I smoothed down the front of my dress for the fifth time, checking my reflection in the hallway mirror. One year. Three hundred and sixty-five days of marriage to a man who still felt like a stranger in our bed.
The dining room glowed with candlelight, casting shadows across the intimate table I'd spent hours preparing. Jasper's favorite wine breathed in crystal glasses, and the beef Wellington sat perfectly golden on fine china—his favorite, not mine. Nothing about this marriage had been about what I wanted.
"Mrs. Spencer?" Our housekeeper appeared in the doorway, her expression carefully neutral. "The dinner will get cold."
"He'll be here," I said, more to convince myself than her. "He promised."
At eight-thirty, the front door finally opened. I straightened, forcing a smile as Jasper's heavy footsteps echoed through the foyer. He looked tired, his tie loosened, hair slightly disheveled. But it was the scent that hit me first—vanilla and jasmine, not his usual sandalwood cologne.
"You're late," I said softly, rising to meet him.
His eyes darted to the dining room setup, then back to me. "I told you I had work."
"It's our anniversary, Jasper." My voice cracked slightly. "I thought maybe tonight could be different."
He stepped back when I reached for him, his jaw tightening. "I'm not hungry."
"I made your favorite." I gestured to the table. "Just sit with me for a few minutes?"
Something flickered in his eyes—guilt? Regret? But it vanished so quickly I might have imagined it.
"I can't do this, Raven." His voice was flat, professional. The same tone he used with suspects. "This isn't real."
"What isn't real?" I whispered.
"Us." He gestured between us. "You and me. This..." He waved at the dining room. "It's not real."
The candles flickered as if mocking me. "I thought we were trying."
"No." He shook his head. "We're pretending. And I'm tired of pretending."
I swallowed hard, fighting back tears. "Is this about Emily again?"
His silence was answer enough.
"She called tonight," he finally admitted. "She had another nightmare about her father."
"And you went running." It wasn't a question.
"She needed someone."
"And I don't?" The words escaped before I could stop them.
Jasper's expression hardened. "This isn't about need. It's about reality. I'm a cop, Raven. A blue-collar detective from Brooklyn. You're..." He gestured at me, at the room. "You're a Spencer. This was never going to work."
"We could make it work," I insisted, hating how desperate I sounded.
"No." He stepped around me. "We couldn't."
I watched him walk away, his shoulders rigid beneath his suit jacket. The couch springs creaked as he settled in the living room, claiming his usual spot—as far from me as possible.
---
The phone rang at 3:17 AM. I fumbled for it in the darkness, my heart already racing.
"Miss Spencer?" An unfamiliar voice. "This is Mount Sinai Hospital. Your grandfather has been in a serious accident."
The world tilted sideways. "Is he...?"
"I'm sorry. He was pronounced dead at the scene."
I don't remember getting dressed or driving to the hospital. The fluorescent lights of the emergency room were too bright, too harsh. A nurse led me to a small waiting area where my grandfather's lawyer sat with a solemn expression.
"He was hit head-on," the lawyer explained quietly. "The other driver fled the scene."
I nodded numbly, unable to process the words.
"The police are investigating," he continued. "They'll want to speak with you."
Jasper. Of course Jasper would be there.
---
The crash site was chaos—flashing lights, yellow tape, and the acrid smell of gasoline. I pushed through the crowd of officers, searching for Jasper.
"Raven!" Someone caught my arm. It was Marcus Rivera, Jasper's partner. "You shouldn't be here."
"Where's Jasper?" I demanded.
Marcus hesitated, glancing toward a cluster of officers near a damaged sedan. "He's handling something."
I followed his gaze and froze. Jasper stood with his back to me, but I could see the woman he was speaking to—Emily Hill, her blonde hair disheveled, mascara streaking down her face. She was shaking violently, clutching at Jasper's arm.
"She's the driver," Marcus muttered, his voice tight.
My blood turned to ice. "What?"
"The other car. The one that hit your grandfather." He looked away. "Jasper found her wandering near the scene."
I started forward, but Marcus held me back. "Don't. He's handling it."
"Handling it?" I repeated incredulously. "She killed my grandfather!"
But as I watched, Jasper wasn't handcuffing her or reading her rights. Instead, he was wiping something from the steering wheel of the second car—her fingerprints. With deliberate movements, he pulled out his phone and began typing a report.
"What is he doing?" I whispered.
Marcus's silence was deafening.
Jasper finally noticed me standing there. For a moment, something flashed across his face—panic? Guilt? Then his expression hardened into the mask I knew too well.
"Raven," he said formally. "This is an active crime scene."
"My grandfather is dead," I said, my voice surprisingly steady despite the storm inside me.
"Yes." He glanced at Emily, who was now sitting in the back of a patrol car—unrestrained, uncharged. "We're investigating it as a hit-and-run by an unknown driver."
Unknown driver. The lie hung between us like poison.
Our eyes met across the chaos of flashing lights and police radios. In that moment, I saw something I'd never expected—Jasper Wright, the man who'd sworn to uphold the law, breaking it right in front of me.
For her.
I sat frozen in front of the television, remote clutched so tightly my knuckles had gone white. The press conference flickered on the screen—a sea of microphones and cameras aimed at the podium where Jasper stood, his face impassive in that way I'd grown to hate.
"Detective Wright," called out a reporter from the back, "there's been speculation about your connection to the Spencer family. Specifically, your relationship with Raven Spencer. Can you comment?"
My heart stuttered. Despite everything—the anniversary dinner he'd abandoned, his betrayal at the crash site—some foolish part of me still hoped he would acknowledge our marriage publicly.
"The Spencer case is an ongoing investigation," Jasper began, his voice clipped and professional. "Regarding your question about Miss Spencer—"
He paused, and I leaned forward, holding my breath.
"Any suggestion of a personal relationship between us is erroneous. Miss Spencer has been assisting with our investigation as a potential witness. Our interactions have been strictly professional."
The room spun around me. I grabbed the armrest to steady myself.
"To clarify," he continued, "any appearance of a marriage between us was part of an undercover operation. There is no romantic relationship."
The words hit like physical blows. Each syllable a betrayal more cutting than the last.
"An undercover operation?" repeated the reporter, clearly surprised.
"Yes." Jasper's jaw tightened. "The details are classified, but I want to make it clear that Miss Spencer and I have no personal connection beyond her cooperation with our investigation."
I switched off the TV with a sharp click, but couldn't block out his voice echoing in my mind. No personal connection. An undercover operation. Our marriage—our year together—reduced to a lie.
---
The Spencer family yacht gleamed white against the Hudson's dark water. Inside, New York's elite mingled in black attire, murmuring condolences that didn't reach their eyes. This memorial wasn't about grief; it was about appearances.
I stood near the bar, nursing a champagne I hadn't touched, watching Emily work the room. She wore a modest black dress, playing the role of grieving friend perfectly. Jasper hovered nearby, his attention never leaving her.
"Raven," a voice behind me said. "You look lovely tonight."
I turned to find my stepmother Marie appraising my white dress with barely concealed disdain.
"Black would have been more appropriate," she whispered, before gliding away.
I took a deep breath and moved toward the deck, needing air. The cool night breeze carried the scent of water and expensive perfume. I closed my eyes, trying to center myself.
"Oh!"
I turned to find Emily stumbling toward me, a glass of red wine tilting precariously in her hand. Before I could step aside, she collided with me, sending the dark liquid cascading down the front of my white dress.
Gasps rippled through nearby guests. The red stain spread across my chest like blood.
"I'm so sorry!" Emily's eyes widened in mock horror. "I didn't see you there!"
The dress was ruined. White silk ruined by red wine at my grandfather's memorial. The symbolism wasn't lost on me.
"You did that on purpose," I hissed, low enough that only she could hear.
Emily's face crumpled instantly. "How can you say that? I'm so sorry!" Her voice rose, drawing attention. "I'm just so upset about Thomas..."
Jasper materialized beside her, his hand on her shoulder. "What happened?"
"She shoved me," Emily sobbed, pointing at herself. "I tripped and spilled my drink, and she accused me of doing it deliberately."
"That's not—" I started, but Jasper cut me off.
"Raven." His voice was cold, authoritative. "That's enough."
"Jasper, she's lying—"
"Enough." He stepped closer, lowering his voice. "You're making a scene at your grandfather's memorial. Pull yourself together."
The crowd around us tittered uncomfortably. I felt their judgment like a physical weight.
---
I retreated to the far corner of the deck, tears threatening to spill. The city lights blurred across the water as I pressed my fingers against my eyes.
"Here."
I looked up to find a man in an impeccably tailored suit holding out a crisp handkerchief. Not Jasper—someone else entirely. Tall, with dark hair and eyes that assessed me with cool intelligence rather than pity.
"Erik Crawford," he introduced himself, offering his hand.
I knew the name. Real estate mogul. My father's chief competitor.
"Raven Spencer," I replied automatically, accepting the handkerchief.
"I know who you are." His gaze flicked to the wine stain on my dress. "And I know that wasn't an accident."
I stiffened. "Excuse me?"
"Your stepmother's been watching you all evening." He nodded subtly toward Marie, who was whispering to a group of socialites. "And that performance with Detective Wright and his... friend... was quite revealing."
"Are you offering fashion advice or something else?" I asked sharply.
A hint of a smile touched his lips. "An alliance."
"An alliance," I repeated.
"Your father's been maneuvering to cut you out of the Spencer inheritance." Erik's voice was matter-of-fact. "I have... resources that could help you secure what's rightfully yours."
I studied him, trying to discern his motives. "Why would you help me?"
"Let's just say your father and I have our own history." He glanced toward the city skyline. "And I recognize strength when I see it, Miss Spencer."
For the first time that evening, I felt something other than humiliation. A tiny spark of possibility flickered in my chest as I looked at Erik Crawford and wondered what kind of alliance he had in mind.
The summons came at dawn.
My father's voice crackled through the phone, each word sharper than broken glass. "The Hamptons. Now."
I knew better than to argue. The Spencer estate waited like a mausoleum—cold, imposing, and filled with ghosts. My grandfather's death had left it emptier than before, but my father's rage made it feel smaller, suffocating.
The car ride stretched endlessly. I rehearsed explanations, excuses, anything to deflect his fury. But deep down, I knew nothing would spare me.
Douglas Spencer stood in the library when I arrived, his back to me as he gazed out at the manicured gardens. The riding crop in his hand tapped rhythmically against his leg.
"You've failed me," he said without turning. "The stock is in free fall."
"Jasper's statement—"
"Your husband." He spat the word like poison. "The man you were supposed to control."
I swallowed hard. "I didn't expect him to—"
"To what? Tell the truth?" He turned slowly, his face a mask of contempt. "To admit that our marriage was nothing but a farce?"
The first blow caught me across the shoulder blades. I gasped, stumbling forward as the leather bit through my blouse.
"You promised me you could handle him," Douglas hissed, advancing. "You promised me the Spencer name would be protected."
The riding crop whistled through the air again. This time I felt it across my back, opening skin. Blood bloomed hot and wet beneath my torn clothes.
"Daddy, please—" I begged, but the word only fueled his rage.
"Your grandfather trusted you," he snarled. "Look what you've done!"
The blows came faster now, each one precise and calculated. My legs buckled as he targeted my thighs, the welts rising like angry serpents across my skin.
"Stop," I gasped, curling into myself. "You're going to kill me."
Something in his eyes shifted—not compassion, but satisfaction. "That would solve many problems."
He locked me in the library afterward, my body a map of bruised flesh and open wounds. The antique lock clicked with finality as he left me alone with the leather-bound books and my own ragged breathing.
Blood pooled beneath me as I dragged myself toward the desk. My hidden phone—a small rebellion against his control—lay tucked inside a hollowed-out volume of Shakespeare. My fingers trembled as I retrieved it, each movement sending fresh waves of agony through my body.
Jasper's number was still at the top of my contacts list. Muscle memory from a year of dialing it in hope.
"Jasper," I whispered when he answered, my voice barely audible. "Help me."
There was a pause, then the clink of silverware. Restaurant noises in the background.
"Raven?" His voice was distant, distracted. "I'm in the middle of something."
"He's going to kill me," I choked out, tasting copper. "Please... my father... he's lost control."
I heard a woman's voice then—soft, concerned. "Who is it, Jasper?"
"Emily," I realized aloud, my heart sinking further.
"Jasper, don't hang up," I pleaded. "I need you."
There was a rustling sound, then Emily's voice came through clearly: "She just wants attention because you helped me. You can't give in to her manipulation."
"Jasper, please," I begged. "I'm bleeding. I can't—"
The line went dead.
He'd declined the call.
I stared at the phone in disbelief as it slipped from my nerveless fingers. The screen showed his name, the call duration—thirty-seven seconds of my life spent begging for help that would never come.
Tears mixed with blood on my cheeks as I fumbled to dial again. Not Jasper this time.
"Erik," I whispered when he answered. "I need help."
---
The library windows shattered inward with a crash that seemed to shake the foundations of the old house. Glass rained down as dark figures swarmed through the opening.
Erik Crawford stepped through the debris like something from a nightmare—or a dream. His usually immaculate suit was dusty from the climb, his eyes blazing with cold fury.
"Raven," he breathed, dropping to his knees beside me.
I tried to speak, but consciousness was slipping away. Blood loss, shock—I didn't know which was winning.
"Don't move," he ordered, his voice gentle despite the rage I could feel radiating from him. "We're getting you out of here."
Strong arms lifted me as if I weighed nothing. Through blurring vision, I saw Erik's security team securing the room, their movements precise and efficient.
"The library door was locked from the outside," one reported. "No one's coming to check on her."
Erik's jaw tightened. "Get the medical kit."
As they carried me through the shattered window and into the night air, Erik stayed close, his hand steady on my forehead.
"I've got you," he murmured. "You're safe now."
But as darkness claimed me, one thought echoed through my fading consciousness: Jasper had heard my voice. He'd heard me begging for my life.
And he'd chosen her.