Leona’s POV
“Cut the act, we’ve had enough of your drama the past couple weeks.”
What an asshole.
That was the first thing that came out of his mouth.
I reeled back, shocked at his words. Was I married to him? Did I have bad taste in men? I don't know much about men. But this is not it. He was handsome though.
“I’m sorry, but do I know you?” I shifted a bit to fully look at him. He was fully clad in a black suit, his shoes shiny and sleek as he stepped forward, his face showing disgust the more he looked at me.
Was I that terrible looking. I looked down a bit, trying to hide my insecurity. I sniffed myself a bit. I didn't smell good. But that should be expected right? I don’t know who I was but I wont let this man talk me down.
“Were you deaf, I am your husband, unfortunately” he whispered the last part. As if he didn't have a choice in the matter. As if he regrets. He pulled a chair closer to the bed and sat beside me. Staring down at me as if I was dirt beneath his expensive shoe.
“No need to be rude, I was just asking a question”
I rollled my eyes, lying back down. My eyes were starting to get heavy. I was still very much tired. Ironic since I have been sleeping for months now.
Weird how I woke up after two months with a ring on my finger and a baby growing in my tummy, the baby is for the asshole sitting beside me. Looking at me like I murdered his mum. Or did I? That was a specific image.
“You truly don't remember anything?” he asked. Curiousity and Annoyance in his tone.
“I dont know how me not remembering anything bothers you but please leave if you have nothing good to say”
I said in a yawn. I am so tired.
I closed my eyes and it was dark from there.
I heard In a whisper. His voice sounding dejected
“I wish I could”
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I jolted awake to a movement that jerked me.
What the fuck!
I opened my eyes to glare at the person that wanted to killl me and it was none other than my husband.
“Would you not kill me please, I just woke up from a near death one”
His lips twitched a tiny bit before it was replaced by a nasty frown.
“If you weren't snoring and annoying my peace, maybe I would have driven safer.” His hand clenched the steering wheel hard as if he was holding back– from what? I don't know.
It was silent in the car for a bit, my mind spiraliing as I stared out the window. Watching different cars and people pass by. How did I even get into the car? He must have carried me.
I didn't bother asking him. Knowing he won't answer me.
I had lots of questions and I don't even know I want the answer to them. I don't think I could handle them.
Was he truly my husband? How did we even get married? What happened? How did I even get into and accident? Is he rich? Cause why not.
So many questions but I didn’t know what to ask. I have a feeling I might not get an answer if I ask. But I aksed anyway.
“Are you really my husband?” My voice came out small.
“Yes” He clipped
“And we have a baby together”
His jaw clenched hard at my question, his hand tightening harder at the steering wheel.
“Yes” he snappped
Okay, so touchy subject. Does he not want the baby?
I wanted to argue with him but I didn't have the strength. So I just opted for staring out the window.
After moving through the woods deep in the mountain.
People disappeared and it was replaced by tall trees instead.
“Where are we going?” I asked in fear. What if he wanted to kill me.
“Home”
We finally got to a huge gate. It was a huge black gate, domineering enough to make one fear the house without even seeing it.
The gates opened, and we drove down the cobble path, by the side, beautifully tended flowers and trees lined the road. It looked something out of a movie.
I opened my mouth in shock when we reached the house. Calling it a house would be calling a lion an ant.
This was an estate. An estate of mansions. The entire building rested far and far wide.
The house infront of us having the feel of a victorian house. The house felt old but new at the same time.
“We live here?” i said in a gasp.
He didn't even seem it answer answer, he got out of the car and went inside. Leaving me alone in the car.
My chest tightened at his dismissiveness. Did I do something wrong before the accident? Why is he so cold?
And why do I feel like I deserve it.
I got out of the car with a heavy heart. Knowing this is my new life.
I followed after him. Before I got lost.
I stopped to stare at the marvels of the house. Paintings on the wall, lots of it. The pristine floors snd chandelier gleaming in the light. Everything looked so beautiful like it came from an historical fiction comic.
“You are back madam” A young lady in a maid uniform bowed to greet me. I stood there not knowing what to do. She must be the staff.
“Please, call me…” I just remembered that i don't even know my name. What am I going to do.
Not wanting to embarass myself. I just held her hand, and hugged her.
I truly didn't know what I was doing.
The lady stood still in shock and my cheeks flamed. This is so embarrassing.
Wanting to save face. I pulled away from her and ran in the direction where I saw my husband– Damon go. I looked up and saw Damon’s intense eyes stare down at me.
“Your name is Leona Cross. My wife. Don't embarrass yourself like that again. You will embarrass me”
The way the name rolled of his tongue made me feel warm inside. It made the name stick. Truly felt mine.
But he had to spoil it by adding his last sentence.
“Take her to our room” Was all he said before he left in the oppposite direction.
“Is he always like this?” I asked the lady, who looked shocked that I asked her that.
“Right this way madam” She didn't bother answering. Ignoring my question like I did not just talk to her. She said before walking in the direction of a huge flight of stairs.
I looked up and there was no way I was going to climb all the way up.
My legs are still jelly aand if I did that, I would land in the hospital once more.
“I’m sorrry, but can I see Damon before going up. I don't think I climb this. I need to talk to him”
She noddded and led me to the other side of the house. This place a bit darker and brooding—Intimidating.
We finally got there. I raised my hand to knock but saw that the dooor was ajar. I heard voices inside.
I listened in.
It was the doctor from earlier.
“Are you just going to keep her,to make her suffer?” He sounded annoyed,angry even.
“She left, she has to suffer the consequences.”
“You can't just do that to her. I keep telling you she will never do that. Why can't you trust her?” The doctor raised his voice slightly
Left? I left?
Why?
Was that why he was so cold? Was it when I was leaving that I had this accident?
I turned to leave, but accidentaly opened the door, forgot my hand was still on the door and stumbled inside.
I looked to meet two pair of eyes, one kind and the other full of hatred and anger.
Not wanting to seem more embarassing. I cleared my throat.
“I wanted to talk to you about something.”
“What is it?” Damon snapped in annoyance.
“But I heard what you said, did I really leave?”
He clenched his hand tight by his side.
“Leave”
Leona’s POV
“Not you” He said when I turned to leave. This man that is supposedly my husband is so cruel.
“Leona, come visit me later. We need to carry out some test” The nice doctor said. He leaned in, whispering in my ear.
“If he gets too insufferable just come meet me. Or call. My number is in your phone.” He said before he left.
“Like hell you will”
Damon shouted at his back.
The doctor giving the middle finger before disappearing.
I entered the room fully.
“Did I hurt you”
He just scoffed.
Looking down at my stomach. His eyes looking like disgust.
I put my hand on my belly instinctively, protecting it.
“Hurt me?” He laughed. Threw his head back and gave a full belly laugh. Laughing hard as if what I just said was the best joke I have said.
“What’s there to hurt?” His eyes turned cold all of a sudden. Looking at me a like I was dirt beneath his shoe.
“You could never hurt me baby, you don't deserve to hurt me”
Okay I definitely did something.
“Oh, okay”
I said. Not knowing how to reply to that.
“But I would say. You did leave. Running into another man’s arm like you always said you would, you never hurt me. You did embarrass me though. And that I would never forgive.”
What the hell. I did that?
I searched for something in my memory but I found nothing. But I knew it wasnt like that. I could feel it in my bones. I would never do that.
He looked at me for a beat longer. Before turning back to the files on his desk.
“I never did that” I said to him in a whisper
“Yeah?” He scoffed “Well do you have proof? Oh I forgot. You can't even remember your proof.” His tone mocking as he looked at me with a chill in his eyes that was enough to shrink me up.
“No, I don't. But I know there is more” I just knew it.
“If you have nothing to back your claim, leave me. I am busy” He dismissed me. Making my chest squeeze tight in my chest.
Tears stung my eyes but I forced it back. I can't let him know he hurt me.
“I came here to ask if I could change my room. The stairs are too much. And my legs are not that strong yet.” He looked at me, his eyes going down my body to focus on my trembling legs. My hands were clutching something to hold my weight.
He looked on coldly, the frost freezing the room, that I held my breath.
“You managed to come here fine” He opened a file and signed on a paper.
“Yeah but…”
“Don't disturb me” he looked up “Maria!” He shouted, immediately, the maid from before entered. Her head hung low, her arms joined together in front of her, in submission.
“Take her to her room” He said, returning back to his work.
“Let's go ma’am” Maria said, holding my arm ready to take me out. But I didn't budge.
“And never come here again, I never want to see you in my sight ever again” He said it so coldly as if I was dirt beneath his shoe.
“Why?” I asked. Tears finally sprung to my eyes. Unleashing themselves.
He stiffened but didn't look up. Ignoring me completely
“Why are you cold to me? Aren't you my husband. Shouldn't you be caring and loving to me. I just woke up from a coma in a accident, woke up to a ring on my finger and a baby growing in me. I can't remember a single thing and you are not making it easier. And I just got to know you”
I screamed at him. Hysterical that he was treating me this way and it's not even been a day yet.
His grip on his pen tightened. His jaw clenched hard as he opened his mouth to say something but he decided against it after seeing my face.
“Get her out Maria”
This time I didn't fight it. I let Maria lead me out. Disappointed I couldn't get an answer out of him.
After a long stairs climb. Kudos to Maria for being so patient, I know she was getting impatient with the way I kept resting every five steps. But she held it in.
When we finally got in my room. Maria helped me on the bed. I sat on the bed, looking around the room.
It was a beautiful room. The room having the monotone look I loved so much. The grey walls and the black bedsheets. Smelling delightful.
The room barely has anything only the pictures on the wall to make it look like it was owned by someone.
It was a picture of the two of us on what looks like our wedding day. I was in a black wedding dress, my face was set in a beautiful smile while Damon's smile was directed towards me. Both our eyes were mischievous as we posed for the camera.
We must have been so happy to get married. We look absolutely beautiful. Then what happened. Did we have a fallout. Marriages fall out all the time. Maybe that was what happened to us.
I don't even know why I was in a black wedding dress. But it felt like something I would do.
The world spun,voices filling my head, my head banged as if it was being hit.
*Memory
Slap
“You disgust me”
“You better do well to not disappoint me as you always do”
“This is all you are good for”
“You should have just died”
“You are nothing but a weak human”
“Damon is not who you should trust, he is a bloodsucker”
*End
I gasped hard. Voices voices voices. Those were three different voices and none of them belonged to Damon.
What was that. I laid on the bed. My head still banging. Who were all those people.
Did they have any connections to my past. It is obviously something from my memory.
And why is Damon not someone I could trust.
My hands were trembling, from fear. Fear of who?
Who knows. I reached around for my phone to search for something.
Wait my phone. I had a phone. I will ask Damon later.
How was I supposed to do that though? He made it clear that he doesn't want me in his sight ever.
I don't know what I did? But it hurts, he was supposed to be my husband. My number one support but he dismisses me like I was nothing.
But why do I feel like I deserve it, when I knew I did nothing wrong.