The day before yesterday, my best friend invited me to a date at a bar. I later end up sleeping with a younger man. I never would've expected him to be my son's classmate, though…
I chewed on my lower lip in the kitchen, looking at the young man behind me with pitiful eyes as I pleaded, "Please don't tease me anymore…"
The young man held my waist tightly and gently sucked on my earlobe. His hot breath fanned against my face as he spoke in a low voice, "Are you going to run away from me again, Vivi?"
I slowly closed my eyes as I let out a strangled moan. "N-No, I won't run anymore…"
My name was Vivian Woodward, and this young man was Ryan Decker. He was my son's classmate, and also the person I'd had a one-night stand with.
A few days ago, I met up with my best friend, Jasmine Holt, at the bar. That was the first time I'd ever laid my eyes on Ryan.
He was quite tall for his age and looked cool and aloof. He didn't seem like the kind of person who would be partying at bars all night.
I watched him in the crowd from afar. The dim lights were shining gently on his face when he suddenly met my gaze.
He made his way through the crowd to approach me. Then, he came a little closer to my face and asked, "Miss, may I have this dance with you?"
There was a faint yet pleasant cologne scent coming from him. However, going out on the dance floor and mingling with the rowdy crowd there made my head spin.
I wasn't able to resist Ryan's scent. It brought me back to my younger days, reminding me of my youth.
So, in my state of confusion, I followed my instincts and started getting closer and closer to him. Then, he started peppering light kisses on my neck.
After the dance, I followed him out of the bar to the motel right above it.
That night, I forgot everything about being a wife and a mother. I was just a woman, a needy and desperate one at that, who hadn't had any action for the longest time ever!
I was greedy for more of the pleasure that Ryan bestowed upon me. It was a sense of joy and happiness that belonged to me alone!
The next morning, while he was still asleep, I hurriedly pulled my clothes back on and ran away.
I thought that I would never see him again.
However, never in my wildest dreams had I ever thought that Ryan would reappear in my life once again—this time, as my son's classmate.
I was wearing my nightgown on the couch when my son, Leo Newell, came home with Ryan. I felt ashamed and embarrassed.
Ryan looked like a goody-two-shoes with his innocent demeanor. However, his eyes were sharp and predatory as he stared straight at me.
It was as if I wasn't wearing anything on my body.
Meanwhile, Leo was happily yelling and screeching while playing games on his Xbox. He was completely oblivious to the rising tension in the living room.
"I'll go cut up some fruits for you both."
I couldn't sit still anymore with how hungrily Ryan was looking at me, as if he wanted to devour me next. So, after coming up with that excuse, I escaped into the kitchen.
I leaned back against the wall and inhaled deeply. I couldn't stop thinking about the night we spent together.
It was right then that I realized something was happening to my lower body.
I had to be joking, right?
I carefully lifted my nightgown and peeked under the dress,noticing the wet spots in my underwear right away.
What was I supposed to do?
Ryan hadn't done anything to me aside from staring at me with his intense gaze, and yet, that was all it took to make me vulnerable.
Just then, Ryan suddenly appeared behind me.
Ryan slid his arms around my waist and sucked on my earlobe. "I missed you so much, Vivi…"
I turned around and caught sight of Ryan's handsome face which still had some childish features on it. I felt my brain shutting down right then and there. I couldn't think.
"Mmh…"
It felt like there was electricity coursing through my body. I suddenly felt something cold pressing against my lips. Ryan's face was right in front of me, and our lips were tightly locked together in a deep kiss.
"Hahaha!" Leo's laughter floated into the kitchen from the living room. Meanwhile, Ryan's fiery gaze was boring into me.
"Don't… I won't be able to hold back."
I was anxious and panicking. I wasn't able to speak anymore after getting that last sentence out.
"You're so beautiful, Vivi…"
I could hear Ryan panting against my ear. I felt a tingling sensation in my heart. I was a little shy and embarrassed, but I couldn't deny that I also felt very happy with how sweet he was.
His one romantic line went straight into my heart. I felt myself turning into mush. I probably couldn't even lift my arms if I wanted to.
"Mom, are you done cutting the fruit yet?"
Leo suddenly yelled from the living room, interrupting the both of us and snapping me back to my senses.
I pushed Ryan away at once. Then, I watched as he left the kitchen and went back out into the living room.
After I was done cutting up some fruits, I placed them on the coffee table and ran into my bedroom. I took off my nightgown and saw that I was going to need to change out of my drenched underwear.
I had always had a very sensitive body. Whatever desire I felt in my heart would immediately turn into a physical, biological reaction, and I would be craving it.
However, this was the first time something like this had ever happened to me.
Ryan's appearance had completely thrown me in for a loop and messed me up.
When I finally went back out again, I saw that Leo was the only one left in the living room. "Ryan's gone home, Mom."
"Okay."
I felt a little disappointed. But, I had no idea why. I looked at the half-eaten plate of fruit on the table. That was the only sign that Ryan had been here before.
Late that night, I lay in my bed, unable to fall asleep. Suddenly, my phone began buzzing with a message notification.
I fetched my phone and saw that it was Ryan. He must have secretly exchanged contacts with me without my knowledge earlier, and he was now checking in on me.
Ryan had set his selfie photo as his profile picture. He was wearing casual clothes at home while carrying a Ragdoll cat in his arms.
He looked naive and innocent in the photo. However, after having experienced his bedroom skills firsthand that night, I knew that he had a huge monster in his pants, and he knew how to use it to his advantage.
As soon as I acknowledged his first message, Ryan immediately sent me a Facetime request.
I rejected it.
Ryan sent me a single question mark after that.
I caressed the screen of my phone before answering, "I'm not wearing anything. It's not too convenient for me."
However, that only seemed to make him even more excited. "Let me see, please?"
I chuckled in resignation when I saw that he wasn't able to control his desires. I replied, "Why don't you let me see first?"
I thought of just pulling his leg. However, a few seconds later, Ryan had sent me a photo of himself.
He looked like he had just returned from the gym. There was a light sheen of sweat covering his muscular body. However, his massive manhood, oozing with testosterone, immediately stole the show.
At the very least, I finally understood why those older cougars liked preying on younger men. After all, who was able to resist such a gorgeous hunk like him?
"It's your turn now, Vivi!"
I stared at Ryan's muscular body and his impatient text message on my phone. I felt light-headed again, just like how I felt the night I'd met him.
My body seemed to react without me controlling it. Slowly, I threw the covers off my body, mimicked the poses I'd seen in photos online, and continued letting my fingers respond like clockwork.
I snapped a photo and sent it to him.
As lightning and thunder crashed outside the window, Ryan sent me another Facetime request. This time, I didn't reject him.
While the storm blew outside the house, we just kept showing each other our bodies on the screen until I was a weak, needy pile of mush on the bed.
I could still hear Ryan begging me in his low voice, "Vivi, I really miss you a lot. I'm going crazy just thinking about you…"
Ryan turned up at my home the next night unannounced.
It wasn't until I heard Leo whooping in joy that I saw the box Ryan was holding in his hands. It was the latest VR headset for video games.
Leo was ecstatic and wanted to start playing his video games at once. He never noticed that his own best friend's eyes were ablaze with desire as he stared at my body.
Ryan had come for me.
I thought about his body and felt as if he'd shot an arrow into my heart. It was thumping wildly against my ribcage as my body grew hotter and hotter.
I didn't dare to look at Ryan. Instead, I rushed into the bedroom without thinking, took off the dress I was wearing, and flew into the bathroom.
The warm water rained down on me as I scrubbed myself clean. I closed my eyes and emptied my mind of things. I felt as if this was the only way I could calm down the palpitations in my heart and the thirst in my soul.
I could see it in Ryan's eyes. There was no escape for me tonight.
He was going to get what he came for!
I also understood that I would never be able to forget him or that passionate night we shared, no matter how much I tried to reject him.
After my shower, I felt myself turning into jelly when I remembered that Ryan was waiting in the living room. He was like a beast ready to attack, and I was his prey that was about to be devoured.
"What should I do? What should I do?"
I fell onto my bed and buried my face into the pillows, taking deep breaths to calm myself down.
Suddenly, I heard knocks on the door.
I quickly put on my bedroom slippers, tugged my nightgown over my body, and went to answer the door.
It was Ryan.
I looked farther down the corridor and saw that Leo was still happily playing games with the VR headset on his head.
Ryan hugged me at once, lust and desire written plainly in his fiery eyes.
"I'm finally getting to claim you as mine again, Vivi!"
Ryan mumbled against my neck before reaching up to seal my lips with a deep kiss.
He kissed me until I got dizzy and gasped for air. I was putty in his arms, only able to stand straight if I leaned heavily against him.
"D-Don't…"
I was shivering all over. Even my rejection didn't sound like a rejection because it just wasn't convincing enough.
I admitted defeat.
I didn't struggle as he started attacking me all over. I completely surrendered to him.
A few minutes later, he let go of me. I was gasping and panting loudly for air, my breath heaving and my heart thumping wildly. I stared at him with slightly hopeful eyes.
Ryan chuckled lightly. Then, he picked me off the floor, placed me on the bed, and tore off my nightgown before thrusting wildly into me.