Back to Ten Years Ago, I Chose Marriage Again

　　He hated me.

　　Because his first love died because of me.

　　We'd been a couple for ten years. I'd suffered a lot.

　　Even when I lost my child, I received his cold rebuke.

　　"The child died because of your sin."

　　I often thought that it would be great if I had died back then.

　　When I woke up, I was young again.

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　　I opened my eyes again.

　　I went back to the second year of my marriage to Jadiel Galvan.

　　Someone lifted the bed curtain.

　　Dazzling light shone in.

　　Someone stood against the light by the bed and said in a cold tone.

　　"You've gone too far by pretending to be unconscious and framing your older sister."

　　I looked at the bed curtain embroidered with fish and lotus leaf patterns in a daze.

　　I was forced to look into his cold eyes.

　　"Tomorrow, send her something as an apology."

　　I dreamed of this familiar scene again and again.

　　But I still couldn't help but grab the quilt and subconsciously replied.

　　"Do you want me to apologize to an officer's daughter?"

　　The person in front of me looked down at me with a calm expression.

　　"You're just a concubine. Why can't you apologize?"

　　After a few moments of silence...

　　In the end, I compromised. "I don't dare to disobey your orders."

　　The person in front of him turned around mercilessly.

　　I touched my belly, tears of joy flowing from the corners of my eyes.

　　My baby was still alive.

　　I didn't pretend to faint, The doctor didn't notice that I was pregnant.

　　In my previous life, I had worked hard day and night so my sister could be married to a royal. As a result, I fell ill and had a miscarriage.

　　Baby, I'm gonna get you out of this cage.

　　I rubbed my belly and closed my eyes.

　　I couldn't sleep at night, so I sat by the window.

　　I picked up the writing brush, but I didn't write anything for a long time.

　　I recalled the past.

　　Although I was from a prestigious clan...

　　I was the daughter of a concubine.

　　After my mother passed away...

　　I lost my only love.

　　It was common for me to carry well water to wash clothes in freezing winter and chop wood in summer when the sun was high in the sky.

　　I had many siblings.

　　Only the daughter of the legal wife, Vanessa Pitts, is the most doted upon.

　　I was so envious of her.

　　I envied her for being pampered and having thick black hair.

　　I envied her for being so pure despite being doted on.

　　Every day when knelt down to pay my respects...

　　I often fantasized about being the girl that my father valued and my mother doted on. I wanted to be that girl for just one day.

　　That day...

　　There was an honored guest at home.

　　I stood by the pond and sobbed.

　　I was reprimanded by the maid for a long time for breaking the vase in Vanessa's room.

　　Someone handed over a handkerchief.

　　"Everyone is in the front hall. Why are you crying here?"

　　The man in the brocade robe in front of me had a faint smile on his cold face.

　　That was Jadiel at the age of 16.

　　Later, I learned that the person in front of me was the third son of the emperor.

　　He had been fostered by an imperial noble consort since he was a child. His situation was very similar to mine.

　　For the handkerchief...

　　I tried my best to plan.

　　Finally, I got what I wanted and became his concubine.

　　On the night of the wedding.

　　He was wearing a red gown and put on a pair of jade bracelets for me.

　　"We express our feelings with bracelets."

　　"When you give birth to my son in the future, I will write a letter to my father to make you my legal wife."

　　I was overjoyed.

　　I tried my best to get pregnant, but to no avail.

　　Until Jadiel was conferred the title of crown prince.

　　When Vanessa came to congratulate him in beautiful white clothes, they bumped into each other.

　　With just one glance, the two fell in love at first sight.

　　Regardless of my pregnancy, they soon decided on a good date to get married.