The morning light filtered through the curtains of the Alpha suite, casting golden patterns across the empty bed beside me. I reached out instinctively, my fingers finding only cold sheets where Alex should have been.
"Alex?" My voice echoed in the spacious room.
No answer.
I sat up, pushing my tangled hair from my face as I scanned the room. The ceremonial white gown hung on the closet door, pristine and beautiful—my wedding dress. Today was finally the day. After ten years of waiting, I would officially become Luna of the Silver Moon Pack.
My hand drifted to my stomach, a gesture that had become unconscious in recent weeks.
"It's okay, little one," I whispered. "Today our family becomes official."
I spotted a crumpled note on Alex's pillow and reached for it, my heart already sinking before I'd even read the words.
"Bella—Had to check on Skye. She's having another episode. Will be there on time. Don't worry."
Don't worry? How could I not worry when my mate—my Alpha—wasn't beside me on the morning of our Mating Ceremony?
I crumpled the note in my fist, swallowing the bitter taste of disappointment. This wasn't the first time Skye had "episodes" that required Alex's immediate attention. And it probably wouldn't be the last.
The door opened, and Elder Marissa entered with other pack females carrying ceremonial items.
"It's time to begin preparations," she announced, her eyes carefully avoiding mine as she took in Alex's absence.
I nodded, straightening my shoulders. "I'm ready."
The next hour passed in a blur of ritualistic preparations. The elders draped me in the traditional Luna robes, applied sacred oils to my wrists and throat, and wove silver threads through my hair.
"Where is Alpha Alex?" one of the younger females finally dared to ask.
"Alpha duties," I replied smoothly, though my stomach twisted. "He'll be here for the ceremony."
Elder Marissa exchanged a look with another elder that I pretended not to see.
"The Alpha should be here for the preparation rituals," she murmured. "It's not proper..."
I held my head high, though each whisper felt like a knife. "I understand."
---
The grand hall of the Pack House was filled to capacity. Visiting Alphas from neighboring territories stood in formal rows, their Lunas beside them. The air was thick with power and expectation.
I stood at the altar in my white ceremonial gown, the weight of a decade's wait pressing down on me. My wolf paced anxiously within me, sensing something wasn't right.
Then Alex appeared at the entrance, and relief flooded through me. He looked handsome in his formal Alpha attire, his dark hair falling across his forehead in that way that always made my heart skip.
He took his place beside me, his expression unreadable.
"Sorry," he whispered, not sounding sorry at all.
The Elder began the sacred ritual, his voice resonating through the hall.
"Today, under the blessing of the Moon Goddess, we witness the sacred union of Alpha Alex Diaz and his chosen Luna, Bella Hughes."
He raised the ceremonial dagger, preparing for the blood vow that would seal our bond forever.
Alex stiffened suddenly beside me, his eyes glazing over—the unmistakable sign of receiving a mind-link.
"Alex?" I whispered, clutching his arm.
His face contorted, eyes flashing with alarm.
"It's Skye," he said loudly, his voice cutting through the Elder's words. "She's dying. I have to go."
The hall fell silent.
"Alex, please," I begged, my voice breaking as I clutched his arm. "Just five more minutes. We need to finish this. It's important—for our future."
He pulled away from me roughly. "How can you be so selfish right now? Someone needs me!"
"Alex—" I reached for him again, desperation clawing at my throat.
He shook me off, his eyes already shifting to his wolf's amber. "This ceremony can wait. She can't."
Before I could respond, he shifted—right there at the altar—his massive wolf form tearing through the ceremonial decorations as he sprinted toward the exit.
Gasps and shocked murmurs erupted throughout the hall.
---
I stood frozen, my white gown now stained with ceremonial oils from the decorations Alex had destroyed in his hasty exit.
The Elder cleared his throat awkwardly. "It seems we have an... emergency situation."
I forced myself to smile, though my face felt like it might crack from the effort.
"I apologize for the disruption," I said, my voice somehow steady despite the hurricane raging inside me. "Please, everyone enjoy the feast that has been prepared. The ceremony will... be rescheduled when appropriate."
The visiting Alphas exchanged uncomfortable glances. Some of the Lunas looked at me with pity that burned worse than anger ever could.
As the crowd began to disperse in confused murmurs, I maintained my composure, thanking guests with the grace befitting the Luna I was supposed to become today.
But the moment I stepped into the empty hallway, my legs gave way.
I collapsed against the wall, sliding down until I hit the floor, one hand still protectively covering my stomach.
"You okay?" a young Delta asked, peeking around the corner.
I quickly wiped away the tear that had escaped. "Fine," I lied. "Just a bit of a headache."
As his footsteps faded, I leaned my head back against the wall, fighting the nausea rising in my throat.
"He abandoned us," I whispered to my unborn pup. "But I won't let him abandon you."
Hours later, I found myself standing outside the Alpha's private quarters, my hand trembling as I reached for the doorknob. The image of Alex shifting and running out of our ceremony played on repeat in my mind. I needed answers—needed to understand how ten years of loyalty could be discarded so easily.
I pushed open the door without knocking.
The sight before me stole my breath.
Skye twirled in front of the full-length mirror, wearing my Luna ceremonial robes—the ones I was supposed to change into for the reception. The sacred garments, custom-embroidered with silver thread and moonstone beads, draped over her petite frame. They were mine. Sacred. Blessed by the Moon Goddess for me.
"Look how beautiful I feel," she sighed, her fingers tracing the intricate stitching on the sleeves—the same stitching I'd spent hours admiring earlier today.
Alex lounged on our bed—our bed—watching her with a soft, mesmerized expression. His eyes followed her movements with an intensity he hadn't shown me in years.
"What is this?" My voice came out steadier than I felt.
They both turned toward me, Skye's eyes widening in practiced innocence.
"Bella!" she gasped, spinning around so the robes flared dramatically. "You shouldn't be here. You're supposed to be at your ceremony."
"I know these are my robes," I said, stepping into the room. "The ones blessed for me by the Moon Goddess."
Alex sat up, his expression hardening. "They're just robes, Bella."
"Just robes?" I echoed, disbelief coloring my voice. "They're sacred. Blessed for the Luna of this pack."
Skye's face crumpled, tears instantly springing to her eyes. "I just wanted to feel beautiful and strong like Bella for once," she sobbed, her shoulders shaking. "I'm dying, remember? I just wanted one moment of happiness before I go."
Her performance was flawless—the trembling lip, the glistening tears that never quite fell. I'd seen it before, but never had it been directed at me so blatantly.
"Skye," I said firmly, "those robes aren't yours to wear."
Alex was off the bed in an instant, stepping between us. His growl reverberated through the room as he positioned himself protectively in front of Skye.
"How dare you?" he snarled, his eyes flashing amber. "How dare you bully her when she's already suffering?"
"Alex," I whispered, "you left our ceremony for this."
"You're being a jealous, possessive bully," he spat, his voice rising. "Can't you see she's dying? Grudge her one moment of happiness?"
I stared at him, truly seeing him for the first time. This wasn't the man I'd loved for a decade. This was someone else entirely—someone lost to his own savior complex.
---
I retreated to the guest room, refusing to sleep in our shared bed. My hands moved mechanically as I packed a single bag—warm clothes, my medications, the prenatal vitamins I'd been hiding.
My wolf whimpered inside me, confused by our mate's betrayal. *He's not our mate anymore*, I told her firmly.
I sat at the small desk, pen hovering over paper as I drafted a letter to Elena and Marcus, Alex's parents.
*Dear Alpha and Luna Diaz,*
*I apologize for leaving without proper notice, but I cannot raise a child in a house where the Omega rules the Alpha...*
My hand stilled. No. They would try to stop me. They would tell me to stay, to fight for my position. And if they knew about the baby...
I crumpled the letter and watched it burn in the small fireplace until nothing remained but ash.
Some things were better left unsaid.
I reached into my pocket and pulled out the pregnancy test I'd taken three weeks ago—the one Alex had never noticed. Two pink lines stared back at me, a reminder of what was at stake.
"We don't need him," I whispered to my unborn pup, tucking the test safely away. "We'll be fine on our own."
As I zipped my bag closed, a strange calm settled over me. The mate bond still pulled at my chest, but I could feel it weakening with each passing hour.
By morning, I would be gone—a rogue with nothing but a bag and a secret growing inside me.
But first, I had one more night to say goodbye to the life I'd built here.
Morning light filtered through the infirmary windows as I sat on the examination table, my hands instinctively resting on my stomach. The sterile scent of antiseptic filled my nostrils, mingling with the faint metallic smell of medical instruments.
"Your blood pressure is concerning, Bella," Dr. Evelyn Cross said, her experienced eyes narrowing as she reviewed my chart. "Have you been under unusual stress lately?"
I almost laughed at the understatement. "You could say that."
She didn't press further, her professional demeanor masking any curiosity about the failed ceremony. Instead, she placed the Doppler on my abdomen, moving it in slow circles.
"There," she said softly, adjusting the volume. "Strong and steady."
The rapid heartbeat filled the room—tiny but fierce, my little fighter. Tears pricked my eyes at the sound.
"Everything looks normal," Dr. Cross confirmed, "but I'm worried about your stress levels. They're not just dangerous for you; they could affect the pup."
"I know," I whispered, my fingers splaying protectively over my still-flat stomach. "I'll try to... manage things better."
Dr. Cross's eyes flickered with something that looked suspiciously like pity. "You know where I am if you need anything."
I nodded, gathering my purse as she printed out some prenatal care information. "Thank you."
As I stepped out of the examination room, the hallway seemed to tilt beneath my feet. I steadied myself against the wall, drawing a deep breath.
That's when I heard his voice.
"Careful with her!" Alex's commanding tone echoed down the corridor. "She's delicate!"
I froze, then slowly turned.
Alex stood at the other end of the hallway, cradling Skye in his arms like she was made of glass. Her small frame nestled against his chest, her face buried in his neck. A tiny drop of blood stained her fingertip—the only visible injury.
"It's just a papercut," I said, unable to stop myself from speaking as they approached. "Does she need to be carried for that?"
Alex's eyes narrowed at my tone. "She fainted from the pain."
"I didn't faint," Skye corrected softly, her voice trembling perfectly. "I just got dizzy. The pain was... overwhelming."
Alex's expression softened as he looked down at her. "I've got you now. You're safe."
Something inside me snapped. The decade of waiting, the humiliation at the ceremony, the pregnancy I was hiding—it all crystallized into a single moment of clarity.
I turned to leave, but Alex's voice stopped me.
"Stop following me!"
The words weren't just spoken—they were commanded. The Alpha Tone hit me like a physical blow, vibrating through the air with supernatural force.
My knees buckled instantly. The magical compulsion of an Alpha command was impossible to resist, especially when directed at someone who wasn't yet officially Luna.
"Alex!" Dr. Cross gasped from behind me.
But he wasn't looking at me. His attention remained fixed on Skye's finger as he gently blew on it.
"You are suffocating me," he continued, his voice still laced with Alpha power. "Always watching, always waiting. Can't you see I need space?"
I collapsed to my knees, one hand instinctively clutching my stomach as the other braced against the floor. The pressure of his command crushed down on me, making it hard to breathe.
"I wasn't following you," I managed to gasp.
But Alex had already turned away, carrying Skye toward an examination room. "Let's get this properly bandaged," he murmured to her. "I don't want it to scar."
As the door closed behind them, I remained kneeling on the cold floor, the weight of his command still pressing down on me. Dr. Cross rushed to my side, helping me to a chair.
"He didn't even see," I whispered, more to myself than to her. "He didn't even see me fall."
---
That evening, I found Alex in his office, papers spread across his desk. He looked up when I entered, irritation flashing across his face.
"What is it now?" he asked, already returning his attention to the documents.
I closed the door behind me, leaning against it as I gathered my courage. The memory of his Alpha command still burned in my chest.
"I'm done," I said simply.
That got his attention. He looked up, eyebrows raised. "Done with what?"
"Being your second choice."
He scoffed, setting down his pen. "Is this about yesterday? I told you, Skye needed—"
"I reject you," I interrupted, my voice steady despite the thundering of my heart. "I, Bella Hughes, reject you, Alex Diaz, as my mate."
The formal words hung in the air between us. Alex's expression shifted from annoyance to amusement.
"You can't reject me," he said with a dismissive wave. "We're fated. The Moon Goddess herself—"
"The Moon Goddess gives us choices," I cut in. "And I choose myself."
Alex laughed then, the sound harsh and mocking. "You're being dramatic, Bella. Go sleep it off."
He turned back to his papers, dismissing me entirely. But I didn't move from the doorway.
"You'll regret this," I said quietly.
His pen paused mid-signature. "No, I won't."
As I turned to leave, I felt something inside me shift—the mate bond stretching thin as gossamer, ready to break at the slightest pressure.