The scent of blood hit me first—metallic and sharp, mixed with the damp, moldy smell of the dungeons. My heart pounded against my ribs as I rushed down the stone steps, my hands trembling. Something was terribly wrong. I could feel Trevor's distress through our bond, a pulsing pain that echoed my own deafness with terrible clarity.
"Please," I signed frantically to the guard blocking my path. "My brother—"
The guard's eyes flickered with something like pity before he stepped aside. That look sent ice through my veins.
The dungeon cell was dimly lit by a single torch, casting long shadows across the stone walls. What I saw made my knees buckle.
Trevor was slumped against the wall, his face barely recognizable beneath bruises and dried blood. His shirt was torn, revealing angry welts across his chest. But it was his eyes that broke me—they were clouded with pain yet still held that fierce protective love he'd always reserved for me.
"Norah." His lips formed my name, though no sound emerged. He tried to stand but winced, falling back against the wall.
I rushed to him, but a hand caught my arm, yanking me back with bruising force. Kingsley stood there, his golden Alpha eyes cold and unreadable. Beside him, Stella's lips curved into a smile that never reached her eyes.
"Your brother has been found guilty of selling pack secrets to Rogues," Kingsley signed, his movements slow and deliberate—the same patient hand language he'd once used to court me. The same hands that now signed my brother's death sentence.
"That's impossible!" I signed back, my fingers flying. "He was with me during the alleged crime! I can testify—"
"Your testimony is meaningless," Kingsley interrupted, his fingers gripping mine so tightly I gasped. "You're too biased to be objective."
"He's innocent!" I insisted, trying to pull free. "You know he would never—"
Kingsley's face hardened. He grabbed both my wrists in one powerful hand, effectively silencing me. "Your hysteria is becoming a liability, Luna."
The casual cruelty in his eyes made my blood run cold. This wasn't the man who'd promised to be my voice in a silent world. This was a stranger wearing my mate's face.
Desperation clawed at my throat. I did the only thing I could think of—I shifted.
The transformation was quick, my small silver-white wolf emerging where the woman had stood. I lunged toward Trevor, a protective growl rumbling from my throat.
"Norah, no!" Trevor choked out.
Kingsley's response was immediate and devastating.
"Submit." His Alpha Voice crashed over me like a physical wave.
Pain exploded through every cell in my body as my wolf was forced to the ground. My legs splayed outward, my belly pressed against the cold stone floor. My wolf whimpered, unable to resist the command of an Alpha.
"Take her to the Healer's isolation ward," Kingsley ordered the guards, his voice echoing in the chamber. "My Luna is suffering from Mate Madness. She's become delusional and aggressive."
"Kingsley, please—" Trevor's voice was barely audible.
"Take him to the deeper cells," Kingsley commanded, ignoring my brother's plea. "The traitor will await sentencing."
I couldn't move, couldn't speak, couldn't even close my eyes as they dragged Trevor away. His blood left a dark trail on the stone floor.
---
Days blurred together in the isolation ward. White walls, white ceiling, white sheets—everything designed to drain me of hope. Healer Marcus visited regularly, administering sedatives under Kingsley's orders.
"It's for your own good, Luna," he'd say, his eyes not quite meeting mine. "The Alpha wants you well."
But I knew better. Kingsley didn't want me well—he wanted me silenced.
On the fourth night, a thunderstorm raged outside. Rain lashed against the windows, and lightning illuminated the sterile room in harsh flashes. Perfect cover for what I needed to do.
I waited until Marcus left, then counted the minutes until I was certain he wouldn't return. The sedative would wear off soon—I'd learned to fight it, to pretend to be more affected than I actually was.
A soft knock at the door made me tense. Gamma Ryan slipped inside, his face guarded.
"You shouldn't be here," I signed.
"I need to check on you," he replied, his eyes darting nervously to the door. "The pack is talking."
I reached under my pillow and pulled out my mother's diamond locket—the last precious thing I owned.
"I need you to deliver a message to Elena Blackwood," I signed, pressing the locket into his palm. "And bring me the potion."
Ryan's eyes widened. "That's forbidden magic, Luna. If the Alpha finds out—"
"He'll do what?" I challenged, a bitter smile twisting my lips. "Lock me away? Beat me? He's already taken everything from me."
The Gamma hesitated, then pocketed the locket. "The rogue witch lives beyond the eastern border. I'll go tonight."
"Thank you," I signed, relief washing through me.
As he turned to leave, thunder crashed overhead, shaking the building. In that moment, I made a silent vow: whatever it took, I would break free from Kingsley's control—even if it meant breaking the mate bond itself.
The storm raged outside with unnatural fury, as if the Moon Goddess herself was trying to stop what I was about to do. Rain lashed against the isolation ward's window, and thunder shook the foundations of the pack house. Perfect cover for what I needed to do.
Elena's face appeared at the window, her features ghostly in the darkness. The rogue witch's eyes were wide with caution as she slid the vial of potion through the narrow opening.
"Are you certain about this?" she signed, her hands moving with practiced precision. "Breaking a mate bond is not like breaking a promise, child. The pain could shatter your mind."
I nodded, my fingers trembling as I took the vial. The liquid inside glowed with an eerie blue light, pulsing like a heartbeat.
"I have nothing left to lose," I signed back. "My brother is in the dungeons. My mate has become my jailer."
Elena's eyes softened with something like pity. "Drink it all at once. The effect is... immediate."
I uncorked the vial, the scent of bitter herbs and something ancient filling my nostrils. One swallow. That's all it would take to erase Kingsley from my mind forever.
As I raised the vial to my lips, lightning split the sky with blinding intensity. The tower above us was struck directly, a deafening crack shaking the room. The lights flickered, then died.
In that moment of darkness, something strange happened. My hearing aid—my mother's last gift to me—suddenly burned against my ear. I gasped, dropping the vial as static exploded in my ear canal.
And then, impossibly, I heard a voice.
"Who's there?"
Not from the room. Not from Elena. From inside my head.
"Hello?" The voice was young, confused. Male. Familiar.
I froze, my hand still clutching my ear. "Who is this?" I signed frantically to Elena, who watched me with growing alarm.
"Can you hear me?" the voice asked again. "This is Kingsley Anderson. I'm... I'm seventeen. Who are you?"
The static cleared, and suddenly I could hear my own voice in my head, responding to him. "Kingsley? I'm Norah. Your mate."
Silence stretched between us, broken only by the storm's fury.
"That's impossible," he finally said, his voice cracking with emotion. "I haven't presented my wolf yet. I'm just... I'm just a teenager."
As the connection strengthened, images flooded my mind—memories of a younger Kingsley, his wolf newly awakened, his eyes bright with hope instead of the cold calculation I'd come to know.
"Thirteen years," I whispered aloud. "I'm thirteen years in your future."
Before he could respond, I felt something shift in our connection. Without meaning to, I was sending him images—memories of our life together. Kingsley's face as he ordered Trevor's imprisonment. The Alpha command that forced me to submit. The isolation ward's sterile walls.
"Stop," he pleaded, his mental voice agonized. "Please stop showing me this."
"I can't control it," I replied, tears streaming down my face. "I'm sorry."
"I'm going to become... that?" His mental voice broke. "I'm going to hurt you? Imprison your brother? Become that monster?"
I felt his horror wash through our link, pure and undiluted. This wasn't the Kingsley I knew—this was someone who still had hope, who still believed in goodness.
"There must be a way to stop it," he said, determination hardening his voice. "If I reject you before we ever mate—"
The connection wavered as another lightning bolt struck nearby.
"Kingsley, wait—" I called out mentally, but he was already gone.
---
The scene shifted with dizzying speed. Suddenly I was standing in the great hall of the Silver Moon Pack house, surrounded by the scents of pine and ceremonial incense. Hundreds of pack members filled the room, their faces turned expectantly toward a figure on the raised platform.
A seventeen-year-old Kingsley stood there, his face pale but determined. Tears streamed down his cheeks as he looked out over the crowd.
"My wolf has spoken," he announced, his voice cracking with emotion. "I have found my mate."
The crowd murmured excitedly as all eyes turned to me—a younger version of myself, dressed in ceremonial white, hope shining in my eyes.
Kingsley's gaze locked with mine, and I saw the moment he made his decision.
"I, Kingsley Anderson," he began, his voice gaining strength, "reject you, Norah Richardson."
The formal words of rejection hit me like physical blows. Each syllable sent waves of pain through my body as the mate bond—which had barely begun to form—was violently severed.
Gasps erupted from the crowd. Rejection was rare enough; public rejection at a Coming of Age Ceremony was unprecedented.
Young Norah staggered backward, her hand flying to her chest as if she could physically hold the pieces of her heart together. "Why?" she mouthed, though no sound emerged.
Kingsley's face contorted with grief and determination. "I won't become that monster," he said, so quietly only I could hear. "I won't let him hurt you."
As darkness closed in around the edges of my vision, I realized with startling clarity that this wasn't just a rejection.
It was a sacrifice.
The first sign that something was wrong came when I felt the mate mark on my neck begin to fade.
I was still in the isolation ward, the vial of potion trembling in my hand, when the door burst open with such force that the hinges splintered. Kingsley stood in the doorway, his massive frame silhouetted against the corridor light. But something was different about him—his eyes blazed with a fury I'd never seen before, and his aura pulsed with dangerous intensity.
"What have you done?" he snarled, stalking toward me.
I backed away, clutching the vial behind my back. "I'm ending this, Kingsley. You've left me no choice."
He grabbed my wrist, his fingers digging into my skin. "You think you can break our bond? You think you can erase me from your mind?"
"The potion—" I started, but he cut me off with a cruel laugh.
"A childish attempt at freedom." His gaze fell on my hearing aid, which was still glowing with an eerie blue light. "But you've done something far more interesting, haven't you? You've found a way to the past."
My heart froze. How could he know?
"I felt it the moment our bond began to weaken," he continued, circling me like a predator. "The timeline shifting. My younger self rejecting you before we could ever mate."
He stopped suddenly, his face lighting up with a terrible realization. "But what if I don't want you to escape me, my love? What if I want to ensure you can never leave?"
Before I could react, he slashed his palm with his claws. Blood welled up, dark and thick with Alpha power.
"No!" I screamed, trying to back away, but his grip was iron.
He grabbed my jaw, forcing it open. "This is better than any rejection," he whispered, pressing his bleeding palm to my lips. "Drink, Norah. Drink and be mine forever."
The blood poured down my throat, burning like acid. I tried to spit it out, but his Alpha command froze me in place.
"Swallow," he ordered, his voice resonating with power.
The liquid fire spread through my veins as the room began to spin. The last thing I saw was Kingsley's triumphant smile before darkness claimed me.
---
The scent of pine and bonfire greeted me when I opened my eyes. Gone was the sterile smell of the hospital, replaced by the familiar comfort of home.
I sat up, confused. My hands—they were smaller, unmarked by the scars of my failed escape attempts. I looked down at myself and gasped. I was wearing my favorite nightgown from years ago, the one with tiny silver moons that Trevor had given me for my sixteenth birthday.
I was seventeen again.
Heart pounding, I scrambled out of bed and ran to the mirror. Staring back at me was my younger self—smooth skin, hopeful eyes, hair cascading down my back in waves instead of the dull, chopped mess it had become in the isolation ward.
"Impossible," I whispered, reaching out to touch the glass.
But when I tried to move, something strange happened. My body didn't respond correctly. It stood up straighter than I intended, turned with a fluid grace I'd never possessed.
*"Hello, my love,"* a cold, familiar voice echoed in my mind. *"Surprised to see me?"*
My blood turned to ice. "Kingsley?"
*"Did you think you could escape me?"* His mental voice caressed the words with sickening tenderness. *"I've found a much better solution."*
Horror washed over me as I realized what was happening. I wasn't controlling my own body. I was trapped inside, watching as Kingsley—the thirty-year-old monster who had imprisoned and tortured me—moved my seventeen-year-old limbs with casual ease.
My body walked to the mirror, a smirk playing on my lips that I hadn't created. "Look at you," he said through my voice, a guttural approximation of sound that sent shivers down my spine. "So young. So vulnerable. So perfect."
"Get out of me!" I screamed mentally, thrashing against the invisible barriers trapping my consciousness.
*"Get out?"* He laughed, testing my vocal cords with sounds I couldn't normally make. *"I'm never leaving, Norah. This is so much better than being your mate."*
He turned my body in a slow circle, admiring the youth and vitality of my form. "Now I can protect you perfectly," he continued, his mental voice dripping with obsession. "By being you."
"What are you planning?" I asked, though I dreaded the answer.
*"Planning?"* His smile widened in the mirror. *"I'm going to rewrite history, my love. With your body as my vessel, I'll ensure my dominance is never questioned."*
As he spoke, I felt something shift inside me—a presence beside my consciousness. Not Kingsley's, but something younger, weaker.
*"Norah?"* A tentative voice reached out to mine. *"Is that really you?"*
The voice was familiar, yet different—younger, filled with confusion and fear.
"Who is this?" Kingsley demanded aloud, his voice cracking as he realized he wasn't alone in my body.
*"Kingsley?"* the other presence responded, horror dawning in his tone. *"What have you become?"*
The teenage Kingsley had found us.