Aria Chen POV:
The clatter of the busy bistro was a welcome distraction from the buzzing silence of my own thoughts. Hilary looked at me with wide, disbelieving eyes across the small table. I hadn't made it out for dinner with her in months. Donovan always had an excuse.
"You mean to tell me," Hilary began, her voice a low growl, "he left you on your tenth anniversary to go comfort that… student?"
I took a sip of my wine, the bitterness a familiar comfort. "That' s about the gist of it."
Hilary slammed her fork down. "Unbelievable! After everything you' ve done for him! Giving up your incredible tech job, taking that boring admin role just so he could focus on his 'brilliant academic career' !"
She was right. I' d sacrificed everything for his dream. My high-flying career, my ambition, my very identity. I did it because I loved him, because I believed in us. I believed in him. Now, I just felt… foolish.
"I' m going to go over there and give him a piece of my mind!" Hilary declared, pushing her chair back.
I reached across the table, grabbing her arm. "No, you won' t." My voice was calm, almost devoid of emotion.
She stared, puzzled. "Aria, he' s a narcissist! A gaslighting, hypocritical… philanderer! You can' t just let him get away with this!"
"He' s not worth it, Hil," I said, and the truth of it settled deep in my bones. "He' s not worth another tear, another argument, another ounce of my energy."
Hilary' s anger softened into concern. "I still feel responsible. I recommended Brie for that scholarship. I thought I was helping a bright, underprivileged student. I never imagined…"
"It' s not your fault," I interrupted gently. "Donovan would have found someone else. It was never about Brie. It was about him."
She studied my face, her expression unreadable. "You' re different, Aria. Your eyes… they' re clear."
I nodded slowly. "I think so. I think I finally see things for what they really are." The truth was, the love I once felt for Donovan had evaporated. There was nothing left but a cold, empty space.
It was late when I finally got home. The streetlights cast long, eerie shadows. A knot tightened in my stomach. I knew he' d be waiting.
The moment I opened the door, a heavy silence blanketed me. Donovan sat on the sofa, bathed in the glow of his phone screen, his face a mask of grim accusation. The air crackled with unspoken tension.
"Where have you been?" he demanded, his voice low and dangerous. "I called you a dozen times."
I pulled my phone from my purse. The screen showed a flurry of missed calls and texts from him. I hadn' t even noticed it vibrating in my bag. I hadn' t wanted to.
"My phone was on silent," I replied, my voice steady. "I was with Hilary."
He stood up, towering over me. "Hilary? Really? At this hour? What were you doing, drowning your sorrows?" His eyes narrowed. "Were you drinking?"
I met his gaze head-on. "What if I was?"
He scoffed. "You know how reckless you get when you drink. And who else was there? Was it that colleague who made a fool of himself just last week?"
I felt a surge of cold fury. He was projecting his own guilt onto me. The hypocrisy was suffocating.
"Did you report your whereabouts to me, Donovan?" I shot back, my voice rising slightly. "Did you tell me what you were doing with Brie all night? Or is that privilege reserved only for me?"
He flinched, his face paling. But before he could respond, I brushed past him and headed for the bedroom. I just wanted to escape his toxicity.
As I reached the bed, a sudden movement on the pillow made me jump. A small, furry creature scrambled across the sheets. I gasped, stumbling backward. It was a guinea pig. A very small, very startled guinea pig.
Before I could react, it darted towards me, its tiny claws scratching my leg. A sharp sting, and then a thin line of blood welled up.
Donovan rushed in, his voice laced with panic. "What happened?!" He saw the guinea pig, then my bleeding leg. His eyes widened. He quickly scooped up the creature, cradling it defensively. "Brie' s. She left him here earlier. He must have gotten out of his cage."
Brie. Again. The scratches burned, but the betrayal stung more.
"You let a guinea pig into our apartment?" I asked, my voice barely a whisper. "Donovan, I' m allergic to pet dander. You know that. I had to give away Mittens, my cat, when we moved in here because of your allergies."
He winced. "It' s different. This is a guinea pig, not a cat. And Brie needed someone to look after him. She was really upset."
Upset? What about me? What about my safety? My well-being?
"I guess I need a tetanus shot now," I said, turning away from him.
He put the guinea pig back in its cage, a flicker of guilt crossing his face. "I' ll take you. Right now."
Just then, his phone rang. He glanced at the screen, then at me, a troubled expression on his face. "It' s Brie again. She' s really distressed."
My chest tightened. He didn' t even have to say it. I already knew his choice.
"Go," I said, my voice flat, devoid of any warmth. "Go comfort her, Donovan. You' re clearly better at that than you are at being a partner."
He hesitated for a second, then grabbed his keys. "I' ll be back as soon as I can, I promise. Just wait here." He looked at me, a desperate plea in his eyes.
I watched him go, the image of his receding back a stark reminder of every other time he' d chosen someone or something else over me. I knew, with a chilling certainty, he wouldn' t be back tonight. He wouldn't care.
Aria Chen POV:
I remembered the day I quit my job at the tech firm. Donovan had painted a picture of a serene, supportive home life, where I' d manage our affairs and he' d conquer the literary world. He called it our "power couple synergy." I called it a gilded cage. He just wanted a steady, stable base. He said my high-stress job was distracting him. I believed him. I loved him.
So, I took the university admin job he' d found for me. It was close to his office, low-pressure, and, most importantly, it allowed me to be available for him.
The irony wasn' t lost on me. Now, my job often meant I crossed paths with him on campus, navigating the unspoken rule that we were to act like polite acquaintances. He insisted on it. Said it would avoid "unnecessary gossip" about a professor dating an admin staff member. I saw it for what it was: he was ashamed of me, or, at the very least, ashamed of us.
Today, I needed his signature on a grant application. His phone went straight to voicemail, and my messages remained unread. This was typical Donovan behavior. So, I walked to his office, a knot of dread tightening in my stomach.
Outside his door, a small queue of students waited. I recognized a few, eyes glued to their phones, others nervously clutching textbooks. I sighed, taking my place at the end of the line.
He used to tell me his office hours were sacrosanct, dedicated solely to his students' intellectual growth. "No distractions, Aria," he' d said, "not even from you."
Just then, the office door swung open. Brie emerged, her hair perfectly tousled, a shy smile playing on her lips. She practically floated past the waiting students, who grumbled under their breath.
"Some people just get special treatment," I heard a student whisper, loud enough for me to hear. "Professor Holden always has time for Brie. She practically lives in his office."
The door clicked shut behind her, muting the muffled sounds from inside. My stomach clenched. It wasn't just gossip. It was true. I knew it in my gut, in every ignored call, every distant look, every new preference he'd suddenly developed.
I thought about all the hours I' d spent waiting for him, for his attention, for just a sliver of the man I thought I knew. I felt a profound sense of self-pity, then a wave of anger. How could I have been so blind? So foolish?
A few minutes later, the door reopened. Donovan stood there, looking perfectly composed, a stack of papers in his hand. He glanced at the waiting students, then his eyes landed on me. His expression was unreadable.
I stepped forward. "Donovan, I need your signature on the Calloway grant application. It' s due by five."
He nodded curtly. "Come in."
I followed him into his office. He sat behind his desk, gesturing for me to place the papers down. As I did, he leaned in, his voice low. "Try not to let anyone see us leave together. Appearances, you know."
My heart hardened. Appearances. Always appearances. For him, they mattered more than reality. More than us.
I walked out of his office, the grant application now signed, my hand a little steadier than it had been coming in. The entire exchange felt like a bad dream. I was his glorified secretary, a dirty little secret he kept hidden.
The faculty mixer that evening was just as painful. My job required me to be there, mingling, making sure everything ran smoothly. Donovan, on the other hand, was there to shine.
I watched him from across the crowded room, his charismatic smile captivating a circle of younger faculty. Brie was by his side, hanging on his every word, her adoration radiating like a beacon.
I moved through the room, collecting empty glasses, making small talk, doing my job. As I passed by a dimly lit private lounge, I heard raucous laughter spilling out. The sounds of a party, a celebration.
Curiosity, or perhaps masochism, pulled me closer. I peeked inside. Donovan, surrounded by a group of his most favored students and a few junior professors, was holding court. And right next to him, giggling, was Brie.
"Professor Holden, to your groundbreaking research!" one student cheered, raising a glass.
"And to Brie, for being such an inspiring muse!" another added, winking at her.
Brie blushed, batting her eyelashes at Donovan. "Oh, stop it, you guys."
Donovan chuckled, his arm casually draped around Brie' s shoulder. Then, someone yelled, "A toast! To our favorite professor and his favorite student! Drink up, you two!"
Brie picked up a glass. "Professor, will you do the honors?" she asked, her voice syrupy sweet.
"Of course, my dear," Donovan replied, his eyes sparkling.
"A toast to the future!" someone shouted. "And a toast to… a cross-cup!"
The room erupted in cheers. Donovan and Brie looked at each other, then, with an almost imperceptible hesitation from Donovan, they linked arms, their glasses clinking. As they drank, their eyes locked, and then, in a slow, agonizing motion, their lips brushed. A shared, intimate kiss.
My breath hitched. The world tilted. A sharp, burning sensation spread through my chest, searing my lungs.
Then, someone looked up, their eyes meeting mine. The laughter died down instantly. A hush fell over the room. Donovan, his eyes still on Brie, slowly turned his head. His gaze landed on me, wide with surprise, then a flicker of panic.
He started to move, a step towards me. But Brie, still clinging to his arm, pulled him back. She looked at me, a triumphant smirk playing on her lips, then squeezed Donovan' s arm possessively.
My phone buzzed in my hand. A message from Donovan. Aria, it' s not what it looks like. Just a silly game. Please, let me explain.
I stared at the words, then at him, standing there with her. The explanation was already painted on his face. I closed my eyes, a single tear tracing a path down my cheek. Then, I calmly pressed the power button on my phone, plunging the screen into darkness.
Aria Chen POV:
The annual departmental gala was in full swing, a chaotic blend of faculty, students, and a few corporate sponsors. I was supposed to be enjoying it, but I felt like a ghost, drifting through conversations, detached and numb. Donovan was across the room, as always, surrounded by his adoring public, Brie firmly by his side.
Suddenly, a voice cut through the din. "Aria!"
I turned to see Kevin Morin, a former colleague from my tech days, walking towards me. He looked different, sharper, more confident. He' d left the university admin job a while ago for a venture capital firm. He' d always been kind, but I hadn' t seen him in months.
"I' ve waited so long to say this," Kevin said, his voice earnest, drawing the attention of those around us. "Aria, I… I' m in love with you. I always have been. Please, give me a chance."
My jaw dropped. The room seemed to fall silent, every eye on me. The embarrassment burned. I had no idea how to respond.
Before I could, a hand clamped down on my arm, dragging me away. It was Donovan, his face a thundercloud. He pulled me through the crowd, past the stunned faces, his grip bruising.
"What was that?" he snarled, pushing me into an empty hallway. "What the hell was that, Aria? Are you trying to make a spectacle of yourself?"
My arm throbbed. "He was just… expressing his feelings."
"His feelings?" Donovan' s voice was laced with disbelief. "And you just stood there? You didn' t shut him down? Are you two involved behind my back?"
The sheer audacity of his words hit me like a physical blow. The hypocrisy was a bitter taste in my mouth. My own humiliation faded, replaced by a cold, searing anger.
"Me? Involved?" I scoffed, a dry, humorless sound. "You' re accusing me of cheating? Are you serious, Donovan? After you and Brie' s little performance at the mixer? After the peanut butter? After the guinea pig? After every single lie you' ve told me, every time you' ve dismissed me for her?"
His eyes flashed with something akin to jealousy, but it was possessive, not loving. He grabbed my face, pulling me roughly towards him. His lips crashed onto mine, a desperate, angry kiss. I tasted cheap wine and something else, something cloyingly sweet, like the artificial flavor of the artisanal ice cream Brie loved. It made my stomach churn.
I struggled, pushing him away with all my strength. My hands found purchase on his chest, shoving him back.
Smack!
The sound echoed in the empty hallway. My palm stung, but the satisfaction was immense. I had slapped him.
My lip was bleeding where his teeth had scraped it. I touched it, then looked at the smear of crimson on my fingertip.
"It' s over, Donovan," I said, my voice shaking with a mixture of rage and relief. "We' re done. Don' t ever touch me again."
His eyes, wide with disbelief and hurt, stared back at me. He opened his mouth to speak, but no words came out. Then, with a roar of pure frustration, he punched the wall beside him, leaving a dent, and stormed away.
The next few days were a blur of his frantic attempts to "fix" things. He started showing up at my office, bringing me flowers and coffee, something he hadn't done in years. He even started publicly acknowledging me as his partner, holding my hand, introducing me to colleagues he' d once kept me hidden from. He changed his phone password to my birthday, a detail I only discovered when he "accidentally" left his phone unlocked. He even mentioned arranging for Brie to transfer to another department.
I watched him go through the motions, a cynical smile playing on my lips. It wasn't love. It was possessiveness. He hadn't wanted me until someone else did. I saw through it all. He wasn't trying to win me back; he was trying to win himself back – the image of the perfect, respectable professor.
Meanwhile, Brie' s social media feed, once vibrant with pictures of her and Donovan, turned melancholic. Cryptic posts about heartbreak and unfairness replaced her usual bubbly updates. It was clear Donovan' s sudden attentiveness to me had come at her expense.
One afternoon, I found Brie waiting for me outside my office. Her eyes were red-rimmed, her face pale.
"Why won' t he marry you?" she demanded, her voice raw. "He told me he would never marry you. He said you were just… comfortable."
My blood ran cold. The audacity of this girl.
"He told me you were clingy," she continued, tears streaming down her face. "He said he felt trapped. But he said with me… with me, it was real passion."
I stared at her, a wave of nausea washing over me. I wanted to scream, to cry, to lash out. But I just took a deep breath.
"Brie," I said, my voice calm, almost detached. "Donovan doesn' t belong to anyone. And he certainly doesn' t love you. If he did, you wouldn' t be here crying to me, would you? You' d be with him. Where is he, by the way?"
Her eyes widened, her bravado faltering. "He… he' s busy."
"Or maybe," I continued, a cold smile forming on my lips, "he' s busy trying to 'fix things' with me, because that' s what he does. He uses people. He used me for stability. He used you for… excitement. And when you stop being convenient, he' ll discard you too."
Her face crumpled. "You don' t know anything! He loves me! He promised me a future!"
"A future where he hides you away just like he hid me?" I countered, my voice sharp. "A future where he forgets your existence when it suits him? A future where he tells you how much he wants you, then runs back to the comfort of his old life?"
Brie recoiled, her face contorted in a mixture of anger and despair. "You' ll regret this, Aria! You think you' ve won? You haven' t!" She spun on her heel and fled, her sobs echoing down the hallway.
I walked back into my office, feeling a strange mix of emptiness and resolve. The plane tickets to Europe were already booked. I' d set the departure date for our anniversary. A quiet, symbolic escape.
That evening, Donovan called. "Meet me for dinner tonight, Aria. I have a surprise for you. A real surprise. Something that will change everything."
"I have something important to tell you too, Donovan," I said, my voice devoid of emotion.
He chuckled. "I' m sure you do, sweetheart. But my surprise is better. I' ll see you at eight. Don' t be late."
I hung up, then started to prepare dinner. It was a special meal, one of his favorites, one I used to make for him every anniversary. A final, silent ritual of goodbye.
Eight o' clock came and went. Then nine. Then ten. My phone remained silent.
Finally, a message popped up from Donovan. So sorry, babe. Work emergency. Just wrapped up a meeting. Running late. Be there ASAP. Don' t wait up!
At the exact same moment, another message arrived. From Brie. It was a picture. A blurry selfie of her and Donovan, faces flushed, eyes sparkling, nestled intimately in bed. His hand, unmistakable, was wrapped possessively around her waist. A triumphant caption underneath read: Happy Anniversary to us! Best decision ever!
My hands trembled, the phone slipping from my grasp. It clattered onto the polished table, the image of their smiling faces still glowing from the screen.
Then, Donovan's messages started flooding in again. Still stuck. This project is a nightmare. Missing you. Can' t wait to see your beautiful face. Almost home. Each message a fresh stab, a lie layered upon a lie.
Finally, Brie' s last message chimed. He' s all mine now, Aria. What are you going to do about it?
I sat at the table, the elaborate dinner I' d prepared growing cold around me. The anniversary, the surprise, the meal, the lies. It was all a grotesque farce.
Then, slowly, I stood up. My suitcase, packed and ready, stood by the door. I picked it up.
Donovan had just posted an update to his social media. A picture of two champagne glasses clinking, with the caption: New beginnings. Sometimes you just have to choose happiness.
Another message from him. On my way home now, love. Can' t wait to tell you about my crazy night.
I looked at his message, then at the picture of the champagne glasses. I pressed delete.
I glanced back at the dining table, at the untouched food, the flickering candles casting long shadows. It was a monument to a love that had died a long, slow death.
Without another word, I switched off the lights, locked the door, and got into the waiting taxi. As the car pulled away, I felt a strange sense of liberation. It was over. Truly over. And I was finally free.