The pregnancy test felt like a burning coal in my trembling hands as I pushed through the heavy glass doors of Eclipse, the most exclusive VIP club in the city. The bass thrummed through my chest, matching the erratic rhythm of my heart. Two pink lines. Two life-changing, terrifying, beautiful pink lines that I'd stared at for twenty minutes in my bathroom mirror.
I needed to find Ryker. My mate. The Alpha who would either celebrate this miracle with me or... I couldn't finish that thought.
The club's dim lighting cast everything in shades of amber and shadow. Pack members lounged in leather booths, their supernatural senses immediately picking up my scent. Conversations died as I passed, replaced by whispers that felt like needles against my skin.
"Isn't that Ivy? What's she doing here?"
"Poor thing. Doesn't she know?"
"Someone should tell her..."
My wolf stirred uneasily in my chest, sensing the pack's pity like a physical weight. I clutched the test tighter, the plastic edges digging into my palm as I scanned the room for Ryker's familiar broad shoulders and dark hair.
Then I saw him.
My world tilted on its axis.
Ryker sat in the VIP section's most prominent booth, his arm draped casually around a woman with platinum blonde hair and legs that seemed to go on forever. Vanessa. His ex-girlfriend. The she-wolf who'd left him two years ago to pursue her modeling career in Paris.
She was back.
And she was pressed against my mate like she belonged there.
My feet moved without conscious thought, carrying me closer even as every instinct screamed at me to run. The pregnancy test felt like it was burning through my purse, a secret that suddenly seemed foolish and naive.
"Ryker," I called out, my voice barely audible over the music.
He looked up, and for a split second, I saw something flicker in his dark eyes. Guilt? Annoyance? It was gone so quickly I might have imagined it.
"Ivy." His tone was flat, devoid of the warmth I'd grown accustomed to over our six-month relationship. "What are you doing here?"
Vanessa's perfectly manicured fingers traced patterns on his chest, her green eyes assessing me with the kind of cold calculation that made my skin crawl. "Oh, is this her?" She tilted her head, studying me like I was an interesting specimen. "The little omega you've been... keeping company with?"
The pack members around us had gone silent, their supernatural hearing picking up every word. I felt their eyes on me, waiting for the drama to unfold.
"I needed to talk to you," I said, my voice stronger than I felt. "Alone."
Ryker's jaw tightened. "Whatever you need to say, you can say it here. We're all pack."
The dismissal in his tone hit me like a physical blow. This wasn't the man who'd whispered sweet promises in my ear just last week. This wasn't the Alpha who'd claimed I was special, different from the others.
"Please," I whispered, hating how desperate I sounded. "It's important."
Vanessa laughed, the sound like crystal breaking. "Oh, honey. Don't you see? He's moved on. Back to where he belongs." She pressed a kiss to Ryker's jaw, marking her territory as clearly as if she'd scent-marked him.
The pack members around us began to murmur again, their voices carrying cruel amusement.
"Did she really think it would last?"
"An omega thinking she could hold an Alpha's attention..."
"Embarrassing."
Ryker's eyes met mine, and in them, I saw the truth I'd been too blind to acknowledge. The coldness wasn't new – it had been growing for weeks. I'd just been too hopeful, too in love to see it.
"Ryker," I tried one more time, my hand instinctively moving to my still-flat stomach. "I have something to tell you. Something that changes everything."
He stood then, his imposing frame casting a shadow over me. When he spoke, his voice carried the Alpha authority that made every wolf in the vicinity submit.
"There's nothing you could tell me that would change anything, Ivy." His words were precise, calculated to wound. "What we had... it was temporary. A distraction."
Vanessa's smile was triumphant as she slid her arm through his. "Some wolves are just forgettable, darling. No spark worth nurturing."
The words hit me like a physical blow, stealing the breath from my lungs. Forgettable. No spark worth nurturing. The pregnancy test in my purse felt like a lead weight, a secret that would now remain buried.
Tears burned behind my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. Not here. Not in front of the pack that was already whispering about my humiliation.
"I see," I managed, my voice barely above a whisper. "I understand."
I turned to leave, my legs feeling like they might give out at any moment. Behind me, I heard Vanessa's delighted laughter and the resumption of conversations, my heartbreak already becoming old news.
The cool night air hit my face like a slap as I stumbled out of the club. My hands shook as I fumbled for my car keys, the pregnancy test falling from my purse onto the asphalt. I stared down at it, those two pink lines now seeming like a cruel joke.
I was going to be a mother. And my child's father had just declared me forgettable.
Tears finally came then, hot and bitter as I collapsed into my car. I needed to get away, to find somewhere I could break apart in private. My hands trembled as I started the engine, my vision blurred by tears and pain.
The road stretched ahead of me, dark and empty. I pressed harder on the accelerator, desperate to outrun the humiliation, the heartbreak, the crushing realization that I'd been living in a fantasy.
That's when I saw the headlights.
They came from nowhere, blazing bright in my peripheral vision. I had just enough time to register the impact, the screaming of metal, the world turning upside down.
As darkness closed in around me, I heard something impossible – a wolf's howl, wild and mournful, rising from somewhere deep within my own chest.
The world came back to me in fragments—sterile white ceiling tiles, the steady beep of machines, and a throbbing pain that seemed to pulse through every fiber of my being.
I tried to move, but my body felt foreign, disconnected. Bandages wrapped around my head like a crown of gauze, and my left arm was suspended in a sling that pulled at muscles I couldn't quite feel.
Where was I?
The question floated through my mind like smoke, impossible to grasp. I knew I should know the answer, but it slipped away every time I reached for it.
"You're awake." A woman's voice, gentle but clinical. A nurse appeared in my peripheral vision, her scrubs a soft blue that somehow made my eyes water. "How are you feeling?"
"I..." My voice came out as a croak, raw and unfamiliar. "I don't... where am I?"
"You're at St. Mary's Hospital. You were in a car accident three days ago." She checked something on a clipboard, her expression professionally kind. "Do you remember anything about what happened?"
I searched the fog in my mind, grasping for memories that felt like trying to hold water in my hands. Nothing. Just an endless gray void where my past should be.
"No," I whispered. "I don't remember anything."
The nurse's expression shifted, concern creeping into her features. "That's not uncommon with head trauma. The doctor will want to speak with you. Let me get him."
As she left, I stared at the ceiling, trying to piece together who I was. The name tag on my wrist read 'Ivy Chen,' but it felt like reading about a stranger. Was that really me?
Then, like a lightning bolt splitting my skull, a voice crashed into my mind.
*Stop this pathetic charade.*
I gasped, my hands flying to my temples. The voice was male, rough with anger, and it seemed to come from inside my own head.
*I know you're awake, Ivy. Drop the act.*
"Who... who's there?" I whispered to the empty room, my heart racing.
*Don't play dumb with me. This whole memory loss thing is just another one of your desperate attempts for attention, isn't it?*
The voice was so vivid, so present, that I looked around wildly for its source. But the room was empty except for the steady hum of medical equipment.
*Answer me!*
The mental roar made me cry out, clutching my head as pain lanced through my skull. "I don't know who you are! Please, just... stop!"
Silence fell like a heavy curtain. Then, quieter but no less hostile: *You really don't remember.*
"Remember what? Who are you? How are you in my head?"
A pause that stretched like eternity. *My name is Ryker. And you're my... you were my...*
The voice cut off abruptly, leaving me alone with my confusion and the growing certainty that whoever this Ryker was, he was important. The way he'd said my name carried weight, history, pain.
"Ryker," I whispered, testing the name. It meant nothing to me, just syllables in the air.
The door opened, and a middle-aged man in a white coat entered, followed by the nurse. His kind eyes immediately assessed me with professional concern.
"Miss Chen, I'm Dr. Martinez. How are you feeling?"
"Confused," I admitted. "I can't remember anything. And there's someone... someone talking in my head."
Dr. Martinez and the nurse exchanged a look. "The voice in your head—is it familiar at all?"
"He said his name was Ryker. He seemed... angry with me. Like he knows me."
The doctor made notes on his chart. "Miss Chen, I need to ask you some questions. Do you remember anything about yourself? Your family? Where you work?"
I shook my head, each movement sending fresh waves of pain through my skull. "Nothing. It's all... empty."
"What about the concept of mates? Pack bonds? Does any of that mean anything to you?"
The words stirred something deep in my chest, like an echo of an echo, but I couldn't grasp it. "I... maybe? I don't know."
Dr. Martinez sat down beside my bed, his expression growing more serious. "Ivy, you've suffered significant head trauma. Retrograde amnesia isn't uncommon, but in your case, it seems quite extensive. The voice you're hearing—that's likely what we call a mate bond. A mental connection between werewolves."
"Werewolves?" The word should have sounded absurd, but instead, it felt... right. Like a key turning in a lock I didn't know existed.
"You are one, yes. And so is the man trying to communicate with you. The bond allows mates to speak mind-to-mind, share emotions, sometimes even physical sensations."
I stared at him, processing this impossible information that somehow felt completely natural. "So Ryker is my... mate?"
"According to your emergency contacts, yes. Ryker Mills. He's been here every day since the accident, though he left about an hour ago."
Ryker Mills. The name still meant nothing, but the mate bond Dr. Martinez described explained the voice in my head, the anger that felt personal and cutting.
"Doctor," the nurse said quietly, "should we tell her about the other matter?"
Dr. Martinez nodded gravely. "Ivy, there's something else. When you were brought in, we ran comprehensive tests. You're pregnant."
The words hit me like a physical blow. "Pregnant?"
"Yes. And based on the ultrasound..." He paused, studying my face carefully. "You're carrying twins."
The room spun around me. Pregnant. With twins. By a man whose voice in my head was filled with anger and disappointment. A man I couldn't remember.
"How far along?" I whispered.
"About eight weeks. The babies appear healthy despite the trauma."
My hands moved instinctively to my stomach, which showed no sign of the life growing within. Two babies. Two lives that depended on me, and I couldn't even remember who I was.
*Ivy?* Ryker's voice returned, softer now, uncertain. *The doctor just told me... is it true?*
I closed my eyes, overwhelmed by the cascade of revelations. "Yes," I whispered, not sure if I was answering the doctor or the voice in my head.
*Twins,* Ryker's mental voice was barely a whisper. *You're carrying twins.*
For the first time since I'd heard his voice, the anger was gone, replaced by something that sounded like wonder. And fear.
"I need to rest," I told Dr. Martinez, suddenly exhausted by the weight of this new reality.
As the medical staff left me alone, I stared down at my stomach, trying to process the magnitude of what I'd learned. I was a werewolf. I had a mate named Ryker who seemed to have complicated feelings about me. And I was pregnant with twins I couldn't remember conceiving.
The voice in my head had gone quiet, but I could sense him there, a presence hovering at the edges of my consciousness. Waiting.
I closed my eyes and tried to remember something—anything—about the life I'd apparently lived. But there was only darkness, and the growing certainty that whatever had happened between Ryker and me before the accident, it hadn't ended well.
The soft knock on my hospital room door came just as I was struggling to make sense of the pregnancy pamphlets Dr. Martinez had left behind. The words swam on the page—prenatal vitamins, folic acid, morning sickness—all foreign concepts for a woman who couldn't remember her own life.
"Come in," I called, grateful for any distraction from the medical jargon that felt like reading instructions for someone else's existence.
A petite woman with warm brown eyes and shoulder-length auburn hair peeked around the door. She wore scrubs decorated with tiny cartoon wolves, and her face lit up with a mixture of relief and concern when she saw me.
"Ivy! Thank goddess you're awake." She rushed to my bedside, her eyes immediately filling with tears. "I've been so worried. When I heard about the accident..."
I studied her face, searching for any flicker of recognition. Nothing. Just another stranger who seemed to know me intimately.
"I'm sorry," I said softly. "I don't... the doctors said I have amnesia. I don't remember anything."
Her face crumpled. "Oh, honey. It's me. Mila. Your best friend since high school." She pulled a chair close to my bed, her voice gentle but determined. "I'm going to help you remember who you are."
Mila. The name stirred something faint, like an echo in an empty room, but I couldn't grasp it.
"Tell me about myself," I said. "Who was I before the accident?"
Mila's expression grew complicated, a mixture of love and pity that made my stomach clench. "You were... you were sweet, Ivy. Too sweet for your own good. Always putting others first, always believing the best in people even when they didn't deserve it."
She reached for my hand, her touch warm and familiar in a way that made my chest ache. "Especially when it came to Ryker."
At the mention of his name, that presence in my mind stirred, but remained silent.
"What happened between us?" I asked. "I can feel him in my head sometimes, but he seems... angry."
Mila's jaw tightened. "He should be ashamed, not angry." Her voice carried a protective edge I hadn't expected. "Ivy, you need to know the truth about what kind of man your mate really is."
She took a deep breath, as if steeling herself for what came next. "You found out you were pregnant eight weeks ago. You went to tell him at Eclipse—that's the pack's VIP club. But when you got there..."
Mila's voice trailed off, her eyes filled with the kind of pain that comes from witnessing a friend's heartbreak.
"What did I find?" I pressed, though part of me dreaded the answer.
"He was with Vanessa. His ex-girlfriend. She'd just come back from Paris, and there they were, all over each other like you meant nothing." Mila's hands clenched into fists. "You tried to tell him about the pregnancy, but he humiliated you in front of the entire pack. Called what you had 'temporary.' Said you were 'forgettable.'"
The words hit me like physical blows. Forgettable. Even without my memories, I could feel the devastation that word must have caused.
"He rejected you publicly, Ivy. Made you look pathetic in front of everyone. And you were carrying his twins." Mila's voice cracked. "You left that club heartbroken, and then..."
"The accident," I finished quietly.
"The accident." She nodded. "And now he has the audacity to act like the victim? To be angry with you?"
I stared down at my hands, trying to process this revelation. The man whose voice echoed in my mind had publicly humiliated me while I was pregnant with his children. The father of my babies had chosen another woman.
"Tell me about Vanessa," I said, my voice steadier than I felt.
Mila's expression turned venomous. "Vanessa Sterling. Alpha's daughter from the neighboring Crescent Moon pack. Model, socialite, everything you're not." She paused, seeming to realize how harsh that sounded. "I mean, everything the old you thought you weren't."
"What do you mean?"
"You always saw yourself as plain, ordinary. Just an omega who got lucky enough to catch an Alpha's attention. But Ivy..." Mila leaned forward, her eyes intense. "You were never the problem. He was."
As if summoned by our conversation, I felt Ryker's presence strengthen in my mind. *Ivy, we need to talk.*
I ignored him, focusing on Mila instead. "Where is she now? Vanessa?"
"Still around, unfortunately. Acting like she's already Luna of the pack." Mila's lip curled with disgust. "Prancing around town like she owns the place."
Something cold and sharp crystallized in my chest. This woman—this Vanessa—had stolen my mate while I carried his children. Had watched him humiliate me and done nothing but gloat.
The old Ivy might have accepted that. Might have believed she deserved it.
But I wasn't the old Ivy. I was someone new, someone forged in the white-hot crucible of forgotten pain and present clarity.
"I want to see her," I said suddenly.
Mila blinked in surprise. "What?"
"I want to see this woman who thinks she can take what's mine." The words came out harder than I intended, carrying a strength I didn't know I possessed.
*Ivy, what are you planning?* Ryker's mental voice carried a note of concern.
I smiled, and even I could feel how different it was from whatever expression the old Ivy might have worn. This smile had teeth.
"I'm planning to introduce myself," I said aloud, knowing Ryker could hear me. "The real me."
Mila stared at me with something approaching awe. "Who are you right now?"
"I'm the woman I should have been all along." I pushed myself up straighter in the hospital bed, ignoring the protests from my healing body. "Mila, I need you to help me get out of here."
"The doctors said you need at least another week—"
"The doctors can say whatever they want." My voice carried an authority I'd never heard from myself before. "But I have twins to protect and a conversation to have with the woman who thinks she can chase other women's husbands."
Mila's grin was fierce and proud. "Now that sounds like a plan I can get behind."
*Ivy, don't do anything rash,* Ryker's voice pleaded in my mind.
I closed my eyes and spoke directly to that mental connection, my thoughts sharp as broken glass. "I want to see you, Ryker. Face to face. It's time we had a real conversation about our future."
The silence that followed was deafening.
When I opened my eyes, Mila was watching me with something like reverence. "I don't know who you are now, Ivy, but I like her a hell of a lot better than who you used to be."
So did I. And it was time everyone else met her too.