheeks burned with humiliation.
In the kitchen, I found Kieran examining a map of the territory.
"Luna Vera," he said quietly, using my title despite everything. "May I assist you?"
"Thank you," I whispered, "but I shouldn't be seen accepting help from another pack's Beta."
His eyes held mine for a moment longer than necessary. "Strength isn't measured by how much abuse one can endure."
The words hit me like a physical blow. No one had ever acknowledged what I was going through so directly.
---
The joint training session was meant to strengthen pack alliances through shared combat techniques. I watched from the sidelines as wolves from both packs paired off for sparring exercises.
Nova had volunteered to demonstrate the cliff-climbing safety equipment, her laughter ringing out as she helped secure David—one of our strongest warriors—into his harness.
"Make sure it's tight," she called out, her hands lingering on the straps longer than necessary. "We wouldn't want any accidents."
Something in her tone made my skin crawl.
I stepped closer, watching as she double-checked his harness with exaggerated care. When David turned to grab the climbing rope, Nova's fingers moved swiftly along the buckle.
"Nova," I said sharply. "Check his left strap again."
She turned to me, her eyes flashing with annoyance before quickly masking it with concern. "Oh, Vera, I'm so nervous with you watching. You're making me second-guess everything."
Before I could respond, David stepped off the platform. The harness held for one moment—then the buckle gave way with a sickening crack.
His scream echoed across the training ground as he plummeted twenty feet to the rocks below.
"David!" Several voices cried out at once.
Nova's hand flew to her mouth, her eyes wide with practiced horror. "Oh goddess! I—I don't understand! I checked it twice!"
I rushed forward, but Thaddeus was already there, kneeling beside David's broken form.
"What happened?" he demanded, his Alpha aura radiating fury.
"I was distracted," Nova sobbed, her voice breaking perfectly. "Vera was standing so close, watching me with such... such hatred. I could feel her negative energy affecting my concentration."
"That's ridiculous," I protested. "I was nowhere near—"
"Silence!" Thaddeus roared. "First poison, now this?"
---
The punishment pit was an ancient tradition few packs still observed. A deep underground chamber where pack members who committed serious offenses were sent for "traditional justice."
"Five days," Thaddeus announced to the assembled pack. "She will answer to David's family for her actions."
"I didn't do anything!" My voice sounded hollow even to my own ears.
David's father stepped forward, his face twisted with grief and rage. "My son may never walk properly again."
"Please," I begged, looking to Thaddeus one last time. "At least investigate—"
"Investigate what?" he cut me off. "Whether your poisonous jealousy affected Nova's concentration? The evidence is clear."
Two warriors grabbed my arms, dragging me toward the heavy iron door that led to the underground chambers.
"Thaddeus," Nova whispered, her voice carrying just enough for me to hear. "Will she survive five days?"
He pulled her close, his hand stroking her hair. "That depends on how much they believe she deserves to suffer."
As they pulled me through the doorway, I caught Nova's expression over Thaddeus's shoulder—her eyes gleaming with triumph, her lips curved in a smile that vanished as quickly as it appeared.
The iron door slammed shut behind me with a finality that echoed through my bones. In the dim light of the pit, I realized this might be more than just punishment.
It might be the end.