"Kaylynn! My dinner is burning!" Alfie' s shrill voice cut through the fog of my thoughts. I jumped, the photo of Angela and Alfie still clutched in my hand.
"It's fine, Alfie, I'm just a little distracted," I mumbled, scrambling to turn off the stove. The kitchen was filled with the acrid smell of charred garlic and vegetables.
He stomped into the kitchen, his nose wrinkled. "Ugh, what's that smell? Can't you even cook right?"
My patience, already frayed, snapped. "Alfie, I'm a little busy right now. Go to your room."
He glared at me, then stomped off, muttering something about "Mommy Angela" being a better cook. His words, innocent as they were, twisted the knife in my gut.
I stood there, the burnt food steaming on the stove, the photo burning a hole in my hand. My head throbbed. I needed air. I needed to think.
I grabbed my keys, threw on a jacket, and walked out, leaving the chaos of the kitchen behind. Luna meowed plaintively, but I couldn't stop. I just walked, aimlessly at first, then deliberately towards the quiet park a few blocks away.
I sat on a cold bench, pulling out my phone. Brea Shannon' s TikTok. The "Cheater Buster" thread. I scrolled through the comments on Ashton's photo.
"The reflection is so clear now!"
"Look at those bags, girl! He's definitely not alone."
"The 'business trip' is a classic. Bet she's getting a 'surprise' too!"
Their words, once dismissed as internet gossip, now resonated with a chilling truth. Ashton, the charming, devoted Ashton, was a liar. And not just about a casual affair. He had built an entire life on a foundation of lies, making me raise his son with his ex-girlfriend.
My feet, almost subconsciously, led me towards the corporate district, to the gleaming skyscraper where Ashton supposedly worked. The thought of confronting him, of exposing his lies, was a bitter medicine I knew I had to swallow.
As I approached the building, I saw a familiar face emerge from the lobby. Mark. Ashton's colleague. My heart leaped into my throat.
"Kaylynn?" Mark's eyes widened in surprise. "What are you doing here? I thought Ashton was on a business trip."
A cold sweat broke out on my forehead. "Oh, I just... I was in the area, thought I'd surprise him with lunch. You know, since he's back from his trip." The lie tasted like ash in my mouth.
Mark snorted, a cynical chuckle. "Back from his trip? Ashton hasn't been on a trip in weeks. He's been 'working remotely' – which for him, usually means working from home, or rather, not working at all. Boss is furious. He's barely shown his face around here."
My breath caught. "But... he told me he was traveling. To Chicago."
Mark shrugged, a smirk playing on his lips. "Chicago? More like 'Cheating-go,' am I right?" He winked. "He's been around, just not here. And definitely not alone. Saw him the other day, all cozy with some woman at a fancy downtown restaurant. Looked pretty serious."
The ground seemed to tilt beneath my feet. Ashton hadn't been traveling. He hadn't been working. He had been with Angela. My mind flashed back to the hotel photo, the luxury bags. The pieces were clicking into place, forming a horrifying mosaic of betrayal.
I mumbled a quick goodbye to Mark, my head spinning. I had to get out of there. I walked aimlessly again, ending up in a high-end mall. My eyes drifted past glittering displays, but my mind was stuck on one thing: money. Our shared credit card. The one I mostly paid.
An idea, cold and sharp, pierced through my despair. I needed to see the transactions. Not just for the trip, but everything. Had he been spending my money on her?
I found a quiet coffee shop, my hands shaking as I pulled out my laptop. I logged into our joint bank account. The online statement loaded, a stark white page that held the truth.
My eyes scanned the recent activity. My heart pounded harder with each line item. High-end restaurants. Spa treatments. A weekend getaway to a luxurious resort – not the one from the photo, but another, just as expensive. And then, the number that hit me like a physical blow: "$8,000. Diamond Ring Deposit. Bespoke Jewelers."
Eight thousand dollars. A deposit. For a diamond ring. Ashton had never bought me anything that expensive. He always said we needed to save.
My blood ran cold. The "surprise" he'd mentioned. The "proposal rehearsal" Brea hinted at. It was all for Angela. It had to be.
I closed my laptop, the screen reflecting my distorted face. The TikTok feed flashed in my mind again, Brea's calm, analytical voice. Gather information. I had gathered information. And it was worse than I could have imagined. Much, much worse.
I felt a scream building in my throat, a primal sound of agony and rage. But I swallowed it down. I walked out of the mall, the glittering lights now feeling like a cruel mockery. I had to go home. I had to pretend. The game had just begun. And I was going to play it to win.
The lie was a physical weight, pressing down on me, making it hard to breathe. I walked into the house, my eyes fixed on the spot where I' d found Alfie' s photo. My mind raced, trying to find some tangible proof, something more.
I walked into Ashton' s study, a room he rarely used, preferring to "work" from the couch. His desk was usually pristine, but today, a small, dusty box sat tucked away in a corner. It looked like a memory box. My heart hammered.
I opened it, my fingers trembling. Inside, old letters, concert tickets, and at the very bottom, a stack of photos. Polaroid shots from years ago. Ashton, younger, carefree. And there she was again. Angela. In almost every single one. Laughing with him on a beach, her head nestled on his shoulder. Kissing him passionately under a waterfall. One photo, in particular, made my stomach clench: Ashton on one knee, holding a simple daisy ring, a look of pure adoration on his face as he gazed up at a beaming Angela.
This wasn't just an ex-girlfriend. This was the ex. The one he loved. The one he never forgot. The one he kept hidden.
Just then, my phone buzzed in my hand. Ashton. A text message. "Missing you, baby. Counting down the hours till I' m home. Can' t wait for our surprise. You'll love it."
The words, once a comfort, now felt like a poisoned dart. He was missing me? He was counting down the hours? While planning a life with another woman, using my money to buy her a ring, and making me raise their son? The hypocrisy was a bitter taste in my mouth.
I took a shaky breath and called Brea. My voice was surprisingly steady as I relayed the new information-the photos, the explicit texts, the jewelry store deposit.
"He's at the Grand Hyatt downtown," Brea said, her voice calm and efficient. "Room 1403. Our network just confirmed it. And guess what? Angela Mcfarland checked in yesterday. Same room."
The last flicker of hope, of denial, extinguished itself. It wasn't a misunderstanding. It wasn't a mistake. It was real.
"I'm going there," I stated, my voice flat.
"Kaylynn, don't," Brea warned. "You need to be smart. Don't let them gaslight you again."
"I need to see it," I said, disconnecting the call before she could argue further.
The drive was a blur. My hands gripped the steering wheel, knuckles white. The Grand Hyatt, a symbol of luxury and clandestine affairs. My destination.
I walked into the lobby, a ghost among the well-dressed patrons. My eyes scanned the area. Near the large, ornate fountain, under a canopy of fairy lights, stood Ashton. And Angela.
He was on one knee. Not with a simple daisy, but with a glittering diamond ring. The one from the $8,000 deposit. He placed it on Angela's finger. She shrieked with delight, then threw her arms around him, kissing him deeply. A small group of people, Ashton's friends, cheered and applauded. A photographer snapped pictures. It was a perfect, romantic scene. A proposal. For her.
A guttural cry escaped my throat. All the pain, all the betrayal, all the years of blind trust-it ripped through me. I didn't care about being smart. I didn't care about gathering more evidence. I cared about the searing agony in my chest.
I burst forward, my legs moving on their own. "ASHTON!"
His head snapped up. His eyes, usually so composed, widened in pure terror. Angela pulled away, her smile freezing on her face.
"Kaylynn!" Ashton stammered, scrambling to his feet. He looked like a deer caught in headlights, the ring box still in his hand.
"What is this?" my voice shook, barely a whisper. "What are you doing?"
Angela, quick as a viper, stepped forward. "Kaylynn! Oh my god, you're here! This is incredible timing!" Her voice was bubbly, falsely cheerful. "It's all a surprise for your birthday! Ashton was just... rehearsing!"
Rehearsing. The word slapped me. Brea's warning. Angela's words from the mall.
"He was just making sure the ring fit," Angela continued, pulling her hand away from Ashton's. "See? It's too big for me. He wanted to make sure it was perfect for you, Kaylynn. You're so lucky!" She held up her hand, and sure enough, the ring was loose, sliding easily on her slender finger. She smiled, a triumphant, sickening smile.
Ashton, regaining his composure, rushed to my side. "Baby, I told you I had a surprise! This was it! I wanted everything to be perfect for your birthday. Angela was just helping me out, modeling the ring since she has such delicate hands. I was just making sure it would look good on you, my love." He took my hand, sliding the ring onto my finger. It fit perfectly. "It's for you, Kaylynn. Because I love you. Will you marry me?"
My mind reeled. The ring, the fit, Angela's innocent act, Ashton's earnest eyes. Was it true? Had I misunderstood everything again? Had my paranoia gotten the better of me? The shame washed over me, hot and stinging. I had publicly accused him, created a scene.
"Oh, Ashton," I whispered, tears blurring my vision. "I'm so sorry. I... I thought..."
"Shh," he stroked my hair. "It's okay, my love. I know you've been under a lot of stress. But it's all for you. This is just a sneak peek. The real proposal, the big one, will be on your birthday. The reception will be at the house. Just wait."
I looked at him, then at Angela, who was now smiling sweetly at me. My suspicion warred with my desperate need to believe him. He was asking me to marry him. With my money, I thought bitterly. But still, he was asking.
"Yes," I choked out, a sob escaping my lips. "Yes, Ashton, I'll marry you."
He pulled me into a tight embrace, kissing my hair. Over his shoulder, I saw Angela give me a pitying look, a tiny, almost imperceptible smirk playing on her lips. But I dismissed it. It was too much. I had to believe him. I wanted to believe him. He was going to propose. For real. My birthday. Our future. Everything would be okay. It had to be.
Ashton' s phone buzzed, a harsh interruption to the fragile peace we' d just established. He pulled away from our embrace, his jaw tightening as he glanced at the screen. He mumbled an apology and stepped away, his voice hushed. I watched him, a knot forming in my stomach, but I swallowed the doubt. He was with me now.
Angela, ever poised, glided towards me. "Kaylynn, darling! What a misunderstanding! But look, it's all cleared up now. Why don't we all go grab some dinner? Celebrate this... wonderful engagement, shall we?" Her smile was wide, but her eyes held a glint I couldn't quite decipher.
I nodded, feeling a blush creep up my neck. The entire scene still felt surreal, my public outburst, Ashton' s "rehearsal" explanation. I was mortified. I didn' t notice Ashton and Angela exchange a quick, loaded glance before he rejoined us.
The restaurant was chic, but the atmosphere around our table was anything but. Angela immediately launched into a theatrical complaint about "some people" being late for dinner, glancing pointedly at Ashton. He just chuckled, a nervous edge to his laugh.
Ashton was solicitous, fussing over Angela. He' d meticulously cut her steak, making sure each piece was perfectly bite-sized, while I had to saw through my own. He even pushed the extra, crispy fries from his plate onto hers, knowing they were her favorite. I, on the other hand, had a mild potato allergy. He' d forgotten that years ago.
"Remember that time in Paris, Ashton?" Angela purred, leaning closer to him, her fingers brushing his arm. "You got me that tiny macaron tower, even though you said you were 'on a diet.' You're such a softie for me."
Ashton laughed, a genuine, warm sound that rarely surfaced with me anymore. "Angela always knows how to twist my arm," he said, winking at her.
My stomach churned. Paris. He'd never mentioned Paris with Angela. He' d told me he only went to Paris for a brief business trip years ago, before we met.
"Oh, come on, Ashton," I said, trying to inject some levity, "you never get me macarons! You say they're 'too sweet.'"
He gave a dismissive wave. "Oh, you know, Kaylynn, your tastes are so particular. I wouldn't want to get you something you wouldn't like." He didn' t meet my eyes.
The conversation drifted to their shared past, inside jokes, and mutual acquaintances. I sat there, a silent observer, feeling like an interloper in my own engagement dinner. Ashton remembered every detail of Angela' s preferences, her quirky habits, her pet peeves. Yet, when I' d ordered my meal, he' d almost ordered me shrimp, knowing full well I was severely allergic. He always remembered Angela's favorite dessert, but forgot my life-threatening allergy. The thought hit me like a physical blow.
Angela then turned her attention to me, her voice dripping with false concern. "So Kaylynn, Ashton tells me your new book is doing wonderfully! Such a talent. Ashton always said you were a 'hard worker.' He's always so proud of you, you know." Her words were saccharine, but her eyes, when they met mine, held a flicker of something triumphant.
Hard worker. Not "talented." Not "brilliant." Just "hard worker." Ashton's subtle dismissal of my creative passion, a constant undercurrent in our relationship. Only now did I truly notice its insidious nature.
I forced a smile, barely acknowledging her. Ashton must have sensed my withdrawal because he turned to me, his hand briefly covering mine. "You alright, babe? You're a little quiet tonight."
Just then, his friends arrived. Mark, the colleague who had spilled the beans about Ashton's "business trip," was among them, along with a few others I vaguely recognized. They walked in, laughing loudly, then stopped dead when they saw me.
"Ashton!" Mark boomed, then his eyes landed on me, and his smile faltered. The room went silent.
"Mark, guys! What a surprise!" Ashton said, his voice strained, clearly annoyed.
One of the friends, a burly man named Dave, clapped Ashton on the back. "Surprise? You told us to meet you here for a celebration, man! Said you were finally making things official with Angela!" His eyes darted to Angela, then to the ring on her finger, then to me, then back to Angela.
The air in the room solidified. I looked down at my hand, the ring Ashton had given me, the one he said was for me. Then I looked at Angela's hand, where the exact same ring, still clearly too big, sat. My heart sank, a cold weight in my chest. The "rehearsal" was a lie. The "too big for her" was a lie. It was all a lie.
Dave, oblivious, kept talking. "Man, I remember when you and Angela first dated. You guys were inseparable! Everyone thought you'd get married. A real power couple."
Angela cast a wistful look at Ashton, her eyes shimmering with unshed tears. "Those were good times, weren't they, Ash?"
Ashton squeezed her hand under the table, a gesture I didn't miss. "They were, Ang. They were." He then looked at me, a flicker of something unreadable in his eyes, and quickly changed the subject, turning on his most charming smile. "But tonight, we're celebrating our future! Kaylynn and I are getting married!"
His friends, clearly uncomfortable, offered strained congratulations. I just smiled, a brittle, fake smile that felt like it would shatter any moment. I felt Ashton' s hand on my thigh, a possessive squeeze. It was meant to be comforting, but it only made me feel trapped.
The rest of the dinner was a blur of forced pleasantries and awkward silences. On the drive home, Ashton acted as if nothing had happened, humming along to the radio. I couldn't hold it in anymore.
"Ashton," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. "Do you still love her?"
He didn't answer. I glanced over. His eyes were closed. His breathing was even. He was pretending to be asleep.
A single tear traced a path down my cheek. He was still lying. Even now, after everything, he was still lying. The man I was engaged to, the man who was supposed to be my partner, was a coward and a cheat. And I, Kaylynn Russell, the perceptive romance novelist, had been the biggest fool of all.