Adrianna Simmons had spent three years longing for Zander Greene, believing she had finally won his heart. She thought her devotion had touched him. But one fateful night, she overheard a conversation between Zander and his friend Ryder White that shattered her illusions.
"Iyla wants us to attend the same grad school," Zander said with an indifferent chuckle. "So I pretended to be with Adrianna. Not only does she help me with my studies, but she's also a convenient backup."
His words hit Adrianna like a cold wave, leaving her numb and frozen in the doorway with a six-pack of beer in her hand. She barely managed to hold onto it as her world crumbled around her.
Iyla Austin, Zander’s childhood friend, was a constant annoyance—or so he had claimed. Whenever her name came up, he would roll his eyes and talk about how no one could find her tomboyish ways attractive. "I prefer gentle, quiet girls," he'd say, and Adrianna, believing him, had tried to fit that mold.
Standing there now, she realized all her efforts had been for nothing, a cruel joke at her expense. Zander had only agreed to be with her to use her as a tutor and a convenient companion. The man she had admired was nothing more than a facade.
"Wow, you really know how to work the system," Ryder's voice broke through her thoughts, dripping with admiration. "Juggling both worlds. Aren't you worried Iyla will get upset if she finds out?"
"Iyla's cool with it," Zander replied, his tone leisurely and unconcerned. "She’s not stuck in old-fashioned ideas. Besides, there's no rule saying a guy has to stick to one woman, and it's not like I love Adrianna."
"But she's been so good to you—getting up early to buy you breakfast, waiting in line for coffee. Do you really feel nothing for her?" Ryder asked.
Desperate to hear Zander's answer, Adrianna edged closer to the door, straining her ears.
"Of course not," Zander responded casually. "I've only known her a few years. Iyla and I grew up together, and nobody can come between us."
The casual tone of his voice was like a knife twisting in her chest. All her dedication, three years of it, had meant nothing to him.
The realization suffocated her. The man she had loved wasn't the shining light she thought he was; he was merely a shadow, cold and unfeeling.
Adrianna turned and hurried down the stairs, tears streaming down her cheeks despite her efforts to hold them back. The love she had nurtured for three years now felt like a cruel betrayal—a harsh revelation that Zander had been using her all along. It was as if her entire world had crumbled, leaving her restless and struggling to regain her composure.
As she cried, she tossed the wine bottle in her hand into a trash can, the clatter mirroring the chaos inside her. Suddenly, her phone rang, Zander's name flashing on the screen. She sniffled and reluctantly answered.
"Adrianna, when are you coming back? We're out of wine," Zander's voice chimed in that familiar tone she once believed was filled with love. Now, it pierced her heart like a thousand daggers.
"I... my friend needed me suddenly, so I didn't go," she lied, instinctively avoiding the confrontation, not ready to expose the wound that bled with every thought of him. She couldn't just let go—not immediately, not after loving him for so long.
"Oh, no problem. Just have fun with your friend; we'll manage the drinks ourselves," Zander replied, seemingly unconcerned. "I won't be home tonight either. Iyla insisted we go to a car race, and she won't take no for an answer."
In the past, Adrianna wouldn't have thought twice about his words. Zander and Iyla had been childhood friends, their bond seemingly innocent and simple. She had never doubted their relationship or suspected any deeper affection. But now, she couldn't help but detect a hint of indulgence in his tone.
Awareness changes everything, stripping away the filters through which she once saw him. She could now see clearly what she had refused to acknowledge.
"Alright," she replied, her voice laced with bitterness, a tremor that went unnoticed by Zander, who hung up without a second thought.
In the evening, she went to the picturesque mountain road just outside town. This was where Zander Greene and Iyla Austin frequently indulged in their passion for racing. Across the road, she spotted Zander getting out of his car, scooping Iyla into his arms, and twirling her around. His eyes shone with adoration, and his voice overflowed with joy. "Oh, my darling, you're such an amazing racer. I can't keep up with you."
Iyla wrapped her legs around his waist, looking at him with pride. "Of course! Who do you think I am?"
"Alright, alright, you're the most unbeatable racing champ in the universe," Zander laughed, their noses playfully touching.
To any outsider, they seemed like the perfect couple, blissfully in love. That’s what she thought, too. But the man standing there was supposed to be her boyfriend.
A bitter smile appeared on her lips as she clutched her stomach, taking a few steps back and nearly losing her footing. At that moment, any remaining hope she had for Zander faded away. Walking away was her final act of preserving her dignity.