The rain didn’t just fall; it felt like the sky was trying to crush me. I stood outside the heavy oak doors of the Blackwood Pack House, water streaming down my face, mixing with the heat of my humiliation. In my hands, the velvet box containing a custom-engraved watch—a gift for the tenth anniversary of the day Adrian and I first met—was now a sodden, pathetic lump.
“I’m sorry, Selene,” the enforcer at the door muttered, not meeting my eyes. He was a Delta I had known since we were pups, but his stance was unyielding. “Alpha Adrian’s orders. No visitors.”
“I’m not a visitor, Mark,” I said, my voice trembling against the thunder rolling overhead. “I’m the Gamma’s daughter. I’m his…”
*His mate.* The words died in my throat. We hadn’t completed the ceremony. We hadn’t marked. For ten years, I had waited, believing the Moon Goddess had destined us for each other, ever since he saved me from that rogue attack when I was a child. But tonight, the truth felt as cold as the rain soaking through my dress.
The heavy door creaked open, but it wasn’t to let me in. Adrian stepped onto the porch, sheltered by the overhang. He looked impeccable, his dark hair perfectly styled, his scent—cedar and storm—drifting toward me. But instead of warmth, his eyes held nothing but irritation.
“Go home, Selene,” he snapped, his voice cutting through the downpour. “You’re upsetting Kayla. She’s sensitive to your aura right now. She says it smells… desperate.”
My heart stuttered. “Kayla? But today is—”
“I know what day it is,” he interrupted, crossing his arms. “It’s the day you decided to start following me around like a lost puppy. Look at you. You’re a mess. A future Luna needs to have dignity, not stand in the rain begging for scraps.”
He didn’t even look at the gift in my hands. With a scoff, he turned on his heel and slammed the door. The sound echoed like a gunshot, sealing my fate. I wasn’t his fated mate; to him, I was just a nuisance.
I retreated to my father’s small cottage on the edge of the territory, shivering violently. I tried to convince myself it was just the cold, but deep down, I knew it was the fracture in my soul. I curled up in my bed, staring at the wall, waiting for the numbness to take over.
It didn’t. Instead, terror arrived.
It hit me at two in the morning—a jagged, mental scream that tore through my consciousness.
*Selene! Trap! Rogues—too many—*
My father’s voice in the mind-link was garbled, drowning in pain. I shot up, gasping, clutching my chest. The bond between a parent and child is strong, but this… this felt like he was being ripped apart.
“Dad!” I screamed back mentally, but there was only static and the sickening sound of snarling wolves.
I didn’t think. I didn’t grab a coat. I sprinted barefoot out of the cottage, tearing across the wet grass toward the Pack House. My lungs burned, but fear drove me faster than I had ever run before. I burst past the startled night patrol, ignoring their shouts, and scrambled up the stairs to the Alpha floor.
I didn’t knock. I threw Adrian’s door open, my chest heaving.
“Adrian! Help!”
The scene before me brought me to a screeching halt. The room was warm, lit by the soft glow of the fireplace. Adrian was lounging on his massive bed, a bowl of strawberries in his lap. Leaning against him was Kayla, giggling as he fed her one. She wore one of his shirts, her bare legs tangled with his.
They froze as I stumbled in, dripping wet and wild-eyed.
“What the hell is wrong with you?” Adrian roared, standing up and spilling the bowl. “Get out!”
“It’s my father,” I choked out, rushing forward and grabbing his arm. His skin was hot, alive. “Please, Adrian. He mind-linked me. It’s an ambush. Rogues. The northern ridge. You have to send the warriors. You have to send help now!”
Kayla shrank back against the headboard, letting out a high-pitched, theatrical whimper. “Adrian, she’s scaring me! My heart… it’s beating too fast.”
Adrian shoved me back. I stumbled, catching myself on the dresser. “Calm down, Selene. You’re hysterical.”
“I’m not hysterical! He’s dying!” I screamed, tears finally spilling over. “Authorize the funds for a ransom, send the enforcers—do something! He’s your Gamma!”
Adrian looked at Kayla, who was clutching her chest with wide, faux-innocent eyes. Then he looked back at me, his expression hardening into cold indifference.
“Gamma Greene knows the risks of patrol,” Adrian said dismissively, turning back to comfort Kayla. “If he got caught, it’s because he was careless. I’m not sending my warriors into a trap just because your father can’t defend himself. Look what you’ve done to Kayla. She’s shaking.”
“Careless?” I whispered, the word tasting like ash. “He’s served this pack for thirty years. Adrian, please. I’m begging you.”
“Get out, Selene. That’s an Alpha command.”
I reached for him again, desperation clawing at my throat. “Adrian, no—!”
*SNAP.*
The sound wasn’t in the room. It was inside me. A violent, sickening crack echoed in the center of my chest, followed instantly by a hollow, freezing silence. The tether that had connected me to my father since birth… it was gone. Just gone.
My knees hit the floor with a thud. I couldn’t breathe. The world tilted on its axis, gray and muted.
“Finally,” Adrian muttered, sitting back down on the bed and stroking Kayla’s hair. “Maybe now you’ll learn some boundaries.”
He didn’t know. He didn’t care. As I knelt there, staring at the floorboards through a blur of agony, I realized two things simultaneously: my father was dead, and the wolf in front of me wasn’t my mate. He was a monster.
The match flared to life in my hand, a tiny, trembling beacon of destruction against the gray afternoon. I didn’t hesitate. I flicked it onto the gasoline-soaked timber, and the world exploded into orange and red.
The heat was instantaneous, a physical slap against my cheeks, but I didn't step back. I watched the flames lick up the side of the wooden frame—the skeleton of the cabin Adrian had started building for us three years ago. He had promised this would be our sanctuary, a place away from the pack house where we could raise our pups. He had hammered two walls and a roof before Kayla had called him, claiming she heard a noise outside her window. He never came back to finish it. For three years, it had stood here, rotting in the rain, a monument to his empty promises. Now, it was just fuel.
"Selene! Have you lost your mind?"
Adrian’s roar cut through the crackling of the fire. I turned slowly, my movements heavy and deliberate. He was sprinting across the field, mud splashing up his designer jeans. He skidded to a halt a few feet away, his chest heaving, his eyes wide with disbelief as he stared at the inferno.
"That’s pack property!" he yelled, stepping toward me, his hand raised as if to grab my shoulder. "You can't just burn down pack structures because you're throwing a tantrum!"
I didn't flinch. I just inhaled.
For ten years, Adrian’s scent had been my anchor—cedar and storm, crisp and promising. It was the smell of safety. But now, as the smoke swirled around us, I smelled him truly for the first time. The illusion had shattered along with my father’s heart.
Rotting wood. Sulfur. The stench of a stagnant swamp where nothing could grow.
"It isn't a tantrum, Adrian," I said, my voice dead flat, devoid of the tears he was expecting. "It’s garbage. Just like your loyalty."
He froze, his hand dropping to his side. He looked at me, really looked at me, and for a second, I saw confusion flicker in his eyes. He was used to the Selene who begged, the Selene who waited. He didn't know the Selene who held the matches.
"You... you're sick," he sneered, though he took a step back, away from the heat. "Get out of my sight. Go cool off in that hovel of yours."
"I intend to," I whispered. I turned my back on him and the burning cabin, walking away while the fire was still raging. He didn't follow.
An hour later, I stood in the doorway of my father’s cottage for the last time. My life was packed into a single duffel bag. My mother’s ceremonial Luna gown, wrapped in silk, lay at the bottom. A framed photo of my dad holding me on my fifth birthday was tucked into the side pocket. That was it. I left the keys on the counter.
I was going rogue. It was a death sentence for most, but staying here was a fate worse than death. I would rather die free in the woods than live as a slave to the man who let my father die.
I walked down the long, gravel road leading to the territory border. The rain had started again, a cold drizzle that soaked through my thin jacket. I kept my head down, counting my steps, until the sound of tires crunching on gravel made me stop.
A sleek, black limousine purred around the bend, blocking my path. It looked like a spaceship compared to the rusted trucks usually seen around Blackwood territory. The tinted back window rolled down, and then the door opened.
A man stepped out.
The air suddenly felt too heavy to breathe. He was massive, towering over six feet, with broad shoulders that strained against a tailored black suit. He didn't just have an aura; he was a gravitational force. Power radiated off him in waves, terrifying and suppressed, making my wolf whimper in instinctive submission. But his eyes... they were molten gold, burning with a strange, intense recognition.
Beta Marcus, a sharp-eyed man with a tablet in hand, stepped out behind him, but my eyes were locked on the giant.
"Selene Greene," the man said. His voice was deep, vibrating in the center of my chest like a drumbeat.
"Who are you?" I whispered, clutching my bag strap, my knuckles turning white. "Are you here to kill me for leaving?"
"I am Santiago Nelson," he stated, stepping closer. The rain seemed to avoid him, as if even the elements respected his command. "I was the Benefactor who paid for your father's heart surgery five years ago. I am not here to kill you. I am here to offer you a way to avenge him."
My breath hitched. The Benefactor. My father had spoken of a mysterious donor, but I never imagined...
"Get in," he said. It wasn't a question.
I got in.
Thirty minutes later, we were airborne in a private jet that smelled of leather and expensive scotch. But I couldn't appreciate the luxury. My body was shutting down.
It started as a shiver, a cold tremor in my hands, then turned into violent convulsions. My chest felt like it was being crushed by a vice. The grief of losing my father, combined with the severing of my emotional tie to Adrian, had triggered Mate Sickness. My wolf was dying of a broken heart.
I curled into a ball on the plush cream seat, gasping for air that wouldn't come. "It hurts..."
"She's going into shock," Marcus said urgently from the front of the cabin.
"Leave us," Santiago commanded. His voice was low, leaving no room for argument.
The cockpit door clicked shut. Santiago knelt beside me. Up close, his power was terrifying, but his touch was shockingly gentle as he brushed a damp strand of hair from my forehead.
"Selene, listen to me," he said, his golden eyes locking onto mine, anchoring me to reality. "Your spirit is fracturing. You are rejecting a bond you held for ten years, and the grief is consuming you."
"Please," I sobbed, clutching at the lapel of his suit. "Make it stop. I can't... I can't breathe."
"I can save you," he said, his voice rough with an emotion I couldn't place. "I can give you a Marking of Protection. It will mask your scent from Adrian so he cannot track you, and my aura will stabilize your wolf. It is political, Selene. Not romantic. But it will save your life."
I looked at him through a blur of tears. I didn't care about politics. I just wanted the pain to end.
"Do it," I gasped, baring my neck. "Please."
He didn't hesitate. He leaned down, his breath hot against the junction of my neck and shoulder, sending a shiver through me that had nothing to do with the cold.
Then, teeth.
He bit down, hard.
I cried out, expecting agony, but instead, a rush of pure, raw power flooded my veins. It was like liquid lightning, searing through the ice in my chest. The crushing weight vanished, replaced by a warmth that spread to my fingertips, steadying my racing heart.
And then, the scent hit me.
Not sulfur. Not rot.
Rain. Fresh, heavy rain on a forest floor. And moonflowers blooming in the deep night.
My eyes fluttered shut, the pain dissolving into the darkness as I slumped against the King of Werewolves, safe for the first time in ten years.
The Lycan Royal Palace wasn't just a building; it was a city of marble and gold carved into the side of a mountain. When the limousine finally pulled through the iron gates, I pressed my face against the cold glass, my breath fogging the view of towering spires that seemed to pierce the moon itself.
"It’s too much," I whispered, my voice barely audible over the hum of the engine. "I don't belong here, Santiago. I'm a Gamma's daughter who lived in a cottage the size of your bathroom."
Santiago didn't laugh. He sat across from me, his massive frame filling the leather seat, looking at me with that intense, golden gaze that made my skin prickle. "You are my mate, Selene. You belong where I am."
When we stepped inside, the grand hall was silent, lined with bowing servants who didn't dare lift their eyes. It was a stark contrast to the sneers and whispers I had endured back at the Blackwood Pack. Santiago led me up a sweeping staircase to a set of double doors carved with intricate wolves howling at the moon.
"This is the Queen's Suite," he said, pushing the doors open.
I stepped inside and gasped. The room was larger than my entire childhood home. A four-poster bed draped in silver silk dominated the center, and a balcony overlooked the entire valley. It was beautiful, but it felt like a gilded cage. I turned to him, panic fluttering in my chest.
"And... where do you sleep?"
Santiago remained in the doorway, his hands clasped behind his back. "In the East Wing. On the other side of the palace."
I blinked, surprised. "Oh."
"I brought you here to heal, Selene, not to serve me," he said, his voice dropping an octave, rumbling through the floorboards. "I will not force the bond. I will not touch you until you ask for it. You are safe here. From everyone. Including me."
For the first time in ten years, the knot of anxiety in my stomach loosened, just a fraction.
***
The next morning, Santiago didn't take me to breakfast. He took me to the training facility.
It was a gleaming, high-tech arena of chrome and glass, smelling of sweat and ozone. Racks of weapons lined the walls, and mats covered the floor.
"Gamma blood is resilient," Santiago said, tossing a bundle of black fabric at me. "But you have been suppressed for a decade. Your wolf is dormant, buried under layers of grief and submission. We need to wake her up."
I unfolded the bundle. It was custom-fitted combat gear—sleek, reinforced tactical pants and a form-fitting top. It wasn't the rags I wore as a servant. It was armor.
"I've never fought," I admitted, clutching the fabric. "Adrian said... he said fighting was for Alphas and Deltas. He said I was too fragile."
Santiago’s eyes darkened. "Adrian was a fool who wanted a pet, not a partner. Go change."
For the next three weeks, I learned what it meant to be tired. Santiago didn't go easy on me. He was relentless. I spent more time on the mats than on my feet, my muscles screaming, my lungs burning. I was clumsy, slow, and weak. Every time I fell, I expected him to sneer, to tell me I was useless, just like Adrian had.
But he never did. He just waited.
"Again," he would say, his voice calm and unyielding.
One afternoon, during an intense sparring session, I hit the mat hard. My head spun. I lay there, staring at the ceiling lights, the taste of blood in my mouth. I didn't want to get up. It was easier to stay down. It was safer.
"Get up, Selene."
"I can't," I wheezed.
"Is this how you fought for your father?"
The question was a lash across my heart. I stiffened.
Santiago circled me, his voice prowling closer. "Is this why Adrian left you? Because when things get hard, you just lie down and take it? No wonder he chose Kayla. At least she knew how to fight for what she wanted, even if she had to lie to get it."
Tears pricked my eyes, hot and angry. "Stop it."
"He let your father die because he didn't respect you," Santiago pushed, his tone turning cruel, calculated. "He looked at you and saw a weak, submissive little wolf who would never bite back. And looking at you now... was he right?"
"Shut up!" I screamed.
"Prove him wrong!" Santiago roared, his Alpha aura flaring, crushing the air out of the room. "Get up and fight me!"
Something inside me snapped. It wasn't a bone. It was a chain.
The image of Adrian laughing while my father died flashed in my mind. The memory of Kayla wearing my mother’s dress. The years of silence, of head-bowing, of begging for scraps of affection.
*No more.*
A surge of heat erupted from the base of my spine, hotter than fire, sharper than electricity. My vision wavered, the gray mats tinting with a sudden, brilliant violet hue.
I didn't think. I moved.
I sprang from the floor with speed I didn't know I possessed. Santiago was already moving to block, expecting a sloppy swing. Instead, I ducked under his guard, pivoting on my heel, and drove my fist upward with everything I had.
*CRACK.*
My knuckles connected solidly with his jaw. The force of the impact sent a shockwave up my arm. Santiago stumbled back a step, his eyes widening in genuine shock.
The room went dead silent.
I stood there, chest heaving, my fists raised. I could feel it—my wolf. She wasn't hiding anymore. She was pacing just beneath my skin, snarling, her eyes glowing through mine.
Santiago slowly reached up and wiped a small trickle of blood from his lip. He looked at the blood on his thumb, then up at me.
He didn't look angry.
A slow, terrifyingly proud smile spread across his face.
"There she is," he whispered, his golden eyes locking with my glowing violet ones. "Hello, Alpha."