The ninth time, I stood at the altar in a mid-tier chapel that smelled of cheap flowers and desperation. Robert—kind, stable Robert—looked at me with such hope that I almost believed I could do this. Almost.
"I, Ayla, take you—"
The heavy wooden doors burst open with a bang that echoed through the chapel like a gunshot.
"Stop!" Christian's voice cracked as he stumbled down the aisle, his usually perfect hair disheveled, his expensive suit wrinkled. "You can't do this!"
I felt my face drain of color as the chapel erupted in whispers. Cameras flashed—the local press had learned to expect drama at my weddings.
"Christian, please," I whispered, my hands trembling as I clutched my bouquet. "Not again."
"I can't live without you, Ayla." His eyes were wild, desperate in a way I'd never seen before. He reached for my hand, and I felt that familiar spark, the one that had kept me tethered to him through eight previous humiliations.
Robert stepped forward, his jaw tight. "This is our wedding day. You need to leave."
"You don't understand," Christian said, not even looking at him. His fingers wrapped around mine, warm and familiar. "Ayla is mine. She's always been mine."
The words I'd longed to hear for so long hung in the air between us.
"I'm sorry," I whispered to Robert, my voice breaking. "I'm so sorry."
I hiked up my skirts and ran down the aisle with Christian, our hands clasped tightly together. Behind us, I heard gasps and the click of cameras capturing my ninth failed attempt at marriage.
---
For an hour in the luxury hotel suite, I believed in magic again.
Christian ordered room service—strawberries, champagne, all the things we'd dreamed of as kids in the orphanage. He looked at me like I was precious, his fingers tracing the curve of my cheek as if memorizing me.
"Do you remember when we snuck into the kitchen and made strawberry shortcake?" he asked, his voice soft.
"The cook caught us, but she let us eat it anyway," I laughed, feeling young again.
"I've missed this," he murmured against my hair. "Just us against the world."
I closed my eyes, pretending we were still those kids who believed in promises and forever. The hotel room felt like our own little universe, where nothing could touch us.
Then his phone buzzed.
The screen lit up with his mother's name, then Savannah's. Over and over.
Christian's expression changed as he read the messages, his face hardening into the mask I knew too well.
"I need to go," he said finally, standing up.
"What? Why?"
He wouldn't meet my eyes. "It's complicated, Ayla. There's... the inheritance, the arrangements with the Young family. The timing isn't right."
"But you just said—"
"I know what I said." His voice turned cold, distant. "But we can't just run away from reality. I need to handle some things."
He left me sitting on the edge of the bed, still wearing my wedding dress, watching the door close behind him.
---
Two weeks later, I sat alone in my dark apartment, staring at a single cupcake with a lonely candle.
Twenty-six years old. Another year, another birthday forgotten.
My phone remained stubbornly silent. No calls, no texts, no acknowledgement that today mattered at all.
I opened my laptop, scrolling mindlessly through social media to distract myself from the silence.
A livestream notification popped up.
"The Grand Opening of the Whitmore Gallery!"
I clicked before I could stop myself.
The camera panned across a crowd of elegant people in evening wear. Then I saw him—Christian, handsome in a perfectly tailored tuxedo, smiling broadly as he raised a champagne glass.
And beside him, Savannah Young glittered in diamonds, her arm possessively linked through his.
"Power Couple of the Year!" the caption read as the camera zoomed in on them.
Someone whispered something in Christian's ear, and he threw back his head and laughed—a sound I hadn't heard in years.
I touched the screen, my fingertip tracing the outline of his face as tears blurred my vision.
My phone buzzed with a text from Marcus Chen, my therapist: "Happy birthday, Ayla. Remember what we talked about—you deserve someone who shows up."
I looked back at the livestream. Christian was presenting Savannah with a diamond bracelet, kissing her cheek as the crowd applauded.
I wasn't the heroine of a romance story.
I was the punchline of a joke.
The strawberry shortcake sat in my hands like a fragile dream, carefully packaged in a white box tied with a red ribbon. I'd spent hours making it—the same recipe I'd used at the orphanage when Christian and I would sneak into the kitchen after lights out. The memory of his smile then had kept me going through nine failed weddings.
I smoothed down my simple black dress as I approached the Martinez family charity gala. The hotel glowed with golden light, valets parking luxury cars that cost more than my yearly rent. Security guards eyed me suspiciously as I approached.
"I'm here for Christian Martinez," I said, trying to sound confident.
"Name?" The guard's expression said he already knew I didn't belong.
"Ayla Jenkins." I held up the cake box. "I made something for him."
He smirked. "Wait here."
I stood there, feeling the weight of stares from people in designer gowns and tuxedos worth more than my rent. Then I saw him—Christian, tall and handsome in a perfectly tailored suit, talking to a group of investors near the entrance.
Our eyes met across the crowd. For a moment, I saw the boy from the orphanage—the one who'd promised me forever. He started moving toward me.
"Ayla?" His voice held surprise, but something else too—wariness.
"I made your favorite," I said, holding out the cake box. "Remember how we used to—"
"Christian, darling!" Savannah's voice cut through our moment like a knife. She appeared at his side in a glittering gold gown, her arm sliding possessively through his. "The Youngs are waiting for us."
She noticed the cake box, her perfectly shaped eyebrows arching. "What's this?"
"It's nothing," Christian started, but Savannah was already reaching for it.
"Let me see," she purred, taking the box from my hands. She opened it, examining the strawberry shortcake with theatrical interest. "How... quaint."
Then her eyes met mine, cold and calculating. "Homemade?"
"Yes," I said quietly. "Christian loves it."
She smiled—a predator's smile. "Well, we can't have peasant food at a black-tie event, can we?"
Before I could react, she dropped the box. It hit the pavement with a sickening thud, the cake splattering across the dirty ground.
"Oh my," she said, her voice dripping false concern. "What a shame."
I looked at Christian, waiting for him to say something—anything—to defend me. He looked away instead.
"Security will show you out," he muttered.
---
I sat in the café across from the hotel, scrubbing frosting from my shoes with a napkin. My hands shook as I tried to compose myself.
"Stupid, stupid, stupid," I whispered to myself. "Why do you keep believing?"
The café was nearly empty, just a few business people on laptops and a group in the back booth laughing loudly.
"Another round?" A familiar voice—James Whitfield, Christian's best friend since prep school.
"Sure, why not? We're celebrating early." That was Marcus Blackwood, another member of their inner circle.
I froze, straining to hear their conversation.
"To Christian's tenth wedding crash," James laughed. "Ten is a nice round number, don't you think?"
"Two hundred grand in the pot now," Marcus replied. "I put fifty on 'Yes' last month. Easy money."
My blood turned to ice as I realized what I was hearing.
"The Viper Club app is blowing up," another voice joined in. "Everyone's tracking the over-under on when she'll finally wise up."
"Funny thing is, Christian actually thinks she'll never leave him," James said. "He put in fifty grand himself on 'Yes' for wedding number ten."
I felt like I'd been punched in the chest. The betting pool. It was real—they'd actually turned my pain into a game.
"Hey, did you see the new odds?" Marcus asked. "Five to one she makes it through the ceremony without him showing up."
"Savannah's been working overtime making sure he's busy that day," James replied. "But you know Christian—he'll find a way to fuck it up for everyone."
Their laughter felt like knives in my back.
---
"Ms. Jenkins?" Ambrose Martinez's secretary looked surprised when I appeared at the door of his office building the next morning. "You don't have an appointment."
"I need five minutes," I said, my voice steadier than I felt. "Tell him it's about the betting pool."
Ten minutes later, I sat across from Ambrose in his sleek office overlooking the city. His expression remained unreadable as I laid out everything—the bet, the humiliation, the years of being Christian's doormat.
"You want a loan for your fashion business," he said finally. "That's what this is about?"
I leaned forward. "No. I want to make a deal."
His eyes narrowed slightly—the first real reaction I'd seen from him.
"I'm staging a tenth wedding," I said. "A real one this time. And I'm going to reject Christian when he shows up."
"That sounds... self-destructive," Ambrose replied carefully.
"It's my way out," I said. "But I need insurance. If I go through with it and reject him publicly, you marry me instead."
His pen stopped moving. "Excuse me?"
"You heard me." I met his gaze steadily. "We get married that same day. You help me rebuild my reputation, and I'll never bother your family again."
"And if you don't follow through?" he asked.
"Then I leave town forever." I stood up, smoothing my skirt. "Do we have a deal?"
Ambrose studied me for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Then he smiled—a small, genuine smile that reached his eyes.
"I believe we do."
Ambrose's eyes remained steady as he listened to my proposal, his expression revealing nothing of his thoughts. The sleek lines of his office, with its floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city, made me feel small—but I refused to shrink away.
"A marriage of convenience," he repeated, his voice carrying that same measured tone I'd heard in our previous meetings. "With my brother's ex-girlfriend."
"Future ex-girlfriend," I corrected, straightening my spine. "After the tenth wedding, I'm done being Christian's doormat."
Something flickered in Ambrose's eyes—interest, perhaps, or amusement. It disappeared so quickly I might have imagined it.
"And you think marrying me will solve your problems?" he asked, setting down his pen.
"It solves both our problems," I replied. "I get my dignity back, and you... get to teach your brother a lesson."
Ambrose leaned back in his chair, studying me with an intensity that made my cheeks warm. "I have a different proposition."
My heart stuttered. "What kind of proposition?"
"We get the marriage license before the ceremony," he said, his voice taking on a businesslike edge. "Not after. Before."
I blinked, trying to process this. "Why?"
"Legal leverage," he replied smoothly. "If Christian tries to contest anything later, we're already legally bound."
But something in his expression told me there was more to it than that. This wasn't just about strategy—it was about ensuring I couldn't back out.
"You're as manipulative as your brother," I said quietly.
A smile—small but genuine—curved his lips. "I prefer 'strategic.'"
He reached for his checkbook, and I watched in surprise as he wrote an amount that made my eyes widen.
"This is for your fashion business," he said, tearing out the check. "Not a loan. An investment."
"In future family?" I asked, taking the check with trembling fingers.
His eyes met mine. "In you."
---
Two days later, I stood in the plush interior of Tiffany & Co., clutching my grandmother's silver necklace. The clasp had broken, and I needed it repaired before my next job interview.
"Ms. Jenkins?" The jeweler approached with a deferential smile. "What can we do for you today?"
I explained about the necklace, but his expression shifted to confusion.
"I think there's been a misunderstanding," he said. "You're not here for the Martinez commission?"
"Martinez?" I echoed.
"The pink diamond ring Mr. Christian Martinez commissioned," he explained. "It's quite spectacular—five carats, custom setting."
My stomach dropped. "Could I... see it?"
The jeweler hesitated, then nodded. He disappeared into the back and returned with a leather portfolio.
"These are the final sketches," he said, spreading them before me.
I stared at the intricate designs—a massive pink diamond surrounded by smaller white diamonds, the setting intricate and elegant. The price tag at the bottom made my breath catch: $1.2 million.
"It's for his fiancée," the jeweler continued. "Ms. Young. The ring should be ready next month."
I reached into my pocket, feeling the small glass ring Christian had given me at the orphanage. It was scratched now, its edges worn smooth from years of handling.
"Thank you," I whispered, handing back the portfolio.
As I walked out of the store, I finally understood. Christian had spent $1.2 million on Savannah's ring while keeping mine as a sentimental trinket. The contrast couldn't have been clearer if he'd shouted it from the rooftops.
---
"Are you warm enough?" Ambrose asked as we settled at a corner table in the Blue Note Jazz Club.
The place was dimly lit, the air thick with the notes of a saxophone and the gentle hum of conversation. This was our first public appearance together—part of our plan to make the upcoming wedding believable.
"I'm fine," I replied, wrapping my hands around the martini he'd ordered for me.
He studied me for a moment, then pressed a button on the table. A server appeared instantly.
"The temperature seems off," Ambrose said. "Could you have someone adjust the thermostat? Ms. Jenkins is cold."
I blinked in surprise. "I didn't say I was cold."
"You were hugging yourself," he replied simply. "And your nose is pink."
The server nodded and disappeared. Within minutes, warm air began flowing through the room.
"So," Ambrose said, leaning forward slightly, "tell me about your designs. What inspired your latest collection?"
The question caught me off guard. No one had ever asked me about my work—certainly not Christian, who always steered conversations back to himself.
"Well," I began slowly, "I've been working on a line inspired by... broken things."
His eyebrows rose slightly, inviting me to continue.
"Beautiful things that have been damaged but become more interesting because of their imperfections," I explained. "Like Kintsugi pottery—the Japanese art of repairing broken ceramics with gold."
"Showing that damage can make something more valuable," he murmured, his eyes never leaving mine.
As the evening progressed, I found myself relaxing. Ambrose listened—truly listened—to every word I said. When I spoke of my dreams, he didn't dismiss them as childish fantasies. When I mentioned my fears, he didn't offer empty platitudes.
And when I shivered again later in the evening, he simply shrugged off his jacket and draped it over my shoulders—no grand gestures, no declarations. Just quiet action.
I looked at him then—really looked at him—and wondered why I'd spent so long waiting for a boy who made promises when a man who kept them sat right in front of me.