CHAPTER THREE

ALYSSA'S POV____________

I felt a stop as I was been dropped and fell to the ground. Tried getting up but a hand hold me back down to the cold floor.

"No, no. Please. I have nothing to offer or give to you." I screamed.

"Are you sure about that."

A deep cold voice asked making me go silent and could only sob.

"You look more of a precious value." A hand skimmed pass my body.

"I am a nobody and Worth no value." I blurt feeling so much uncomfortable.

"We will see about that."

His hand went back to my breast and he gripped it.

"So soft and delicate." He whispered then let go as my hands were been held down by two forceful grips and pushed to lay on my back. Tried fighting but was to no avail.

"Would you or should we just eat her up cause my pants are really bugging to be pulled." One of the guys holding my hand said and I guess they were two.

"No please. Let me go" I cried.

"Not until I burry my dick in your pussy." The other one said and they laughed. My eyes still tied but I was observant of my surroundings.

Soon, I felt my palm trouser been pulled off as I tried to presist. A hand caressed my tigh as it was bare and exposed. Soon, my jean jacket was pulled off leaving me only in my bra and panties which were soon ripped off as I screamed in tiers. A piece of clothing was been chocked in my mouth.

Two hands cupped my breast as I felt both nipples been sucked in. It seems both men holding my hands were now sucking and squeezing hardly on my nipples. My legs were been patted wide open and gripped inorder to prevent from closing. I cried in screams which only came out as muffules.

I felt a hand teased my opening, and soon it was coated in warmth making me jerk due to the sensation of it being sucked. It was as if I was going insane. My breath ached and I couldn't explain what was wrong with me. Then, they began to rub and suck on it while my nipples were been sucked on at the same time.

The cloth was been removed from my mouth as I began to gasp.

"Yeah, that's right. Cum for me baby." I jerked and all of my body vibrated with a loud gasp. My mouth opened as I struggled to steady my breath.

They all rubbed one last time before letting go of me. I felt it had ended. Just like that.

Surprisingly, something poked at my entrance and my whole body vibrated.

No, it can't be.

"No!" my feet dangle over.

"Let me go!" I hit on who ever it was, smacking his face and neck even upon been blind folded. Yet, I felt he remained unaffected.

I wiggled as my hands are been hold and legs been gripped apart.

"That's right barbie. Get ready." One holding my hand whispered into my ear and I panicked.

What-What was that suppose to mean.

Just like that, a trust in.

I screamed in tiers as the pain erupts all over my body.

Who ever was that laid on me and his face so dangerously close to mine that I could feel his hot breath on my face. I cried.

"So fucking thight"He grunt, push in.

"No more. Please, it's too painful."

"But it isn't in yet." He whispered

What?!

"Ahhhh!"

I screamed as he trusted in again. It's killing me!!

He trusted again and again then I could feel our skins on eachother. Ignoring my cries, screams and pleads, he began to move, more faster and eager while his grunts echoed alongside my sobs.

"Just enjoy it little barbie. And you can cry all you want cause we all are going to fuck You." One said and the others laughed. Then he pulled out and got off me.

"My turn"

Said Another and I couldn't help the cries which escaped my lungs any longer. Are they really going to take me turn by turn. I don't even think I would survive the second.

"No. No. Please enough!!"

I cried, trying to wiggle but to no avail as I was still been held down.

"Turn her over"

"What!!! No please"

I pleaded.

And just when I was about to be turned, a voice beamed.

"Wait!"

They stopped.

He bent, pulling me up and taking me with him as he got to his knees, forcing me into his lap, his hands on my hips. I tried fighting, pushing on his chest with the amount of strength I had left but my attempts at inflicting injury only produced a deep laugh, which resonated in his chest.

I struggled to crawl away, but he pulled me back, prodding me with his length. He slid in, filling me all the way down his length which were crushing against my opening. He began to trust. I grasped, my fingers digging unto his arms and shoulders for stability, while I was been used for pleasures.

Plunging deep, he groaned with each trust. His grip on my hips tighten and his other arm was around me, pulling me impossibly tight as he hammered me relentlessly, driving deeper with each trust that it began to hurt... everywhere.

His face on my neck as his breath began to unsteady. He moved his hand from my hip and gripped my hair as I could feel his hot breath fainted on my neck. He began to groan louder. His chest vibrated and a loud grunt followed. Immediately, his grip on me lessened and I fell back to the ground. Gasping for air.

"Please. No more."

I whispered, slowly beginning to feel my vision blur. I was weak already. I could feel it.

"Oh, we are just getting started."

"Why don't we take her together."

At this point, my eyes were closed and voices faded. I felt lifeless but still observant of my surroundings.

"The women always scream and cry and then they moan and beg for more." They laughed then it all died down.

I felt someone come closer and then, his lips landed on mine. I frozed. He sucked on my lips then sticked his tongue to collide with mine but I refused to open my mouth. He bite on my lip as I felt a hand pinch my nipple making me gasp and his tongue invaded mine. He swift across my mouth length. Sounds of kisses could be heard, accompanied by his groans. He seemed to be enjoying it since he was the only one making the moves. Mixing his saliva with mine and I couldn't help but feel disgusted. I have never kissed anyone before and this type is mostly found irritating.

A firm fingertoyed with my anus dipping into the tight bands of my muscle and retreating making me gasp and let go. His kisses went to sucking on my neck and collar bone.

The finger stuck in my anus was performed over and over again. The finger sinked deeper with each push. The sensation was uncomfortable and invasive.

"Ready to fuck?"

The one kissing me let go.

A length was rubbed over the bumpy ridges of my asshole. As much as I knew what was about to happen, I had no strength left in me to fight back or scream.

He pressed the rounded head of his shaft there and I gasped.

"Ahhhh!! Ouch!!"

He pushed in and the pain flared through my body.

"Take it out!! Take it out!!! I can't stand it!" I sobbed.

He slide further in, opening up the constricted flesh, and driving his length in partially. I could feel him twisting inside of me.

No! I can't take this anymore.

As one worked my anus, I felt another region poking my opening before I could blank out.

CHAPTER FOUR

ALYSSA'S POV

My breathe itches. My body hurts. My eyes burns.

Opening, all I could see was blur, I shut back. Then opened slowly. The sound of slow steady beeping could be identified and all I could see was a white surface.

Where am I?

"Ally!! Alyssa my dear!!"

The voice sounded faded and yet familiar.

"Alyssa!!"

It came louder and clear as I was been wiggle. I turned my eyes to see it was my mom. Her eyes swollen in tiers, yet, she tried to keep up a smile. Slowly, I removed the oxygen mask, ignoring her presistant.

"Mom!" I looked around and then it got clear to me. I was wearing an oxygen mask. The beeping machine beside me as a drip was been passed through my hand.

"Am I in an hospital?"

She nodded with a sniff.

"How long?"

"Four days."

What?

Have been in the hospital for the past Four days?

"How-"

I couldn't finish when the memories of what had happened before I blanked out came flowing back. My eyes were now filled with tiers.

"Oh mom. Am ruined." I cried.

She hugged while trying to hold back her tiers.

"Please don't say that honey. Just stay calm and everything would be alright." She beckoned.

The door opened and walking in was a doctor.

"Oh, good. You are awake."

She smiled, walking towards us as I let go of my mom.

"We would run some more tests and I think she would be able to leave the hospital by tomorrow or the day after." She announced then looked between me and my mom. Her mouth pout.

"Are you sure you don't want to report this? I mean, it's a serious offense." She suggested and I tensed. Report. Was she talking about my incident. I shook my head.

"No. No. please don't. I beg of you."

I don't want to come in face with them ever again. They have no idea how evil those people are. They weren't even been able to be stopped at the club.

"Okay. But you should know that you were seriously brutalled. You were in a bad condition when brought in." She replied which made something stroke in my mind.

"Wait. How did I...get here?"

They both went silent as they glanced at each other.

"Mom?"

"Please can any one just answer me."

My mom signed.

"I got a call from your friend, Amelia. She came by the house panicked and said you were been spotted at the road ally... naked."

I gasped with my hands over my mouth as tiers blur my vision once more. Oh my God! Oh no!!

My mom began tiers as she continued.

"We got there and indeed, it was true. You laid there, unconscious and in a pretty bad state. Blood stains from your lower part and for a while, it seems as if it wasn't stopping. At first, we taught it was just your period but when we got to the hospital....it was confirmed that... You....were rapped." Her tiers followed and I felt like ending myself. Did people see me naked? How would I ever be able to face the world, Myself and most of all... My mom.

"The tests and observation came showing that it was due to continuous sexual abuse. So if I may ask. Who were they?" Asked the doctor. I shrugged.

"I don't know. And really have no idea. I was blindfolded and didn't get to see a thing. Including their faces."

"Their faces. So they were more than one?" The doctor was surprised.

"At least, that am sure of."

"And you are sure you don't want to give a report. Young girls like you usually get traumatized after such incidents." She remarked.

"I just want to go home. Please I just want to be alone." Came my reply as a rested back on the bed and faced the other side where I could avoid the gazes of everyone.

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Days later. I got to school and it was as if news spreads like wild fire. I could feel their gazes and whispers as I walked passed.

"I can't believe it. She's indeed a slut and yet acts like a saint."

"She got herself fucked in the middle of the road ally after being wasted. She's just trying to drag attention. Horny bitch."

"Sure to bring shame and disappointment to her family. I wonder what her poor mom would be facing. It's her fault for giving birth to a slut."

"Everyone knows what's behind that innocent hideous mask of hers now. I wonder what the school is going to do about it."

"Hey Milano!!"

A guy called out making me stop.

"You could have mentioned you wanted a good fuck instead of going to embarrass yourself. Don't you know the guys in your school had some pretty good dicks. We can handle you well for the next time."

He mocked and they all erupted into laughter as I walked away.

I can't believe I just waited to hear that. Was that really what they taught of me, That I purposely got myself rapped! That's really unbelievable.

Through out each classes, it's either they all staired and made fun of me while lecture was going on or I was been bullied. And it was really beginning to get hard to Concentrate.

It was lunch break and I sat all alone by a corner. Yet, devious mocks still went on but I chose to ignore.

Eating on by food, Amelia came to join my table which was surprising. Now they were going to gossip about her too.

"Amelia, what are you doing?" I whispered.

"Eating ofcourse." She acted as if nothing was wrong.

A group of girls passed by and laughed at our direction.

"Listen, I don't want you to get into trouble because -"

"And who said I was bothered about that." She cut in and I was speechless.

"Look. We are friends and I would never leave you in times of troubles. We are in this together."

A little smile formed on my face.

"Thank you. But people are saying things about me -"

"And I know they are all rumors. You aren't someone like that." She smiled as if having full trust in me and it gladdened my heart. At least, someone else trusts me aside my Mom.

"But to say the truth. People are gossiping-"

"I know." I cut in. "They are calling me a slut and believed it was just me whoring myself into a man's length. But seriously, what's done is done so that's less of my worries. I need to focus now, more on my mom. I don't know how she feels about all these."

I spoke retrained.

Later on, I sat at the library, trying to concentrate on my reading when I felt someone sat beside me only to see that it was Marcus. His brown hair rested against his forehead as always.

I quickly swift myself.

"Hey!" He called my attention and I couldn't help but feel awkward. Even though we were at the library, so many eyes were still on us.

"Are you alright?" He asked on noticing my discomfort and I decided to come clean.

"Am sure you would have heard the rumors going round school about me"

"So?"

He shrugged as if it was nothing. Why do they always love doing that?

"You aren't affected?" I asked, surprised and he gave a brief laugh.

"I don't care about what other people say or gossip about. Your life is yours alone to live in. Regardless of what you do, people would always talk. So just believe in yourself and act like the world revolves only around you." He encourage and his words really helped...alot. I smiled and he offered to join in with the study which I gladly accepted.

Life after that slowly began to seem cool and as days passed by, I slowly learn to get off my shell.

But not until.... that happened.

My symptoms gave my mother and I some suspicions so we decided to head to the hospital. And it can out positive, I was pregnant.

CHAPTER 5

ALYSSA'S POV

A resounding slap landed on my mom's face making her fall to the ground.

"What a bitch you are. You and your slut excuse of a daughter. How dare she get pregnant in my house and under my nose!!"

My dad was outrageous. even in his drunk state, he was mad after my mom decided to inform him about my pregnancy. But I can't let him blame her. It wasn't her fault. He was about dragging her off the floor when I ran to him in tiers.

"Father please stop. It wasn't her fault. Mother never knew when it happened."

"But she did know it happened."

He turned to me and grabbed my hair tightly.

"Fifteen years old pregnant girl. Aren't you just a whore. Opening those stupid legs of yours to get fucked." He spat.

"It wasn't my fault either father. I was rapped." I cried.

Suddenly, he let go of me and erupted into laughter.

"How pathetic. Who would want to sleep with someone like you. Do you think you're that pretty? Although, you'd ruined my plan of selling off your virginity. You skank."

He slapped me now in anger.

"Am sick of this place. I don't even want to see your faces." He outaged then walked out. I crawled up to my mum who was already in tiers.

How long could I hid it from the world. I was carrying a child which was a result and the product of rape.

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I stood Infront of my room mirror for some reason even I don't understand. I tried examining myself. Strangely, I had slowly began to change. My breast and gotten fuller than before. Not as if it was small, but at least okay to be called a normal size. But now...

I raised my hands to my breast and squeezed lightly but immediately stopped with a hiss. It hurt and aches, alot. Indeed my breast had gotten a little swollen and heavier.

Slowly, I moved my hands to the him of my top, then raised it up to my breast level. Staring at my reflection through the mirror, my hand gazed at my still flat stomach. It isn't obviouse yet, but for how long.

I long will I keep my mom with this shame and embarrassment?

Her only crime was ever birthing a child like me.

My hand romed round my belly and the doctor's words right before we left the hospital rang again in my head like a flash back.

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"I advised She doesn't gets an abortion." She suggested. And my mom's eyes had glimed.

"What? Why not?" She had asked.

"Listen. Your daughter is still quite young and has a whole life ahead of her, we understand that. But due to the scan, we detect she is an alcer patient and it's close to a bim stage. Are you aware of that?" She asked and my mum nodded.

"Well, you should know that for a stage of an alcer patient like hers it's quite risky to get pregnant especially regarding her tender age. Her system isn't that matured yet and as the foetus develops into a baby, it's starts to react. Moving and kicking in it's mother's belly, and in her case, the baby could kick directly to her inner wounds." She explained. My mom looked at me sadly and shook her head.

"Oh, my baby. That could be really painful." Her voice cracked.

"Yes. That would be part of the reason why we don't suggest an abortion for her cause you can't predict the baby's state and it could end up getting bad for her."

My mom taught for a few seconds before responding. She sat beside me and pat my hair.

"I believe that the Lord would protect you." She whispered, kissing my forehead. "Don't worry baby. Am here for you."

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"What are you doing?"

I was too engrossed to know when my Mom had walked in. Through the mirror, I could see her holding a tray of plate. I quickly let down my top and turned, heading to my bed.

"Nothing."

I shrugged as I sat. She came beside me and placed the food on the bed as she sat.

"I know what you are thinking?"

Came her voice after observing.

"Don't." She blurt, shaking her head.

"Mom I-"

"I was married to a minyak, yet I stayed put. Not as if I didn't have a choice. But I just felt it was wrong to have let my guard down and chickened out, at least for your sake. I care about nothing else in this world but you. So everything I do is for your sake." Her voice was calm as she pat my hair.

"But Mom, I don't want to end up like that. Feeling pains and guilt for the rest of my life. And please try to understand. I can't let a silly act ruin my life."

I was ruined already. So I wasn't going to keep the memory of a shameful act.

"Do you think I also never dreamt big. And you heard the doctor, I can't risk lossing you. And In life, we don't always get to call the shots. I hope you would learn to understand."

I looked away and staired out the window. I really can't seem to figure her out sometimes.

"You haven't had anything to eat all morning. So I brought you this."

I looked at her as she turned to open the plate, handed it over to me with a fork. It was spaghetti sauce with some olives at the toppings.

My stomach twitched at the sight of it.

Holding the fork, I digged in. It felt odd as the aroma hit my nostrils, which was unusual cause it wasn't my first time eating it.

Stuffing into my mouth, I forced myself to chew down.

"You know, when you were little, you did alot kind of funny things. You were a little genius. You've always been." As my Mom continued to talk, I was down on my third spoon when it couldn't go anymore. Everything from my stomach came rushing back to my throat and I jerked towards the bathroom, puking it all into the toilet.

I felt my mom's hand patting my back in the process and once done, I washed up.

"I thought you loved that?" She raised a brown.

"I guess not anymore." I signed.

LUNCH BREAK

It was lunch break at school while I spent almost half my day in the toilet, throwing up what's left of a food in my body.

I have been so distained. No friends or whatsoever. And surprisingly, I haven't been seeing Amelia at school. Would have tried giving her a call but my phone was already jupertised.

My bud hit me again and I threw up over the sink.

"What's wrong with you?"

I gasped at the voice only to look behind and see it was Ruby. I wipped my mouth.

"Why do you care?"

Even though am worried about her, am not sure if I should trust her anymore.

"I know you are mad at me. But can we at least seat to talk?" She suggested.