After kneeling in the snow for so long, I blacked out after only taking a few steps.

When I came to, the white ceiling and Thomas' face came into view.

He'd returned to his usual, stern composure. With a cold expression, he set a steaming bowl of tomato soup on the bedside table. "Have you learned your lesson?"

I stayed silent and kept my head down, refusing to meet his eyes.

My knees still ached, and after three whole hours of being out in the cold, my throat hurt so badly I could hardly speak.

Thomas remained unbothered as he stirred the hot soup idly.

"In the Torres household, mistakes come with consequences. That's the rules, and there are no exceptions."

Rules. That was the word he said most to me ever since I arrived at this place.

Thomas had always been a stickler for rules. Whether at the company or at home, everything had to be perfect. And the thing he feared and hated most was accidents.

Gwendolyn's death had been exactly that. After the car accident, Thomas fell into depression for a long time. Even now, he still hadn't completely moved past it. And to him, what happened between us was an accident as well.

He had refused to acknowledge our relationship publicly after what happened that night. It was only after I begged him that he let me stay in the villa as his wife.

But that title existed in name only. We never registered our marriage, let alone had a wedding. I was more of a helper around the house than a spouse.

At home, he was always cold and distant toward me.

Only in the dead of night, when he needed to satisfy his desires, would he come into my room and hold me forcibly.

Though he would kiss me over and over again and whisper how much he loved me repeatedly, I knew the person he loved was never me.

He was merely seeing my sister in me, the woman I resembled.

When he noticed my silence, his breathing grew heavier. His Adam's apple bobbed as he reluctantly spoke.

"I made this soup myself. Consider it an apology. I was a bit impulsive earlier today."

After a pause, he added, "You know I never go into the kitchen."

Staring at the soup on the bedside table, I suddenly felt like laughing.

Was this his idea of an apology?

He didn't even say sorry. All he did was make a bowl of soup, and yet he was acting like he had done me the greatest favor.

Just as I was about to make a sarcastic remark, a gentle voice came from outside. "Honey, could you come here for a sec?"

When Thomas heard that, he stood up immediately and walked out. As he was leaving, he added, "Make sure you drink it while it's hot. It won't taste as good once it's cold."

The door clicked shut, and I was left by myself.

Picking up the bowl of tomato soup, I gently stirred it with the spoon, only to notice large and tiny chunks of onion floating inside.

Some pieces were cut all jagged, and some still had bits of skin left on. It was obvious the person who made this soup had never handled food ingredients before.

Yet, even after five years of living together, Thomas still couldn't remember that I hated onions.

When I stepped out of my room, I just happened to witness Erica stumbling into Thomas' arms, wearing nothing but a bathrobe.

It only took one look for me to realize that the bathrobe she was wearing had belonged to Gwendolyn. My heart lurched almost instinctively.

But for some reason, Thomas didn't get mad or fly into a rage. Instead, he wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her.

It was just yesterday that I was made to kneel in the snow for a full three hours, all because I'd accidentally worn Gwendolyn's dress.

But now, not only did he not mind Erica wearing Gwendolyn's bathrobe, he even kissed her.

I couldn't help but find all those rules he kept going on about completely absurd all of a sudden.

After Gwendolyn died, Thomas had cycled through one substitute after another. All the women resembled her.

The latest one was Erica, and she was the most similar to Gwendolyn so far. She even resembled Gwendolyn more than I did, especially in personality.

Because of that, Thomas practically spoiled her rotten. He indulged her every request and never once said no.

Now she was Robin's tutor, which naturally meant she stayed in the villa.

But it was also after she came to the villa that Robin and I started drifting apart, and he even seemed to hate me more with each passing day.

He grew more attached to Erica, insisting that only she read him bedtime stories. By this point, both Thomas and Robin were completely taken with her.

No longer wanting to look at them, I turned and went back to my room to pack my things.

In the five years I'd lived here, Thomas had rarely given me gifts, and we practically shared no fond memories.

The only thing that stood out was the necklace he gave me on my birthday last year.

When he gave it to me, he explained that he had only bought it for Robin, but because it was sold as a family set and he didn't know what to do with the extra one, it went to me.

The other necklaces were worn by him and Robin.

The set was designed to symbolize protection and was said to bring peace and ensure safety. He told me he got it in the hope that Robin would grow up happy and healthy, free from illness or harm, under its protection.

However, I secretly looked it up afterward. It turned out that the necklaces didn't have to be bought as a family set at all. Each piece could be bought separately.

I never understood why he would lie about something like that.

Whenever I saw them wearing the necklaces, I would fall into a daze, foolishly believing that I was part of the family as well.

Looking back now, I realized that it was simply an illusion I had fooled myself into believing.

I took off the necklace and left it on the bedside table.

I hoped Thomas could find a wife who was right for him, and I hoped Robin would be blessed with a mother who genuinely cared for him. After all, I had only ever been an outsider they despised.

As I slipped out the back door with my suitcase, I found myself at a loss. I had no idea where I could go.

From the day I entered the Torres residence, I had completely cut off contact with my family. At that moment, I felt like a lone boat lost in a blizzard, with no harbor in sight.

Just then, footsteps came from the backyard. It was Erica. Seeing the suitcase in my hand, she immediately walked over. "Where are you off to, Winnie?"

"That's none of your business."

I didn't want to get tangled up with her, so I picked up my suitcase to leave, only for her to grab my arm.

"I didn't expect you to be this sensible. It would've been better if you had left sooner and saved yourself all that suffering, though. But… since you're leaving anyway, why don't you do me one last favor?"

I hadn't even processed her words when she let out a scream and plunged into the man-made lake in the backyard.

It was the dead of winter. Although the surface of the water had frozen over, the ice wasn't thick enough to support Erica's weight.

It shattered instantly, and Erica screamed for help in the freezing water.

Hearing the cries for help, Thomas rushed out of the house. The moment he saw what was happening, he froze. He jumped in without a second thought and pulled her out of the lake.

Robin also ran out of the house, hurrying over to Erica in concern. "Ms. Glover, are you okay?"

Shaking from the cold, Erica smiled weakly, looking pale and pitiful. "Robin, I'm fine… I just don't know why Winnie would push me. If this was because I accidentally tore her dress yesterday, I apologize. I'm sorry…"

I flinched hard and spoke up immediately. "I didn't push her! She jumped in on her own! There are surveillance cameras here. You can check them if—"

"You horrible woman!" Robin cut me off furiously. "You already killed my mom and took her from me, and now you want to harm Ms. Glover as well! I won't let that happen!"

Killed his mom?

Shocked, I was still trying to process what he meant when he suddenly charged at me and pushed me into the water.

The icy water was freezing, and I was instantly soaked from head to toe. I shouted for help, yet they all merely looked on coldly. Even Thomas didn't bat an eye.

He watched me flail in agony in the water, his eyes filled with nothing but cold indifference. "You can drop the act. Did you really think I didn't know you could swim?"

It was true that I could swim, but that was a long, long time ago.

I'd hardly swum since moving into the Torres residence. On top of that, with my knees still hurting and the water so cold it made my limbs stiff, I couldn't control my movements at all.

My eyes reddened as I struggled with everything I had just to keep my head above water, looking at him with pleading eyes. "Please, Thomas… Save me!"

Alas, he simply looked away, slipped off his coat to drape it over Erica, and carried her inside.

"You can come back up on your own once you're done with your act."

Everyone else followed him inside. Robin took one last look at me, picked up a rock from the ground, and hurled it at me, hitting me squarely on the head. "Just die, you murderer!"

I didn't know why he was calling me that, or why he claimed I was the one who killed Gwendolyn, but I had no strength left to care.

Despite struggling with all my strength and calling for help, the cold water swallowed me bit by bit until I eventually lost consciousness.