CHAPTER ONE

RAVEN’S POV

I sat on the cold bathroom floor with my phone clutched in both hands that wouldn't stop shaking. I pressed Jessica's number and waited through two rings that felt like forever.

"I need to leave him," I said the moment she answered, my voice coming out flat. "I need a divorce."

"What? Raven, what happened?"

The words stuck in my throat, but I forced them out. "He's married. He's already married to someone else."

"What are you talking about?"

"I'm not his wife," I said, staring at the tile grout between my feet. "I never was. I'm just…nothing."

"Where are you? I'm coming right now."

"No, not yet." I pressed my forehead against my knees. "I need to think. I need to figure out what to do."

"Raven..."

"I'll call you later. I promise." I hung up before she could argue.

I pulled myself up using the sink and looked in the mirror. My eyes were swollen and red, and my face looked drained of color. The woman staring back at me was a stranger, and I couldn't understand how I'd missed this for so long.

It started yesterday at the grocery store when I ran into Claire; sweet, bubbly Claire from the community center. We'd become friends over the past few months through coffee dates and long conversations about our lives, our husbands, our dreams for the future. She'd mentioned her husband Jason before, talking about how he traveled constantly for work and how she wished he'd come home more, how they'd been married for five years but she still felt lonely.

Yesterday, she pulled out her phone to show me a photo from their anniversary dinner last week, smiling in that proud way new wives do. And there he was: Conrad, my Conrad, with his arm wrapped around Claire's shoulders, grinning at the camera like he had every right to be there.

The store tilted sideways. Claire asked if I was okay. I mumbled something about feeling dizzy, left my cart in the middle of the aisle, and drove home with my hands locked on the steering wheel.

I thought about every conversation I'd had with her. All those times Claire talked about Jason, how he was never home, how she wished he'd make more time for her. I'd comforted her through all of it, given her marriage advice about my own husband without even knowing it.

When I got home, I tore through everything: his office drawers, his closet, the pockets of jackets he never wore. I found the second phone hidden in his gym bag, tucked inside a pocket I'd never noticed before. My hands shook as I turned it on, and the messages loaded slowly, each one another knife to my chest.

Messages from Claire filled the screen. "Miss you." "Can't wait until you're home." "I love you." And his responses, all signed with that other name. Jason.

I scrolled back further, and wedding photos appeared one after another. Claire in a white dress, laughing. Conrad—Jason—kissing her under an arch of flowers. A marriage certificate dated five years ago, five whole years before I'd even met him.

My stomach turned as the pieces fell into place. His business trips that lasted for days, his late nights at the office, the weekends he said he had to work. He wasn't working at all. He was with her, with his real wife.

I thought about our wedding, how there hadn't been a church or a venue because Conrad said he wanted something private, something that was just ours. He said big weddings were a waste of money, that what mattered was our commitment to each other. I'd thought it was romantic, thought he just wanted to focus on us.

But there was no marriage license because he'd said there were paperwork delays, that we'd handle it later. I'd trusted him completely, never checked, never questioned, just believed every word that came out of his mouth. He'd made me feel special, different from other women, said he'd never felt this way before. Every single word was a lie.

I splashed cold water on my face, dried it, and took a slow breath. I could confront him right now, throw everything in his face, but something stopped me. Some instinct told me to wait, to watch, to see what else he would do. My phone buzzed with a text from Conrad.

"Heading home now. Can't wait to see you. Love you."

I stared at those words. Then I typed back. "Love you too. I'll start dinner."

I went downstairs and moved through the kitchen on autopilot, making pasta because it was his favorite. I boiled water, chopped vegetables, stirred sauce while my hands knew what to do even though my mind was somewhere else entirely.

The sound of his car in the driveway made my heart pound, but I wiped my hands on a towel and forced my face into something calm. The front door opened, and his voice echoed through the house. "Raven? Something smells amazing."

I turned from the stove as he walked into the kitchen, still in his work suit with his tie loosened. He looked tired but happy, looked exactly like the man I thought I'd known.

"Hey," I said, my voice coming out steadier than I expected. "How was work?"

"Long day," he said, setting his briefcase on the counter before coming over to kiss me. I let him, even though his lips felt wrong against mine. "But I'm home now."

"Dinner's almost ready."

"Perfect. I'm starving." He smiled and loosened his tie. "Let me change first."

He went upstairs, and I gripped the edge of the counter, counting to ten. I could do this, I just had to make it through dinner.

When he came back down, he was wearing jeans and a t-shirt, looking relaxed and comfortable as he sat at the table. I brought over two plates of pasta, and he dug in immediately, telling me how great it looked.

I sat across from him and picked up my fork, forcing myself to eat even though the food tasted like nothing in my mouth. My phone buzzed on the table, just a spam email, but when I looked up, Conrad was staring at his own phone with an expression that had changed, softer and almost tender. He was smiling at the screen.

Then he noticed me watching, and the smile disappeared as he put his phone face-down on the table. "Sorry. Work email."

But I'd seen it, just for a second before he flipped it over, the name at the top of his screen. Claire. Not a work email at all, but a message from his wife.

My chest tightened, but I kept my face neutral. "No problem."

We ate in silence for a moment before his phone buzzed again, and again, three times in quick succession. He glanced at it, then at me. "I should probably take this. Client emergency."

"Of course."

He stood up and walked toward his office, but he didn't take his briefcase or his laptop, just his phone. I sat at the table alone, staring at my half-eaten pasta, knowing he was texting her right now while I sat here pretending everything was fine.

When he came back fifteen minutes later, he was smiling again with that same soft expression he'd had before. "Sorry about that. All handled now."

"Good."

He sat back down and reached across the table for my hand. "You okay? You seem quiet tonight."

"Just tired."

"We should go to bed early then," he said, squeezing my hand while his wedding ring pressed against my fingers. "Maybe watch a movie first?"

I looked at him, at this man who held my hand and smiled at me while texting his wife in the other room, this man who played the devoted husband while living a completely different life. "Sure," I said. "A movie sounds nice."

And I meant it, because while we sat on that couch pretending to be a couple, I would be planning exactly how to destroy him.

CHAPTER TWO

Conrad's side of the bed was cold and empty when I reached across the sheets, the pillow still perfectly fluffed like no one had slept there at all.

I grabbed my phone from the nightstand and saw it was 6:47 AM. He never left this early for work.

The apartment was silent as I walked through it, checking each room. No note, no text message, nothing. Just the faint smell of his cologne lingering in the hallway as proof that he'd been here at all.

My feet carried me to his office before I could think twice. The door was unlocked, which was unusual because Conrad always locked it and said he kept sensitive client files inside.

I sat in his leather chair and opened the desk drawer. Papers, pens, old receipts crumpled at the bottom. I smoothed one out and saw it was from Bellini's, the Italian restaurant downtown. Three hundred and forty-seven dollars for dinner last Tuesday.

Last Tuesday, Conrad told me he was working late. I'd eaten cereal alone at the kitchen counter, scrolling through Netflix without watching anything.

I dug deeper and found more receipts stuffed in the back of the drawer. My hands shook as I spread them across the desk. Cartier, forty-two hundred dollars for a diamond bracelet. I'd never owned anything from Cartier. The Riverside Inn, eight hundred and ninety dollars for a weekend stay. Conrad said he'd been at a conference in Chicago that weekend. La Petite Fleur, one hundred and fifty-six dollars for roses. A dozen red roses, according to the itemized receipt. He hadn't bought me flowers in over a year.

I pulled up our joint bank account on my phone, the one we'd opened six months ago when Conrad suggested we "build our future together." I scrolled through the transactions, and my stomach twisted with each charge.

All these purchases came from our account. The account I deposited my entire paycheck into every two weeks. Money I'd earned working double shifts at the clinic, money I thought we were saving for our future.

My phone buzzed in my hand, making me jump. Claire's name flashed across the screen.

I stared at it for three rings before answering. "Hey," I said, trying to keep my voice steady.

"Raven?" Claire's voice cracked. "Can we talk? I know it's early, but I really need a friend right now."

I closed my eyes. "Of course. What's wrong?"

"It's Jason." She let out a shaky breath. "He promised me things would change. He said he'd take time off, that we'd work on our marriage. But he's been even more distant lately. He barely comes home anymore."

Because he's been here with me.

"Last night, he didn't come home until almost midnight," Claire continued. "And when I asked where he'd been, he got so defensive. Like I was the one doing something wrong for even asking."

I pressed my palm against my forehead. The irony was suffocating because she was describing last night, when Conrad had been on the couch next to me, watching some action movie I couldn't focus on.

"I'm sorry, Claire."

"He's hiding something. I can feel it." Her voice dropped to a whisper. "Do you think he's cheating on me?"

The receipts were still spread across the desk in front of me, evidence of a man who was definitely cheating, just not in the way Claire thought.

"I don't know," I lied. "But you deserve someone who shows up for you."

"You're right." She sniffled. "Thank you for always listening, Raven. You're such a good friend."

The words hit me hard. "I should go. I'll call you later, okay?"

After we hung up, I shoved all the receipts back into the drawer and returned to the bedroom. I needed to act normal and keep playing along until I figured out my next move.

Conrad came home around seven that evening, whistling as he hung his coat by the door. "Hey, babe," he said, kissing my cheek. "How was your day?"

I watched him move through our apartment like he owned it, like he hadn't spent our money on another woman. I followed him to the kitchen. "It was fine. Can I ask you something?"

"Sure." He opened the fridge and grabbed a beer.

"I was looking at our bank account earlier, and I noticed some charges I didn't recognize."

His expression shifted, and the smile dropped from his face. "What kind of charges?"

"Just expensive ones. Restaurants, hotels. I was just curious."

"Curious?" He slammed the fridge door. "So now you're monitoring my spending?"

"Our spending. It's our joint account."

"I work sixty hours a week to provide for us, Raven." His voice rose. "And you're going to interrogate me about every purchase I make? Do you know how that makes me feel?"

I stepped back. "I wasn't interrogating you. I just wanted to…"

"You just wanted to what? Control me? Make me feel guilty for treating myself once in a while?" He shook his head. "I can't believe this. After everything I do for you."

The words stuck in my throat. Everything he did for me? I paid half the rent. I bought the groceries. I cleaned this apartment while he "worked late."

"Conrad, I'm sorry. I didn't mean…"

"Forget it." He walked past me toward the bedroom. "I need some space."

I stood in the kitchen with my heart pounding. Somehow, I'd just apologized to him for questioning where our money went.

An hour later, I was getting ready for bed when I opened my jewelry box to put away my earrings. My grandmother's locket wasn't in its usual spot.

I dumped the entire box onto the dresser, sorting through every piece. Necklaces, bracelets, the pearl earrings my mother gave me. Everything was there except the one thing that mattered most. The locket was gone.

"Conrad?" I called out.

He appeared in the doorway. "What?"

"Have you seen my grandmother's locket? The gold one with her picture inside?"

He frowned. "Your what?"

"My locket. I always keep it right here." I gestured to the jewelry box.

"Raven, I don't know what to tell you. Maybe you put it somewhere else?"

"I didn't. I always keep it in the same place."

He walked over and put his hand on my shoulder. "You've been really stressed lately. And I've noticed you've been forgetting things. Little things, but still. Maybe you just misplaced it."

"I didn't misplace it."

"Are you sleeping enough?" His voice was gentle now, concerned. "Because sometimes when people don't sleep well, their memory gets fuzzy. It's nothing to be embarrassed about."

I pulled away from him. "I'm not losing my mind."

"I didn't say you were." He held up his hands. "I'm just worried about you. That's all."

I turned back to the jewelry box, my hands trembling as I searched through it again. The locket was still gone. The only thing I had left of my grandmother was gone.

The next evening, Conrad surprised me with takeout from Rosario's. "I thought we could have a nice dinner at home," he said, unpacking the containers. The smell of garlic and basil filled the kitchen.

I stared at the familiar logo on the bags. "You got Rosario's?"

"Yeah. Why?"

"It's my favorite restaurant. I thought you knew that."

He gave me a confused look. "Is it? I just picked a place randomly on my way home."

"Conrad, we've been there for my birthday, our anniversary, Valentine's Day. We've been there at least twenty times."

He laughed, but it sounded forced. "Are you sure? I really don't remember going there. Maybe you're thinking of someone else?"

I stared at him. At the man I'd spent two years with. The man who was now pretending he didn't remember the restaurant where he'd proposed to me.

I opened my mouth, then closed it. There was no point in arguing.

We ate in silence. I pushed pasta around my plate, watching him devour his meal like nothing was wrong, like he hadn't just erased two years of memories.

My phone buzzed with a text from an unknown number. I glanced at the screen.

"Check his car. Look under the passenger seat. You deserve to know the truth."

My fork clattered against the plate.

"Everything okay?" Conrad asked, his eyes narrowing.

I looked up at him, my heart racing. "Yeah. Everything's fine."

But I was already planning to wait until he fell asleep, because whoever sent that message knew something, and I needed to know what it was.

CHAPTER THREE

The shower was running when I slipped out of bed. Conrad's voice echoed through the bathroom, singing some pop song off-key.

I grabbed his car keys from the kitchen counter and headed to the parking garage. My hands shook as I unlocked his BMW, and the interior still smelled like his cologne mixed with something floral, a woman's perfume.

I dropped to my knees and reached under the passenger seat. My fingers hit something small and cold, and I pulled it out. A jewelry box.

I opened it slowly and saw a gold bracelet inside, delicate and familiar. My stomach dropped because the bracelet was made from my grandmother's locket, melted down and reformed. I could see fragments of the original design, the tiny rose pattern that used to wrap around the locket's edge.

A small white card sat beneath it. "To Claire, Happy Anniversary. All my love, Jason."

I sat there on the garage floor, staring at the last piece of my grandmother I had left. He'd stolen it, destroyed it, and given it to his wife.

I put the box back exactly where I found it and returned to the apartment. Conrad was still in the shower, and I made coffee with hands that wouldn't stop shaking.

Two hours later, I sat in a corner booth at Harrison's Coffee House, staring at my untouched latte. I needed to get out of the apartment and think.

"Raven?"

I looked up and saw a woman standing beside my table. She was in her mid-thirties with blonde hair pulled into a sleek ponytail, beautiful in that effortless way some women are.

"I'm sorry, do I know you?"

"No, but I know you." She gestured to the empty seat. "Can I sit? You're going to want to hear this."

I nodded, confused.

She sat down and pulled out her phone. "My name is Natasha. I've been seeing your husband for the past eighteen months."

The coffee shop noise faded into static.

"I know him as David," she continued. "David Chen, investment banker. We met at a hotel bar during a business conference."

She turned her phone toward me, and photos filled the screen. Conrad—David—with his arm around Natasha at a fancy restaurant. Conrad kissing her cheek at a beach resort. Conrad holding her hand across a candlelit table.

"I thought you were just a friend," Natasha said. "Until I saw you two kiss outside your apartment building last month. That's when I started following him."

"Why are you telling me this?"

"Because I confronted him yesterday, and he told me you were crazy, that you were stalking him and he was trying to let you down easy." She leaned forward. "But then I did more digging and found out about Claire too, the wife he's been married to for five years. That's when I realized we're all being played."

"You sent me that text about checking his car."

She nodded. "I wanted you to see who he really is and what he's capable of."

I stared at the photos. "Eighteen months?"

"I'm sorry." Her voice was gentle. "I thought I was the only one. I thought we were in love."

After Natasha left, I sat there for another hour with my mind racing. Three women, three separate lives, all connected by one man.

When I got home, I immediately checked our bank account on my laptop. The savings account, the one with my grandmother's inheritance, showed a balance of twelve hundred and forty-seven dollars. It had been fifty-two thousand dollars last month.

I tried to transfer money and see the transaction history, but a red error message popped up saying "Access Denied. Contact Account Administrator."

I called the bank.

"I'm sorry, Ms. Hayes," the representative said. "According to our records, you were removed as an account holder two weeks ago. Mr. Conrad Cross is now the sole owner."

"That's impossible. I never signed anything."

"We have your signature on file, ma'am. If you believe there's been fraud, you'll need to file a police report."

I hung up and stared at the screen. Fifty thousand dollars, gone.

That evening, I cooked Conrad's favorite meal—pot roast with roasted vegetables and mashed potatoes, the same recipe I'd made dozens of times. I needed to act normal and buy myself more time to plan.

Conrad came home at eight, loosening his tie as he walked through the door. "Something smells good," he said, kissing my forehead.

We sat down to eat, and I watched him cut into the roast and take a bite. He immediately pushed the plate away.

"This tastes terrible," he said, his face twisted in disgust. "Did you even try? Or are you trying to poison me now?"

"What? It's the same recipe I always use."

"Well, you must have messed it up." He stood and grabbed his plate, walking to the trash can where he dumped the entire meal into it. "There. Problem solved."

"Conrad, that's…"

"Stop being so sensitive." He turned to face me. "I'm just being honest. You used to be able to take criticism. Now everything is a personal attack with you."

I sat there, staring at my own plate and the food that had taken me two hours to prepare, now sitting in the garbage.

"I'm going to order pizza," he said, pulling out his phone. "At least I know that won't kill me."

After dinner, after Conrad ate an entire large pizza by himself while I sat in silence, I went to the bedroom to check my phone. The screen was black, and when I pressed the power button and it turned on, everything was gone.

All my apps had been deleted. My photos, two years of memories, completely erased. Even my contacts were missing.

I found Conrad in the living room, watching TV. "Something's wrong with my phone. Everything's been deleted."

He didn't look away from the screen. "You probably reset it by accident."

"I didn't touch it. All my photos are gone."

"Raven, you're always fumbling with that thing. You must have pressed something wrong." He finally glanced at me. "This is why I tell you to back things up. How many times have I said that?"

"But I didn't…"

"Stop blaming me for your mistakes." His voice was sharp. "I'm tired of being responsible for everything you mess up."

I went back to the bedroom and sat on the bed, holding my blank phone. Every photo of us, every message, every proof that we'd been together was gone.

My phone buzzed with a text. Claire's name appeared on the screen, one of the few contacts that had somehow survived.

"Can you believe Jason surprised me today? He gave me this beautiful bracelet with MY initials on it! He said he had it custom-made. I'm the luckiest wife alive!"

Below the message was a photo of my grandmother's locket, transformed into a bracelet. The tiny rose pattern I'd recognized in his car was now wrapped around Claire's wrist.

She sent another text. "He's finally showing me how much he cares. I think our marriage is going to be okay after all!"

I turned off my phone and lay down in the dark, staring at the ceiling.

Around midnight, I heard Conrad's voice coming from his office down the hall. He must have thought I was asleep.

I crept out of bed and stood outside his office door.

"Don't worry, she suspects nothing," he said, laughing. "She's too pathetic to figure it out. By the time she does, everything will be gone and she'll have no proof of anything."

Silence as whoever he was talking to responded.

"Trust me, if she tries to tell anyone, she'll look crazy. I've made sure of that." Another laugh. "The phone was genius, right? No photos, no messages, nothing. It's like our relationship never existed on paper."

More silence.

"Yeah, the money's already moved. She can't touch it. And once the lease is up next month, I'm gone. She'll come home to an empty apartment and a note saying I needed space. Classic."

My heart pounded so loud I was sure he could hear it through the door.

"Look, I gotta go. Just keep everything ready on your end. This is almost over."

I heard his chair scrape against the floor and ran back to the bedroom, jumping under the covers and pretending to sleep.

A few minutes later, Conrad climbed into bed beside me. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me close.

"I love you," he whispered into my hair.

I lay there in the dark, listening to his breathing even out as he fell asleep, and I started planning. For two years, I'd made excuses for him, believed his lies, let him convince me I was the problem. But hearing him laugh about erasing me, about making me look crazy; something inside me finally broke. Or maybe it finally healed.