It was my twenty-seventh birthday. Spencer went out to pick up my favorite cake from a bakery in SoHo. I stayed in our apartment, curled up on the sofa. I reached for his laptop to queue up a movie. We shared passwords. We shared everything. There were no secrets between us. Or so I thought.
I moved the mouse. The screen woke up instantly. An iMessage window was open, front and center. The name at the top was Valery. Valery Ross. She was the girlfriend of his best friend, Jett Hicks.
My stomach dropped. I read the messages. *Can't stop thinking about the hotel.* *Jett's out of town this weekend. Come over.* They were explicit. Timestamped. Going back months. There were photos of her. There was a digital receipt for a boutique hotel downtown.
My chest tightened. The air left my lungs. Five years. I gave him five years of loyalty. I cooked his dinners. I played the perfect girlfriend for his mother. I put my own ambitions on hold to make him comfortable. And he was sleeping with his best friend's girl.
I read every single line. I didn't move a muscle. My hands felt like ice. I closed the laptop carefully. I pushed it back to the exact spot on the coffee table. It had to be perfect. I didn't cry. I just sat in the dark and let the cold wash over me.
Twenty minutes later, the lock clicked. Spencer walked in. He held a pink bakery box. He smiled his easy, charming smile. He leaned down and kissed my cheek.
"Happy birthday, babe," he said.
He smelled like winter air and lies.
I smiled back. "Thank you."
Two hours later, Spencer was fast asleep in our bed. His breathing was heavy and even. I stood in the dark kitchen. The apartment was perfectly quiet. I stared at a mug of cold chamomile tea on the counter. I hadn't taken a single sip. My mind was racing.
Then, a sharp knock at the door.
I froze. I looked at the microwave clock. It was almost two in the morning. I walked to the door and looked through the peephole. I blinked, confused.
I unlocked the deadbolt and pulled the door open.
Jett Hicks stood in the hallway. He wore a black leather jacket. His dark hair was messy. His jaw was tight. He didn't say happy birthday. He didn’t say hello. He just held up his phone.
The screen was lit up. It showed the exact same screenshots I had just read on the laptop.
"I have a proposition," Jett said. His voice was low, rough, and completely empty of warmth. "You want to hear it or not?"
I stepped aside. I let him in.
We didn't wake Spencer. We walked into the kitchen. I grabbed the bottle of birthday tequila from the counter. I poured two heavy glasses. I slid one across the granite island to Jett.
He didn't touch it right away. He just looked at me. His dark eyes were cold and calculating.
"He’s sleeping with Valery," Jett said flatly.
"I know," I replied. My voice didn't shake. I surprised myself.
Jett nodded once. "Good. Saves me the explanation." He picked up the glass and took a sip. "Here is the plan. We tear his life apart."
I stared at him. "How?"
"You stay," Jett said. "You play the perfect, loving girlfriend. You gather every piece of evidence. You log it. I run the game from the outside. I push their buttons. I make them crack."
I felt a strange heat in my chest. It wasn't sadness anymore. It was pure, unfiltered rage.
"And then what?" I asked.
"Then we drop a bomb on him," Jett smirked. It was a dangerous, sharp look. "We dismantle his world. Methodically. Completely. No mercy."
"What are the rules?" I asked.
Jett leaned closer. I could smell the whiskey on his breath. "Simple. No feelings. No complications. Just the plan."
I picked up my glass. I downed the tequila. The burn felt good. "Deal."
The silence in the kitchen grew heavy. We were two strangers bound by the exact same betrayal. I looked at Jett’s hands resting on the counter. I looked at his mouth.
Five years of loyalty had gotten me nothing. Five years of playing it safe had made me a joke. I didn't want to be safe anymore. Spencer took my pride. I wanted to take something of his.
I stepped closer to Jett. He didn't pull away. He looked down at me. His eyes darkened. I grabbed the lapels of his leather jacket and pulled him in.
The kiss was not gentle. It was not tentative. It was a collision.
Jett’s hands gripped my waist. He lifted me onto the kitchen counter. We were fueled by rage and tequila. We didn't make love. We tore into each other. It was reckless. It was loud enough to be dangerous, but quiet enough to keep the man sleeping in the next room completely in the dark. It was the first truly reckless decision of my life. I didn't regret a single second of it.
When I woke up, the sky outside the guest room window was turning gray. Dawn. I lay in the tangled sheets. I turned my head.
Jett was already dressed. His jacket was zipped. He stood in the doorway, watching me. He didn't smile. He didn't offer a soft goodbye.
"Clock starts today," he said quietly.
I looked at him. I felt a strange, cold clarity settling over me. The girl who needed safety was gone. I felt, for the first time in years, completely like myself.
"I'll be ready," I whispered.
He nodded, turned, and slipped out the front door.
I got up. I took a long, hot shower. I washed the sweat and the smell of Jett off my skin. I dried my hair and walked into the master bedroom. Spencer was still asleep.
I opened my closet. I bypassed the soft sweaters. I pulled out my sharpest black blazer. I put on my heels. They clicked against the hardwood floor like armor.
I walked back into the kitchen and started the coffee maker. The smell of roasted beans filled the apartment.
Spencer shuffled into the kitchen a few minutes later. He rubbed his eyes and yawned. "Morning, babe," he mumbled. He wrapped his arms around my waist from behind. He kissed my neck.
My skin crawled. A wave of nausea hit me. But I forced a soft laugh.
"Morning," I said brightly. "I made your coffee."
"You're the best," he smiled. He took the mug.
He noticed nothing. Not the slight stiffness in my shoulders. Not the coldness in my eyes. He was completely blind.
That evening, I sat on the train heading home from my Manhattan advertising firm. I had a major promotion on the line. I needed to stay focused. I pulled out my phone. I opened the Notes app. I created a new folder, nestled right between a new campaign brief and my weekly grocery list.
I titled it 'Project S'. I typed in the first date.
The logging had begun.
The glow of my monitor was the only light left on the fourteenth floor. I stared at the Harmon & Cole pitch deck. I deleted a slide. I typed a new headline. My fingers hit the keys hard. I needed this promotion. It was the only thing in my life that felt clean. I had spent five years putting my ambitions on hold to make Spencer comfortable. I smiled at his work events. I played the supportive girlfriend. But not anymore. Harmon & Cole was a massive account. If I landed it, the Senior Director title was mine. I poured all my anger into the pitch. I stayed late every night. I wasn't going to let Spencer ruin my career too.
Maya leaned against the edge of my cubicle. She held two white cardboard takeout boxes. The smell of sesame chicken and fried rice filled the quiet office.
"You've been staring at that slide for ten minutes," Maya said. "And you're typing like it owes you money."
I didn't look up. "It needs to be perfect."
Maya set the boxes down on my desk. She pulled up a chair and sat. "Ayla, look at me."
I finally stopped typing. I met her eyes.
"You're running on something," she said quietly. "And it’s not just ambition. You look like you're going to war. What's going on?"
I looked at my best friend. Maya knew me better than anyone. She was fiercely protective. She had seen me cry over spilled coffee in the past, but she had never seen me like this. Cold. Calculated. I couldn't lie to her. I took a deep breath. I told her everything. I told her about the laptop. The messages. Valery. Jett standing at my door in the middle of the night. The plan.
Maya didn't gasp. She didn't interrupt. She just watched my face.
When I finished, the silence stretched between us.
"I'm not going to tell you to stop," Maya finally said. Her voice was steady. "I'm going to tell you to be careful. You're playing with fire, Ayla."
"I know," I said. "I'm already being careful."
The next afternoon, the game officially began. A courier arrived at the reception desk. Maya signed for the package and brought a massive, matte-black shopping bag to my desk.
"Delivery for you," she whispered.
I pulled away the thick black tissue paper. Inside sat a limited-edition Bottega Veneta handbag. It was woven leather in a deep emerald green. The smell of rich, expensive leather hit the air. There was a three-month waitlist for this exact bag.
I found a small white card tucked inside. *To my beautiful Ayla. Love, Spencer.*
A store receipt was clipped to the back of the card. It was left deliberately visible. Four thousand, two hundred dollars.
My phone buzzed on the desk. An encrypted text from Jett.
*Delivery made. Check this out.*
He sent a screenshot. It was a text from his phone to Valery. It showed a picture of the receipt. Underneath the photo, Jett had typed: *Oops—wrong person. Meant to send that to my assistant to file.*
I stared at the screen and smiled. Jett was ruthless. He knew exactly where to strike. Valery's biggest fear was being second best. She wanted to feel special. A four-thousand-dollar receipt for the official girlfriend was the ultimate slap in the face. Jett played her perfectly. I could picture Valery staring at her phone. Her blood boiling. Her hands shaking. Spencer had never bought her anything nice. She only got cheap hotel rooms, quick hookups, and deleted texts.
*Hook is set,* I texted back.
That evening, I got home before Spencer. I left the Bottega bag in the trunk of my car. I wanted the timing to be absolutely perfect.
When Spencer walked in, he looked pale. His tie was loosened. He didn't even kiss my cheek.
"Long day?" I asked. I stood at the stove and stirred a pot of pasta.
"Yeah," he muttered. "Just... work stress."
His phone buzzed in his pocket. He flinched. He pulled it out, looked at the screen, and his jaw tightened visibly.
"I need to take this," he said quickly. He walked to the balcony and slid the glass door shut behind him.
But he didn't close it all the way. A two-inch gap remained. I turned the stove off. I moved silently across the living room and stood near the curtain. The cold night air slipped through the crack.
"Are you crazy?" Spencer hissed into the phone. "Why are you calling me right now?"
I couldn't hear Valery's exact words, but I heard the shrill, frantic tone coming through the speaker. She was losing her mind.
"A bag?" Spencer dragged a hand through his hair. "I don't know what you're talking about! I didn't buy anyone a bag!"
More shrill noise from the phone.
"Valery, stop!" Spencer's voice cracked. "You're acting paranoid. I'm not using you. You know the situation!"
He paced the small balcony. His face was red.
"I didn't spend four grand!" he practically yelled. "You're losing your mind!"
He hung up the phone. He stood there, gripping the metal railing, breathing hard. The picture-perfect boyfriend was unraveling. And I hadn't even lifted a finger.
I quietly stepped back to the kitchen. I turned the stove back on. I grabbed my car keys from the counter.
"I forgot something in the car," I called out cheerfully.
I went down to the garage. I grabbed the matte-black shopping bag. The leather handles felt heavy in my hand. I walked back upstairs and pushed the front door open.
Spencer was sitting on the sofa. He looked exhausted. He rubbed his temples. He looked up as I walked in.
I set the bag on the coffee table. I let out a soft, delighted gasp. I pulled the emerald green bag out of the dust cover.
"Spencer," I said. My voice was thick with fake emotion. "I can't believe you."
He stared at the bag. His eyes widened. He recognized the brand. He remembered the phone call. I watched the gears turn in his head. Confusion. Panic. And then, calculation.
He realized the truth. Valery wasn't crazy. The bag existed. And it had his name on it. If he denied it now, he would have to explain why someone else was sending me four-thousand-dollar gifts. He was backed into a corner.
I walked over and kissed his cheek. "It arrived at the office today. It's beautiful. Thank you so much, babe."
Spencer swallowed hard. He forced a smile. It didn't reach his eyes.
"You're welcome," he said smoothly. He wrapped an arm around my waist. "I knew you would love it."
He took the credit. He actually took the credit for a bag he didn't buy.
I looked at his handsome face. The face I trusted for five years. He was such a good liar. It was terrifying how easily the words left his mouth. If I didn't know the truth, I would have believed him. I would have felt loved. My stomach churned with disgust. But I kept the sweet smile on my face.
"You're the best boyfriend in the world," I said.
"Only for you," he whispered.
Later that night, Spencer fell asleep early. The fight with Valery must have drained him completely.
I sat in the dark living room. The emerald bag sat on the counter, glowing slightly under the streetlights shining through the window. I pulled out my phone. I opened the Notes app. I scrolled down to 'Project S'.
*Date: November 12. Gift received. Spencer claimed it. Valery knows.*
I locked the screen. The plan was working perfectly. The foundation of his lies was cracking. I just had to keep pushing.
The clink of silver against fine china echoed in the bright dining room. I sat across from Mrs. Martin at a corner table of an upscale brunch spot. Spencer sat next to me, nursing a mimosa. I reached into my leather tote and pulled out a small, heavy gift bag. I set it gently next to Mrs. Martin's water glass.
"Just a little something," I said softly.
Mrs. Martin looked at me. Her eyes held that familiar, cool skepticism. She was a woman who guarded her approval like gold. She pulled the dark tissue paper back. Her breath hitched. She lifted the iconic green jar of La Mer face cream out of the bag.
"Ayla," she said. Her voice lost its usual sharp edge. "This is incredibly generous. But how did you..."
"You mentioned it at dinner six months ago," I smiled warmly. "You said the winter air was hard on your skin. I remembered."
I didn't tell her I had a hidden note on my phone specifically for her offhand comments. I didn't tell her I bought it with the bonus I earned from working late while her son was in a downtown hotel with Valery.
I leaned forward. I asked about her garden. I remembered the exact type of blue hydrangeas she planted in the spring. I asked about the historical fiction novel her book club was currently reading. I fed her the exact version of myself she wanted to see. I was attentive. I was polished. I was perfect.
By the time the waiter cleared our plates, Mrs. Martin was touching my hand. She looked at me like I was a prize she had won.
That night, Spencer stood in our kitchen. He looked incredibly smug. "My mom called me on the drive home," he said. He wrapped his arms around my waist. "She told me you're exactly the kind of woman a man should hold onto."
I kept my back to him as I washed a plate. My knuckles turned white against the wet sponge. "That’s so sweet of her," I said smoothly.
On Tuesday afternoon, the office was quiet. I was deep into a pitch deck. The elevator doors chimed. Heavy footsteps echoed on the carpet.
I looked up. Jett Hicks was walking down the center aisle.
He was drenched. His dark hair was wet and pushed back. His gray t-shirt clung tightly to his chest. He was breathing hard, like he had just run a marathon. He held a brown paper takeout bag in one hand.
Every head in the open-plan office turned.
He stopped at my desk. He flashed a brilliant, breathless grin. "Delivery," he announced. His voice was loud enough for the whole floor to hear. "You mentioned last week you skip lunch on pitch days. Couldn't let that happen."
I stared at him. "Jett? What are you doing here?"
"I biked across Brooklyn," he panted. He wiped his forehead with the back of his hand. "Took a Citi Bike. Traffic was a nightmare."
Maya sat two desks over. Her pen literally dropped from her hand. It hit her desk with a loud clatter. She stared at Jett’s clinging shirt. Then she stared at me with wide eyes.
I felt a flush of heat rise in my neck. I stood up and took the bag. "Thank you," I muttered. "You didn't have to do that."
"I wanted to," he said easily.
I walked him back to the elevator. He smelled like rain and expensive cologne. The doors slid open. He stepped inside and gave me a lazy wink before the metal doors closed.
I turned around. Maya was already standing at her desk. She mouthed, *Who is that?*
I just shook my head and walked back to my chair.
That evening, I sat on my sofa and thought about Jett. I pictured him standing by my desk. Then, I realized something. His shirt was perfectly damp. The wetness was an even, flawless spread across his chest. There were no salt rings. His face wasn't flushed red from exertion. He wasn't actually out of breath.
The lobby bathroom was directly next to the elevator bank.
I laughed out loud in the empty apartment. He didn't bike across Brooklyn. He took the subway, walked into my building, and splashed water all over himself in the lobby sink. He engineered an entire theatrical performance just to make me swoon. Just to show everyone in my office that I was taken care of.
It was ridiculous. It was manipulative. And my chest ached with how much I loved it. I didn't text him that I knew. I kept his secret.
The next morning, I stepped into the elevator to head down for a client meeting. My phone buzzed in my hand. It was an Instagram notification.
*Jett Hicks added to their Close Friends story.*
I tapped the bubble. A green ring circled his profile picture.
The first slide was a blurry photo of the street outside my office building. The text overlay read: *loyal golden retriever bf updates.*
I blinked. I tapped to the next slide. It was a poll.
*Question: Does she know I'm obsessed with her?*
*Option 1: Yes obviously.*
*Option 2: She suspects nothing.*
I bit my lip to stop a smile. I tapped to the third slide. It was a screenshot of a comment section. He had created fake accounts. The handles were absurd.
@ayla_deserves_everything commented: *Bro you are doing great. Don't give up.*
@jett_is_down_bad replied: *She is literally a goddess. Buy her more food.*
I read the comments twice. The sheer amount of effort it took to set up fake email addresses, make fake accounts, and leave unhinged comments on his own post was staggering. It was incredibly juvenile.
The elevator doors opened to the lobby. I stepped out into the busy Manhattan street. The cold wind hit my face. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I laughed. It was a real, loud laugh.
I stood on the sidewalk and took a screenshot of every single slide. My phone made a soft clicking sound with each one.
Spencer had given me five years of smooth lies and empty promises. He never put effort into anything unless it benefited him. But Jett? Jett was building an entire ridiculous world just to make me smile on a Wednesday morning.
I saved the screenshots to a new folder on my phone. I didn't name this one 'Project S'. I just locked my screen, put my phone in my pocket, and walked to my meeting with my head held high.