The metallic taste of blood filled my mouth as consciousness slammed back into me like a freight train.
My chest heaved, searching for air that shouldn't exist. The last thing I remembered was Ryker's hand plunging into my ribcage, his fingers wrapped around my still-beating heart. The way Sienna had smiled as she watched him rip it from my body, her eyes gleaming with satisfaction.
But I was breathing. I was alive.
My eyes snapped open to find myself staring at an ornate ceiling I recognized—the crystal chandelier of the Grayson family dining room. The same room where my life had ended just moments ago. Or had it been moments? The grandfather clock in the corner chimed eleven times, its deep resonance vibrating through my bones.
"Harper, are you listening?" My father's voice cut through the fog in my mind. "This is the most important day of your life."
I bolted upright in my chair, my heart hammering against my ribs. Across the mahogany table sat two men I knew all too well—the Blackwood brothers. Axel Blackwood, the elder son and heir, sat rigid in his chair like a statue carved from ice. His silver eyes held no warmth, no emotion, just the cold calculation of a predator sizing up prey. Dark hair swept back from a face that could have been beautiful if not for the permanent scowl etched into his features.
Beside him, Ryker Blackwood smiled that gentle, practiced smile that had fooled me for three years. Sandy brown hair fell across his forehead in carefully arranged waves, and his green eyes sparkled with false kindness. The same eyes that had looked into mine as he murdered me.
"The Mating Ceremony," I whispered, the words scraping against my throat like broken glass.
I was back. Somehow, impossibly, I was back at the beginning.
"Yes, the ceremony," Father continued, his chest puffed with pride. "The Blackwood family has graciously agreed to this alliance. One of you girls will marry into their pack, strengthening both our territories."
Sienna sat beside me, her blonde hair perfectly curled, wearing the same pale blue dress I remembered from that day three years ago. She looked exactly as she had then—innocent, sweet, the perfect daughter. But I knew better now. I knew what lay beneath that angelic facade.
"I'm so nervous," Sienna said, her voice soft and trembling. "What if they don't like us?"
Then I heard it—a voice that didn't match the movement of her lips.
[This time, I'll make sure I get the better Alpha. Harper was always Father's favorite, but I won't let her have Ryker again.]
I nearly choked on my own breath. The voice was crystal clear, as if someone had whispered directly into my ear, but Sienna's mouth hadn't moved. Her lips were still curved in that demure smile, her hands folded primly in her lap.
[I remember how this goes. Harper will choose Ryker because she thinks he's kinder. What an idiot. She never saw past his pretty face to the monster underneath.]
My blood turned to ice. She knew. Somehow, Sienna knew what had happened before. She had been reborn too.
"Harper?" Ryker's voice drew my attention back to the table. "You look pale. Are you feeling alright?"
The concern in his tone made my skin crawl. I remembered that same gentle voice whispering sweet lies as he backhanded me across the face. The way he'd apologized afterward, promising it would never happen again, only to do worse the next time.
"I'm fine," I managed, my voice steadier than I felt.
[Poor Harper,] Sienna's thoughts continued their sinister commentary. [She has no idea that Ryker will inherit everything when Axel dies. No idea that I'm the one who'll make sure that happens.]
My sister—my own sister—had orchestrated Axel's death. She'd manipulated everything, played us all like pawns in her twisted game. And I'd been too blind to see it.
"Well then," Father clapped his hands together. "Shall we proceed? Girls, it's time to choose your intended."
This was it. The moment that had sealed my fate the first time. In my previous life, I'd been drawn to Ryker's warmth, his easy smiles and gentle touches. I'd thought Axel was cold, dangerous, someone to be feared. How wrong I'd been.
Sienna rose from her chair with practiced grace, but I could hear her thoughts racing.
[I need to move fast. Harper always hesitated, gave me the opening I needed.]
She glided toward Ryker's side of the table, her smile radiant. "I hope you don't mind if I—"
"Actually," I interrupted, standing so quickly my chair scraped against the hardwood floor. "I've already made my choice."
Every eye in the room turned to me. Sienna's face went white, her thoughts a jumbled mess of panic and rage.
[No, no, no! This isn't how it's supposed to go!]
"Harper," Father's voice held a warning. "Think carefully. This decision will shape your entire future."
Oh, I was thinking carefully. More carefully than I'd ever thought about anything in my life.
I walked around the table, my footsteps echoing in the sudden silence. Ryker watched me approach with that same charming smile, clearly expecting me to choose him as I had before. But I didn't stop at his chair.
Instead, I continued to where Axel sat, still as stone, his silver eyes tracking my movement like a wolf watching prey. Up close, I could see the faint scar that ran along his jawline, the way his hands rested on the table with deadly stillness.
"I choose you," I said, extending my hand toward him.
For a moment, nobody moved. Nobody breathed. Then Axel's gaze dropped to my outstretched hand, and something flickered in those cold depths—surprise, perhaps, or suspicion.
Slowly, he reached out and took my hand in his. His skin was warm, surprisingly so, and the moment our palms touched, a jolt of electricity shot up my arm. It wasn't unpleasant—quite the opposite. It felt like coming home after a long, cold journey.
"Interesting," he murmured, his voice a low rumble that sent shivers down my spine. "I wasn't expecting that."
Behind us, I heard Sienna's sharp intake of breath, followed by the scrape of her chair as she presumably took the seat beside Ryker. But I couldn't bring myself to care about her shock or disappointment. All I could focus on was the man in front of me, this enigma I'd misjudged so completely.
I tried to read his thoughts the way I'd read Sienna's, searching for some hint of what lay behind those silver eyes. But there was nothing. Complete silence. It was like trying to peer through a wall of steel.
"Well," Father's voice boomed with forced cheer. "It seems the matches have been made. Harper will marry Axel, and Sienna will marry Ryker."
Axel's thumb brushed across my knuckles, a gesture so subtle I almost missed it. When I looked up at him, those mercury eyes were studying my face with an intensity that made my pulse quicken.
"Tell me, Harper Grayson," he said quietly, his words meant for my ears alone. "What changed your mind?"
The question hung between us like a challenge. How could I explain that I'd lived this life before, that I knew the monster hiding behind Ryker's gentle facade? How could I tell him that his own sister-in-law had plotted his death?
I couldn't. Not yet.
"Maybe I finally learned to look past the surface," I said instead.
Something that might have been approval flickered in his gaze. "Careful, little wolf. You might not like what you find beneath mine."
But as I stared into those enigmatic silver eyes, the only man whose thoughts I couldn't read, I felt something I hadn't experienced in years—hope.
Whatever secrets Axel Blackwood was hiding, they had to be better than the hell I'd escaped.
The morning of the Mating Ceremony arrived with deceptive brightness, sunlight streaming through the tall windows of the Grayson estate like nothing had changed. But everything had changed. I stood before my mirror, adjusting the silver pendant at my throat—a family heirloom that had belonged to my grandmother. In my previous life, I'd worn it for luck. This time, it felt more like armor.
Downstairs, the great hall buzzed with activity as pack members from both territories mingled. The air thrummed with nervous energy and barely contained excitement. I descended the grand staircase, my emerald dress flowing behind me like water, and immediately spotted the source of the commotion.
Ryker stood near the ceremonial altar in a pristine white suit, his arms wrapped around Sienna's waist. She wore pale pink—virginal, innocent—and gazed up at him with practiced adoration. The sight should have made me sick, knowing what I knew about both of them. Instead, I felt nothing but cold satisfaction.
As I passed their little display, Sienna's voice rang out, sweet as poisoned honey. "Harper, darling, your Alpha isn't here yet?" She tilted her head with mock concern. "I hope nothing's wrong."
Every conversation in the immediate vicinity stopped. Heads turned toward us, and I could feel the weight of dozens of stares. In my peripheral vision, I caught Ryker's satisfied smirk—he thought he was watching me crumble.
[Poor thing,] someone's thoughts drifted to me. [Married to that monster and he can't even be bothered to show up.]
[I heard his last Luna ran away in the middle of the night,] another mind whispered. [Too scared to stay.]
[Axel Blackwood doesn't care about anyone. She'll be lucky if he doesn't kill her.]
The chorus of pity and fear washed over me like a tide, but I'd learned to swim in deeper waters than this. I smiled—not the trembling, uncertain expression I'd worn three years ago, but something sharper. More confident.
"Actually," I said, my voice carrying clearly through the sudden hush, "Axel is handling crucial territory negotiations this morning. Pack business comes first, as I'm sure you understand."
I moved toward the small platform where the microphone stood, my heels clicking against the marble floor with steady precision. "Since he can't be here to address you all personally, I'd like to say a few words on behalf of both of us."
Sienna's face went white. This wasn't in her script.
[What is she doing?] Her thoughts screamed with panic. [She's supposed to be humiliated, not—not this!]
I lifted the microphone, and the hall fell completely silent. "The Blackwood-Grayson alliance represents more than just a union between two packs. It's a promise of strength, of protection, of a future where our territories thrive together." I raised my champagne glass. "To new beginnings."
The response was immediate and overwhelming. Glasses lifted throughout the hall, voices joining in the toast. I caught sight of several pack elders nodding with approval, their expressions shifting from pity to something resembling respect.
But it was the woman standing near the back of the hall who truly mattered.
Luna Victoria Blackwood was a force of nature wrapped in elegant black silk. Silver streaked through her dark hair like lightning, and her eyes—the same mercury shade as her son's—missed nothing. She watched me with the calculating gaze of someone who'd spent decades navigating pack politics.
[Interesting,] her thoughts reached me, clear and approving. [She has spine. And intelligence. Perhaps Axel chose better than I thought.]
The warmth that spread through my chest at her mental praise was unexpected. In my previous life, Victoria had barely acknowledged my existence. I'd been too meek, too eager to please, too afraid of making waves. This time, I was making tsunamis.
"How lovely," Sienna's voice cut through my moment of triumph. She'd recovered from her shock and was now draped against Ryker like a climbing vine. "Though I suppose some of us prefer our Alphas to actually show up."
She pressed her lips to Ryker's in a kiss that was far too intimate for a public ceremony. Gasps echoed through the hall—not of admiration, but of scandalized disapproval.
"Enough." Victoria's voice cracked like a whip. She glided forward, her presence commanding instant attention. "This is a sacred ceremony, not a brothel. Show some respect."
Sienna jerked back from Ryker, her cheeks flaming red. But her thoughts... her thoughts were pure venom.
[You sanctimonious bitch,] she seethed internally. [Just wait. When Axel beats your precious daughter-in-law to death, we'll see who's laughing then.]
The hatred in her mental voice made my skin crawl, but I kept my expression serene. Let her underestimate me. Let them all think I was still the same naive girl who'd stumbled blindly into their trap.
The rest of the ceremony passed in a blur of formal blessings and traditional pack rituals. I played my part perfectly—gracious, composed, every inch the Luna I was meant to become. When it was over, guests began filtering toward the reception hall, their conversations a mix of gossip and speculation about the new alliances.
I slipped away from the crowd, needing a moment to breathe. The room I'd been assigned was on the third floor of the Blackwood estate—neutral territory for now, neither fully mine nor Axel's until we completed the final bonding ritual.
It was smaller than my childhood bedroom but elegantly appointed, with deep blue walls and furniture that looked like it had been crafted by master artisans. Moonlight streamed through the tall windows, casting everything in silver shadows.
I kicked off my heels and sank onto the edge of the bed, finally allowing my shoulders to drop. The day had been a success, but it was only the beginning. I still had to survive whatever came next, and with Sienna plotting in the shadows...
The door handle turned with a soft click.
I spun around, my heart leaping into my throat. A figure stood silhouetted in the doorway, tall and broad-shouldered, backlit by the hallway's dim lighting. For a moment, he was just a shadow. Then he stepped forward, and moonlight caught his face.
Axel.
He'd changed from whatever he'd been wearing for his 'territory negotiations' into dark jeans and a black shirt that clung to his frame like a second skin. His silver eyes seemed to glow in the darkness, and when he spoke, his voice was a low rumble that sent shivers racing down my spine.
"I heard you performed admirably today."
The door closed behind him with a soft snick, and suddenly the spacious room felt impossibly small. He moved with predatory grace, each step deliberate and controlled, until he stood just a few feet away.
Close enough that I could see the faint stubble along his jaw. Close enough to catch the scent of cedar and something darker, more dangerous.
Close enough to run if I needed to.
But I didn't run. Instead, I lifted my chin and met those enigmatic silver eyes head-on.
"I did what needed to be done," I said quietly.
Something flickered in his gaze—surprise, perhaps, or approval. "Indeed you did. The question is... why?"
The air in the room seemed to drop ten degrees the moment Axel stepped inside. My breath caught in my throat as he moved closer, each footstep deliberate and predatory. The moonlight streaming through the windows cast his face in sharp relief—all angles and shadows, beautiful and terrifying at once.
I took an instinctive step backward, my calves hitting the edge of the bed. "Axel, I—"
His hand shot out, fingers wrapping around my wrist with surprising gentleness. The contact sent electricity racing up my arm, but his grip was firm enough to stop my retreat.
"You're not afraid of me," he said, his voice a low rumble that seemed to vibrate through my bones. It wasn't a question.
I should have been terrified. This was Axel Blackwood—the cold, ruthless Alpha everyone whispered about in hushed tones. But as I stared into those mercury eyes, searching for the violence everyone expected, I found something else entirely. Control. Restraint. And beneath it all, something that looked almost like... loneliness.
"Should I be?" I whispered.
Something flickered in his gaze—surprise, perhaps approval. His thumb brushed across my pulse point, and I knew he could feel how fast my heart was racing.
"Most people are."
Before I could respond, he released my wrist and moved away, creating distance between us with the same deliberate precision he'd used to close it. He gestured toward the bed with a casual wave of his hand.
"Sleep there," he said, his tone suddenly businesslike. "I'll take the couch."
I blinked, certain I'd misheard. "What?"
"You heard me." He was already moving toward the small sofa by the window, pulling off his shirt in one fluid motion. The moonlight caught the lean muscles of his back, the intricate tattoo that spiraled across his shoulder blade. "I have no interest in weak omegas who can't even stand up for themselves."
The casual cruelty of his words should have stung, but something in his tone felt... practiced. Like a role he'd played so many times it had become second nature.
"All I need from you," he continued, settling onto the couch with his back to me, "is cooperation in public. Play the dutiful Luna, smile when expected, and stay out of my way otherwise."
I stood there for a long moment, processing this unexpected turn. In my previous life, Ryker had been all gentle touches and sweet words—right up until the moment he'd shown his true nature. But Axel was offering something Ryker never had: honesty. Brutal, perhaps, but honest.
"Understood," I said quietly, and climbed into the bed still wearing my dress.
The morning brought with it a sensation I'd almost forgotten—the warm, golden feeling of pack connection flooding through my mind. I sat up in bed, disoriented, as Axel's voice resonated not just in the room but through the very fabric of our pack bond.
*Harper Grayson is now Luna of the Blackwood territory,* his mental voice announced, strong and commanding. *She is under my protection and speaks with my authority. Anyone who challenges her challenges me.*
The power behind the declaration was staggering. I could feel it rippling outward like waves, touching every member of both packs. Gasps and murmurs echoed from various parts of the estate as the bond settled into place, marking me as officially his.
Across the room, Axel stood by the window, fully dressed in dark jeans and a gray sweater. He didn't look at me, but I caught the slight tension in his shoulders.
"That should prevent any... misunderstandings," he said.
I nodded, though he couldn't see me. The pack bond thrummed between us now, a constant awareness of his presence at the edge of my consciousness. It was nothing like the suffocating control I'd experienced with Ryker. This felt more like... partnership.
After Axel left for whatever Alpha business demanded his attention, I dressed carefully in a simple blue sundress and made my way to the gardens. I needed air, space to think, to process everything that had happened.
The Blackwood estate's gardens were magnificent—acres of perfectly manicured lawns dotted with ancient oak trees and flowering bushes. I was admiring a particularly beautiful rose garden when familiar laughter drifted on the morning breeze.
"Oh, Ryker, you're terrible," Sienna's voice carried across the garden, light and musical.
I moved closer, staying hidden behind a large hedge. Through the leaves, I could see them sitting on a marble bench, Sienna curled against Ryker's side like a contented cat.
"I still can't believe she chose him," Sienna was saying, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "Poor thing has no idea what she's gotten herself into."
Ryker's laugh was warm, the same gentle sound that had once made my heart flutter. "Harper always was naive. Remember how she used to follow me around like a lost puppy?"
"She had such a crush on you," Sienna giggled. "It was almost pathetic."
Then I heard it—Ryker's thoughts, clear as if he'd spoken them aloud.
*Too bad I didn't get my hands on that pretty little thing. She would have been so much more fun to break than this simpering fool beside me. But no matter—once I deal with Axel, I'll have everything I want anyway.*
My blood turned to ice. The casual way he thought about 'dealing with' Axel, the predatory satisfaction in his mental voice when he imagined hurting me—it confirmed everything I'd suspected and more.
*The plan is already in motion,* his thoughts continued. *A few more months, maybe less, and dear brother Axel will have a tragic accident. Then I'll be Alpha, and I can have whoever I want. Including his pretty little Luna.*
I pressed my hand to my mouth to keep from gasping aloud. This wasn't just about inheritance or power—Ryker had been planning Axel's murder from the very beginning. And in my previous life, he'd succeeded.
Memories crashed over me like a tsunami. Ryker's gentle voice whispering apologies after each 'accident'—the bruises he claimed came from my clumsiness, the cuts that were supposedly from falls, the slowly escalating violence that he'd made me believe was my fault.
*You're so clumsy, Harper. Good thing I love you anyway.*
*If you tell anyone about this, they won't believe you. Who would believe sweet Ryker could hurt anyone?*
*You made me do this. If you'd just listened, if you'd just been better...*
And then, after Axel's 'mysterious death' in that hunting accident, Ryker had inherited everything. The mask had come off completely then. No more gentle touches or sweet apologies. Just pure, sadistic cruelty until the night he'd finally decided I was more trouble than I was worth.
I backed away from the hedge on trembling legs, my heart pounding so hard I was sure they'd hear it. But they were too wrapped up in each other, in their plotting and scheming, to notice one terrified Luna stumbling away through the gardens.
That night, I lay in bed pretending to sleep, my mind racing with everything I'd learned. Beside the window, Axel had settled onto the couch again, his breathing deep and even. But something felt different—a subtle tension in the air that hadn't been there the night before.
Minutes passed, maybe an hour. Then I heard the soft whisper of footsteps on carpet.
I kept my breathing steady, my body relaxed, but through barely cracked eyelids I watched as Axel approached the bed. He moved like a ghost, silent and graceful, until he stood just a few feet away.
In the moonlight, his face was softer somehow, the harsh lines smoothed by shadow and silver light. He stood there for a long moment, just watching me with an expression I couldn't quite read.
Then, so quietly I almost missed it, he whispered, "What are you hiding, little wolf?"
My heart stuttered, but I forced myself to remain still. After another moment, he turned and went back to the couch.
But not before I caught something in his eyes—something that looked almost like tenderness.
As I finally drifted toward sleep, one thought echoed through my mind: Axel Blackwood was definitely hiding secrets. The question was whether they would save us both—or destroy us.