The first rays of dawn were creeping through the bathroom window when Clora finally shut the door behind her.
She leaned against the sink, staring at her reflection. The black eyeliner was smudged under her eyes. The silver lip ring was digging into her skin. The cheap, colorful hair dye was fading at the roots.
She looked like a clown. A desperate, angry clown who had tried to scare away the big bad wolf by looking ugly.
It hadn't worked. It had never worked. In her last life, she had thought that if she made herself unlovable, if she made herself look like a freak, Essex would be disgusted. He would get bored and let her go.
She had been an idiot. Essex Langley didn't care about ugly. He cared about possession. The more she fought, the more she defaced herself, the tighter he held on. It was a challenge to him.
Well, the game was changing.
Clora reached up and unclasped the studded collar from her neck. It hit the marble counter with a heavy thud. She felt her throat expand, taking in a deep breath of air for the first time in years.
She turned on the hot water, letting the steam fill the small room. She grabbed a washcloth and the bottle of makeup remover.
She scrubbed. She didn't gently wipe; she attacked the black smudges. The dark eyeshadow came off in streaks, washing down the drain in gray rivers. The heavy foundation melted away, revealing the pale, smooth skin underneath.
She looked at the lip ring. She took a deep breath, twisted the small metal ball, and pulled the hoop out. The sharp sting made her wince, and a small bead of blood welled up from the tiny hole in her lower lip. She pressed a piece of tissue to it until the bleeding stopped, leaving a tender, red mark. She tossed the piece of metal into the trash can. It belonged in the garbage, just like the girl who wore it.
She grabbed a towel and scrubbed her face dry. When she looked in the mirror again, she barely recognized herself. The dark, angry eyes were gone. In their place were bright, clear green eyes that looked back with a sharp, calculating intelligence.
Next, the tattoos. She turned on the shower and stepped under the hot spray. She grabbed the loofah and the exfoliating scrub, going to work on her arms and neck. The intricate skulls and snakes weren't real. They were high-quality waterproof transfers she had spent hours applying, just to piss off her family.
The hot water and the scrub turned them into a messy, colorful puddle at her feet. She watched the fake ink swirl down the drain, feeling a strange sense of satisfaction. The lies were washing away.
When she stepped out, she felt lighter. She stood in front of the full-length mirror, completely bare.
The girl in the mirror was stunning. She had always been stunning, but she had buried it under layers of grime and anger. The Parrish genes were undeniable. High cheekbones, a delicate jawline, and a figure that was both graceful and dangerous.
This was the real Clora Parrish. Not the rebellious teenager, not the victim, but the heiress. The survivor.
She walked into the bedroom and opened the closet. She pushed past the ripped fishnets, the band t-shirts, and the leather jackets. Way in the back, still in the dry-cleaning bag, was a simple white dress.
Her mother had bought it for her eighteenth birthday, right before the engagement. It was elegant, modest, and completely inappropriate for a punk rocker. Clora had sworn she would rather die than wear it.
She unzipped the bag and slipped the dress over her head. The soft cotton felt cool against her skin. It fit perfectly, nipping in at the waist and flaring out over her hips.
She found a brush and dragged it through her wet hair, pulling it back into a smooth, low ponytail. No hairspray. No gel. Just clean, shiny hair.
She looked at herself one last time. The transformation was complete. The angry, broken girl was gone. In her place stood a woman who looked like she belonged in this manor, standing shoulder to shoulder with the man who owned it.
"Hello, Clora," she whispered to her reflection. "Let's go start a war."
She opened the bedroom door and stepped out into the hallway. The house was quiet, but she knew eyes were watching. She walked toward the grand staircase, her head held high.
She couldn't wait to see the look on their faces.
The stairs curved down in a graceful sweep, opening up into the grand foyer. The morning sun poured through the skylight, turning the marble floor into a sheet of glittering white.
Clora walked down the steps slowly, her hand trailing lightly along the banister. The white dress seemed to glow in the sunlight. Every step was deliberate, every movement graceful. She felt the change in the air the moment she hit the landing.
The living room was occupied. Essex was sitting on the leather sofa, a cup of black coffee in his hand. Across from him, lounging in the armchair, was a man she knew all too well.
Zane Kessler. Essex's only real friend. A trust-fund baby with a pretty face and a nasty mouth. In her last life, Zane had been a constant thorn in her side, making snide comments about her looks, her clothes, her attitude. He had thought she was an embarrassment to the Langley name.
Zane was in the middle of a story, his hands moving wildly as he talked. "And then the guy actually tried to-"
His voice cut off. Essex had looked up.
Essex's gaze had drifted toward the stairs, a casual movement. But the second his eyes landed on Clora, his hand froze halfway to his mouth. The coffee cup hung in the air. His dark eyes narrowed slightly, a flash of something unreadable crossing his face before it went blank.
Zane noticed his friend's distraction. He twisted in his chair, following Essex's line of sight.
He looked up at the stairs and his jaw literally dropped. The magazine he had been holding slipped out of his fingers and hit the floor with a soft slap.
He saw a girl in a white dress. Her hair was pulled back, showing off a delicate neck and perfect features. She looked like a debutante, a princess, a goddamn angel walking down the stairs. She was stunning. Breathtakingly so.
Zane's brain stuttered. His first thought wasn't that this was a new person, but one of sheer, unadulterated shock. Wait... is that... Parrish? The eyes were the same, that piercing green, and the shape of her face was familiar under all the makeup he was used to. But the transformation was so complete, so staggering, that his mind refused to accept it for a second.
Clora ignored him. She walked past the living room entrance, her eyes straight ahead, heading for the dining room.
Zane watched her go, his eyes wide. Then he let out a low whistle, turning back to Essex with a disbelieving grin. "Damn, Essex. What did you do, hire a fairy godmother? I barely recognized the little punk."
He leaned in, lowering his voice conspiratorially. "Smart move. Seriously, every time I looked at her before, I thought I was at a Halloween party. That black shit around her eyes? Disgusting. You finally got her to clean up her act."
The smile on Zane's face was smug. He thought he was complimenting Essex on taming a wild animal.
Essex's face didn't change. He just slowly lowered his coffee cup to the table. The soft clink of the porcelain was the only sound in the room. He looked at Zane, his eyes flat and cold.
Clora had stopped at the dining room doorway. She didn't turn around, but her voice drifted back, clear and calm.
"Mr. Kessler. Speaking ill of people behind their backs is a terrible habit. Didn't your mother teach you any manners?"
Zane blinked. The voice was familiar. It was smooth, cultured, and icy cold. He sat up straighter, confirming his suspicion.
"Hey, I'm just calling it like I see it," he called out, trying to be charming. "It's a huge improvement."
Clora turned around. She looked at him, her expression blank. "I'm hungry," she said simply.
Then she looked past Zane, directly at Essex. "I'm hungry," she repeated, her tone shifting. It wasn't a question. It was a statement of fact, delivered with the expectation that it would be fulfilled.
Zane's smile froze on his face. The voice. The attitude. The way she talked to Essex like she had every right to demand things from him. He stared, finally processing the full picture. The makeup was gone, the ugly clothes were gone, but the defiance was still there, just packaged differently. It was undeniably her.
He pointed a shaking finger at her, his mouth opening and closing like a fish. "It... it really is you... Clora Parrish."
Clora just looked at him, one eyebrow raised. It was a look that said, Are you really that slow?
She didn't bother to answer. She just turned and walked into the dining room, leaving Zane looking like he had just seen a ghost.