I didn't move. Not then, not when the laughter died down, not when their voices shifted to plotting their next moves without me. I just stood there, a ghost in the hallway, letting their words sink into the deepest parts of my wounded pride.

When I finally turned to leave, my movements were slow, deliberate. My phone buzzed in my pocket, a soft, insistent vibration.

It was the special ringtone, the one Karson reserved for Fannie. I' d heard it enough times to recognize it, a chirpy, irritating melody that used to make my stomach clench.

"Hey, baby," Karson's voice, now syrupy sweet, floated out from the office. A stark contrast to the callous tone he'd just used for me. "Did you make it home okay?"

He promised to be right there. He' d be there in a flash.

His urgency was jarring. He burst out of the office, almost colliding with me as I rounded the corner. His face, usually so composed, registered a flicker of surprise, then something akin to annoyance.

"Clare?" he said, his brows furrowing. "What are you doing here? Still here, I mean."

He thought I was still clinging. Still waiting for him. Still expecting him to come home with me, like I always did.

His eyes darted past me, towards the door, then back to my face with an impatient edge. He thought I was here to drag him away, to make him miss his rendezvous.

He used to say I was possessive, that I followed him around like a shadow. It was true, in a way. I' d clung to him, to the illusion he represented, with a desperation I now recognized as sickening.

I just nodded, unable to form words. What was there to say?

We walked in silence towards the elevator, the tension between us thick and suffocating. His foot tapped on the polished floor impatiently. He kept glancing at his watch, then back at me, as if willing me to disappear.

"Look, I have to go," he blurted out, his voice sharp. "Fannie's in trouble again. Her landlord' s giving her grief about the rent, and she just had a fight with her dad."

He had that worried look, the one that used to fool me into thinking he genuinely cared. Now it just looked performative.

"You can take a taxi, right?" he asked, not waiting for an answer. It wasn' t a question. It was a dismissal. "I' ll see you later."

The elevator doors opened, and he was gone in a flash, the sleek black car speeding away from the curb. I watched it go, a bitter laugh bubbling up in my throat.

He had never once offered me a ride in that car. Not in five years.

But he was rushing off to save his "distressed" art school junior, the same junior he' d often picked up from late-night classes, the same junior who was now conveniently homeless and, apparently, occupying the space in his heart that I once thought was mine.

I told the driver the address, my voice flat, devoid of emotion. The ride home was a blur. When I pushed open the door to my apartment, a soft melody drifted from the living room.

Fannie was there, curled on my sofa, humming along to a song on the smart speaker. My apartment. My sofa. And in her hands, carefully cradled, was the ceramic mug I' d painstakingly painted for Aidan years ago. The one I' d kept in a locked cabinet, only bringing it out on his birthday.

She was sipping from it, a smudge of chocolate on her cheek, a faint trail of whipped cream on her chin. My heart seized in my chest, a cold, hard knot.

Karson was leaning over her, gently wiping the chocolate from her face with his thumb. Their heads were close, a picture of domestic bliss that screamed betrayal.

I simply put my bag down, the soft thump echoing in the sudden silence.

Then, I walked over, snatched the mug from her hand, and hurled it against the opposite wall. It shattered into a hundred pieces, scattering ceramic shards and leftover hot chocolate across the pristine white paint.

Fannie shrieked, scrambling behind Karson like a terrified child. Her eyes, wide and innocent, filled with tears.

Karson' s face darkened. "Clare! What the hell was that for?" he demanded, his voice laced with venom. "Are you crazy? She didn't do anything!"

"She's just a child, Clare!" he shouted, stepping between us, shielding Fannie with his body. "She hasn't eaten all day. I just brought her home because she had nowhere else to go!"

He waved a dismissive hand at the broken pieces. "And for this? A stupid, old mug? What does it matter?"

Fannie peeked out from behind him, her voice trembling. "I-I'm so sorry, Clare. I didn't know it was… special. I just saw it and thought it looked pretty. I can buy you another one. I promise!"

She then stumbled past Karson, snatching up her small backpack. "I-I'll go now," she whimpered, and then she was out the door, disappearing into the heavy rain that had just begun to fall. A dramatic exit. A perfect performance.

Karson glared at me, his face a mask of furious disappointment. "Are you happy now?" he spat, his voice low and dangerous. "She' s allergic to alcohol, and you just sent her out into that storm, upset and alone!"

He stalked towards the door, not even glancing back at me, not noticing the trembling in my hands, or the way my chest was suddenly tight with a familiar, suffocating pain. He just slammed the door shut, leaving me standing amidst the wreckage.

I walked over to the broken pieces of the mug, a single, larger shard containing the last remnants of the hot chocolate. I picked it up, ignoring the sharp edges, and brought it to my lips. It was cold, bitter.

I called the cleaning service. They' d be here in an hour.

Then, I walked to my bedroom, the silence of the apartment heavy around me, and fell into a deep, dreamless sleep.

The bed dipped beside me in the dead of night, pulling me from the murky depths of sleep. A warm weight settled against my back, an arm wrapping possessively around my waist.

"You're a handful, you know that?" Karson mumbled against my hair, his voice thick with sleep and irritation. "Always jealous. Always making a scene."

He shifted, pulling me closer. "But you're so peaceful when you're asleep. Like an angel. You just wanted attention, didn't you? You didn't want Fannie to stay."

He sighed, a long-suffering sound. "And that mug... it was ugly anyway. What was the big deal? It' s not like it was a priceless antique. Just some handmade junk."

A sickening jolt went through me. He was right. It wasn' t a priceless antique. It was something infinitely more valuable. It was the last tangible link to Aidan, a small, painted piece of pottery that held a lifetime of unspoken love.

I flinched, my stomach churning. I remembered painting it, painstakingly adding every detail, thinking of Aidan's easy smile, the warmth in his eyes. Karson's face, his smile, had been such a cruel, beautiful imitation. A constant reminder, a constant wound.

I instinctively recoiled. My brow furrowed, a silent protest.

Without a word, I reached down, unwrapped his arm from my waist, and pushed it away. It fell to the mattress with a soft thud.

My voice, when it came, was flat, devoid of any warmth. "My bank accounts are frozen, Karson."

The air in the room thickened, became heavy and still.

"I can't pay for your studio anymore," I continued, my voice barely a whisper, yet it cut through the silence like a knife. "I can't pay for your loft, or your exhibitions, or your lavish dinners. I can't pay for anything."

A rustling sound filled the room as he sat up abruptly.

"What are you talking about?" His voice was sharp, a sudden shift from his sleepy murmur.

"The London transfer," I explained, the words tasting like ash in my mouth. "It comes with a complete severance from the family trust. Effective immediately."

Silence again, more deafening than before. Then, the distinct sounds of him scrambling out of bed, pulling on his clothes in the darkness. Each rustle of fabric was a testament to his rising panic, his barely concealed fury.

The bedroom door slammed shut, rattling the frame. The sound echoed through the apartment, a final, definitive period at the end of a very long, very painful sentence.

I lay there, staring up at the dark ceiling. In the past, I would have gotten up, chased after him, pleaded with him. I would have found a way to apologize, to make him smile again. Because his smile, his fleeting resemblance to Aidan, was all I had left.

People used to call me desperate, pathetic. They said I was a fool for letting him treat me the way he did. They were right. I was.

But I loved to see him happy. I told myself it was because I loved him. The truth was, his happiness was a broken mirror reflecting a past joy. A pale imitation of the man I truly loved, the man who was gone forever.