The wind bit through my thin jacket as I stood at the edge of Silver Moon territory, my hands protectively cradling my swollen belly. Five months pregnant with Wylder's pup, I'd been summoned by my mate—the future Alpha—with a terse message that brooked no argument.
"Lea." His voice cut through the crisp air, devoid of the warmth I'd grown accustomed to over our eight years together. "You disappointed me yesterday."
I lowered my gaze, exposing my neck in submission as I'd been taught since childhood. "Alpha, I'm sorry I missed Ariana's welcome ceremony. I wasn't feeling well—"
"Silence." The word vibrated with power, his Alpha tone washing over me like a physical force.
My knees buckled against my will, my body responding to the command before my mind could process it. The Alpha tone—a power reserved for emergencies, for protecting the pack—was being used on me. On his pregnant mate.
"Look at me," Wylder commanded.
I raised my eyes to meet his cold stare. Behind him stood his Beta, a smirk playing at the corner of his mouth.
"You embarrassed me in front of the entire pack," Wylder continued, his voice dangerously soft. "My mate—my Luna—should have been there to welcome the daughter of Alpha X. Instead, you hid like a coward."
"I'm carrying your child," I whispered, my voice breaking. "The healer said I need to avoid stress."
Something flickered in his eyes—guilt? Doubt? It vanished so quickly I might have imagined it.
"This is a punishment run," he announced, gesturing toward the dense forest beyond our territory. "One hour through the Deadlands. Complete it, and we discuss your behavior. Fail..." He let the threat hang unfinished.
The Deadlands. Rogue territory. Even warriors avoided those woods without backup.
"Alpha, please," I begged, tears streaming down my face. "I'm pregnant with your pup. The stress could harm the baby."
Wylder reached into his pocket and pulled out a small timer. "One hour. Starting now."
He placed it in my trembling hands, his fingers brushing mine without warmth.
"Run, Omega."
The command hit me like a physical blow. My legs moved before I could think, carrying me toward certain death while my mind screamed protests my voice couldn't form.
* * *
The Deadlands lived up to their name. Every shadow seemed to hold a threat, every sound the promise of rogues who'd tear apart a pregnant Omega for sport. My breath came in ragged gasps as I pushed deeper into the forest, mud sucking at my boots, branches tearing at my clothes.
I'd been running for nearly forty minutes when I heard them—voices, too close. Rogues. At least three.
"—smell her. A bitch in heat."
"Silver Moon scum."
"Let's see if she bleeds like the rest."
I dove into a ravine, coating myself with mud and decaying leaves. The smell would mask my scent, maybe long enough for them to pass.
As I pressed myself into the damp earth, something strange happened. A voice—not physical, but in my mind. The pack mind-link was restricted to wolves, but somehow, in my terror, I'd tapped into a frequency I shouldn't have access to.
"—can't believe she actually thought I loved her." Wylder's voice, casual and amused.
A second voice—his Beta—chuckled. "A broken Omega? Please. She was convenient until Ariana returned."
"I should have ended it sooner," Wylder sighed. "But she was... useful."
"Useful?" The Beta's mental voice dripped with mockery.
"The pack needed to see me with someone. Eight years of playing devoted mate to that pathetic wolfless bitch."
Their laughter crashed through my mind like shards of glass. Eight years. Eight years of believing I was loved, when I'd been nothing but a placeholder.
"The rogues will save us the trouble of an official breakup," the Beta added. "One less Omega to feed."
They knew. They knew I wouldn't survive this run.
Something broke inside me then—not just my heart, but the last thread of hope that had kept me going.
* * *
Somehow, I made it back. Mud-covered, bleeding, but alive. I'd evaded the rogues by staying downwind, crawling on my belly like the Omega I was.
The Silver Moon gates loomed ahead as dawn broke. Safety. Home.
"Lea!" A familiar voice called out.
My grandfather stood at the gate, flanked by pack guards. Relief flooded through me—until I saw his expression.
"You bring shame to our bloodline," he declared, his voice carrying across the clearing. "Running like a coward, covered in filth."
"Grandfather, please," I whispered, staggering toward him. "I was punished—"
"Silence!" He spat the word with venom. "A Johnson does not grovel. A Johnson does not disgrace their pack."
The guards shifted uncomfortably, but none dared speak against an elder.
"By the power vested in me as head of the Johnson bloodline," he intoned formally, "I hereby reject Lea Johnson as kin."
The ritual words struck me like physical blows.
"I revoke your name, your protection, and your place among us. From this day forward, you are nothing to this family."
The guards stepped back as he finished the ancient rejection ritual, leaving me alone at the gates of the only home I'd ever known.
"Alpha," one guard finally spoke to my grandfather, "what are your orders for... her?"
My grandfather didn't even look at me as he turned away.
"Let her rot."
I stood frozen in the hallway, staring at the cardboard boxes that held my life. My hands trembled as I reached for the nearest one, its contents spilling onto the floor—my clothes, books, the small wooden wolf carving my grandmother had given me years ago.
"Your things were moved this morning," said one of the pack guards, avoiding my eyes. "Alpha's orders."
The Alpha's suite—our suite—was at the end of this corridor. I could already hear laughter echoing from behind those doors. Female laughter.
"She's already moved in," I whispered, my voice breaking in the empty hallway.
The guard shifted uncomfortably. "Ariana required the Luna quarters. You've been... reassigned."
Reassigned. From mate of the future Alpha to... what? I looked down at my swollen belly, at the child that had been growing inside me for five months. The child Wylder had sent me to my death for.
"The servant's quarters are in the east wing," the guard continued, his voice softening slightly. "Elena helped arrange it."
Elena. The pack healer had always shown me kindness when others hadn't. At least she hadn't abandoned me completely.
I gathered what I could carry and made my way through the pack house like a ghost. Wolves who had once greeted me with respect now averted their eyes or whispered behind their hands as I passed. The message was clear: I was no longer to be acknowledged.
As I settled into the tiny servant's room—barely larger than a closet—I felt something shifting inside me. Not just the child moving, but something deeper. The bond I'd felt for Wylder, the love I'd clung to for eight years, was beginning to unravel.
I pressed my hand against my stomach and made a silent promise: "I won't let them break us."
* * *
The gala celebrating Wylder and Ariana's union was in full swing when I entered the grand hall. Crystal chandeliers cast a warm glow over the gathered wolves—Alphas, Betas, and their mates from neighboring packs had come to witness the future Luna's official introduction.
I wore the plain black dress of a server, my hair pulled back tightly, my face scrubbed clean of any makeup. Invisible. That's what I needed to be.
"Table three needs wine," the head server whispered as she passed me a tray of crystal glasses.
I moved carefully through the crowd, balancing the heavy tray while avoiding eye contact. The conversations around me were a blur of congratulations and political maneuvering.
"The Silver Moon Pack will be stronger than ever with such a powerful Luna."
"Ariana's bloodline is impeccable—her wolf is already showing signs of Alpha strength."
"And Wylder—he's been waiting for her all these years."
Years. Not the eight years he'd spent with me, but the years before that, when he'd been waiting for his fated mate to return.
I approached table three, where Ariana sat resplendent in a silver gown—the Luna gown that had been commissioned for me months ago. Her golden hair cascaded down her back, her blue eyes sparkling as she laughed at something Wylder had said.
"Wine, Alpha," I murmured, keeping my eyes downcast as I offered the tray.
Ariana's aura flared suddenly—the Luna power that came with her mate bond to Wylder. It pressed down on me like a physical weight.
"Kneel," she commanded, her voice sweet but her eyes cold.
My knees buckled against my will, the tray tilting precariously. I fought to steady it, but a drop of red wine splashed onto the pristine tablecloth.
"Clumsy and useless," Ariana said loudly enough for nearby tables to hear. "Just like a wolfless Omega should be."
Laughter rippled through the surrounding guests. I kept my head bowed, my face burning with humiliation.
"Can't even serve wine properly," someone muttered.
"Should be grateful she's allowed to stay in the pack at all."
I glanced up, searching for Wylder's reaction. He stood across the room, watching. Our eyes met for a brief moment—and then he deliberately turned his back, lifting his glass in a toast to someone else.
The message was clear to everyone: Lea Johnson was fair game.
* * *
"Come quickly," Elena whispered, pulling me into her healing den long after midnight. "You shouldn't be walking around alone in your condition."
The pain had started hours ago—sharp, insistent cramps that left me doubled over in the servant's quarters.
Elena's hands were gentle as they moved over my abdomen, her expression growing increasingly grave.
"Let me do an ultrasound," she said, retrieving a small device from her cabinet.
The room was silent except for the soft beeping of the machine as Elena pressed it against my skin. Her eyes closed in concentration as she listened.
"Lea," she finally said, her voice heavy with sorrow. "I'm so sorry."
Something in me already knew before she spoke the words.
"There's no heartbeat. The pup... the pup has stopped developing."
I stared at the ceiling, tears sliding silently down my temples into my hair.
"The stress of the run through the Deadlands, combined with your malnutrition..." Elena continued softly. "Your body isn't strong enough to sustain a werewolf fetus without proper nutrition and care."
"What happens now?" I asked, my voice hollow.
Elena took my hand in hers. "Because you're wolfless, your body can't naturally expel the fetus. If we leave it..."
She didn't need to finish. I understood the implications.
"We need to perform a procedure," she said gently. "Tomorrow night. I'll make sure you're comfortable."
As Elena helped me back to my quarters, a strange calm settled over me. The child I'd carried for five months—the child Wylder had tried to kill—was gone.
And with it, the last thread of my bond to him.
The sterile white walls of Elena's healing den seemed to close in around me as I lay on the cold examination table. The sheets beneath me were thin, providing little warmth against the chill that had settled deep in my bones.
"Are you sure you don't want sedation?" Elena asked, her weathered face creased with concern as she prepared the instruments for the procedure.
I shook my head, my fingers clutching the edge of the table. "No. I need to feel this."
Elena's eyes filled with understanding. She'd been the only one to show me kindness in this pack, the only one who saw me as more than just a wolfless Omega.
"This will hurt," she warned softly.
"I deserve to hurt," I whispered back.
The pain came in waves—sharp, tearing sensations that ripped through my abdomen. I bit down on the leather strap Elena had placed between my teeth, determined not to scream. Each wave of pain was a reminder of what I'd lost, of what Wylder had taken from me.
Through the haze of agony, I watched Elena's face. Her hands were steady, her movements efficient, but her eyes betrayed her sadness.
"I'm sorry, little one," she murmured, working with gentle precision. "May the Moon Goddess welcome you into her embrace."
When it was over, I lay motionless on the table, tears streaming silently down my face. The physical pain was fading, but the hollow ache inside me remained.
"Lea," Elena said gently, holding a small glass vial. "I've preserved what I could. The ashes..."
"I want them," I interrupted, my voice hoarse. "In a box. Something small."
Elena nodded, understanding without explanation. She retrieved a tiny velvet-lined box from her cabinet—something she'd clearly prepared in anticipation of my request.
"This is made of silver birch," she explained, placing the vial inside. "It will keep the ashes safe."
As she closed the box with a soft click, something hardened inside me. The grief that had threatened to consume me crystallized into something cold and sharp—resolve.
"Thank you," I whispered, taking the box and cradling it in my palm.
---
The pack administration office was empty when I entered the next morning. The clerk—a middle-aged Beta named Morris—looked up in surprise.
"Lea," he said, his tone carefully neutral. "What brings you here?"
"I need to pay my Omega Exit Fee," I replied, my voice steadier than I expected.
Morris's eyebrows shot up. "The Exit Fee? That's... that's almost impossible for servants to afford."
I placed my mother's silver locket on the counter between us. It was the only valuable thing I owned, passed down through generations of Johnson women.
"This should cover part of it," I said. "And I have savings."
One by one, I emptied my meager possessions onto the counter—the small wooden wolf carving, a handful of coins saved from years of servitude, a silver bracelet I'd received as a gift from Wylder years ago.
Morris counted everything carefully, his expression growing increasingly uncomfortable.
"It's still not enough," he finally said.
I reached into my pocket and pulled out a document—the release papers I'd prepared the night before.
"I've signed everything over," I explained, sliding the paper across the counter. "My rights to pack assistance, my claim to any territory—everything."
Morris glanced at the signature at the bottom of the page—Wylder's name, perfectly forged from years of watching him sign documents.
"Alpha Wylder has approved this?" he asked, doubt evident in his voice.
"He's too busy with wedding preparations to check the logs," I replied evenly. "He won't notice until it's done."
Morris hesitated, then shrugged. "It's your life, Omega."
---
Dawn broke cold and clear over Silver Moon territory as I slipped through the shadows toward the Alpha's office. The pack house was quiet—most wolves were still sleeping off the celebrations from the night before.
Wylder's office door was unlocked. He'd never bothered with security measures when I was his chosen mate; he'd never imagined I would dare enter without permission.
I placed the velvet box on the center of his polished desk, where he couldn't possibly miss it. Beside it, I left a note written in my careful script:
"You sent me to the Deadlands to solve your problem. The problem is solved. Enjoy your throne."
I stepped back, studying the scene one last time. The morning light caught the silver edge of the box, making it gleam like a promise—or a threat.
Eight years of devotion. Eight years of believing I was loved. All reduced to ashes in a velvet box.
I turned and walked away without looking back, each step carrying me further from the life I'd once believed was mine.
Behind me, somewhere in the pack house, a wolf howled—long and mournful, as if sensing what was coming.