As I walked through the front door, my mom's eyes widened in concern. "Haven, what happened to you? You're covered in bruises!"

Oops! I had forgotten today her night shift started a bit late. I could have used the back door then came down after hiding my injuries with something but now it was too late.

I forced a smile, not wanting to worry her. "I'm fine, Mom. Just a little accident at school."

But her expression told me she wasn't buying it at all. She gently touched my cheek, her eyes filled with guilt. "I'm so sorry, sweetie. I feel like I'm failing you. If I were a better mom, you wouldn't have to suffer like this."

I interrupted her firmly, placing my own palms on her cheek, not wanting her to blame herself. "Mom, stop. You're an amazing mom. This has nothing to do with you."

She looked uncertain, but then a small smile appeared on her gorgeous face. My mom was a stunning woman, with a radiant presence that could light up a room. Her face was heart shaped, with high cheekbones and a pointed chin. Her skin was a smooth like a baby's, her hair golden blonde cascading down her back in nice long waves, framing her face perfectly, Her eyes were a deep, soulful brown, filled with kindness and warmth. They sparkled with a gentle light, making me feel safe and loved whenever she looked at me.

But it was her smile that truly made her an angel. It was a gorgeous, bright smile that could light up even the darkest rooms. Her lips would curve upwards, revealing a hint of mischief and warmth, making me feel like everything was going to be okay. I guess this was the reason my Lycan dad couldn't help falling for this wonderful human.

"I've been dating someone lately. He's really nice and charming. I think you'll like him."

I was surprised since for the last 9 years dad was gone, I had never seen her even talk to any male but I was also happy for her. She was finally taking the baby steps to moving on. "That's great, Mom! I'm glad you're happy."

I thought that was all, so I grabbed my bag and started to climb the stairs to my room but then I heard her ask, "By the way, how are the Blackwood twins treating you? Are they nice to you?"

I hesitated, not wanting to think about Aamon's stupid claim. "They're.fine," I muttered, trying to brush it off.

Just then, my phone buzzed with a request for an update on my novel. "Mom, I have a lot of homework to do, can we talk about this later?" I said, trying to sound as convincing as possible.

My mom nodded understandingly, "Okay, love but you must have come down for dinner. Am making your favourite spaghetti and meatballs."

"Yayy!" I squealed, not wanting her to think I wasn't excited about the meal.

She came over and kissed me on the forehead, her lips warm and gentle. "I love you, sweetie. We'll talk later."

I smiled, feeling a mix of relief. "Love you too, Mom," I replied, hugging her briefly before heading to my room.

As I closed the door behind me, I felt a sense of relief. I could finally focus on my novel. I jumped into my personal workspace, opened my computer and smiled brightly at the sticker on my screen, "my desk, my rules" this always helped keep my mom away from touching my things.

I opened the comment section, scrolled through the comments. They were only getting worse.

"Everything about this story feels faked, who would wish to spend their money on this, trash."

Another comment said "Come to me, sweet heart, I'll give you something real to write about,"

My heart broke into a billion pieces all over again and Ember's words on the E board from a few days, echoed in my mind, "Haven, the most unsexy she wolf alive, that makes people least interested in sex."

Could she be right? Was I really that uninteresting?

So many things flooded my mind, Ryder's cruel humiliation, Aamon's sudden claim of me being his mate. And how I had kissed goodbye to the only way of losing my virginity and improve on my writing skills, I was so screwed.

"I'm so screwed. I'll never be good enough. I'll never be able to write something that people will like."

My mind was like a jumble of negative thoughts, each one feeding into the next. I felt like I was drowning in a sea of self doubt, unable to escape the crushing weight that just kept on getting heavier. I slumped back in my chair, feeling defeated.

I let out a depressed sigh, my frustration was at the boiling point now. I raked my fingers through my hair in frustration. Without thinking I opened my chat window with Eros. This was a habit I had developed over the past few months, whenever I was stressed, felt stuck or confused about something, I would seek her cormfort.

"Hey, Eros" I typed. "Am having the worst writer's block ever. Have you read the comments on my new book. My writing is terrible, they said it's faked. I feel like a total failure, right now." I hit send and waited for Eros's reply, I was anxious to get a reply, I really needed someone to talk to.

My friend contact list section was empty , all I had was Eros.

"Haven, relax," the response came in quick just as I wanted. "I read the comments too, they are pretty harsh, not nice at all. Am sorry if they are getting to you sweetheart?"

"Yeah! Those comments hurt pretty much. They said I don't know what am writing about, even one pervert suggested I go to them for sex. Am starting to have doubts about writing. Maybe I wasn't meant for this."

"Don't listen to them, I personally think your writing is unique, I like the way you use your imagination. It's pretty cool if you ask me."

Eros's words managed to make me smile amidst the rough situation I was in, her words always did that for me.

"I don't know, Eros, I think am going to die a virgin."

"I understand how you feel sweetheart," Eros sent, then another message popped on my screen following the first one. "But that doesn't mean you can't explore pleasure in other ways."

I rose an eyebrow, not quite understanding what Eros was saying. "What do you mean? Are there other ways to find pleasure besides having sex."

"Well, duh! Ofcourse. There are many ways. Have you ever considered using toys."

"Toys how? Infact my mom gave them all away to the orphanage last month"

My text was followed by laughing emojis. I wondered what I had said wrong that had made Eros laugh.

"Am not saying those kind of toys," she replied. "Am saying adult toys they are better than men." Her messege was followed by a link. "Check this out. It might help you understand what I mean."

I felt a blush rise to my cheeks after I clicked on the link. It showed various items which the women in the video called toys but they were unlike the toys I knew at all, the ones I used to play with when I was little.

A lot of women made testimonials about how amazing these so called toys were. There was even a short rushed clip on the advert about how they were used, the women were moaning like crazy, I definitely wanted to feel what they felt. I had to try it.

I couldn't believe that I was actually browsing a website for adult toys. My face burned with embarrassment, but I couldn't help feeling curious. Eros's words echoed in my mind, "Am going to place an order for you, so you won't have to worry about your mom finding out. Just say the word and I'll do it."

If this was really going to help with my writing then I had no choice but do it.

As I scrolled through the site, I saw various products that made me blush even harder.

I hesitated, my finger hovering over the the "Yes" I had written. What if someone found out? Most especially mom. She would murder me. What if I was making a mistake?

But then I remembered those awful comments. I took a deep breath, plus Eros was going to make the order on my behalf so mom will never find out about the toys. I bit my lip and sent the "Yes" to Eros.

I quickly closed my laptop, my heart racing. I still couldn't believe I had done it. I fell into my queen sized bed, decided to have some rest as I waited for the orders Eros was going to make for me.

It didn't take long before my delivery arrived. I rushed to my room, locked myself in, even though mom was at the hospital, my mom was a workaholic so I got plenty of alone time.

I unwrapped the delivery and took out what was known as a dildo according to the receipt I was given. I wasn't sure how to use this thing as Eros hadn't told me how, so I started by taking off my clothes. I lay down on my bed naked as I was born and put fingers into myself as I saw the women in the video do.

I picked up the toy from the floor and shoved it into my virgin hole. My whole body felt so excited. As my pussy got more and more used to it, I sat fully on it and swallowed up it's all size in me.

"goddd!" I moaned in pleasure, I had never felt this so good in my whole life.

As I rode my brand new toy, I found myself licking my fingers, lubing them up with my own spit.

I continued to bounce on this miracle worker, with my other hand, I was pinching and twisting my nipples until they became red and swollen. I never knew experimenting my pleasure would feel this good. I wish Eros had told me earlier.

I reached for the extra thank you for shopping with us gift, I wasn't sure how Eros got this, maybe she was a regular customer of theirs. The box I had taken it from, had the words vibrator on it. I was so ready to see how it vibrated.

The vibration was too much for me to handle, it slipped out of my hands and started to completely tear up my insides bringing me to what I think they call the highest peak (climax)

"Ahhhh," I moaned into the pillow, not wanting the neighbors to hear as they would immediately tell Mom about it.

"Ahhhh," this time it came out louder as I felt the a shockwave of ectasy and satisification go through my body. This was the best feeling ever.

After, I took out the toys from my cunt and it was flowing with my pussy juices. Just as I was about to get off the bed, to go have a shower, a gentle night breeze blew through my open window, My curtains fluttered open, and I looked up to find myself face to face with those breathtaking green eyes, they were like two emeralds glittering from his dark room, it was like they could see right through my soul, Aamon Blackwood!!!

My heart skipped a beat as our eyes met across the distance. I felt a wave of panic wash over me.

Had he seen everything? I tried to sit up, to cover myself, but it was too late.

Aamon's Pov

My heart was beating too fast, I could feel my cock filling up with blood, the tip of my cock hung downwards, tapping against the fabric of my loose jogging pants. I took my cock out and started sliding my fingers around the plush head. I felt so hard watching my mate please herself. I felt jeoulosy of the toys she was using, that should be me getting to make her moan not them.

At that moment, all I wanted was to run out of my room all the way to her house so I could have her and make her moan out my namebi for the whole neighborhood to hear. She was my mate, I don't give a damn about her stupid rejection. But I had to be careful. I didn't blame her at all since I had been nothing but an asshole to her.

I couldn't risk scaring Haven off. I needed to gain her trust, to show her that am not as bad as my sister. I had to wait, when the time got right then I will make my move.

Lykon, my wolf growled in agreement. For now I had to be patient. Holding my big boy that had become too big to fit my palm, I retreated to my bed, lay down on my back and started to fantasize about her, my mate.

I could imagine her beautiful breasts in my , as I pinched and sucked hard on their bright red nipples. I wouldn't be soft on them infact I would milk them with my tongue pretty hard.

Oh, fuck, how it would feel to have her climb onto my lap, take me inside her drenched pussy and ride me until I came shooting up my seed into her belly.

"You're so big," I imagined her beautiful voice telling me.

I imagined her right ontop of me, riding me the way she just rid the toy I sent her. I was nearly coming at the thought of that.

I raised stroking her invisible legs, I imagined they were long, I ran my hands up and down them.

"Yes, that's nice. You're so good at this," she would say after biting her lips seductively like the little vixen she wasn't aware she was.

The head of my cock fully engorged and it became almost unbearable to hang on a second longer.

"Harder, babe, faster." I grabbed onto her waist helping her with my strikes into her as well.

She was riding me hard, rubbing her breasts in my face. The trembling walls of her pussy had my cock super happy. I could feel that orgasmic throbbing as she begun to cry out, her depths crushing around me, drawing me in deeper, those sexy curves driving me wild as she bounced and called my name repeatedly. "Aamon...A..Amon."

I shut my eyes close feeling myself getting so close. I imagined her pretty face, those pretty eyes whose color I didn't know since she was always hiding them behind those heavy glasses but I could tell they were gorgeous just as the rest of her.

In one swift movement, I let go of my cock as it released multiple robes of cum in the air, letting it spill all over my sheets.

Opening my eyes, my mind had made up on something and this was something I was promising to both myself and my wolf Lykon.

Come what may, I was going to make Haven Richmond our mate.

Her fiery spirit and captivating freshly washed laundry scent still lingered. I could feel Lykon's excitement, his eagerness to claim our mate. Together, we would stop at nothing to make Haven ours.

As I rose from bed, my gaze fell upon the moon hanging low in the sky. I looked up to it through my window and let out my mighty Alpha roar, echoing through the night.

The sound sent shivers down my spine as it was a declaration to the world, mine and my wolf's declaration, " "I Aamon and my wolf Lykon, would claim Haven Richmond as our mate

Aamon's Pov

Last years summer vacation, we had gone to Hawaii as a family, me, dad and Em. It had always been a family tradition, mom had brought it up before she died, she was a very adventurous person, she loved exploring nature, the world and everything so we decided to keep this up even when she died in her memory.

The first day we did arrive, I realise that my phone battery had died from playing too much games while on the plane. I checked in my luggage for my charger and power bank but they were no where to be seen, I had left them back home. I remembered that Ember has the same charger as mine so I decided to go to her room and ask her to assist me with it.

When I reached her assigned room, I knocked several times but she didn't open so I let myself in. Her luggage was lying everywhere around the room, I heard the sound of water running from the bathroom and the sound of my sister singing from the shower. Not wanting to disturb her I decided to search for the charger myself.

As I opened her bags, I tossed out her power bank and placed it next to her laptop on the bed. The screen flickered to life, revealing what I guess was an online novel. Ember didn't suit me as the reading type so curiosity got the better of me, and I began to read.

The words on the screen were captivating, they read,

We were in the middle of family movie night, me, dad, Stacie the woman my dad had recently married and her son Joseph. Everything was going great the avenger end game movie we were watching was great plus the snacks.

Suddenly I felt a hand go down on my thigh, I turned to dad and Stacie but the hand was none of theirs as they were happily cuddling like the cute newly wed honeymoon couple they were.

I quickly turned around and saw that it was Joseph, my step brother who liked messing around with me, ever since we moved into their house he hasn't let me breathe for a single moment without any of his dirty flirting. After looking at him, I turned back to our parents whose eyes were glued on the TV.

"What are you doing?" I asked Joseph softly not wanting the parents to hear. He just smirked and pretended to be watching TV.

"Jose..." My words got cut as he moved his hands further. He moved his body closer to mine, now I was practically on his lap.

Within seconds of his hand being on my thigh, it moved into my pants.

He knew what he was doing to me and he liked it. Liked that I was biting my lips to suppress the moans he was causing me.

He looked me dead in the eyes, before looking back at our parents and then back to me. He lowered his sinful mouth right next to my ear and whispered, " You have no idea how much I want to bend you over this couch and fuck that pretty cunt of yours. I want you to scream out my name till your lungs can't no more."

I bit my lips harder as I could feel my orgasm, reach simple due to his words.

He lowered his fingers simply down into my pants until they were in ....

* * *

The sound of the shower stopped, and I knew I had to leave before Ember caught me snooping but that was right after I memorised the name of the website and the authors name, Muse. I was so desperate to know what happened between Joseph and his step sister.

The name of the writer was a mystery, no one could ever guess who it was, not even my sister who had been reading her stories longer than I had started. How did I find out that the girl whose room was just a few meters mine, was the very girl who wrote such amazing erotic that could make anyone cum in seconds?

I accidentally hacked into all the computers in the neighborhood that's when I stumbled upon her writer account and realised that the nerdy girl from across my window was the same Muse whose stories my sister touched herself to on every fuckin night occasion, I heard moans coming from Em's room plenty of times.

I bet she will be super embarrassed when she finds out that the girl she loathes alot is the same girl whose writing she can't get over.

I created a virtual identity, "Eros" just to connect with Haven online. I wanted to ease the conflict she and my sister have since I know it's based on useless trash, I don't get why women fight over men, especially boys likes Ryder, he's nothing but a playboy, all he has on his mind is nothing but sex.

Eros and Muse became close friends, it all happened too fast and so naturally, that we talked about everything books, life, and dreams. I was surprised by her intelligence, and kindnes, she was so different from the the nerdy girl with ugly glasses that I knew in person, more open and vulnerable to everyone, even the omegas Picked on her.

She even confided in me about her crush on Alpha son Ryder, that disgusting man whore, I agree I do fuck around alot but not as much as he does, if he wasn't wolf am sure he would be having plenty of STDs now. Ryder is a self absorbed jerk who only cares about his physical appearance and bed conquests. And to make matters worse, she wants to give her first time to him.

I couldn't stand the thought of it. Ryder didn't deserve her. He would only hurt her, use her for his own pleasure. I had to act fast, to protect her from herself.

And that is what I was just about to do today's morning, go to her and tell her to stop fuckin thinking about that asshole, I wanted to warn her so I stormed to her classroom, my heart racing with in strange manner I couldn't quite give a name to. I spotted that scumbag Ryder, with his stupid smug face on which only fueled my anger. grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, my grip so tight, I was almost strangling him.

"Where's Haven?" I demanded, my voice low but dangerous.

The punk smirked, "Your sister took her to the restroom.

"Fuck, Ember," I sighed in frustration, my instincts screamed at me to go to her, to make sure she was safe. I released Ryder, hurried out of their classroom, my eyes scanne the hallway for any sign of Haven or Ember. What in the world was Ember thinking of doing to the poor girl, my sister was one hell of a sick girl, she could do all kinds of stupid things with out using her brain.

As I approached the restroom, I could feel my heart pounding in my chest. I only hoped Ember hadn't done anything to the poor girl yet.

I pushed open the door, my senses on high alert.

As I entered the restroom, I was hit with a wave of scent the strongest scent I had ever smelt, it was one of freshly washed laudry and a mix of Vanilla, it was definitely the sweetest thing ever.

I felt my wolf's excitement grow, recognizing the change in Haven's scent. She had transformed. I approached her, my eyes locked on hers that were hidden behind those glasses. I could see the fear and uncertainty there, but I knew she was mine. My wolf knew it too.

"Mine" I whispered, my voice husky with desire. I leaned in burying my nose into her long wavy red hair, wanting to inhale more of the new drug I had found, one that was stronger than any other drug on the world. I was definitely going to become an addict to her scent.

But instead of accepting me, she shook her head. "No, I won't accept you Aamon Blackwood!" She spat out with venom and a very determined look on her face while I felt a hundred daggers being stuck into my chest.

My wolf growled, refusing to accept her rejection. I took a step closer, my eyes burning with intensity and equal determination has hers.

"You're mine, Haven, My mate. You can't deny it."

Haven's eyes flashed with sturbboness "I won't be forced into anything. I choose who I want to be with, and it's not you."

My wolf snarled, outraged by her refusal. But I knew I had to calm down, to convince her otherwise. I took a deep breath, trying to reason with her.

"Haven, please. Listen to me. We're meant to be together. I can feel it."

But she turned away, her rejection clear. My wolf and I were stunned, our excitement turning to frustration and anger. We wouldn't give up, though. We would fight for our mate, no matter what.

I watched her walk away, her sadness so visible to me and Lykon. I was longing to comfort her, but I couldn't reveal my true identity as "Eros"I that was going to only complicate things. So I had to bare watching her leave, I had to first go home.

Once classes were over I didn't even waste a second to get into my car, I rushed like a man on mission straight to my room and logged in , waiting anxiously for her to come online, hoping she would reach out to me.

Finally, her message popped up, and I breathed a sigh of relief.

"Hey, Eros" I typed. "Am having the worst writer's block ever. Have you read the comments on my new book. My writing is terrible, they said it's faked. I feel like a total failure, right now."

"Haven, relax," I typed my response as quick as hers came in. "I read the comments too, they are pretty harsh, not nice at all. Am sorry if they are getting to you sweetheartYeah!"

I wonder what psychos post those stupid comments, if I could just get to know who they were, I would burst into their homes and rip their brainless heads off, for being rude to my baby girl.

"I don't know, Eros, I think am going to die a virgin."

This was something that ticked my mind, I wanted so much to help her. I wished for nothing to stress my baby girl.

I typed "I understand how you feel sweetheart b ut that doesn't mean you can't explore pleasure in other ways."

Her response came in a bit too fast than usual "What do you mean? Are there other ways to find pleasure besides having sex."

I couldn't help but smile at her innocence, she was too pure, too good for this world and that is one of the things that were driving me to her, pulling me in like a magnet.

"Well, duh! Ofcourse. There are many ways. Have you ever considered using toys."

"Toys how? infact my mom gave them all away to the orphanage last month"

Now this was something that heard me bursting into laughter, she's so funny too.

"Am not saying those kind of toys, Am saying adult toys they are better than men." I added a link just for her to get better understanding of what I was saying. "Am going to place an order for you, so you won't have to worry about your mom finding out. Just say the word and I'll do it."

I didn't have to see her psychically to know that she was blushing, I just knew she was. Always the little cute shy girl!

I waited for her reply for about 30 minutes, I was patient for her reply. The moment she sent the "Yes" I wasted no time reaching over for my phone and ordered some toys to her address, I ordered the exact ones that were used in the link I had sent her, a vibrator, a small dildo, nothing too much to snatch my princess's virginity away from me.

I watched through my window as the delivery man handed her the package I had sent, I made sure the delivery was so private not even the man knew what he was delivering. I didn't want her getting into trouble with her mom, Mrs Laura.

I stayed at my window waited for her to get to her room, the funny thing was that she had forgotten to lock her window, the curtain was also open so I could see everything that was going on inside her room.

I watched as she slowly took off clothes off, revealing her gorgeous body to me, I wished I could take a closer look as the 10 metres distance from our rooms wasn't allowing me see enough. She hoped onto the bed, picked up the pink dildo whose color I strictly ordered since I know girls like pink alot. She stuck it onto herself and started riding it, I felt jeoulosy, jeoulosy of the toy, I wished I was in it's place.

I gazed at Haven who had a bewildered look on her face. I praised her behavior with a slow, sensual smile, pressed my lips together curling up slightly, teasingly licked my bottom lip. She was just so damn hot.

Her eyes widened in horror, my body reacted instinctively, my dick starting to harden again. I had to possess her, claim her as mine. She's my mate for goddess's sake.

I quickly sent a text message to Haven, my fingers flying across the screen. "I'm happy to be your object of release, Haven. Whenever, wherever you want."