Carissa's fingers dug into the cold metal handrail of the hospital corridor. Her knuckles had gone white. Her heart pounded against her ribs, matching the steady tick of the wall clock. Every second that passed without Dr. Adler walking through those glass doors pressed down on her chest, made it hard to pull air in.
The elevator at the end of the sterile hallway chimed.
Guilford Gates stepped out. Two massive bodyguards flanked him, his long strides eating up the distance fast. The air in the corridor dropped ten degrees. He wore a tailored charcoal suit that screamed money and power, but it was the flat, frozen look in his dark eyes that hollowed out Carissa's stomach.
His gaze swept over her pale face. He didn't slow down. A low scoff left his lips, thick with contempt, hitting her like a slap.
Carissa bit the inside of her cheek. Blood, metallic and warm, grounded her. She wanted to scream at him, to fight back against the gold-digger label he'd branded her with four years ago. But her son was lying in the ICU behind her. She swallowed the humiliation. It burned all the way down.
The glass doors to the lab pushed open. Dr. Adler walked out, a thin manila folder in his hands. His shoulders slumped. Deep lines cut across his forehead.
Carissa lunged forward. Her legs, numb from hours of standing on that hard floor, buckled. She stumbled toward the polished tile.
Guilford's hand shot out. He gripped her upper arm through her cheap trench coat, his fingers digging in just enough to steady her. The second she found her balance, he let go. He wiped his hand against his slacks like he'd touched something filthy.
Dr. Adler let out a heavy breath. He wouldn't meet Carissa's eyes. "The bone marrow match failed."
The words sucked all the air out of the hallway.
A roar filled Carissa's ears. Hot tears spilled over her lashes, burning her cold cheeks. She grabbed the lapels of the doctor's white coat, her fingers shaking hard. "Test it again. Please. You have to test it again."
Guilford's jaw ticked. A muscle feathered under his skin. He reached out, grabbed Carissa by the back of her collar, and yanked her away from the doctor. "Give me the backup plan," he ordered, his voice low and dangerous. "Now."
Dr. Adler wiped sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand. "There is one last option. Highly risky. A savior sibling. Natural conception, to create a perfect donor match."
Carissa's eyes went wide. She stumbled backward, her spine hitting the cold wall with a hard thud.
Guilford's eyes narrowed to slits. He stepped toward the doctor. "Why not IVF? I'm not wasting time."
"Her hormone levels are dangerously erratic." The doctor pulled up Carissa's charts on his tablet, turning the screen toward Guilford. "Success rate for in-vitro right now is under ten percent. It would waste crucial time. Natural conception is the only viable path."
Guilford turned his head slowly. His gaze dragged over Carissa, assessing her like defective merchandise on an auction block. That raw, calculating look churned her stomach.
She crossed her arms over her chest, nails digging into her own sleeves. "No. Absolutely not. I won't agree to this."
Guilford let out a dark laugh, no humor in it. He reached into the inner pocket of his suit jacket, pulled out a blank check, and threw it hard against her chest. The crisp paper fluttered to the floor. "Drop the act, Carissa. Name your price. Ten million? Twenty? You already sold your firstborn. Breeding another one should just be good business for you."
Carissa's blood went hot. She raised her hand, aiming a slap at his face.
Guilford caught her wrist mid-air. His grip crushed down like a steel vise. He leaned in, his face inches from hers, his breath smelling of mint and black coffee. "If you don't cooperate," he whispered, the threat vibrating against her skin, "you will never see Isadore again. For the rest of your life."
The struggle drained out of her. Her arms went limp. The fight in her eyes shattered, replaced by something hollow and desperate.
Guilford dropped her wrist. He turned and walked toward the ICU viewing window, gesturing with his chin. "Look at him."
Carissa dragged her heavy feet to the glass. Isadore lay there, a tiny frame swallowed by tubes and wires. More tears blurred her vision, hot and fast.
As if sensing her, Isadore's small hand twitched in his sleep. The movement tugged at a wire, sending a sharp, high-pitched beep from the heart monitor.
That single beep hit Carissa square in the chest. It broke everything she had left.
Guilford adjusted the cuffs of his shirt, glancing at his Patek Philippe. "You have twenty-four hours to decide."
He didn't look at her again. He turned and walked away, the sharp clack of his leather shoes echoing down the corridor until it faded into nothing.
Carissa's knees gave out. She slid down the glass, sitting on the cold floor. She pressed her palm against the window, right where Isadore's pale cheek rested on the other side, and sobbed until her throat went raw.
A nurse approached, holding out a paper cup of warm water. Carissa looked up. Her eyes were so dead, so empty, the nurse stepped back.
She sat there for thirty minutes. When the cold had seeped into her bones, she used the wall to push herself up.
She wiped her face with the back of her hand. She walked over to the blank check on the floor, picked it up, and ripped it into tiny pieces. She dropped the shreds into the trash can. Then, with a hardened stare, she turned and walked toward the elevator.
The Uber jerked to a stop outside the massive wrought-iron gates of the Gates estate on Long Island's Gold Coast. The driver muttered something under his breath and refused to go any further past the security perimeter.
Carissa paid the fare and stepped out. The ocean wind bit through her thin coat, whipping her dark hair across her face. She stared up at the towering stone walls, her stomach twisting into a tight knot. She was walking into a gilded prison.
The gates glided open. Alistair Finch, the estate's head butler, stood waiting in an immaculate tailcoat, two silent maids flanking him. He was a tall, gaunt man with a sharp nose and thinning gray hair combed flat against his skull. His eyes dragged over Carissa's frayed trench coat, his upper lip curling just slightly.
"Get in the cart," Alistair said. His British accent was flawless and coated in ice. He didn't use her name. He didn't say ma'am.
Carissa climbed into the back of the golf cart. As they drove across the sprawling lawns, past sculpted hedges and marble fountains that belonged in a palace, the sheer weight of the Gates family's wealth pressed down on her lungs.
The cart stopped at the main portico. Carissa stepped down. Alistair didn't wait for her. His rigid back dictated she was expected to keep up without complaint. She followed him down a long corridor lined with oil portraits of Gates ancestors, their painted eyes tracking her, the heavy silence pressing against her ears with every step she took on the pristine Italian marble.
They reached the second floor. Carissa stopped outside the nursery door. Before she could push it open, a woman's voice drifted out. Soft. Melodic. Completely fake.
Carissa looked through the crack in the door. A woman sat at the edge of Isadore's bed, holding a children's book. She had honey-blonde hair swept into an elegant low bun, high cheekbones, and a slender figure wrapped in a cream silk dress.
The woman sensed the movement and turned. Imogene Clemons. Guilford's fiancée.
Imogene set the book down. She stood, her heels clicking softly as she walked to the door. She stepped into the hallway and pulled the heavy door shut behind her, physically cutting Carissa off from her son.
Imogene looked Carissa up and down. A condescending smile touched her glossy lips. She extended a hand. The massive diamond on her ring finger caught the hallway light, throwing sparks. "I'm Imogene. Isadore's future mother."
Carissa stared at the diamond. A sharp pain pierced her chest, but she kept her hands at her sides. "I want to see my son."
Imogene dropped her hand. She didn't look embarrassed. She looked amused. She stepped closer, her voice dropping to a pitying whisper, her perfume cloying and sweet. "Take the money and leave, Carissa. Don't grasp at things that will never belong to you."
Carissa's jaw tightened. "If you weren't so useless, Guilford wouldn't have had to beg the biological mother to step in."
The perfect mask cracked. Imogene's blue eyes went cold. She leaned in close. "You bottom-feeding trash. You're only going to stain the carpets here."
Heavy footsteps echoed from the far end of the hall. Guilford appeared, dark-suited, his presence swallowing the space instantly. He was tall, broad-shouldered, with sharp cheekbones and a hard jaw. His black hair was swept back from his forehead, and his dark eyes missed nothing.
Imogene's face transformed in a heartbeat. Her eyes welled with tears. She rushed to Guilford, wrapping her slender fingers around his bicep. "Guilford, she's being so hostile to me."
Guilford's brow darkened. His cold eyes bypassed Imogene and slammed into Carissa. "You will follow the rules in this house, Carissa. Or you will leave."
Carissa watched them stand together, the perfect, powerful couple. Her heart squeezed tight. But she lifted her chin, refusing to let a single tear fall.
Guilford reached past her and pushed the nursery door open. "Go look at the boy. Stop causing scenes in the hallway."
Carissa took a deep breath. She ignored Imogene's victorious smirk, walked into the room, and shut the heavy door behind her.
Isadore lay on the massive bed, a ventilator mask covering his pale face. His dark hair was thin and patchy from treatment, his small body fragile under the white sheets. Carissa's tough exterior crumbled. She rushed to the bedside and dropped to her knees.
She took his small, cold hand in hers. Hot tears fell freely, soaking into the pristine white bedsheets. "I'm sorry," she whispered, her voice cracking. "I'm so sorry."
Isadore didn't wake. The only sound was the mechanical hiss of the ventilator. Every rise and fall of his small chest pulled at her raw nerves.
Through the thick wood of the door, she heard the muffled voices of Imogene and Guilford. Imogene was asking him to dinner. Guilford's low voice agreed.
The casual domesticity of their exchange drove into her ears like needles. A brutal reminder that she was nothing but a rented womb.
She sat on the floor for an hour. Finally, a sharp knock from Alistair signaled her time was up.
Carissa stood. Her legs had fallen asleep. She stumbled, gripping the edge of the mattress to keep from falling.
She pressed a soft kiss to Isadore's forehead. When she opened the door and stepped into the empty, luxurious hallway, her eyes were dry. She knew exactly what she had to survive.
Carissa descended the sweeping staircase, her hand trailing on the wool-carpeted banister. Before her foot hit the bottom step, a stern-faced maid blocked her path. Maeve was a stocky woman in her fifties, with iron-gray hair scraped back into a severe bun and small, suspicious eyes.
"Madam Essie is waiting for you in the parlor," Maeve ordered. She turned on her heel, expecting Carissa to follow.
Carissa walked through the dim corridors. The parlor smelled of heavy incense and old mahogany. The air was so thick it stuck in her throat.
Essie Gates sat in a high-backed velvet chair. She was a handsome woman in her seventies, silver hair perfectly coiffed, her face a map of hard lines and harder judgments. A string of antique rosary beads moved through her thin, age-spotted fingers. Her eyes stayed fixed on the fireplace.
Carissa stopped three feet away. "Mrs. Gates."
Essie let out a sharp scoff. She stopped moving the beads and snapped her hawkish gaze onto Carissa. "You are a stain on this family."
Carissa's fingers dug into the fabric of her coat. "I was a victim four years ago—"
Essie slammed her palm against the armrest. The loud crack made Carissa flinch. "Shut your mouth! You sold your own flesh and blood to us three years ago for five million dollars. You have no right to play the victim in my house."
The words hit Carissa like a physical blow. Her mouth fell open. The blood drained from her face, leaving her dizzy. Sold? Five million dollars?
Essie mistook her shock for guilt. She sneered, picking up a bone-china teacup and taking a slow sip.
When she set the cup down, her voice was eerily calm. "Since you took our money, your body belongs to the Gates family. Saving my grandson is your contractual obligation."
The sheer ugliness of the words made Carissa's stomach heave. A hot, burning anger ignited in her chest. She snapped her head up, her eyes blazing.
Maeve stepped forward, her body coiling tight, ready.
Essie closed her eyes, looking exhausted by Carissa's mere presence. "Move into the estate. Prepare your body for the pregnancy."
Carissa's chest heaved. She saw Isadore's pale face in her mind. She swallowed the scream building in her throat. If she fought back now, she would be thrown out. And she would never find out who took that five million dollars.
She forced her facial muscles to relax. She manufactured a look of greedy hesitation. "I need time to consider the... compensation for this new arrangement."
Essie's eyes snapped open, gleaming with validated disgust. "There it is. The rat shows its tail." She waved her hand dismissively. "Get this filthy woman out of my sight."
Carissa turned and walked out. She dug her fingernails so hard into her palms that the skin broke. The pain kept her steady.
By the time she reached the front gates, a freezing drizzle had started to fall.
The security guard stared straight ahead, refusing to offer her an umbrella. Carissa pulled her thin coat tighter and walked out into the rain.
She stood on the empty, winding road, pulling out her phone. No Uber driver would accept a ride from this zip code.
A black Maybach glided out of the estate gates. The rear window was rolled halfway down. She caught Guilford's sharp profile in the shadows.
The car sped past her without slowing. The tires hit a puddle, splashing freezing, muddy water all over her jeans.
Carissa stared at the red taillights disappearing into the mist. She wiped the dirty rain from her face. The last shred of vulnerability inside her died, replaced by something cold and hard.
She walked for nearly an hour in the freezing rain, her worn boots slipping on the slick pavement, until she finally reached the main highway. Pulling out her phone with numb fingers, she managed to hail a premium rideshare. When the sleek black SUV pulled up, she slid onto the pristine leather seat. The driver, a middle-aged man with kind eyes, glanced at her dripping clothes through the rearview mirror but said nothing. The heater blasted over her shivering frame. She gave him an address in Queens.
Staring out at the blurred neon lights of the city, Carissa made a silent vow. She was going to find out exactly where that money went.