The thumping bass from the party pulsed through my bones as Lily dragged me up the porch steps of the sprawling off-campus house. Her grip on my wrist was surprisingly strong for someone so petite.
"Just one hour, Clara, I promise," Lily chirped, her eyes glittering with excitement. "You can hide in the corner the whole time if you want. Just don't make me go alone!"
I dug my heels into the wooden steps. "Lily, you know I hate these things. Why can't we just watch that movie we planned?"
"Because we're in college, and you can't spend every weekend watching indie films with me!" She turned to face me, hands on her hips. The glow from the string lights around the porch made her look like a determined fairy. "Clara Hayes, you're nineteen years old. You need to live a little."
The mention of my name sent a flutter of panic through me. In a crowd this size, someone might actually notice I existed. That was the last thing I wanted.
"What if people talk to me?" I whispered, voicing my deepest fear.
"Then you talk back," Lily said with exaggerated patience. "It's called a conversation. You've had them before."
I knew she meant well. Lily had been my roommate since freshman year, and she'd been trying to drag me out of my shell for two years now. But the memory of Ryan Mitchell's laughter echoing through the cafeteria as he rejected my prom invitation still burned fresh in my mind.
"Just one hour," Lily repeated, her voice softening as she squeezed my hand. "You can be my moral support. There are supposed to be cute guys from the literature department coming."
I sighed, knowing I was defeated. "Fine. One hour."
The inside of the house was a nightmare of movement and noise. Bodies swayed to the music in every corner, red solo cups littered every surface, and the combined smell of cheap beer and too much perfume made my head swim. I immediately regretted my decision to come.
"There's the kitchen," Lily pointed. "Want a drink?"
I shook my head violently. "No, thanks. I'll just—" I looked around desperately for an escape route. "I need to use the bathroom."
Lily's eyes narrowed with suspicion. "Don't try to hide in there all night."
"I won't," I lied, already planning to do exactly that.
I weaved through the crowd, keeping my eyes down to avoid making eye contact with anyone. The bathroom was at the end of a long hallway, and I could see light spilling from under the door. Occupied. Perfect excuse to wait—and hide—for a while.
I leaned against the wall, trying to make myself invisible as I always did. The vibrations from the music traveled up through the floorboards beneath my feet.
"Hey, everyone!" A voice suddenly boomed over the music. "We're starting a game of spin the bottle in the living room. Everyone's invited!"
My stomach dropped. Spin the bottle? No, no, no. I needed to get out of here.
I turned toward the front door, but my path was immediately blocked by a wall of people moving toward the living room. They were forming a circle in the middle of the space, laughing and pushing each other good-naturedly.
"Come on, everybody!" The voice called again. "The more people, the more fun!"
I tried to sidestep the crowd, but someone grabbed my arm.
"Hey, are you playing?" A girl with bright blue hair asked, her eyes already slightly glazed from whatever she'd been drinking.
"No, I—I was just leaving," I stammered.
"Oh, you can't leave now!" She laughed, pulling me toward the circle. "Everyone's joining in."
"I really don't want to," I protested weakly.
"Come on," she insisted, her grip tightening. "It's just a game."
Before I knew it, I was being pushed into the circle. The crowd parted just enough to let me in, then closed behind me like a trap snapping shut. I stood frozen, my heart hammering against my ribs as dozens of eyes turned to look at me.
"Great! Now we're all here," the guy who'd been organizing said. He was tall with broad shoulders—probably on some sports team. "Everyone sit down."
Slowly, everyone lowered themselves to the floor. I hesitated, then reluctantly joined them, keeping my eyes fixed on the ground.
"Alright, we'll go around in a circle," the sports guy explained. "When it's your turn, spin the bottle. Whoever it points to, you either have to kiss or do a truth or dare."
The bottle—an empty vodka bottle with a label peeling at the edges—began its journey around the circle. Each time it landed on someone, the room erupted in cheers and laughter. Some people kissed quickly, others chose truth or dare and revealed embarrassing secrets or performed silly tasks.
With each person it passed, my anxiety grew. What if it landed on me? What if I had to kiss a stranger? What if—
"Your turn," someone whispered, nudging me.
The bottle was in my hands now, cold and slippery with condensation. I looked up for the first time since sitting down and was met with a sea of curious faces.
"Spin it," the sports guy urged.
With trembling fingers, I placed the bottle on the ground between my crossed legs and gave it a weak spin. It wobbled in a circle, slowing down with each revolution.
The room seemed to hold its breath as the bottle gradually came to a stop.
And pointed directly at Aiden Thorne.
The star quarterback. The golden boy. The most popular guy on campus.
A collective gasp rippled through the room, followed by nervous laughter and whispers.
"No way."
"That's crazy."
"Did you see that?"
I couldn't breathe. Couldn't move. Couldn't process what was happening.
Aiden sat across the circle, his dark hair slightly tousled, his blue eyes wide with what looked like surprise. Our eyes locked for a moment, and something passed between us—something I couldn't quite name.
The room fell silent as Aiden slowly stood up and crossed the circle. My heart was beating so fast I thought it might explode from my chest.
"Hi," he said softly, stopping in front of me.
I couldn't speak. Couldn't even nod.
He knelt down, bringing his face level with mine. Up close, he was even more handsome than from a distance. His eyes were kinder than I expected, his expression almost gentle.
"May I?" he asked quietly.
I somehow managed to nod, though my body felt disconnected from my mind.
Aiden leaned forward and pressed his lips against mine. It wasn't the quick, awkward peck I'd expected from a party game. It was slow and soft and surprisingly tender.
The room around us disappeared. For a moment, there was only the gentle pressure of his lips, the clean scent of his cologne, and the warmth of his hand that had somehow found its way to my cheek.
When he pulled away, something in his eyes had changed. There was an intensity there that made my breath catch.
"Clara," he said, my name sounding different in his mouth.
I couldn't handle this. Couldn't handle him. Couldn't handle whatever was happening.
Without a word, I scrambled to my feet and pushed past the circle of stunned onlookers. The cool night air hit my face as I burst through the front door and ran down the steps, not caring where I was going as long as it was away from there.
Away from Aiden Thorne and whatever had just happened between us.
The harsh buzz of my phone jolted me awake. Squinting at the bright screen, I groaned as I saw the time: 7:43 AM. My head throbbed from last night's events, the memory of Aiden's lips on mine still burning like a brand. I'd barely slept, tossing and turning as the moment replayed in my mind on endless loop.
The phone buzzed again, then again, then a fourth time.
"What the hell?" I mumbled, sitting up and rubbing my eyes.
I unlocked the screen and froze.
Twenty-three notifications.
Forty-seven text messages.
Sixteen tags.
My stomach dropped as I opened Instagram. The first post was a video—me and Aiden, captured in the middle of our kiss. My eyes were closed, his hand was on my cheek, and the caption read: "When the wallflower catches the quarterback! #SpinTheBottle #AidenThorne #WhoIsShe?"
I scrolled frantically, my hands shaking. There were photos from different angles, videos that caught the moment before and after, comments tagging Aiden's official account.
"OMG did you see this??"
"Aiden Thorne kissed SOMEONE at Miller's party!"
"Who is this girl?? #InvisibleGirlBecomesVisible"
One particular post stopped me cold. It was a side-by-side comparison—a photo of me sitting alone at a library table, hunched over a book, looking plain and invisible; next to it, a professional shot of Aiden in his football uniform, looking confident and golden. The caption read: "BEAUTY AND THE BEAST: When the king of campus kisses the invisible girl. #SocialSuicide #WhatWasHeThinking"
The comments were worse.
"Seriously? Aiden could have ANYONE and he kissed HER?"
"Is this some kind of bet? Please tell me this is a joke."
"What does he possibly see in her? She's so... ordinary."
"I bet she's already planning their wedding. Pathetic."
I threw my phone across the room, where it hit the wall and fell onto Lily's unmade bed. She stirred slightly but didn't wake up.
My chest felt tight, like I was having trouble getting enough air. I pressed my palms against my eyes until I saw stars, trying to push back the tears that threatened to spill over.
This was exactly what I'd feared. Not just being noticed, but being noticed with Aiden Thorne. Not just being talked about, but being mocked and dissected online where it would live forever.
I wanted to disappear. No—I wanted to go back in time and never let Lily drag me to that party.
---
Across campus, in a sleek sorority house, Jessica Davenport's phone buzzed with a notification. She was still in bed, her silk pajamas twisted around her long legs, her blonde hair artfully arranged on her pillow.
She reached for her phone without opening her eyes.
"Ugh, who's texting this early?" she muttered, scrolling through her messages.
Her eyes snapped open as she clicked on a link from her Beta, Brittany.
"Holy shit," she whispered, sitting up straight.
The video of Aiden and me played on her screen. She watched it once, twice, three times, her perfectly manicured nails digging into her palm.
With a sharp movement, she threw back her covers and stood up, her face twisted with fury.
"Brittany! Madison! Carly!" she shouted down the hallway. "Emergency meeting! NOW!"
Within minutes, her inner circle had assembled in her room—five girls who looked like they'd stepped out of a fashion magazine, all with identical expressions of concern.
"What's going on, Jess?" Madison asked, perching on the edge of Jessica's bed.
Jessica held up her phone, the video paused on a frame of Aiden's hand on my cheek.
"This," she said, her voice dangerously quiet, "is a social disruption that needs to be addressed immediately."
Brittany's eyes widened as she leaned closer to look at the screen. "Is that... Aiden? With... someone?"
"Someone nobody," Jessica spat. "Some nobody who thinks she can just waltz into my territory and start claiming what's mine."
"It's just a game, Jess," Carly said cautiously. "Maybe it doesn't mean anything."
Jessica's eyes flashed. "It means everything. Aiden doesn't just kiss random girls at parties. He doesn't."
She began pacing, her bare feet silent on the plush carpet.
"We need a plan," she said. "This girl needs to understand her place. And Aiden..." She paused, a calculating look crossing her face. "Aiden needs to be reminded of where he belongs."
---
I arrived early to Literature of the Romantic Era, hoping to claim my usual seat in the back corner before anyone else arrived. The professor hadn't even shown up yet, and the room was mostly empty.
I pulled out my notebook and tried to focus on yesterday's reading, but the words blurred before my eyes. All I could think about were the notifications, the comments, the memes.
A group of girls entered the classroom, their laughter echoing off the walls. They stopped abruptly when they saw me, exchanging glances.
"Is that her?" one whispered, not quite quietly enough.
"The girl from the video?"
"I heard she's in this class."
I kept my eyes fixed on my notebook, trying to become invisible again. But it was too late for that.
More students filtered in, and the whispers grew louder. I felt their stares like physical touches on my skin.
"Did you see that video?"
"What does Aiden see in her?"
"She looks so... normal."
I shrank deeper into my seat, wishing I could disappear into the wall behind me.
---
After class, I hurried across campus toward the art building. I had a sketchbook I needed to pick up from my locker before my next class. Maybe if I immersed myself in art, I could forget about everything else for a while.
The weight of stares followed me across the quad. Even people who didn't know me seemed to sense that something was different, that I was suddenly someone worth noticing—or at least worth mocking.
I was fumbling with my locker combination when I heard a familiar laugh behind me.
"Well, look who it is," Jessica's voice cut through the hallway noise like a knife. "The girl of the hour."
I turned slowly, clutching my sketchbook to my chest like a shield.
Jessica stood there with three other girls—her usual posse. Brittany was on her right, smirking. Madison and Carly flanked them, their arms crossed.
"I'm just getting my stuff," I said quietly, trying to edge past them.
"Oh, we know exactly what you're doing," Jessica said, her smile sharp as glass. "Trying to steal what isn't yours."
She took a step closer, and I instinctively backed up until I hit the lockers.
"I don't know what you're talking about," I said, my voice barely audible.
"Don't play dumb," Brittany cut in. "It doesn't suit you."
Jessica's eyes narrowed as she looked me up and down. "You know, I almost feel sorry for you. Almost."
She held a coffee cup in her hand—one of those fancy ones from the café across campus. As she gestured with it, her movements suddenly became jerky.
"Oh!" she exclaimed as the coffee spilled all over my sketchbook. "How clumsy of me!"
The hot liquid soaked through the pages, ruining weeks of drawings and notes.
"Oops," Brittany added with fake concern. "Better clean that up before it stains permanently."
Jessica leaned closer, her voice dropping to a whisper only I could hear.
"Some people just don't know their place," she said. "And it's my job to remind them."
As they walked away, laughing among themselves, I stood frozen in the hallway, coffee dripping from my ruined sketches onto the floor.
I finally understood what Aiden's kiss had done.
It hadn't made me visible.
It had made me a target.
I was hurrying across the quad, keeping my head down as usual, when I heard footsteps behind me. The confident stride, the subtle scent of his cologne—I knew who it was before he even spoke.
"Clara! Wait up."
My stomach dropped as Aiden's voice carried across the lawn. I quickened my pace, pretending I hadn't heard him, but within seconds he was beside me, his shoulder brushing against mine.
"Hey," he said, his voice softer now that he was closer. "I've been looking for you all morning."
I glanced up at him, then quickly looked away. "Why?"
Aiden's eyebrows rose slightly. "Why do you think? I wanted to see you."
The warmth in his voice made my cheeks burn. Around us, people were staring openly now, whispering behind their hands and pulling out phones. I could almost feel the notifications pinging as they tagged him in their posts.
"This isn't a good idea," I whispered, pulling my bag tighter against my side. "People are watching."
"Let them watch," Aiden said, his hand suddenly finding the small of my back. The touch was light, barely there, but I felt it like an electric current. "I don't care."
We walked in silence for a moment, the weight of stares pressing down on me from all sides. I wanted to disappear, to become invisible again. But with Aiden beside me, that was impossible.
"Did you see all those posts?" I finally asked, my voice barely audible.
Aiden nodded, his expression darkening slightly. "Yeah. They're stupid."
"They're calling me a social climber," I said, the words tasting bitter on my tongue. "They think I planned this whole thing."
"Does it matter what they think?" Aiden asked, stopping to face me. His blue eyes were serious, searching mine. "I kissed you because I wanted to, Clara. Not because of the game."
My heart stuttered in my chest. Before I could respond, he started walking again, his hand finding mine and squeezing gently.
"Where are you headed?" he asked.
"English lit," I managed to say, still processing what he'd said.
"I'll walk you."
---
The next day, I changed my routine. Instead of taking my usual path to class, I cut through the science building and took the long way around. No way would Aiden find me now.
I was halfway to my locker when I saw him leaning against the wall, a small smile playing at his lips.
"How did you know?" I demanded, stopping short.
"I didn't," he admitted. "But I figured you'd come this way eventually."
I rolled my eyes but couldn't help the smile that tugged at my lips. "You're persistent."
"I'm determined," he corrected, pushing off the wall. "And I'm walking you to class."
The following day, I tried a different route. And the day after that, another. Each time, Aiden somehow found me, as if he had a sixth sense for where I'd be.
On the fourth day, I gave up.
"Fine," I said as he fell into step beside me. "You win."
His smile was triumphant. "I usually do."
---
I was at my locker between classes when I noticed something tucked into the vent at the bottom. A folded piece of paper. Curious, I pulled it out and unfolded it.
"Desperate nobody thinks she can climb the social ladder with a party game. Stay in your lane."
My hands trembled as I read it again. The handwriting was neat, feminine—definitely not Aiden's.
I shoved the note into my pocket just as the bell rang. Throughout class, I could feel it burning a hole in my pocket, each word a fresh wound.
The next day, there was another one.
"Attention-seeking wallflower. We see through you. Back off Aiden before you get hurt."
And the day after that:
"Everyone knows you're just a temporary distraction. Jessica and Aiden are meant to be."
I knew who was behind them. Jessica's followers—Brittany, Madison, Carly. The notes were their way of reminding me that I didn't belong in their world.
---
I woke up to a notification on my phone. Someone had tagged me in a post.
With trembling fingers, I opened the app.
It was a meme. My face—a candid shot taken from the library—next to a quote: "When the plainest girl in school thinks she's won the lottery."
I scrolled down. There were more.
A side-by-side of me and Jessica, with the caption: "Before and after: What happens when you try to trade up."
A photo of me looking awkward at a campus event, with the caption: "The girl who tried too hard."
The accounts posting them were all new, created within the last few days. Fake profiles with generic names and stock photos.
I threw my phone across the room again.
---
Poetry class was my sanctuary. The small room in the old English building, with its worn wooden desks and dusty chalkboard, felt like a world away from the chaos.
I was so absorbed in the poem we were discussing—Keats' "Ode on a Grecian Urn"—that I almost forgot about everything else.
"Beauty is truth, truth beauty," Professor Winters read aloud. "That is all ye know on earth, and all ye need to know."
"What do you think, Ms. Hayes?" he asked suddenly, calling on me.
I blinked, surprised to be noticed. "I think it's about idealization," I said slowly. "The urn is perfect because it's frozen in time, not because it's real. It's beautiful because it doesn't change or die."
I felt a presence at the back of the room and turned slightly. Jessica was there, her arms crossed, her expression bored. She must be auditing the class.
"Go on," Professor Winters encouraged.
"The speaker is saying that this idealized beauty—this truth—is all we need," I continued. "But I think Keats is questioning that. Is something beautiful just because it's true? Or is it beautiful because we can't have it?"
The door opened quietly, and Aiden slipped in, taking a seat in the back row. Jessica's eyes narrowed as she saw him.
"That's an excellent point, Clara," Aiden said loudly enough for everyone to hear. "You always see things differently."
Jessica's head snapped toward me, her eyes flashing with fury.
Professor Winters smiled. "It seems Ms. Hayes has an admirer of her intellect."
The class laughed nervously, but I couldn't miss the way Jessica's perfectly manicured nails dug into her palms.
As class ended, she brushed past me, her shoulder deliberately knocking into mine.
"This isn't over," she whispered, her voice sweet as poison. "Not by a long shot."
I watched her walk away, her blonde hair swinging in perfect rhythm with her steps. The notes, the memes, the stares—they were just the beginning.
And somehow, I knew that with Jessica Davenport, things would only get worse.